DRACULA
By
Bram Stoker
1897 edition
TABLE OF CONTENTS
CHAPTER
1 JONATHAN HARKER’S JOURNAL. 3
CHAPTER
2 JONATHAN HARKER’S JOURNAL CONTINUED.. 16
CHAPTER
3 JONATHAN HARKER’S JOURNAL CONTINUED.. 28
CHAPTER
4 JONATHAN HARKER’S JOURNAL CONTINUED.. 40
CHAPTER
5 LETTER FROM MISS MINA MURRAY TO MISS LUCY WESTENRA.. 53
CHAPTER
6 MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL. 62
CHAPTER
7 CUTTING FROM "THE DAILYGRAPH", 8 AUGUST. 75
CHAPTER
8 MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL. 88
CHAPTER
9 LETTER, MINA HARKER TO LUCY WESTENRA.. 102
CHAPTER
10 LETTER, DR. SEWARD TO HON. ARTHUR HOLMWOOD.. 115
CHAPTER
11 LUCY WESTENRA'S DIARY.. 129
CHAPTER
12 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.. 141
CHAPTER
13 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY--cont. 158
CHAPTER
14 MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL. 173
CHAPTER
15 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY--cont. 188
CHAPTER
16 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY--cont. 202
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17 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY--cont. 212
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18 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.. 224
CHAPTER
19 JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL. 240
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20 JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL. 252
CHAPTER
21 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.. 267
CHAPTER
22 JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL. 281
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23 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.. 293
CHAPTER
24 DR. SEWARD'S PHONOGRAPH DIARY.. 306
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25 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.. 319
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26 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.. 333
CHAPTER
27 MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL. 349
3 May.
Bistritz.--Left Munich at 8:35 P.M., on 1st May, arriving at Vienna early next morning; should have
arrived at 6:46, but train was an hour late. Buda-Pesth seems a wonderful
place, from the glimpse which I got of it from the train and the little I could
walk through the streets. I feared to go very far from the station, as we had
arrived late and would start as near the correct time as possible.
The impression I
had was that we were leaving the West and entering the East; the most western
of splendid bridges over the Danube, which is
here of noble width and depth, took us among the traditions of Turkish rule.
We left in
pretty good time, and came after nightfall to Klausenburgh. Here I stopped for
the night at the Hotel Royale. I had for dinner, or rather supper, a chicken
done up some way with red pepper, which was very good but thirsty. (Mem. get
recipe for Mina.) I asked the waiter, and he said it was called "paprika
hendl," and that, as it was a national dish, I should be able to get it
anywhere along the Carpathians.
I found my
smattering of German very useful here, indeed, I don't know how I should be
able to get on without it.
Having had some
time at my disposal when in London, I had
visited the British Museum, and made search among the books and maps in
the library regarding Transylvania; it had
struck me that some foreknowledge of the country could hardly fail to have some
importance in dealing with a nobleman of that country.
I find that the
district he named is in the extreme east of the country, just on the borders of
three states, Transylvania, Moldavia, and Bukovina, in the midst of the
Carpathian mountains; one of the wildest and least known portions of Europe.
I was not able
to light on any map or work giving the exact locality of the Castle Dracula, as
there are no maps of this country as yet to compare with our own Ordance Survey
Maps; but I found that Bistritz, the post town named by Count Dracula, is a
fairly well-known place. I shall enter here some of my notes, as they may
refresh my memory when I talk over my travels with Mina.
In the
population of Transylvania there are four
distinct nationalities: Saxons in the South, and mixed with them the Wallachs,
who are the descendants of the Dacians; Magyars in the West, and Szekelys in
the East and North. I am going among the latter, who claim to be descended from
Attila and the Huns. This may be so, for when the Magyars conquered the country
in the eleventh century they found the Huns settled in it.
I read that
every known superstition in the world is gathered into the horseshoe of the
Carpathians, as if it were the centre of some sort of imaginative whirlpool; if
so my stay may be very interesting. (Mem., I must ask the Count all about
them.)
I did not sleep
well, though my bed was comfortable enough, for I had all sorts of queer
dreams. There was a dog howling all night under my window, which may have had
something to do with it; or it may have been the paprika, for I had to drink up
all the water in my carafe, and was still thirsty. Towards morning I slept and
was wakened by the continuous knocking at my door, so I guess I must have been
sleeping soundly then.
I had for
breakfast more paprika, and a sort of porridge of maize flour which they said
was "mamaliga", and egg-plant stuffed with forcemeat, a very
excellent dish, which they call "impletata". (Mem., get recipe for
this also.)
I had to hurry
breakfast, for the train started a little before eight, or rather it ought to
have done so, for after rushing to the station at 7:30 I had to sit in the
carriage for more than an hour before we began to move.
It seems to me
that the further east you go the more unpunctual are the trains. What ought
they to be in China?
All day long we
seemed to dawdle through a country which was full of beauty of every kind.
Sometimes we saw little towns or castles on the top of steep hills such as we
see in old missals; sometimes we ran by rivers and streams which seemed from
the wide stony margin on each side of them to be subject to great floods. It
takes a lot of water, and running strong, to sweep the outside edge of a river
clear.
At every station
there were groups of people, sometimes crowds, and in all sorts of attire. Some
of them were just like the peasants at home or those I saw coming through France and Germany, with short jackets, and
round hats, and home-made trousers; but others were very picturesque.
The women looked
pretty, except when you got near them, but they were very clumsy about the
waist. They had all full white sleeves of some kind or other, and most of them
had big belts with a lot of strips of something fluttering from them like the
dresses in a ballet, but of course there were petticoats under them.
The strangest
figures we saw were the Slovaks, who were more barbarian than the rest, with
their big cow-boy hats, great baggy dirty-white trousers, white linen shirts,
and enormous heavy leather belts, nearly a foot wide, all studded over with
brass nails. They wore high boots, with their trousers tucked into them, and
had long black hair and heavy black moustaches. They are very picturesque, but
do not look prepossessing. On the stage they would be set down at once as some
old Oriental band of brigands. They are, however, I am told, very harmless and
rather wanting in natural self-assertion.
It was on the
dark side of twilight when we got to Bistritz, which is a very interesting old
place. Being practically on the frontier--for the Borgo
Pass leads from it into Bukovina--it has had a very stormy existence, and it
certainly shows marks of it. Fifty years ago a series of great fires took
place, which made terrible havoc on five separate occasions. At the very
beginning of the seventeenth century it underwent a siege of three weeks and
lost 13,000 people, the casualties of war proper being assisted by famine and
disease.
Count Dracula
had directed me to go to the Golden Krone Hotel, which I found, to my great
delight, to be thoroughly old-fashioned, for of course I wanted to see all I
could of the ways of the country.
I was evidently
expected, for when I got near the door I faced a cheery-looking elderly woman
in the usual peasant dress--white undergarment with a long double apron, front,
and back, of coloured stuff fitting almost too tight for modesty. When I came
close she bowed and said, "The Herr Englishman?"
"Yes,"
I said, "Jonathan Harker."
She smiled, and
gave some message to an elderly man in white shirtsleeves, who had followed her
to the door.
He went, but
immediately returned with a letter:
"My
friend.--Welcome to the Carpathians. I am anxiously expecting you. Sleep well
tonight. At three tomorrow the diligence will start for Bukovina;
a place on it is kept for you. At the Borgo Pass
my carriage will await you and will bring you to me. I trust that your journey
from London has
been a happy one, and that you will enjoy your stay in my beautiful land.--Your
friend, Dracula."
4 May--I found
that my landlord had got a letter from the Count, directing him to secure the
best place on the coach for me; but on making inquiries as to details he seemed
somewhat reticent, and pretended that he could not understand my German.
This could not
be true, because up to then he had understood it perfectly; at least, he
answered my questions exactly as if he did.
He and his wife,
the old lady who had received me, looked at each other in a frightened sort of
way. He mumbled out that the money had been sent in a letter, and that was all
he knew. When I asked him if he knew Count Dracula, and could tell me anything
of his castle, both he and his wife crossed themselves, and, saying that they
knew nothing at all, simply refused to speak further. It was so near the time
of starting that I had no time to ask anyone else, for it was all very
mysterious and not by any means comforting.
Just before I
was leaving, the old lady came up to my room and said in a hysterical way:
"Must you go? Oh! Young Herr, must you go?" She was in such an
excited state that she seemed to have lost her grip of what German she knew,
and mixed it all up with some other language which I did not know at all. I was
just able to follow her by asking many questions. When I told her that I must go
at once, and that I was engaged on important business, she asked again:
"Do you
know what day it is?" I answered that it was the fourth of May. She shook
her head as she said again:
"Oh, yes! I
know that! I know that, but do you know what day it is?"
On my saying
that I did not understand, she went on:
"It is the
eve of St. George's
Day. Do you not know that tonight, when the clock strikes midnight, all the
evil things in the world will have full sway? Do you know where you are going,
and what you are going to?" She was in such evident distress that I tried
to comfort her, but without effect. Finally, she went down on her knees and
implored me not to go; at least to wait a day or two before starting.
It was all very
ridiculous but I did not feel comfortable. However, there was business to be
done, and I could allow nothing to interfere with it.
I tried to raise
her up, and said, as gravely as I could, that I thanked her, but my duty was
imperative, and that I must go.
She then rose
and dried her eyes, and taking a crucifix from her neck offered it to me.
I did not know
what to do, for, as an English Churchman, I have been taught to regard such
things as in some measure idolatrous, and yet it seemed so ungracious to refuse
an old lady meaning so well and in such a state of mind.
She saw, I
suppose, the doubt in my face, for she put the rosary round my neck and said,
"For your mother's sake," and went out of the room.
I am writing up
this part of the diary whilst I am waiting for the coach, which is, of course,
late; and the crucifix is still round my neck.
Whether it is
the old lady's fear, or the many ghostly traditions of this place, or the
crucifix itself, I do not know, but I am not feeling nearly as easy in my mind
as usual.
If this book
should ever reach Mina before I do, let it bring my goodbye. Here comes the
coach!
5 May. The
Castle.--The gray of the morning has passed, and the sun is high over the
distant horizon, which seems jagged, whether with trees or hills I know not,
for it is so far off that big things and little are mixed.
I am not sleepy,
and, as I am not to be called till I awake, naturally I write till sleep comes.
There are many
odd things to put down, and, lest who reads them may fancy that I dined too
well before I left Bistritz, let me put down my dinner exactly.
I dined on what
they called "robber steak"--bits of bacon, onion, and beef, seasoned
with red pepper, and strung on sticks, and roasted over the fire, in simple
style of the London
cat's meat!
The wine was
Golden Mediasch, which produces a queer sting on the tongue, which is, however,
not disagreeable.
I had only a
couple of glasses of this, and nothing else.
When I got on
the coach, the driver had not taken his seat, and I saw him talking to the
landlady.
They were
evidently talking of me, for every now and then they looked at me, and some of
the people who were sitting on the bench outside the door--came and listened,
and then looked at me, most of them pityingly. I could hear a lot of words
often repeated, queer words, for there were many nationalities in the crowd, so
I quietly got my polyglot dictionary from my bag and looked them out.
I must say they
were not cheering to me, for amongst them were "Ordog"--Satan,
"Pokol"--hell, "stregoica"--witch, "vrolok" and
"vlkoslak"--both mean the same thing, one being Slovak and the other
Servian for something that is either werewolf or vampire. (Mem., I must ask the
Count about these superstitions.)
When we started,
the crowd round the inn door, which had by this time swelled to a considerable
size, all made the sign of the cross and pointed two fingers towards me.
With some
difficulty, I got a fellow passenger to tell me what they meant. He would not
answer at first, but on learning that I was English, he explained that it was a
charm or guard against the evil eye.
This was not
very pleasant for me, just starting for an unknown place to meet an unknown
man. But everyone seemed so kind-hearted, and so sorrowful, and so sympathetic
that I could not but be touched.
I shall never
forget the last glimpse which I had of the inn yard and its crowd of
picturesque figures, all crossing themselves, as they stood round the wide
archway, with its background of rich foliage of oleander and orange trees in
green tubs clustered in the centre of the yard.
Then our driver,
whose wide linen drawers covered the whole front of the
boxseat,--"gotza" they call them--cracked his big whip over his four
small horses, which ran abreast, and we set off on our journey.
I soon lost
sight and recollection of ghostly fears in the beauty of the scene as we drove
along, although had I known the language, or rather languages, which my
fellow-passengers were speaking, I might not have been able to throw them off
so easily. Before us lay a green sloping land full of forests and woods, with
here and there steep hills, crowned with clumps of trees or with farmhouses,
the blank gable end to the road. There was everywhere a bewildering mass of
fruit blossom--apple, plum, pear, cherry. And as we drove by I could see the
green grass under the trees spangled with the fallen petals. In and out amongst
these green hills of what they call here the "Mittel Land"
ran the road, losing itself as it swept round the grassy curve, or was shut out
by the straggling ends of pine woods, which here and there ran down the
hillsides like tongues of flame. The road was rugged, but still we seemed to
fly over it with a feverish haste. I could not understand then what the haste
meant, but the driver was evidently bent on losing no time in reaching Borgo Prund.
I was told that this road is in summertime excellent, but that it had not yet
been put in order after the winter snows. In this respect it is different from
the general run of roads in the Carpathians, for it is an old tradition that
they are not to be kept in too good order. Of old the Hospadars would not
repair them, lest the Turk should think that they were preparing to bring in
foreign troops, and so hasten the war which was always really at loading point.
Beyond the green
swelling hills of the Mittel
Land rose mighty slopes
of forest up to the lofty steeps of the Carpathians themselves. Right and left
of us they towered, with the afternoon sun falling full upon them and bringing
out all the glorious colours of this beautiful range, deep blue and purple in
the shadows of the peaks, green and brown where grass and rock mingled, and an
endless perspective of jagged rock and pointed crags, till these were
themselves lost in the distance, where the snowy peaks rose grandly. Here and
there seemed mighty rifts in the mountains, through which, as the sun began to
sink, we saw now and again the white gleam of falling water. One of my
companions touched my arm as we swept round the base of a hill and opened up
the lofty, snow-covered peak of a mountain, which seemed, as we wound on our
serpentine way, to be right before us.
"Look!
Isten szek!"--"God's seat!"--and he crossed himself reverently.
As we wound on
our endless way, and the sun sank lower and lower behind us, the shadows of the
evening began to creep round us. This was emphasized by the fact that the snowy
mountain-top still held the sunset, and seemed to glow out with a delicate cool
pink. Here and there we passed Cszeks and slovaks, all in picturesque attire,
but I noticed that goitre was painfully prevalent. By the roadside were many
crosses, and as we swept by, my companions all crossed themselves. Here and
there was a peasant man or woman kneeling before a shrine, who did not even
turn round as we approached, but seemed in the self-surrender of devotion to
have neither eyes nor ears for the outer world. There were many things new to
me. For instance, hay-ricks in the trees, and here and there very beautiful
masses of weeping birch, their white stems shining like silver through the
delicate green of the leaves.
Now and again we
passed a leiter-wagon--the ordinary peasants's cart--with its long, snakelike
vertebra, calculated to suit the inequalities of the road. On this were sure to
be seated quite a group of homecoming peasants, the Cszeks with their white,
and the Slovaks with their coloured sheepskins, the latter carrying
lance-fashion their long staves, with axe at end. As the evening fell it began
to get very cold, and the growing twilight seemed to merge into one dark
mistiness the gloom of the trees, oak, beech, and pine, though in the valleys
which ran deep between the spurs of the hills, as we ascended through the Pass,
the dark firs stood out here and there against the background of late-lying
snow. Sometimes, as the road was cut through the pine woods that seemed in the
darkness to be closing down upon us, great masses of greyness which here and
there bestrewed the trees, produced a peculiarly weird and solemn effect, which
carried on the thoughts and grim fancies engendered earlier in the evening,
when the falling sunset threw into strange relief the ghost-like clouds which
amongst the Carpathians seem to wind ceaselessly through the valleys. Sometimes
the hills were so steep that, despite our driver's haste, the horses could only
go slowly. I wished to get down and walk up them, as we do at home, but the
driver would not hear of it. "No, no," he said. "You must not
walk here. The dogs are too fierce." And then he added, with what he
evidently meant for grim pleasantry--for he looked round to catch the approving
smile of the rest--"And you may have enough of such matters before you go
to sleep." The only stop he would make was a moment's pause to light his
lamps.
When it grew
dark there seemed to be some excitement amongst the passengers, and they kept
speaking to him, one after the other, as though urging him to further speed. He
lashed the horses unmercifully with his long whip, and with wild cries of
encouragement urged them on to further exertions. Then through the darkness I
could see a sort of patch of grey light ahead of us, as though there were a
cleft in the hills. The excitement of the passengers grew greater. The crazy
coach rocked on its great leather springs, and swayed like a boat tossed on a
stormy sea. I had to hold on. The road grew more level, and we appeared to fly
along. Then the mountains seemed to come nearer to us on each side and to frown
down upon us. We were entering on the Borgo Pass.
One by one several of the passengers offered me gifts, which they pressed upon
me with an earnestness which would take no denial. These were certainly of an
odd and varied kind, but each was given in simple good faith, with a kindly
word, and a blessing, and that same strange mixture of fear-meaning movements
which I had seen outside the hotel at Bistritz--the sign of the cross and the
guard against the evil eye. Then, as we flew along, the driver leaned forward,
and on each side the passengers, craning over the edge of the coach, peered
eagerly into the darkness. It was evident that something very exciting was
either happening or expected, but though I asked each passenger, no one would
give me the slightest explanation. This state of excitement kept on for some
little time. And at last we saw before us the Pass opening out on the eastern
side. There were dark, rolling clouds overhead, and in the air the heavy,
oppressive sense of thunder. It seemed as though the mountain range had
separated two atmospheres, and that now we had got into the thunderous one. I
was now myself looking out for the conveyance which was to take me to the
Count. Each moment I expected to see the glare of lamps through the blackness,
but all was dark. The only light was the flickering rays of our own lamps, in
which the steam from our hard-driven horses rose in a white cloud. We could see
now the sandy road lying white before us, but there was on it no sign of a
vehicle. The passengers drew back with a sigh of gladness, which seemed to mock
my own disappointment. I was already thinking what I had best do, when the
driver, looking at his watch, said to the others something which I could hardly
hear, it was spoken so quietly and in so low a tone, I thought it was "An
hour less than the time." Then turning to me, he spoke in German worse
than my own.
"There is
no carriage here. The Herr is not expected after all. He will now come on to Bukovina, and return tomorrow or the next day, better the
next day." Whilst he was speaking the horses began to neigh and snort and
plunge wildly, so that the driver had to hold them up. Then, amongst a chorus
of screams from the peasants and a universal crossing of themselves, a caleche,
with four horses, drove up behind us, overtook us, and drew up beside the
coach. I could see from the flash of our lamps as the rays fell on them, that
the horses were coal-black and splendid animals. They were driven by a tall
man, with a long brown beard and a great black hat, which seemed to hide his
face from us. I could only see the gleam of a pair of very bright eyes, which
seemed red in the lamplight, as he turned to us.
He said to the
driver, "You are early tonight, my friend."
The man
stammered in reply, "The English Herr was in a hurry."
To which the
stranger replied, "That is why, I suppose, you wished him to go on to Bukovina. You cannot deceive me, my friend. I know too
much, and my horses are swift."
As he spoke he
smiled, and the lamplight fell on a hard-looking mouth, with very red lips and
sharp-looking teeth, as white as ivory. One of my companions whispered to
another the line from Burger's "Lenore".
"Denn die
Todten reiten Schnell." ("For the dead travel fast.")
The strange
driver evidently heard the words, for he looked up with a gleaming smile. The
passenger turned his face away, at the same time putting out his two fingers
and crossing himself. "Give me the Herr's luggage," said the driver,
and with exceeding alacrity my bags were handed out and put in the caleche.
Then I descended from the side of the coach, as the caleche was close
alongside, the driver helping me with a hand which caught my arm in a grip of
steel. His strength must have been prodigious.
Without a word
he shook his reins, the horses turned, and we swept into the darkness of the
pass. As I looked back I saw the steam from the horses of the coach by the
light of the lamps, and projected against it the figures of my late companions
crossing themselves. Then the driver cracked his whip and called to his horses,
and off they swept on their way to Bukovina.
As they sank into the darkness I felt a strange chill, and a lonely feeling come
over me. But a cloak was thrown over my shoulders, and a rug across my knees,
and the driver said in excellent German--"The night is chill, mein Herr,
and my master the Count bade me take all care of you. There is a flask of
slivovitz (the plum brandy of the country) underneath the seat, if you should
require it."
I did not take
any, but it was a comfort to know it was there all the same. I felt a little
strangely, and not a little frightened. I think had there been any alternative
I should have taken it, instead of prosecuting that unknown night journey. The
carriage went at a hard pace straight along, then we made a complete turn and
went along another straight road. It seemed to me that we were simply going
over and over the same ground again, and so I took note of some salient point,
and found that this was so. I would have liked to have asked the driver what
this all meant, but I really feared to do so, for I thought that, placed as I
was, any protest would have had no effect in case there had been an intention
to delay.
By-and-by,
however, as I was curious to know how time was passing, I struck a match, and
by its flame looked at my watch. It was within a few minutes of midnight. This
gave me a sort of shock, for I suppose the general superstition about midnight
was increased by my recent experiences. I waited with a sick feeling of
suspense.
Then a dog began
to howl somewhere in a farmhouse far down the road, a long, agonized wailing,
as if from fear. The sound was taken up by another dog, and then another and
another, till, borne on the wind which now sighed softly through the Pass, a
wild howling began, which seemed to come from all over the country, as far as
the imagination could grasp it through the gloom of the night.
At the first
howl the horses began to strain and rear, but the driver spoke to them
soothingly, and they quieted down, but shivered and sweated as though after a
runaway from sudden fright. Then, far off in the distance, from the mountains
on each side of us began a louder and a sharper howling, that of wolves, which
affected both the horses and myself in the same way. For I was minded to jump
from the caleche and run, whilst they reared again and plunged madly, so that
the driver had to use all his great strength to keep them from bolting. In a
few minutes, however, my own ears got accustomed to the sound, and the horses
so far became quiet that the driver was able to descend and to stand before
them.
He petted and
soothed them, and whispered something in their ears, as I have heard of
horse-tamers doing, and with extraordinary effect, for under his caresses they
became quite manageable again, though they still trembled. The driver again
took his seat, and shaking his reins, started off at a great pace. This time,
after going to the far side of the Pass, he suddenly turned down a narrow
roadway which ran sharply to the right.
Soon we were
hemmed in with trees, which in places arched right over the roadway till we
passed as through a tunnel. And again great frowning rocks guarded us boldly on
either side. Though we were in shelter, we could hear the rising wind, for it
moaned and whistled through the rocks, and the branches of the trees crashed
together as we swept along. It grew colder and colder still, and fine, powdery
snow began to fall, so that soon we and all around us were covered with a white
blanket. The keen wind still carried the howling of the dogs, though this grew
fainter as we went on our way. The baying of the wolves sounded nearer and
nearer, as though they were closing round on us from every side. I grew
dreadfully afraid, and the horses shared my fear. The driver, however, was not
in the least disturbed. He kept turning his head to left and right, but I could
not see anything through the darkness.
Suddenly, away
on our left I saw a faint flickering blue flame. The driver saw it at the same
moment. He at once checked the horses, and, jumping to the ground, disappeared
into the darkness. I did not know what to do, the less as the howling of the
wolves grew closer. But while I wondered, the driver suddenly appeared again,
and without a word took his seat, and we resumed our journey. I think I must
have fallen asleep and kept dreaming of the incident, for it seemed to be
repeated endlessly, and now looking back, it is like a sort of awful nightmare.
Once the flame appeared so near the road, that even in the darkness around us I
could watch the driver's motions. He went rapidly to where the blue flame
arose, it must have been very faint, for it did not seem to illumine the place
around it at all, and gathering a few stones, formed them into some device.
Once there
appeared a strange optical effect. When he stood between me and the flame he
did not obstruct it, for I could see its ghostly flicker all the same. This
startled me, but as the effect was only momentary, I took it that my eyes
deceived me straining through the darkness. Then for a time there were no blue
flames, and we sped onwards through the gloom, with the howling of the wolves
around us, as though they were following in a moving circle.
At last there
came a time when the driver went further afield than he had yet gone, and
during his absence, the horses began to tremble worse than ever and to snort
and scream with fright. I could not see any cause for it, for the howling of
the wolves had ceased altogether. But just then the moon, sailing through the
black clouds, appeared behind the jagged crest of a beetling, pine-clad rock,
and by its light I saw around us a ring of wolves, with white teeth and lolling
red tongues, with long, sinewy limbs and shaggy hair. They were a hundred times
more terrible in the grim silence which held them than even when they howled.
For myself, I felt a sort of paralysis of fear. It is only when a man feels
himself face to face with such horrors that he can understand their true
import.
All at once the
wolves began to howl as though the moonlight had had some peculiar effect on
them. The horses jumped about and reared, and looked helplessly round with eyes
that rolled in a way painful to see. But the living ring of terror encompassed
them on every side, and they had perforce to remain within it. I called to the
coachman to come, for it seemed to me that our only chance was to try to break
out through the ring and to aid his approach, I shouted and beat the side of
the caleche, hoping by the noise to scare the wolves from the side, so as to
give him a chance of reaching the trap. How he came there, I know not, but I
heard his voice raised in a tone of imperious command, and looking towards the sound,
saw him stand in the roadway. As he swept his long arms, as though brushing
aside some impalpable obstacle, the wolves fell back and back further still.
Just then a heavy cloud passed across the face of the moon, so that we were
again in darkness.
When I could see
again the driver was climbing into the caleche, and the wolves disappeared.
This was all so strange and uncanny that a dreadful fear came upon me, and I
was afraid to speak or move. The time seemed interminable as we swept on our
way, now in almost complete darkness, for the rolling clouds obscured the moon.
We kept on
ascending, with occasional periods of quick descent, but in the main always
ascending. Suddenly, I became conscious of the fact that the driver was in the
act of pulling up the horses in the courtyard of a vast ruined castle, from
whose tall black windows came no ray of light, and whose broken battlements
showed a jagged line against the sky.
5 May.--I must
have been asleep, for certainly if I had been fully awake I must have noticed
the approach of such a remarkable place. In the gloom the courtyard looked of
considerable size, and as several dark ways led from it under great round
arches, it perhaps seemed bigger than it really is. I have not yet been able to
see it by daylight.
When the caleche
stopped, the driver jumped down and held out his hand to assist me to alight.
Again I could not but notice his prodigious strength. His hand actually seemed
like a steel vice that could have crushed mine if he had chosen. Then he took
my traps, and placed them on the ground beside me as I stood close to a great
door, old and studded with large iron nails, and set in a projecting doorway of
massive stone. I could see even in the dim light that the stone was massively
carved, but that the carving had been much worn by time and weather. As I
stood, the driver jumped again into his seat and shook the reins. The horses
started forward, and trap and all disappeared down one of the dark openings.
I stood in
silence where I was, for I did not know what to do. Of bell or knocker there
was no sign. Through these frowning walls and dark window openings it was not
likely that my voice could penetrate. The time I waited seemed endless, and I
felt doubts and fears crowding upon me. What sort of place had I come to, and
among what kind of people? What sort of grim adventure was it on which I had
embarked? Was this a customary incident in the life of a solicitor's clerk sent
out to explain the purchase of a London
estate to a foreigner? Solicitor's clerk! Mina would not like that. Solicitor,
for just before leaving London
I got word that my examination was successful, and I am now a full-blown
solicitor! I began to rub my eyes and pinch myself to see if I were awake. It
all seemed like a horrible nightmare to me, and I expected that I should
suddenly awake, and find myself at home, with the dawn struggling in through
the windows, as I had now and again felt in the morning after a day of
overwork. But my flesh answered the pinching test, and my eyes were not to be
deceived. I was indeed awake and among the Carpathians. All I could do now was
to be patient, and to wait the coming of morning.
Just as I had
come to this conclusion I heard a heavy step approaching behind the great door,
and saw through the chinks the gleam of a coming light. Then there was the
sound of rattling chains and the clanking of massive bolts drawn back. A key
was turned with the loud grating noise of long disuse, and the great door swung
back.
Within, stood a
tall old man, clean shaven save for a long white moustache, and clad in black
from head to foot, without a single speck of colour about him anywhere. He held
in his hand an antique silver lamp, in which the flame burned without a chimney
or globe of any kind, throwing long quivering shadows as it flickered in the
draught of the open door. The old man motioned me in with his right hand with a
courtly gesture, saying in excellent English, but with a strange intonation.
"Welcome to
my house! Enter freely and of your own free will!" He made no motion of
stepping to meet me, but stood like a statue, as though his gesture of welcome
had fixed him into stone. The instant, however, that I had stepped over the
threshold, he moved impulsively forward, and holding out his hand grasped mine
with a strength which made me wince, an effect which was not lessened by the
fact that it seemed cold as ice, more like the hand of a dead than a living
man. Again he said,
"Welcome to
my house! Enter freely. Go safely, and leave something of the happiness you
bring!" The strength of the handshake was so much akin to that which I had
noticed in the driver, whose face I had not seen, that for a moment I doubted
if it were not the same person to whom I was speaking. So to make sure, I said
interrogatively, "Count Dracula?"
He bowed in a
courtly way as he replied, "I am Dracula, and I bid you welcome, Mr.
Harker, to my house. Come in, the night air is chill, and you must need to eat
and rest." As he was speaking, he put the lamp on a bracket on the wall,
and stepping out, took my luggage. He had carried it in before I could
forestall him. I protested, but he insisted.
"Nay, sir,
you are my guest. It is late, and my people are not available. Let me see to
your comfort myself." He insisted on carrying my traps along the passage,
and then up a great winding stair, and along another great passage, on whose
stone floor our steps rang heavily. At the end of this he threw open a heavy
door, and I rejoiced to see within a well-lit room in which a table was spread
for supper, and on whose mighty hearth a great fire of logs, freshly
replenished, flamed and flared.
The Count
halted, putting down my bags, closed the door, and crossing the room, opened
another door, which led into a small octagonal room lit by a single lamp, and
seemingly without a window of any sort. Passing through this, he opened another
door, and motioned me to enter. It was a welcome sight. For here was a great
bedroom well lighted and warmed with another log fire, also added to but
lately, for the top logs were fresh, which sent a hollow roar up the wide
chimney. The Count himself left my luggage inside and withdrew, saying, before
he closed the door.
"You will
need, after your journey, to refresh yourself by making your toilet. I trust
you will find all you wish. When you are ready, come into the other room, where
you will find your supper prepared."
The light and
warmth and the Count's courteous welcome seemed to have dissipated all my
doubts and fears. Having then reached my normal state, I discovered that I was
half famished with hunger. So making a hasty toilet, I went into the other
room.
I found supper
already laid out. My host, who stood on one side of the great fireplace,
leaning against the stonework, made a graceful wave of his hand to the table,
and said,
"I pray
you, be seated and sup how you please. You will I trust, excuse me that I do
not join you, but I have dined already, and I do not sup."
I handed to him
the sealed letter which Mr. Hawkins had entrusted to me. He opened it and read
it gravely. Then, with a charming smile, he handed it to me to read. One
passage of it, at least, gave me a thrill of pleasure.
"I must
regret that an attack of gout, from which malady I am a constant sufferer,
forbids absolutely any travelling on my part for some time to come. But I am
happy to say I can send a sufficient substitute, one in whom I have every
possible confidence. He is a young man, full of energy and talent in his own
way, and of a very faithful disposition. He is discreet and silent, and has
grown into manhood in my service. He shall be ready to attend on you when you
will during his stay, and shall take your instructions in all matters."
The count
himself came forward and took off the cover of a dish, and I fell to at once on
an excellent roast chicken. This, with some cheese and a salad and a bottle of
old tokay, of which I had two glasses, was my supper. During the time I was
eating it the Count asked me many questions as to my journey, and I told him by
degrees all I had experienced.
By this time I
had finished my supper, and by my host's desire had drawn up a chair by the
fire and begun to smoke a cigar which he offered me, at the same time excusing
himself that he did not smoke. I had now an opportunity of observing him, and
found him of a very marked physiognomy.
His face was a
strong, a very strong, aquiline, with high bridge of the thin nose and
peculiarly arched nostrils, with lofty domed forehead, and hair growing
scantily round the temples but profusely elsewhere. His eyebrows were very
massive, almost meeting over the nose, and with bushy hair that seemed to curl
in its own profusion. The mouth, so far as I could see it under the heavy
moustache, was fixed and rather cruel-looking, with peculiarly sharp white
teeth. These protruded over the lips, whose remarkable ruddiness showed
astonishing vitality in a man of his years. For the rest, his ears were pale,
and at the tops extremely pointed. The chin was broad and strong, and the
cheeks firm though thin. The general effect was one of extraordinary pallor.
Hitherto I had
noticed the backs of his hands as they lay on his knees in the firelight, and
they had seemed rather white and fine. But seeing them now close to me, I could
not but notice that they were rather coarse, broad, with squat fingers. Strange
to say, there were hairs in the centre of the palm. The nails were long and
fine, and cut to a sharp point. As the Count leaned over me and his hands
touched me, I could not repress a shudder. It may have been that his breath was
rank, but a horrible feeling of nausea came over me, which, do what I would, I
could not conceal.
The Count,
evidently noticing it, drew back. And with a grim sort of smile, which showed
more than he had yet done his protruberant teeth, sat himself down again on his
own side of the fireplace. We were both silent for a while, and as I looked
towards the window I saw the first dim streak of the coming dawn. There seemed
a strange stillness over everything. But as I listened, I heard as if from down
below in the valley the howling of many wolves. The Count's eyes gleamed, and
he said.
"Listen to
them, the children of the night. What music they make!" Seeing, I suppose,
some expression in my face strange to him, he added, "Ah, sir, you dwellers
in the city cannot enter into the feelings of the hunter." Then he rose
and said.
"But you
must be tired. Your bedroom is all ready, and tomorrow you shall sleep as late
as you will. I have to be away till the afternoon, so sleep well and dream well!"
With a courteous bow, he opened for me himself the door to the octagonal room,
and I entered my bedroom.
I am all in a
sea of wonders. I doubt. I fear. I think strange things, which I dare not
confess to my own soul. God keep me, if only for the sake of those dear to me!
7 May.--It is
again early morning, but I have rested and enjoyed the last twenty-four hours.
I slept till late in the day, and awoke of my own accord. When I had dressed
myself I went into the room where we had supped, and found a cold breakfast
laid out, with coffee kept hot by the pot being placed on the hearth. There was
a card on the table, on which was written--"I have to be absent for a
while. Do not wait for me. D." I set to and enjoyed a hearty meal. When I
had done, I looked for a bell, so that I might let the servants know I had
finished, but I could not find one. There are certainly odd deficiencies in the
house, considering the extraordinary evidences of wealth which are round me.
The table service is of gold, and so beautifully wrought that it must be of
immense value. The curtains and upholstery of the chairs and sofas and the
hangings of my bed are of the costliest and most beautiful fabrics, and must
have been of fabulous value when they were made, for they are centuries old,
though in excellent order. I saw something like them in Hampton Court, but they were worn and
frayed and moth-eaten. But still in none of the rooms is there a mirror. There
is not even a toilet glass on my table, and I had to get the little shaving
glass from my bag before I could either shave or brush my hair. I have not yet
seen a servant anywhere, or heard a sound near the castle except the howling of
wolves. Some time after I had finished my meal, I do not know whether to call
it breakfast or dinner, for it was between five and six o'clock when I had it,
I looked about for something to read, for I did not like to go about the castle
until I had asked the Count's permission. There was absolutely nothing in the
room, book, newspaper, or even writing materials, so I opened another door in
the room and found a sort of library. The door opposite mine I tried, but found
locked.
In the library I
found, to my great delight, a vast number of English books, whole shelves full
of them, and bound volumes of magazines and newspapers. A table in the centre
was littered with English magazines and newspapers, though none of them were of
very recent date. The books were of the most varied kind, history, geography,
politics, political economy, botany, geology, law, all relating to England and
English life and customs and manners. There were even such books of reference
as the London Directory, the "Red" and "Blue" books,
Whitaker's Almanac, the Army and Navy Lists, and it somehow gladdened my heart
to see it, the Law List.
Whilst I was
looking at the books, the door opened, and the Count entered. He saluted me in
a hearty way, and hoped that I had had a good night's rest. Then he went on.
"I am glad
you found your way in here, for I am sure there is much that will interest you.
These companions," and he laid his hand on some of the books, "have
been good friends to me, and for some years past, ever since I had the idea of
going to London, have given me many, many hours of pleasure. Through them I
have come to know your great England,
and to know her is to love her. I long to go through the crowded streets of
your mighty London, to be in the midst of the whirl and rush of humanity, to
share its life, its change, its death, and all that makes it what it is. But
alas! As yet I only know your tongue through books. To you, my friend, I look
that I know it to speak."
"But,
Count," I said, "You know and speak English thoroughly!" He
bowed gravely.
"I thank
you, my friend, for your all too-flattering estimate, but yet I fear that I am
but a little way on the road I would travel. True, I know the grammar and the
words, but yet I know not how to speak them."
"Indeed,"
I said, "You speak excellently."
"Not
so," he answered. "Well, I know that, did I move and speak in your London, none there are
who would not know me for a stranger. That is not enough for me. Here I am
noble. I am a Boyar. The common people know me, and I am master. But a stranger
in a strange land, he is no one. Men know him not, and to know not is to care
not for. I am content if I am like the rest, so that no man stops if he sees
me, or pauses in his speaking if he hears my words, 'Ha, ha! A stranger!' I
have been so long master that I would be master still, or at least that none
other should be master of me. You come to me not alone as agent of my friend
Peter Hawkins, of Exeter, to tell me all about
my new estate in London.
You shall, I trust, rest here with me a while, so that by our talking I may
learn the English intonation. And I would that you tell me when I make error,
even of the smallest, in my speaking. I am sorry that I had to be away so long
today, but you will, I know forgive one who has so many important affairs in
hand."
Of course I said
all I could about being willing, and asked if I might come into that room when
I chose. He answered, "Yes, certainly," and added.
"You may go
anywhere you wish in the castle, except where the doors are locked, where of
course you will not wish to go. There is reason that all things are as they
are, and did you see with my eyes and know with my knowledge, you would perhaps
better understand." I said I was sure of this, and then he went on.
"We are in
Transylvania, and Transylvania is not England. Our ways are not your
ways, and there shall be to you many strange things. Nay, from what you have
told me of your experiences already, you know something of what strange things
there may be."
This led to much
conversation, and as it was evident that he wanted to talk, if only for
talking's sake, I asked him many questions regarding things that had already
happened to me or come within my notice. Sometimes he sheered off the subject,
or turned the conversation by pretending not to understand, but generally he
answered all I asked most frankly. Then as time went on, and I had got somewhat
bolder, I asked him of some of the strange things of the preceding night, as
for instance, why the coachman went to the places where he had seen the blue
flames. He then explained to me that it was commonly believed that on a certain
night of the year, last night, in fact, when all evil spirits are supposed to
have unchecked sway, a blue flame is seen over any place where treasure has
been concealed.
"That
treasure has been hidden," he went on, "in the region through which
you came last night, there can be but little doubt. For it was the ground
fought over for centuries by the Wallachian, the Saxon, and the Turk. Why,
there is hardly a foot of soil in all this region that has not been enriched by
the blood of men, patriots or invaders. In the old days there were stirring
times, when the Austrian and the Hungarian came up in hordes, and the patriots
went out to meet them, men and women, the aged and the children too, and waited
their coming on the rocks above the passes, that they might sweep destruction on
them with their artificial avalanches. When the invader was triumphant he found
but little, for whatever there was had been sheltered in the friendly
soil."
"But
how," said I, "can it have remained so long undiscovered, when there
is a sure index to it if men will but take the trouble to look?" The Count
smiled, and as his lips ran back over his gums, the long, sharp, canine teeth
showed out strangely. He answered:
"Because
your peasant is at heart a coward and a fool! Those flames only appear on one
night, and on that night no man of this land will, if he can help it, stir
without his doors. And, dear sir, even if he did he would not know what to do.
Why, even the peasant that you tell me of who marked the place of the flame
would not know where to look in daylight even for his own work. Even you would
not, I dare be sworn, be able to find these places again?"
"There you
are right," I said. "I know no more than the dead where even to look
for them." Then we drifted into other matters.
"Come,"
he said at last, "tell me of London
and of the house which you have procured for me." With an apology for my
remissness, I went into my own room to get the papers from my bag. Whilst I was
placing them in order I heard a rattling of china and silver in the next room,
and as I passed through, noticed that the table had been cleared and the lamp
lit, for it was by this time deep into the dark. The lamps were also lit in the
study or library, and I found the Count lying on the sofa, reading, of all
things in the world, an English Bradshaw's Guide. When I came in he cleared the
books and papers from the table, and with him I went into plans and deeds and
figures of all sorts. He was interested in everything, and asked me a myriad
questions about the place and its surroundings. He clearly had studied
beforehand all he could get on the subject of the neighbourhood, for he
evidently at the end knew very much more than I did. When I remarked this, he
answered.
"Well, but,
my friend, is it not needful that I should? When I go there I shall be all
alone, and my friend Harker Jonathan, nay, pardon me. I fall into my country's
habit of putting your patronymic first, my friend Jonathan Harker will not be
by my side to correct and aid me. He will be in Exeter, miles away, probably working at
papers of the law with my other friend, Peter Hawkins. So!"
We went
thoroughly into the business of the purchase of the estate at Purfleet. When I
had told him the facts and got his signature to the necessary papers, and had
written a letter with them ready to post to Mr. Hawkins, he began to ask me how
I had come across so suitable a place. I read to him the notes which I had made
at the time, and which I inscribe here.
"At
Purfleet, on a byroad, I came across just such a place as seemed to be required,
and where was displayed a dilapidated notice that the place was for sale. It
was surrounded by a high wall, of ancient structure, built of heavy stones, and
has not been repaired for a large number of years. The closed gates are of
heavy old oak and iron, all eaten with rust.
"The estate
is called Carfax, no doubt a corruption of the old Quatre Face, as the house is
four sided, agreeing with the cardinal points of the compass. It contains in
all some twenty acres, quite surrounded by the solid stone wall above
mentioned. There are many trees on it, which make it in places gloomy, and
there is a deep, dark-looking pond or small lake, evidently fed by some
springs, as the water is clear and flows away in a fair-sized stream. The house
is very large and of all periods back, I should say, to mediaeval times, for
one part is of stone immensely thick, with only a few windows high up and
heavily barred with iron. It looks like part of a keep, and is close to an old
chapel or church. I could not enter it, as I had not the key of the door
leading to it from the house, but I have taken with my Kodak views of it from
various points. The house had been added to, but in a very straggling way, and
I can only guess at the amount of ground it covers, which must be very great.
There are but few houses close at hand, one being a very large house only
recently added to and formed into a private lunatic asylum. It is not, however,
visible from the grounds."
When I had
finished, he said, "I am glad that it is old and big. I myself am of an
old family, and to live in a new house would kill me. A house cannot be made
habitable in a day, and after all, how few days go to make up a century. I
rejoice also that there is a chapel of old times. We Transylvanian nobles love
not to think that our bones may lie amongst the common dead. I seek not gaiety
nor mirth, not the bright voluptuousness of much sunshine and sparkling waters
which please the young and gay. I am no longer young, and my heart, through
weary years of mourning over the dead, is not attuned to mirth. Moreover, the
walls of my castle are broken. The shadows are many, and the wind breathes cold
through the broken battlements and casements. I love the shade and the shadow,
and would be alone with my thoughts when I may." Somehow his words and his
look did not seem to accord, or else it was that his cast of face made his
smile look malignant and saturnine.
Presently, with
an excuse, he left me, asking me to pull my papers together. He was some little
time away, and I began to look at some of the books around me. One was an
atlas, which I found opened naturally to England, as if that map had been
much used. On looking at it I found in certain places little rings marked, and
on examining these I noticed that one was near London on the east side,
manifestly where his new estate was situated. The other two were Exeter, and Whitby on the Yorkshire coast.
It was the
better part of an hour when the Count returned. "Aha!" he said.
"Still at your books? Good! But you must not work always. Come! I am
informed that your supper is ready." He took my arm, and we went into the
next room, where I found an excellent supper ready on the table. The Count
again excused himself, as he had dined out on his being away from home. But he
sat as on the previous night, and chatted whilst I ate. After supper I smoked,
as on the last evening, and the Count stayed with me, chatting and asking
questions on every conceivable subject, hour after hour. I felt that it was
getting very late indeed, but I did not say anything, for I felt under
obligation to meet my host's wishes in every way. I was not sleepy, as the long
sleep yesterday had fortified me, but I could not help experiencing that chill
which comes over one at the coming of the dawn, which is like, in its way, the
turn of the tide. They say that people who are near death die generally at the
change to dawn or at the turn of the tide. Anyone who has when tired, and tied
as it were to his post, experienced this change in the atmosphere can well
believe it. All at once we heard the crow of the cock coming up with
preternatural shrillness through the clear morning air.
Count Dracula,
jumping to his feet, said, "Why there is the morning again! How remiss I
am to let you stay up so long. You must make your conversation regarding my
dear new country of England
less interesting, so that I may not forget how time flies by us," and with
a courtly bow, he quickly left me.
I went into my
room and drew the curtains, but there was little to notice. My window opened
into the courtyard, all I could see was the warm grey of quickening sky. So I
pulled the curtains again, and have written of this day.
8 May.--I began
to fear as I wrote in this book that I was getting too diffuse. But now I am
glad that I went into detail from the first, for there is something so strange
about this place and all in it that I cannot but feel uneasy. I wish I were
safe out of it, or that I had never come. It may be that this strange night
existence is telling on me, but would that that were all! If there were any one
to talk to I could bear it, but there is no one. I have only the Count to speak
with, and he--I fear I am myself the only living soul within the place. Let me
be prosaic so far as facts can be. It will help me to bear up, and imagination
must not run riot with me. If it does I am lost. Let me say at once how I
stand, or seem to.
I only slept a
few hours when I went to bed, and feeling that I could not sleep any more, got
up. I had hung my shaving glass by the window, and was just beginning to shave.
Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder, and heard the Count's voice saying to
me, "Good morning." I started, for it amazed me that I had not seen
him, since the reflection of the glass covered the whole room behind me. In
starting I had cut myself slightly, but did not notice it at the moment. Having
answered the Count's salutation, I turned to the glass again to see how I had
been mistaken. This time there could be no error, for the man was close to me,
and I could see him over my shoulder. But there was no reflection of him in the
mirror! The whole room behind me was displayed, but there was no sign of a man
in it, except myself.
This was
startling, and coming on the top of so many strange things, was beginning to
increase that vague feeling of uneasiness which I always have when the Count is
near. But at the instant I saw that the cut had bled a little, and the blood
was trickling over my chin. I laid down the razor, turning as I did so half
round to look for some sticking plaster. When the Count saw my face, his eyes
blazed with a sort of demoniac fury, and he suddenly made a grab at my throat.
I drew away and his hand touched the string of beads which held the crucifix.
It made an instant change in him, for the fury passed so quickly that I could
hardly believe that it was ever there.
"Take
care," he said, "take care how you cut yourself. It is more dangerous
that you think in this country." Then seizing the shaving glass, he went
on, "And this is the wretched thing that has done the mischief. It is a
foul bauble of man's vanity. Away with it!" And opening the window with
one wrench of his terrible hand, he flung out the glass, which was shattered
into a thousand pieces on the stones of the courtyard far below. Then he
withdrew without a word. It is very annoying, for I do not see how I am to
shave, unless in my watch-case or the bottom of the shaving pot, which is
fortunately of metal.
When I went into
the dining room, breakfast was prepared, but I could not find the Count
anywhere. So I breakfasted alone. It is strange that as yet I have not seen the
Count eat or drink. He must be a very peculiar man! After breakfast I did a
little exploring in the castle. I went out on the stairs, and found a room
looking towards the South.
The view was
magnificent, and from where I stood there was every opportunity of seeing it.
The castle is on the very edge of a terrific precipice. A stone falling from
the window would fall a thousand feet without touching anything! As far as the
eye can reach is a sea of green tree tops, with occasionally a deep rift where
there is a chasm. Here and there are silver threads where the rivers wind in
deep gorges through the forests.
But I am not in
heart to describe beauty, for when I had seen the view I explored further. Doors,
doors, doors everywhere, and all locked and bolted. In no place save from the
windows in the castle walls is there an available exit. The castle is a
veritable prison, and I am a prisoner!
When I found
that I was a prisoner a sort of wild feeling came over me. I rushed up and down
the stairs, trying every door and peering out of every window I could find, but
after a little the conviction of my helplessness overpowered all other
feelings. When I look back after a few hours I think I must have been mad for
the time, for I behaved much as a rat does in a trap. When, however, the
conviction had come to me that I was helpless I sat down quietly, as quietly as
I have ever done anything in my life, and began to think over what was best to
be done. I am thinking still, and as yet have come to no definite conclusion.
Of one thing only am I certain. That it is no use making my ideas known to the
Count. He knows well that I am imprisoned, and as he has done it himself, and
has doubtless his own motives for it, he would only deceive me if I trusted him
fully with the facts. So far as I can see, my only plan will be to keep my
knowledge and my fears to myself, and my eyes open. I am, I know, either being
deceived, like a baby, by my own fears, or else I am in desperate straits, and
if the latter be so, I need, and shall need, all my brains to get through.
I had hardly
come to this conclusion when I heard the great door below shut, and knew that
the Count had returned. He did not come at once into the library, so I went
cautiously to my own room and found him making the bed. This was odd, but only
confirmed what I had all along thought, that there are no servants in the
house. When later I saw him through the chink of the hinges of the door laying
the table in the dining room, I was assured of it. For if he does himself all
these menial offices, surely it is proof that there is no one else in the
castle, it must have been the Count himself who was the driver of the coach that
brought me here. This is a terrible thought, for if so, what does it mean that
he could control the wolves, as he did, by only holding up his hand for
silence? How was it that all the people at Bistritz and on the coach had some
terrible fear for me? What meant the giving of the crucifix, of the garlic, of
the wild rose, of the mountain ash?
Bless that good,
good woman who hung the crucifix round my neck! For it is a comfort and a
strength to me whenever I touch it. It is odd that a thing which I have been taught
to regard with disfavour and as idolatrous should in a time of loneliness and
trouble be of help. Is it that there is something in the essence of the thing
itself, or that it is a medium, a tangible help, in conveying memories of
sympathy and comfort? Some time, if it may be, I must examine this matter and
try to make up my mind about it. In the meantime I must find out all I can
about Count Dracula, as it may help me to understand. Tonight he may talk of
himself, if I turn the conversation that way. I must be very careful, however,
not to awake his suspicion.
Midnight.--I
have had a long talk with the Count. I asked him a few questions on Transylvania history, and he warmed up to the subject
wonderfully. In his speaking of things and people, and especially of battles,
he spoke as if he had been present at them all. This he afterwards explained by
saying that to a Boyar the pride of his house and name is his own pride, that
their glory is his glory, that their fate is his fate. Whenever he spoke of his
house he always said "we", and spoke almost in the plural, like a
king speaking. I wish I could put down all he said exactly as he said it, for
to me it was most fascinating. It seemed to have in it a whole history of the
country. He grew excited as he spoke, and walked about the room pulling his
great white moustache and grasping anything on which he laid his hands as
though he would crush it by main strength. One thing he said which I shall put
down as nearly as I can, for it tells in its way the story of his race.
"We
Szekelys have a right to be proud, for in our veins flows the blood of many
brave races who fought as the lion fights, for lordship. Here, in the whirlpool
of European races, the Ugric tribe bore down from Iceland
the fighting spirit which Thor and Wodin gave them, which their Berserkers
displayed to such fell intent on the seaboards of Europe, aye, and of Asia and Africa too, till the peoples thought that the werewolves
themselves had come. Here, too, when they came, they found the Huns, whose
warlike fury had swept the earth like a living flame, till the dying peoples
held that in their veins ran the blood of those old witches, who, expelled from
Scythia had mated with the devils in the
desert. Fools, fools! What devil or what witch was ever so great as Attila,
whose blood is in these veins?" He held up his arms. "Is it a wonder
that we were a conquering race, that we were proud, that when the Magyar, the
Lombard, the Avar, the Bulgar, or the Turk poured his thousands on our frontiers,
we drove them back? Is it strange that when Arpad and his legions swept through
the Hungarian fatherland he found us here when he reached the frontier, that
the Honfoglalas was completed there? And when the Hungarian flood swept
eastward, the Szekelys were claimed as kindred by the victorious Magyars, and
to us for centuries was trusted the guarding of the frontier of Turkeyland.
Aye, and more than that, endless duty of the frontier guard, for as the Turks
say, 'water sleeps, and the enemy is sleepless.' Who more gladly than we
throughout the Four Nations received the 'bloody sword,' or at its warlike call
flocked quicker to the standard of the King? When was redeemed that great shame
of my nation, the shame of Cassova, when the flags of the Wallach and the Magyar
went down beneath the Crescent? Who was it but one of my own race who as
Voivode crossed the Danube and beat the Turk
on his own ground? This was a Dracula indeed! Woe was it that his own unworthy
brother, when he had fallen, sold his people to the Turk and brought the shame
of slavery on them! Was it not this Dracula, indeed, who inspired that other of
his race who in a later age again and again brought his forces over the great
river into Turkeyland, who, when he was beaten back, came again, and again, though
he had to come alone from the bloody field where his troops were being
slaughtered, since he knew that he alone could ultimately triumph! They said
that he thought only of himself. Bah! What good are peasants without a leader?
Where ends the war without a brain and heart to conduct it? Again, when, after
the battle of Mohacs,
we threw off the Hungarian yoke, we of the Dracula blood were amongst their
leaders, for our spirit would not brook that we were not free. Ah, young sir,
the Szekelys, and the Dracula as their heart's blood, their brains, and their
swords, can boast a record that mushroom growths like the Hapsburgs and the
Romanoffs can never reach. The warlike days are over. Blood is too precious a
thing in these days of dishonourable peace, and the glories of the great races
are as a tale that is told."
It was by this
time close on morning, and we went to bed. (Mem., this diary seems horribly
like the beginning of the "Arabian Nights," for everything has to
break off at cockcrow, or like the ghost of Hamlet's father.)
12 May.--Let me
begin with facts, bare, meager facts, verified by books and figures, and of
which there can be no doubt. I must not confuse them with experiences which
will have to rest on my own observation, or my memory of them. Last evening
when the Count came from his room he began by asking me questions on legal
matters and on the doing of certain kinds of business. I had spent the day
wearily over books, and, simply to keep my mind occupied, went over some of the
matters I had been examined in at Lincoln's Inn. There was a certain method in the Count's inquiries,
so I shall try to put them down in sequence. The knowledge may somehow or some
time be useful to me.
First, he asked
if a man in England
might have two solicitors or more. I told him he might have a dozen if he
wished, but that it would not be wise to have more than one solicitor engaged
in one transaction, as only one could act at a time, and that to change would
be certain to militate against his interest. He seemed thoroughly to
understand, and went on to ask if there would be any practical difficulty in
having one man to attend, say, to banking, and another to look after shipping,
in case local help were needed in a place far from the home of the banking
solicitor. I asked to explain more fully, so that I might not by any chance
mislead him, so he said,
"I shall
illustrate. Your friend and mine, Mr. Peter Hawkins, from under the shadow of
your beautiful cathedral at Exeter, which is far
from London, buys for me through your good self
my place at London.
Good! Now here let me say frankly, lest you should think it strange that I have
sought the services of one so far off from London instead of some one resident
there, that my motive was that no local interest might be served save my wish
only, and as one of London residence might, perhaps, have some purpose of
himself or friend to serve, I went thus afield to seek my agent, whose labours
should be only to my interest. Now, suppose I, who have much of affairs, wish
to ship goods, say, to Newcastle, or Durham, or Harwich, or Dover, might it not
be that it could with more ease be done by consigning to one in these
ports?"
I answered that
certainly it would be most easy, but that we solicitors had a system of agency
one for the other, so that local work could be done locally on instruction from
any solicitor, so that the client, simply placing himself in the hands of one
man, could have his wishes carried out by him without further trouble.
"But,"
said he, "I could be at liberty to direct myself. Is it not so?"
"Of
course," I replied, and "Such is often done by men of business, who
do not like the whole of their affairs to be known by any one person."
"Good!"
he said, and then went on to ask about the means of making consignments and the
forms to be gone through, and of all sorts of difficulties which might arise,
but by forethought could be guarded against. I explained all these things to
him to the best of my ability, and he certainly left me under the impression
that he would have made a wonderful solicitor, for there was nothing that he
did not think of or foresee. For a man who was never in the country, and who
did not evidently do much in the way of business, his knowledge and acumen were
wonderful. When he had satisfied himself on these points of which he had
spoken, and I had verified all as well as I could by the books available, he
suddenly stood up and said, "Have you written since your first letter to
our friend Mr. Peter Hawkins, or to any other?"
It was with some
bitterness in my heart that I answered that I had not, that as yet I had not
seen any opportunity of sending letters to anybody.
"Then write
now, my young friend," he said, laying a heavy hand on my shoulder,
"write to our friend and to any other, and say, if it will please you,
that you shall stay with me until a month from now."
"Do you
wish me to stay so long?" I asked, for my heart grew cold at the thought.
"I desire
it much, nay I will take no refusal. When your master, employer, what you will,
engaged that someone should come on his behalf, it was understood that my needs
only were to be consulted. I have not stinted. Is it not so?"
What could I do
but bow acceptance? It was Mr. Hawkins' interest, not mine, and I had to think
of him, not myself, and besides, while Count Dracula was speaking, there was
that in his eyes and in his bearing which made me remember that I was a
prisoner, and that if I wished it I could have no choice. The Count saw his
victory in my bow, and his mastery in the trouble of my face, for he began at
once to use them, but in his own smooth, resistless way.
"I pray
you, my good young friend, that you will not discourse of things other than
business in your letters. It will doubtless please your friends to know that
you are well, and that you look forward to getting home to them. Is it not
so?" As he spoke he handed me three sheets of note paper and three
envelopes. They were all of the thinnest foreign post, and looking at them,
then at him, and noticing his quiet smile, with the sharp, canine teeth lying
over the red underlip, I understood as well as if he had spoken that I should
be more careful what I wrote, for he would be able to read it. So I determined
to write only formal notes now, but to write fully to Mr. Hawkins in secret, and
also to Mina, for to her I could write shorthand, which would puzzle the Count,
if he did see it. When I had written my two letters I sat quiet, reading a book
whilst the Count wrote several notes, referring as he wrote them to some books
on his table. Then he took up my two and placed them with his own, and put by
his writing materials, after which, the instant the door had closed behind him,
I leaned over and looked at the letters, which were face down on the table. I
felt no compunction in doing so for under the circumstances I felt that I
should protect myself in every way I could.
One of the
letters was directed to Samuel F. Billington, No. 7, The Crescent, Whitby, another to Herr Leutner, Varna. The third was to Coutts & Co., London, and the fourth to
Herren Klopstock & Billreuth, bankers, Buda Pesth. The second and fourth
were unsealed. I was just about to look at them when I saw the door handle
move. I sank back in my seat, having just had time to resume my book before the
Count, holding still another letter in his hand, entered the room. He took up
the letters on the table and stamped them carefully, and then turning to me,
said,
"I trust
you will forgive me, but I have much work to do in private this evening. You
will, I hope, find all things as you wish." At the door he turned, and
after a moment's pause said, "Let me advise you, my dear young friend.
Nay, let me warn you with all seriousness, that should you leave these rooms
you will not by any chance go to sleep in any other part of the castle. It is
old, and has many memories, and there are bad dreams for those who sleep
unwisely. Be warned! Should sleep now or ever overcome you, or be like to do,
then haste to your own chamber or to these rooms, for your rest will then be
safe. But if you be not careful in this respect, then," He finished his
speech in a gruesome way, for he motioned with his hands as if he were washing
them. I quite understood. My only doubt was as to whether any dream could be
more terrible than the unnatural, horrible net of gloom and mystery which
seemed closing around me.
Later.--I
endorse the last words written, but this time there is no doubt in question. I
shall not fear to sleep in any place where he is not. I have placed the
crucifix over the head of my bed, I imagine that my rest is thus freer from
dreams, and there it shall remain.
When he left me
I went to my room. After a little while, not hearing any sound, I came out and
went up the stone stair to where I could look out towards the South. There was
some sense of freedom in the vast expanse, inaccessible though it was to me, as
compared with the narrow darkness of the courtyard. Looking out on this, I felt
that I was indeed in prison, and I seemed to want a breath of fresh air, though
it were of the night. I am beginning to feel this nocturnal existence tell on
me. It is destroying my nerve. I start at my own shadow, and am full of all
sorts of horrible imaginings. God knows that there is ground for my terrible
fear in this accursed place! I looked out over the beautiful expanse, bathed in
soft yellow moonlight till it was almost as light as day. In the soft light the
distant hills became melted, and the shadows in the valleys and gorges of
velvety blackness. The mere beauty seemed to cheer me. There was peace and comfort
in every breath I drew. As I leaned from the window my eye was caught by
something moving a storey below me, and somewhat to my left, where I imagined,
from the order of the rooms, that the windows of the Count's own room would
look out. The window at which I stood was tall and deep, stone-mullioned, and
though weatherworn, was still complete. But it was evidently many a day since
the case had been there. I drew back behind the stonework, and looked carefully
out.
What I saw was
the Count's head coming out from the window. I did not see the face, but I knew
the man by the neck and the movement of his back and arms. In any case I could
not mistake the hands which I had had some many opportunities of studying. I
was at first interested and somewhat amused, for it is wonderful how small a
matter will interest and amuse a man when he is a prisoner. But my very
feelings changed to repulsion and terror when I saw the whole man slowly emerge
from the window and begin to crawl down the castle wall over the dreadful
abyss, face down with his cloak spreading out around him like great wings. At
first I could not believe my eyes. I thought it was some trick of the
moonlight, some weird effect of shadow, but I kept looking, and it could be no
delusion. I saw the fingers and toes grasp the corners of the stones, worn
clear of the mortar by the stress of years, and by thus using every projection
and inequality move downwards with considerable speed, just as a lizard moves
along a wall.
What manner of
man is this, or what manner of creature, is it in the semblance of man? I feel
the dread of this horrible place overpowering me. I am in fear, in awful fear,
and there is no escape for me. I am encompassed about with terrors that I dare
not think of.
15 May.--Once
more I have seen the count go out in his lizard fashion. He moved downwards in
a sidelong way, some hundred feet down, and a good deal to the left. He
vanished into some hole or window. When his head had disappeared, I leaned out
to try and see more, but without avail. The distance was too great to allow a
proper angle of sight. I knew he had left the castle now, and thought to use
the opportunity to explore more than I had dared to do as yet. I went back to
the room, and taking a lamp, tried all the doors. They were all locked, as I
had expected, and the locks were comparatively new. But I went down the stone
stairs to the hall where I had entered originally. I found I could pull back
the bolts easily enough and unhook the great chains. But the door was locked,
and the key was gone! That key must be in the Count's room. I must watch should
his door be unlocked, so that I may get it and escape. I went on to make a
thorough examination of the various stairs and passages, and to try the doors
that opened from them. One or two small rooms near the hall were open, but
there was nothing to see in them except old furniture, dusty with age and
moth-eaten. At last, however, I found one door at the top of the stairway
which, though it seemed locked, gave a little under pressure. I tried it
harder, and found that it was not really locked, but that the resistance came
from the fact that the hinges had fallen somewhat, and the heavy door rested on
the floor. Here was an opportunity which I might not have again, so I exerted
myself, and with many efforts forced it back so that I could enter. I was now
in a wing of the castle further to the right than the rooms I knew and a storey
lower down. From the windows I could see that the suite of rooms lay along to
the south of the castle, the windows of the end room looking out both west and
south. On the latter side, as well as to the former, there was a great
precipice. The castle was built on the corner of a great rock, so that on three
sides it was quite impregnable, and great windows were placed here where sling,
or bow, or culverin could not reach, and consequently light and comfort,
impossible to a position which had to be guarded, were secured. To the west was
a great valley, and then, rising far away, great jagged mountain fastnesses, rising
peak on peak, the sheer rock studded with mountain ash and thorn, whose roots
clung in cracks and crevices and crannies of the stone. This was evidently the
portion of the castle occupied by the ladies in bygone days, for the furniture
had more an air of comfort than any I had seen.
The windows were
curtainless, and the yellow moonlight, flooding in through the diamond panes,
enabled one to see even colours, whilst it softened the wealth of dust which
lay over all and disguised in some measure the ravages of time and moth. My
lamp seemed to be of little effect in the brilliant moonlight, but I was glad
to have it with me, for there was a dread loneliness in the place which chilled
my heart and made my nerves tremble. Still, it was better than living alone in
the rooms which I had come to hate from the presence of the Count, and after
trying a little to school my nerves, I found a soft quietude come over me. Here
I am, sitting at a little oak table where in old times possibly some fair lady
sat to pen, with much thought and many blushes, her ill-spelt love letter, and
writing in my diary in shorthand all that has happened since I closed it last.
It is the nineteenth century up-to-date with a vengeance. And yet, unless my
senses deceive me, the old centuries had, and have, powers of their own which
mere "modernity" cannot kill.
Later: The
morning of 16 May.--God preserve my sanity, for to this I am reduced. Safety
and the assurance of safety are things of the past. Whilst I live on here there
is but one thing to hope for, that I may not go mad, if, indeed, I be not mad
already. If I be sane, then surely it is maddening to think that of all the
foul things that lurk in this hateful place the Count is the least dreadful to
me, that to him alone I can look for safety, even though this be only whilst I
can serve his purpose. Great God! Merciful God, let me be calm, for out of that
way lies madness indeed. I begin to get new lights on certain things which have
puzzled me. Up to now I never quite knew what Shakespeare meant when he made
Hamlet say, "My tablets! Quick, my tablets! 'tis meet that I put it
down," etc., For now, feeling as though my own brain were unhinged or as
if the shock had come which must end in its undoing, I turn to my diary for
repose. The habit of entering accurately must help to soothe me.
The Count's
mysterious warning frightened me at the time. It frightens me more not when I
think of it, for in the future he has a fearful hold upon me. I shall fear to
doubt what he may say!
When I had
written in my diary and had fortunately replaced the book and pen in my pocket
I felt sleepy. The Count's warning came into my mind, but I took pleasure in
disobeying it. The sense of sleep was upon me, and with it the obstinacy which
sleep brings as outrider. The soft moonlight soothed, and the wide expanse
without gave a sense of freedom which refreshed me. I determined not to return
tonight to the gloom-haunted rooms, but to sleep here, where, of old, ladies
had sat and sung and lived sweet lives whilst their gentle breasts were sad for
their menfolk away in the midst of remorseless wars. I drew a great couch out
of its place near the corner, so that as I lay, I could look at the lovely view
to east and south, and unthinking of and uncaring for the dust, composed myself
for sleep. I suppose I must have fallen asleep. I hope so, but I fear, for all
that followed was startlingly real, so real that now sitting here in the broad,
full sunlight of the morning, I cannot in the least believe that it was all
sleep.
I was not alone.
The room was the same, unchanged in any way since I came into it. I could see
along the floor, in the brilliant moonlight, my own footsteps marked where I
had disturbed the long accumulation of dust. In the moonlight opposite me were
three young women, ladies by their dress and manner. I thought at the time that
I must be dreaming when I saw them, they threw no shadow on the floor. They
came close to me, and looked at me for some time, and then whispered together.
Two were dark, and had high aquiline noses, like the Count, and great dark,
piercing eyes, that seemed to be almost red when contrasted with the pale
yellow moon. The other was fair, as fair as can be, with great masses of golden
hair and eyes like pale sapphires. I seemed somehow to know her face, and to
know it in connection with some dreamy fear, but I could not recollect at the
moment how or where. All three had brilliant white teeth that shone like pearls
against the ruby of their voluptuous lips. There was something about them that made
me uneasy, some longing and at the same time some deadly fear. I felt in my
heart a wicked, burning desire that they would kiss me with those red lips. It
is not good to note this down, lest some day it should meet Mina's eyes and
cause her pain, but it is the truth. They whispered together, and then they all
three laughed, such a silvery, musical laugh, but as hard as though the sound
never could have come through the softness of human lips. It was like the
intolerable, tingling sweetness of waterglasses when played on by a cunning
hand. The fair girl shook her head coquettishly, and the other two urged her
on.
One said,
"Go on! You are first, and we shall follow. Yours is the right to
begin."
The other added,
"He is young and strong. There are kisses for us all."
I lay quiet,
looking out from under my eyelashes in an agony of delightful anticipation. The
fair girl advanced and bent over me till I could feel the movement of her
breath upon me. Sweet it was in one sense, honey-sweet, and sent the same tingling
through the nerves as her voice, but with a bitter underlying the sweet, a
bitter offensiveness, as one smells in blood.
I was afraid to
raise my eyelids, but looked out and saw perfectly under the lashes. The girl
went on her knees, and bent over me, simply gloating. There was a deliberate
voluptuousness which was both thrilling and repulsive, and as she arched her
neck she actually licked her lips like an animal, till I could see in the
moonlight the moisture shining on the scarlet lips and on the red tongue as it
lapped the white sharp teeth. Lower and lower went her head as the lips went
below the range of my mouth and chin and seemed to fasten on my throat. Then
she paused, and I could hear the churning sound of her tongue as it licked her
teeth and lips, and I could feel the hot breath on my neck. Then the skin of my
throat began to tingle as one's flesh does when the hand that is to tickle it
approaches nearer, nearer. I could feel the soft, shivering touch of the lips
on the super sensitive skin of my throat, and the hard dents of two sharp
teeth, just touching and pausing there. I closed my eyes in languorous ecstasy
and waited, waited with beating heart.
But at that
instant, another sensation swept through me as quick as lightning. I was conscious
of the presence of the Count, and of his being as if lapped in a storm of fury.
As my eyes opened involuntarily I saw his strong hand grasp the slender neck of
the fair woman and with giant's power draw it back, the blue eyes transformed
with fury, the white teeth champing with rage, and the fair cheeks blazing red
with passion. But the Count! Never did I imagine such wrath and fury, even to
the demons of the pit. His eyes were positively blazing. The red light in them
was lurid, as if the flames of hell fire blazed behind them. His face was
deathly pale, and the lines of it were hard like drawn wires. The thick
eyebrows that met over the nose now seemed like a heaving bar of white-hot
metal. With a fierce sweep of his arm, he hurled the woman from him, and then
motioned to the others, as though he were beating them back. It was the same
imperious gesture that I had seen used to the wolves. In a voice which, though
low and almost in a whisper seemed to cut through the air and then ring in the
room he said,
"How dare
you touch him, any of you? How dare you cast eyes on him when I had forbidden
it? Back, I tell you all! This man belongs to me! Beware how you meddle with
him, or you'll have to deal with me."
The fair girl,
with a laugh of ribald coquetry, turned to answer him. "You yourself never
loved. You never love!" On this the other women joined, and such a
mirthless, hard, soulless laughter rang through the room that it almost made me
faint to hear. It seemed like the pleasure of fiends.
Then the Count turned,
after looking at my face attentively, and said in a soft whisper, "Yes, I
too can love. You yourselves can tell it from the past. Is it not so? Well, now
I promise you that when I am done with him you shall kiss him at your will. Now
go! Go! I must awaken him, for there is work to be done."
"Are we to
have nothing tonight?" said one of them, with a low laugh, as she pointed
to the bag which he had thrown upon the floor, and which moved as though there
were some living thing within it. For answer he nodded his head. One of the
women jumped forward and opened it. If my ears did not deceive me there was a
gasp and a low wail, as of a half smothered child. The women closed round,
whilst I was aghast with horror. But as I looked, they disappeared, and with
them the dreadful bag. There was no door near them, and they could not have
passed me without my noticing. They simply seemed to fade into the rays of the
moonlight and pass out through the window, for I could see outside the dim,
shadowy forms for a moment before they entirely faded away.
Then the horror
overcame me, and I sank down unconscious.
I awoke in my
own bed. If it be that I had not dreamt, the Count must have carried me here. I
tried to satisfy myself on the subject, but could not arrive at any
unquestionable result. To be sure, there were certain small evidences, such as
that my clothes were folded and laid by in a manner which was not my habit. My
watch was still unwound, and I am rigorously accustomed to wind it the last
thing before going to bed, and many such details. But these things are no
proof, for they may have been evidences that my mind was not as usual, and, for
some cause or another, I had certainly been much upset. I must watch for proof.
Of one thing I am glad. If it was that the Count carried me here and undressed
me, he must have been hurried in his task, for my pockets are intact. I am sure
this diary would have been a mystery to him which he would not have brooked. He
would have taken or destroyed it. As I look round this room, although it has
been to me so full of fear, it is now a sort of sanctuary, for nothing can be
more dreadful than those awful women, who were, who are, waiting to suck my
blood.
18 May.--I have
been down to look at that room again in daylight, for I must know the truth.
When I got to the doorway at the top of the stairs I found it closed. It had
been so forcibly driven against the jamb that part of the woodwork was
splintered. I could see that the bolt of the lock had not been shot, but the
door is fastened from the inside. I fear it was no dream, and must act on this
surmise.
19 May.--I am
surely in the toils. Last night the Count asked me in the suavest tones to
write three letters, one saying that my work here was nearly done, and that I
should start for home within a few days, another that I was starting on the
next morning from the time of the letter, and the third that I had left the
castle and arrived at Bistritz. I would fain have rebelled, but felt that in
the present state of things it would be madness to quarrel openly with the
Count whilst I am so absolutely in his power. And to refuse would be to excite
his suspicion and to arouse his anger. He knows that I know too much, and that
I must not live, lest I be dangerous to him. My only chance is to prolong my
opportunities. Something may occur which will give me a chance to escape. I saw
in his eyes something of that gathering wrath which was manifest when he hurled
that fair woman from him. He explained to me that posts were few and uncertain,
and that my writing now would ensure ease of mind to my friends. And he assured
me with so much impressiveness that he would countermand the later letters,
which would be held over at Bistritz until due time in case chance would admit
of my prolonging my stay, that to oppose him would have been to create new
suspicion. I therefore pretended to fall in with his views, and asked him what
dates I should put on the letters.
He calculated a
minute, and then said, "The first should be June 12, the second June 19,
and the third June 29."
I know now the
span of my life. God help me!
28 May.--There
is a chance of escape, or at any rate of being able to send word home. A band
of Szgany have come to the castle, and are encamped in the courtyard. These are
gipsies. I have notes of them in my book. They are peculiar to this part of the
world, though allied to the ordinary gipsies all the world over. There are
thousands of them in Hungary
and Transylvania, who are almost outside all
law. They attach themselves as a rule to some great noble or boyar, and call
themselves by his name. They are fearless and without religion, save
superstition, and they talk only their own varieties of the Romany tongue.
I shall write
some letters home, and shall try to get them to have them posted. I have
already spoken to them through my window to begin acquaintanceship. They took
their hats off and made obeisance and many signs, which however, I could not
understand any more than I could their spoken language…
I have written
the letters. Mina's is in shorthand, and I simply ask Mr. Hawkins to
communicate with her. To her I have explained my situation, but without the
horrors which I may only surmise. It would shock and frighten her to death were
I to expose my heart to her. Should the letters not carry, then the Count shall
not yet know my secret or the extent of my knowledge.…
I have given the
letters. I threw them through the bars of my window with a gold piece, and made
what signs I could to have them posted. The man who took them pressed them to
his heart and bowed, and then put them in his cap. I could do no more. I stole
back to the study, and began to read. As the Count did not come in, I have
written here…
The Count has
come. He sat down beside me, and said in his smoothest voice as he opened two
letters, "The Szgany has given me these, of which, though I know not
whence they come, I shall, of course, take care. See!"--He must have
looked at it.--"One is from you, and to my friend Peter Hawkins. The
other,"--here he caught sight of the strange symbols as he opened the
envelope, and the dark look came into his face, and his eyes blazed
wickedly,--"The other is a vile thing, an outrage upon friendship and
hospitality! It is not signed. Well! So it cannot matter to us." And he
calmly held letter and envelope in the flame of the lamp till they were
consumed.
Then he went on,
"The letter to Hawkins, that I shall, of course send on, since it is
yours. Your letters are sacred to me. Your pardon, my friend, that unknowingly
I did break the seal. Will you not cover it again?" He held out the letter
to me, and with a courteous bow handed me a clean envelope.
I could only
redirect it and hand it to him in silence. When he went out of the room I could
hear the key turn softly. A minute later I went over and tried it, and the door
was locked.
When, an hour or
two after, the Count came quietly into the room, his coming awakened me, for I
had gone to sleep on the sofa. He was very courteous and very cheery in his
manner, and seeing that I had been sleeping, he said, "So, my friend, you
are tired? Get to bed. There is the surest rest. I may not have the pleasure of
talk tonight, since there are many labours to me, but you will sleep, I
pray."
I passed to my
room and went to bed, and, strange to say, slept without dreaming. Despair has
its own calms.
31 May.--This
morning when I woke I thought I would provide myself with some papers and
envelopes from my bag and keep them in my pocket, so that I might write in case
I should get an opportunity, but again a surprise, again a shock!
Every scrap of
paper was gone, and with it all my notes, my memoranda, relating to railways
and travel, my letter of credit, in fact all that might be useful to me were I
once outside the castle. I sat and pondered awhile, and then some thought
occurred to me, and I made search of my portmanteau and in the wardrobe where I
had placed my clothes.
The suit in
which I had travelled was gone, and also my overcoat and rug. I could find no
trace of them anywhere. This looked like some new scheme of villainy…
17 June.--This
morning, as I was sitting on the edge of my bed cudgelling my brains, I heard
without a crackling of whips and pounding and scraping of horses' feet up the
rocky path beyond the courtyard. With joy I hurried to the window, and saw
drive into the yard two great leiter-wagons, each drawn by eight sturdy horses,
and at the head of each pair a Slovak, with his wide hat, great nail-studded
belt, dirty sheepskin, and high boots. They had also their long staves in hand.
I ran to the door, intending to descend and try and join them through the main
hall, as I thought that way might be opened for them. Again a shock, my door
was fastened on the outside.
Then I ran to
the window and cried to them. They looked up at me stupidly and pointed, but
just then the "hetman" of the Szgany came out, and seeing them
pointing to my window, said something, at which they laughed.
Henceforth no
effort of mine, no piteous cry or agonized entreaty, would make them even look
at me. They resolutely turned away. The leiter-wagons contained great, square
boxes, with handles of thick rope. These were evidently empty by the ease with
which the Slovaks handled them, and by their resonance as they were roughly
moved.
When they were
all unloaded and packed in a great heap in one corner of the yard, the Slovaks
were given some money by the Szgany, and spitting on it for luck, lazily went
each to his horse's head. Shortly afterwards, I heard the crackling of their
whips die away in the distance.
24 June.--Last
night the Count left me early, and locked himself into his own room. As soon as
I dared I ran up the winding stair, and looked out of the window, which opened
South. I thought I would watch for the Count, for there is something going on.
The Szgany are quartered somewhere in the castle and are doing work of some
kind. I know it, for now and then, I hear a far-away muffled sound as of
mattock and spade, and, whatever it is, it must be the end of some ruthless
villainy.
I had been at
the window somewhat less than half an hour, when I saw something coming out of
the Count's window. I drew back and watched carefully, and saw the whole man
emerge. It was a new shock to me to find that he had on the suit of clothes
which I had worn whilst travelling here, and slung over his shoulder the
terrible bag which I had seen the women take away. There could be no doubt as
to his quest, and in my garb, too! This, then, is his new scheme of evil, that
he will allow others to see me, as they think, so that he may both leave
evidence that I have been seen in the towns or villages posting my own letters,
and that any wickedness which he may do shall by the local people be attributed
to me.
It makes me rage
to think that this can go on, and whilst I am shut up here, a veritable
prisoner, but without that protection of the law which is even a criminal's
right and consolation.
I thought I
would watch for the Count's return, and for a long time sat doggedly at the
window. Then I began to notice that there were some quaint little specks
floating in the rays of the moonlight. They were like the tiniest grains of
dust, and they whirled round and gathered in clusters in a nebulous sort of
way. I watched them with a sense of soothing, and a sort of calm stole over me.
I leaned back in the embrasure in a more comfortable position, so that I could
enjoy more fully the aerial gambolling.
Something made
me start up, a low, piteous howling of dogs somewhere far below in the valley,
which was hidden from my sight. Louder it seemed to ring in my ears, and the
floating moats of dust to take new shapes to the sound as they danced in the
moonlight. I felt myself struggling to awake to some call of my instincts. Nay,
my very soul was struggling, and my half-remembered sensibilities were striving
to answer the call. I was becoming hypnotised!
Quicker and
quicker danced the dust. The moonbeams seemed to quiver as they went by me into
the mass of gloom beyond. More and more they gathered till they seemed to take
dim phantom shapes. And then I started, broad awake and in full possession of
my senses, and ran screaming from the place.
The phantom
shapes, which were becoming gradually materialised from the moonbeams, were
those three ghostly women to whom I was doomed.
I fled, and felt
somewhat safer in my own room, where there was no moonlight, and where the lamp
was burning brightly.
When a couple of
hours had passed I heard something stirring in the Count's room, something like
a sharp wail quickly suppressed. And then there was silence, deep, awful
silence, which chilled me. With a beating heart, I tried the door, but I was
locked in my prison, and could do nothing. I sat down and simply cried.
As I sat I heard
a sound in the courtyard without, the agonised cry of a woman. I rushed to the
window, and throwing it up, peered between the bars.
There, indeed,
was a woman with dishevelled hair, holding her hands over her heart as one
distressed with running. She was leaning against the corner of the gateway.
When she saw my face at the window she threw herself forward, and shouted in a
voice laden with menace, "Monster, give me my child!"
She threw
herself on her knees, and raising up her hands, cried the same words in tones
which wrung my heart. Then she tore her hair and beat her breast, and abandoned
herself to all the violences of extravagant emotion. Finally, she threw herself
forward, and though I could not see her, I could hear the beating of her naked
hands against the door.
Somewhere high
overhead, probably on the tower, I heard the voice of the Count calling in his
harsh, metallic whisper. His call seemed to be answered from far and wide by
the howling of wolves. Before many minutes had passed a pack of them poured,
like a pent-up dam when liberated, through the wide entrance into the
courtyard.
There was no cry
from the woman, and the howling of the wolves was but short. Before long they
streamed away singly, licking their lips.
I could not pity
her, for I knew now what had become of her child, and she was better dead.
What shall I do?
What can I do? How can I escape from this dreadful thing of night, gloom, and
fear?
25 June.--No man
knows till he has suffered from the night how sweet and dear to his heart and
eye the morning can be. When the sun grew so high this morning that it struck
the top of the great gateway opposite my window, the high spot which it touched
seemed to me as if the dove from the ark had lighted there. My fear fell from
me as if it had been a vaporous garment which dissolved in the warmth.
I must take action
of some sort whilst the courage of the day is upon me. Last night one of my
post-dated letters went to post, the first of that fatal series which is to
blot out the very traces of my existence from the earth.
Let me not think
of it. Action!
It has always
been at night-time that I have been molested or threatened, or in some way in
danger or in fear. I have not yet seen the Count in the daylight. Can it be
that he sleeps when others wake, that he may be awake whilst they sleep? If I
could only get into his room! But there is no possible way. The door is always
locked, no way for me.
Yes, there is a
way, if one dares to take it. Where his body has gone why may not another body
go? I have seen him myself crawl from his window. Why should not I imitate him,
and go in by his window? The chances are desperate, but my need is more
desperate still. I shall risk it. At the worst it can only be death, and a
man's death is not a calf's, and the dreaded Hereafter may still be open to me.
God help me in my task! Goodbye, Mina, if I fail. Goodbye, my faithful friend
and second father. Goodbye, all, and last of all Mina!
Same day,
later.--I have made the effort, and God helping me, have come safely back to
this room. I must put down every detail in order. I went whilst my courage was
fresh straight to the window on the south side, and at once got outside on this
side. The stones are big and roughly cut, and the mortar has by process of time
been washed away between them. I took off my boots, and ventured out on the desperate
way. I looked down once, so as to make sure that a sudden glimpse of the awful
depth would not overcome me, but after that kept my eyes away from it. I know
pretty well the direction and distance of the Count's window, and made for it
as well as I could, having regard to the opportunities available. I did not
feel dizzy, I suppose I was too excited, and the time seemed ridiculously short
till I found myself standing on the window sill and trying to raise up the
sash. I was filled with agitation, however, when I bent down and slid feet
foremost in through the window. Then I looked around for the Count, but with
surprise and gladness, made a discovery. The room was empty! It was barely
furnished with odd things, which seemed to have never been used.
The furniture
was something the same style as that in the south rooms, and was covered with
dust. I looked for the key, but it was not in the lock, and I could not find it
anywhere. The only thing I found was a great heap of gold in one corner, gold
of all kinds, Roman, and British, and Austrian, and Hungarian, and Greek and
Turkish money, covered with a film of dust, as though it had lain long in the
ground. None of it that I noticed was less than three hundred years old. There
were also chains and ornaments, some jewelled, but all of them old and stained.
At one corner of
the room was a heavy door. I tried it, for, since I could not find the key of
the room or the key of the outer door, which was the main object of my search,
I must make further examination, or all my efforts would be in vain. It was
open, and led through a stone passage to a circular stairway, which went
steeply down.
I descended,
minding carefully where I went for the stairs were dark, being only lit by
loopholes in the heavy masonry. At the bottom there was a dark, tunnel-like
passage, through which came a deathly, sickly odour, the odour of old earth
newly turned. As I went through the passage the smell grew closer and heavier.
At last I pulled open a heavy door which stood ajar, and found myself in an old
ruined chapel, which had evidently been used as a graveyard. The roof was
broken, and in two places were steps leading to vaults, but the ground had
recently been dug over, and the earth placed in great wooden boxes, manifestly
those which had been brought by the Slovaks.
There was nobody
about, and I made a search over every inch of the ground, so as not to lose a
chance. I went down even into the vaults, where the dim light struggled,
although to do so was a dread to my very soul. Into two of these I went, but
saw nothing except fragments of old coffins and piles of dust. In the third,
however, I made a discovery.
There, in one of
the great boxes, of which there were fifty in all, on a pile of newly dug
earth, lay the Count! He was either dead or asleep. I could not say which, for
eyes were open and stony, but without the glassiness of death, and the cheeks
had the warmth of life through all their pallor. The lips were as red as ever.
But there was no sign of movement, no pulse, no breath, no beating of the
heart.
I bent over him,
and tried to find any sign of life, but in vain. He could not have lain there
long, for the earthy smell would have passed away in a few hours. By the side
of the box was its cover, pierced with holes here and there. I thought he might
have the keys on him, but when I went to search I saw the dead eyes, and in
them dead though they were, such a look of hate, though unconscious of me or my
presence, that I fled from the place, and leaving the Count's room by the window,
crawled again up the castle wall. Regaining my room, I threw myself panting
upon the bed and tried to think.
29 June.--Today
is the date of my last letter, and the Count has taken steps to prove that it
was genuine, for again I saw him leave the castle by the same window, and in my
clothes. As he went down the wall, lizard fashion, I wished I had a gun or some
lethal weapon, that I might destroy him. But I fear that no weapon wrought
along by man's hand would have any effect on him. I dared not wait to see him
return, for I feared to see those weird sisters. I came back to the library,
and read there till I fell asleep.
I was awakened
by the Count, who looked at me as grimly as a man could look as he said,
"Tomorrow, my friend, we must part. You return to your beautiful England, I to
some work which may have such an end that we may never meet. Your letter home
has been despatched. Tomorrow I shall not be here, but all shall be ready for
your journey. In the morning come the Szgany, who have some labours of their
own here, and also come some Slovaks. When they have gone, my carriage shall
come for you, and shall bear you to the Borgo
Pass to meet the diligence from Bukovina to Bistritz. But I am in hopes that I shall see
more of you at Castle Dracula."
I suspected him,
and determined to test his sincerity. Sincerity! It seems like a profanation of
the word to write it in connection with such a monster, so I asked him
point-blank, "Why may I not go tonight?"
"Because,
dear sir, my coachman and horses are away on a mission."
"But I
would walk with pleasure. I want to get away at once."
He smiled, such
a soft, smooth, diabolical smile that I knew there was some trick behind his
smoothness. He said, "And your baggage?"
"I do not
care about it. I can send for it some other time."
The Count stood
up, and said, with a sweet courtesy which made me rub my eyes, it seemed so
real, "You English have a saying which is close to my heart, for its
spirit is that which rules our boyars, 'Welcome the coming, speed the parting
guest.' Come with me, my dear young friend. Not an hour shall you wait in my
house against your will, though sad am I at your going, and that you so
suddenly desire it. Come!" With a stately gravity, he, with the lamp,
preceded me down the stairs and along the hall. Suddenly he stopped.
"Hark!"
Close at hand
came the howling of many wolves. It was almost as if the sound sprang up at the
rising of his hand, just as the music of a great orchestra seems to leap under
the baton of the conductor. After a pause of a moment, he proceeded, in his
stately way, to the door, drew back the ponderous bolts, unhooked the heavy
chains, and began to draw it open.
To my intense
astonishment I saw that it was unlocked. Suspiciously, I looked all round, but
could see no key of any kind.
As the door
began to open, the howling of the wolves without grew louder and angrier. Their
red jaws, with champing teeth, and their blunt-clawed feet as they leaped, came
in through the opening door. I knew than that to struggle at the moment against
the Count was useless. With such allies as these at his command, I could do
nothing.
But still the
door continued slowly to open, and only the Count's body stood in the gap.
Suddenly it struck me that this might be the moment and means of my doom. I was
to be given to the wolves, and at my own instigation. There was a diabolical
wickedness in the idea great enough for the Count, and as the last chance I
cried out, "Shut the door! I shall wait till morning." And I covered
my face with my hands to hide my tears of bitter disappointment.
With one sweep
of his powerful arm, the Count threw the door shut, and the great bolts clanged
and echoed through the hall as they shot back into their places.
In silence we
returned to the library, and after a minute or two I went to my own room. The
last I saw of Count Dracula was his kissing his hand to me, with a red light of
triumph in his eyes, and with a smile that Judas in hell might be proud of.
When I was in my
room and about to lie down, I thought I heard a whispering at my door. I went
to it softly and listened. Unless my ears deceived me, I heard the voice of the
Count.
"Back! Back
to your own place! Your time is not yet come. Wait! Have patience! Tonight is
mine. Tomorrow night is yours!"
There was a low,
sweet ripple of laughter, and in a rage I threw open the door, and saw without
the three terrible women licking their lips. As I appeared, they all joined in
a horrible laugh, and ran away.
I came back to
my room and threw myself on my knees. It is then so near the end? Tomorrow!
Tomorrow! Lord, help me, and those to whom I am dear!
30 June.--These
may be the last words I ever write in this diary. I slept till just before the
dawn, and when I woke threw myself on my knees, for I determined that if Death
came he should find me ready.
At last I felt
that subtle change in the air, and knew that the morning had come. Then came
the welcome cockcrow, and I felt that I was safe. With a glad heart, I opened
the door and ran down the hall. I had seen that the door was unlocked, and now
escape was before me. With hands that trembled with eagerness, I unhooked the
chains and threw back the massive bolts.
But the door
would not move. Despair seized me. I pulled and pulled at the door, and shook
it till, massive as it was, it rattled in its casement. I could see the bolt
shot. It had been locked after I left the Count.
Then a wild
desire took me to obtain the key at any risk, and I determined then and there
to scale the wall again, and gain the Count's room. He might kill me, but death
now seemed the happier choice of evils. Without a pause I rushed up to the east
window, and scrambled down the wall, as before, into the Count's room. It was
empty, but that was as I expected. I could not see a key anywhere, but the heap
of gold remained. I went through the door in the corner and down the winding
stair and along the dark passage to the old chapel. I knew now well enough
where to find the monster I sought.
The great box
was in the same place, close against the wall, but the lid was laid on it, not
fastened down, but with the nails ready in their places to be hammered home.
I knew I must
reach the body for the key, so I raised the lid, and laid it back against the
wall. And then I saw something which filled my very soul with horror. There lay
the Count, but looking as if his youth had been half restored. For the white
hair and moustache were changed to dark iron-grey. The cheeks were fuller, and
the white skin seemed ruby-red underneath. The mouth was redder than ever, for
on the lips were gouts of fresh blood, which trickled from the corners of the
mouth and ran down over the chin and neck. Even the deep, burning eyes seemed
set amongst swollen flesh, for the lids and pouches underneath were bloated. It
seemed as if the whole awful creature were simply gorged with blood. He lay
like a filthy leech, exhausted with his repletion.
I shuddered as I
bent over to touch him, and every sense in me revolted at the contact, but I
had to search, or I was lost. The coming night might see my own body a banquet
in a similar war to those horrid three. I felt all over the body, but no sign
could I find of the key. Then I stopped and looked at the Count. There was a
mocking smile on the bloated face which seemed to drive me mad. This was the
being I was helping to transfer to London, where, perhaps, for centuries to
come he might, amongst its teeming millions, satiate his lust for blood, and
create a new and ever-widening circle of semi-demons to batten on the helpless.
The very thought
drove me mad. A terrible desire came upon me to rid the world of such a
monster. There was no lethal weapon at hand, but I seized a shovel which the
workmen had been using to fill the cases, and lifting it high, struck, with the
edge downward, at the hateful face. But as I did so the head turned, and the
eyes fell upon me, with all their blaze of basilisk horror. The sight seemed to
paralyze me, and the shovel turned in my hand and glanced from the face, merely
making a deep gash above the forehead. The shovel fell from my hand across the
box, and as I pulled it away the flange of the blade caught the edge of the lid
which fell over again, and hid the horrid thing from my sight. The last glimpse
I had was of the bloated face, blood-stained and fixed with a grin of malice which
would have held its own in the nethermost hell.
I thought and
thought what should be my next move, but my brain seemed on fire, and I waited
with a despairing feeling growing over me. As I waited I heard in the distance
a gipsy song sung by merry voices coming closer, and through their song the
rolling of heavy wheels and the cracking of whips. The Szgany and the Slovaks
of whom the Count had spoken were coming. With a last look around and at the
box which contained the vile body, I ran from the place and gained the Count's
room, determined to rush out at the moment the door should be opened. With
strained ears, I listened, and heard downstairs the grinding of the key in the
great lock and the falling back of the heavy door. There must have been some
other means of entry, or some one had a key for one of the locked doors.
Then there came
the sound of many feet tramping and dying away in some passage which sent up a
clanging echo. I turned to run down again towards the vault, where I might find
the new entrance, but at the moment there seemed to come a violent puff of
wind, and the door to the winding stair blew to with a shock that set the dust
from the lintels flying. When I ran to push it open, I found that it was
hopelessly fast. I was again a prisoner, and the net of doom was closing round
me more closely.
As I write there
is in the passage below a sound of many tramping feet and the crash of weights
being set down heavily, doubtless the boxes, with their freight of earth. There
was a sound of hammering. It is the box being nailed down. Now I can hear the
heavy feet tramping again along the hall, with many other idle feet coming
behind them.
The door is
shut, the chains rattle. There is a grinding of the key in the lock. I can hear
the key withdrawn, then another door opens and shuts. I hear the creaking of
lock and bolt.
Hark! In the
courtyard and down the rocky way the roll of heavy wheels, the crack of whips,
and the chorus of the Szgany as they pass into the distance.
I am alone in
the castle with those horrible women. Faugh! Mina is a woman, and there is
nought in common. They are devils of the Pit!
I shall not
remain alone with them. I shall try to scale the castle wall farther than I
have yet attempted. I shall take some of the gold with me, lest I want it
later. I may find a way from this dreadful place.
And then away
for home! Away to the quickest and nearest train! Away from the cursed spot,
from this cursed land, where the devil and his children still walk with earthly
feet!
At least God's
mercy is better than that of those monsters, and the precipice is steep and
high. At its foot a man may sleep, as a man. Goodbye, all. Mina!
9 May.
My dearest Lucy,
Forgive my long
delay in writing, but I have been simply overwhelmed with work. The life of an
assistant schoolmistress is sometimes trying. I am longing to be with you, and
by the sea, where we can talk together freely and build our castles in the air.
I have been working very hard lately, because I want to keep up with Jonathan's
studies, and I have been practicing shorthand very assiduously. When we are
married I shall be able to be useful to Jonathan, and if I can stenograph well
enough I can take down what he wants to say in this way and write it out for
him on the typewriter, at which also I am practicing very hard.
He and I
sometimes write letters in shorthand, and he is keeping a stenographic journal
of his travels abroad. When I am with you I shall keep a diary in the same way.
I don't mean one of those two-pages-to-the-week-with-Sunday-squeezed-
in-a-corner diaries, but a sort of journal which I can write in whenever I feel
inclined.
I do not suppose
there will be much of interest to other people, but it is not intended for
them. I may show it to Jonathan some day if there is in it anything worth
sharing, but it is really an exercise book. I shall try to do what I see lady
journalists do, interviewing and writing descriptions and trying to remember
conversations. I am told that, with a little practice, one can remember all
that goes on or that one hears said during a day.
However, we
shall see. I will tell you of my little plans when we meet. I have just had a
few hurried lines from Jonathan from Transylvania.
He is well, and will be returning in about a week. I am longing to hear all his
news. It must be nice to see strange countries. I wonder if we, I mean Jonathan
and I, shall ever see them together. There is the ten o'clock bell ringing.
Goodbye.
Your loving
Mina
Tell me all the
news when you write. You have not told me anything for a long time. I hear
rumours, and especially of a tall, handsome, curly-haired man???
LETTER, LUCY
WESTENRA TO MINA MURRAY
17, Chatham Street
Wednesday
My dearest Mina,
I must say you
tax me very unfairly with being a bad correspondent. I wrote you twice since we
parted, and your last letter was only your second. Besides, I have nothing to
tell you. There is really nothing to interest you.
Town is very
pleasant just now, and we go a great deal to picture-galleries and for walks
and rides in the park. As to the tall, curly-haired man, I suppose it was the
one who was with me at the last Pop. Someone has evidently been telling tales.
That was Mr.
Holmwood. He often comes to see us, and he and Mamma get on very well together,
they have so many things to talk about in common.
We met some time
ago a man that would just do for you, if you were not already engaged to
Jonathan. He is an excellent parti, being handsome, well off, and of good
birth. He is a doctor and really clever. Just fancy! He is only nine-and
twenty, and he has an immense lunatic asylum all under his own care. Mr.
Holmwood introduced him to me, and he called here to see us, and often comes
now. I think he is one of the most resolute men I ever saw, and yet the most
calm. He seems absolutely imperturbable. I can fancy what a wonderful power he
must have over his patients. He has a curious habit of looking one straight in
the face, as if trying to read one's thoughts. He tries this on very much with
me, but I flatter myself he has got a tough nut to crack. I know that from my
glass.
Do you ever try
to read your own face? I do, and I can tell you it is not a bad study, and
gives you more trouble than you can well fancy if you have never tried it.
He says that I
afford him a curious psychological study, and I humbly think I do. I do not, as
you know, take sufficient interest in dress to be able to describe the new
fashions. Dress is a bore. That is slang again, but never mind. Arthur says
that every day.
There, it is all
out, Mina, we have told all our secrets to each other since we were children.
We have slept together and eaten together, and laughed and cried together, and
now, though I have spoken, I would like to speak more. Oh, Mina, couldn't you
guess? I love him. I am blushing as I write, for although I think he loves me,
he has not told me so in words. But, oh, Mina, I love him. I love him! There,
that does me good.
I wish I were
with you, dear, sitting by the fire undressing, as we used to sit, and I would
try to tell you what I feel. I do not know how I am writing this even to you. I
am afraid to stop, or I should tear up the letter, and I don't want to stop,
for I do so want to tell you all. Let me hear from you at once, and tell me all
that you think about it. Mina, pray for my happiness.
Lucy
P.S.--I need not
tell you this is a secret. Goodnight again. L.
LETTER, LUCY
WESTENRA TO MINA MURRAY
24 May
My dearest Mina,
Thanks, and
thanks, and thanks again for your sweet letter. It was so nice to be able to
tell you and to have your sympathy.
My dear, it
never rains but it pours. How true the old proverbs are. Here am I, who shall
be twenty in September, and yet I never had a proposal till today, not a real
proposal, and today I had three. Just fancy! Three proposals in one day! Isn't
it awful! I feel sorry, really and truly sorry, for two of the poor fellows.
Oh, Mina, I am so happy that I don't know what to do with myself. And three
proposals! But, for goodness' sake, don't tell any of the girls, or they would
be getting all sorts of extravagant ideas, and imagining themselves injured and
slighted if in their very first day at home they did not get six at least. Some
girls are so vain! You and I, Mina dear, who are engaged and are going to
settle down soon soberly into old married women, can despise vanity. Well, I
must tell you about the three, but you must keep it a secret, dear, from every
one except, of course, Jonathan. You will tell him, because I would, if I were
in your place, certainly tell Arthur. A woman ought to tell her husband
everything. Don't you think so, dear? And I must be fair. Men like women,
certainly their wives, to be quite as fair as they are. And women, I am afraid,
are not always quite as fair as they should be.
Well, my dear,
number One came just before lunch. I told you of him, Dr. John Seward, the
lunatic asylum man, with the strong jaw and the good forehead. He was very cool
outwardly, but was nervous all the same. He had evidently been schooling
himself as to all sorts of little things, and remembered them, but he almost
managed to sit down on his silk hat, which men don't generally do when they are
cool, and then when he wanted to appear at ease he kept playing with a lancet
in a way that made me nearly scream. He spoke to me, Mina, very
straightforwardly. He told me how dear I was to him, though he had known me so
little, and what his life would be with me to help and cheer him. He was going
to tell me how unhappy he would be if I did not care for him, but when he saw
me cry he said he was a brute and would not add to my present trouble. Then he
broke off and asked if I could love him in time, and when I shook my head his
hands trembled, and then with some hesitation he asked me if I cared already
for any one else. He put it very nicely, saying that he did not want to wring
my confidence from me, but only to know, because if a woman's heart was free a
man might have hope. And then, Mina, I felt a sort of duty to tell him that
there was some one. I only told him that much, and then he stood up, and he
looked very strong and very grave as he took both my hands in his and said he
hoped I would be happy, and that If I ever wanted a friend I must count him one
of my best.
Oh, Mina dear, I
can't help crying, and you must excuse this letter being all blotted. Being
proposed to is all very nice and all that sort of thing, but it isn't at all a
happy thing when you have to see a poor fellow, whom you know loves you
honestly, going away and looking all broken hearted, and to know that, no matter
what he may say at the moment, you are passing out of his life. My dear, I must
stop here at present, I feel so miserable, though I am so happy.
Evening.
Arthur has just
gone, and I feel in better spirits than when I left off, so I can go on telling
you about the day.
Well, my dear,
number Two came after lunch. He is such a nice fellow, an American from Texas,
and he looks so young and so fresh that it seems almost impossible that he has
been to so many places and has such adventures. I sympathize with poor
Desdemona when she had such a stream poured in her ear, even by a black man. I
suppose that we women are such cowards that we think a man will save us from
fears, and we marry him. I know now what I would do if I were a man and wanted
to make a girl love me. No, I don't, for there was Mr. Morris telling us his
stories, and Arthur never told any, and yet…
My dear, I am
somewhat previous. Mr. Quincy P. Morris found me alone. It seems that a man
always does find a girl alone. No, he doesn't, for Arthur tried twice to make a
chance, and I helping him all I could, I am not ashamed to say it now. I must
tell you beforehand that Mr. Morris doesn't always speak slang, that is to say,
he never does so to strangers or before them, for he is really well educated
and has exquisite manners, but he found out that it amused me to hear him talk
American slang, and whenever I was present, and there was no one to be shocked,
he said such funny things. I am afraid, my dear, he has to invent it all, for
it fits exactly into whatever else he has to say. But this is a way slang has.
I do not know myself if I shall ever speak slang. I do not know if Arthur likes
it, as I have never heard him use any as yet.
Well, Mr. Morris
sat down beside me and looked as happy and jolly as he could, but I could see
all the same that he was very nervous. He took my hand in his, and said ever so
sweetly…
"Miss Lucy,
I know I ain't good enough to regulate the fixin's of your little shoes, but I
guess if you wait till you find a man that is you will go join them seven young
women with the lamps when you quit. Won't you just hitch up alongside of me and
let us go down the long road together, driving in double harness?"
Well, he did
look so good humoured and so jolly that it didn't seem half so hard to refuse
him as it did poor Dr. Seward. So I said, as lightly as I could, that I did not
know anything of hitching, and that I wasn't broken to harness at all yet. Then
he said that he had spoken in a light manner, and he hoped that if he had made
a mistake in doing so on so grave, so momentous, and occasion for him, I would
forgive him. He really did look serious when he was saying it, and I couldn't
help feeling a sort of exultation that he was number Two in one day. And then,
my dear, before I could say a word he began pouring out a perfect torrent of
love-making, laying his very heart and soul at my feet. He looked so earnest
over it that I shall never again think that a man must be playful always, and
never earnest, because he is merry at times. I suppose he saw something in my
face which checked him, for he suddenly stopped, and said with a sort of manly
fervour that I could have loved him for if I had been free…
"Lucy, you
are an honest hearted girl, I know. I should not be here speaking to you as I
am now if I did not believe you clean grit, right through to the very depths of
your soul. Tell me, like one good fellow to another, is there any one else that
you care for? And if there is I'll never trouble you a hair's breadth again,
but will be, if you will let me, a very faithful friend."
My dear Mina,
why are men so noble when we women are so little worthy of them? Here was I
almost making fun of this great hearted, true gentleman. I burst into tears, I
am afraid, my dear, you will think this a very sloppy letter in more ways than
one, and I really felt very badly.
Why can't they
let a girl marry three men, or as many as want her, and save all this trouble?
But this is heresy, and I must not say it. I am glad to say that, though I was
crying, I was able to look into Mr. Morris' brave eyes, and I told him out
straight…
"Yes, there
is some one I love, though he has not told me yet that he even loves me."
I was right to speak to him so frankly, for quite a light came into his face,
and he put out both his hands and took mine, I think I put them into his, and
said in a hearty way…
"That's my
brave girl. It's better worth being late for a chance of winning you than being
in time for any other girl in the world. Don't cry, my dear. If it's for me,
I'm a hard nut to crack, and I take it standing up. If that other fellow
doesn't know his happiness, well, he'd better look for it soon, or he'll have
to deal with me. Little girl, your honesty and pluck have made me a friend, and
that's rarer than a lover, it's more selfish anyhow. My dear, I'm going to have
a pretty lonely walk between this and Kingdom Come. Won't you give me one kiss?
It'll be something to keep off the darkness now and then. You can, you know, if
you like, for that other good fellow, or you could not love him, hasn't spoken
yet."
That quite won
me, Mina, for it was brave and sweet of him, and noble too, to a rival, wasn't
it? And he so sad, so I leant over and kissed him.
He stood up with
my two hands in his, and as he looked down into my face, I am afraid I was
blushing very much, he said, "Little girl, I hold your hand, and you've
kissed me, and if these things don't make us friends nothing ever will. Thank
you for your sweet honesty to me, and goodbye."
He wrung my
hand, and taking up his hat, went straight out of the room without looking
back, without a tear or a quiver or a pause, and I am crying like a baby.
Oh, why must a
man like that be made unhappy when there are lots of girls about who would
worship the very ground he trod on? I know I would if I were free, only I don't
want to be free. My dear, this quite upset me, and I feel I cannot write of
happiness just at once, after telling you of it, and I don't wish to tell of
the number Three until it can be all happy. Ever your loving…
Lucy
P.S.--Oh, about
number Three, I needn't tell you of number Three, need I? Besides, it was all
so confused. It seemed only a moment from his coming into the room till both
his arms were round me, and he was kissing me. I am very, very happy, and I
don't know what I have done to deserve it. I must only try in the future to
show that I am not ungrateful to God for all His goodness to me in sending to
me such a lover, such a husband, and such a friend.
Goodbye.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY (Kept in phonograph)
25 May.--Ebb tide
in appetite today. Cannot eat, cannot rest, so diary instead. Since my rebuff
of yesterday I have a sort of empty feeling. Nothing in the world seems of
sufficient importance to be worth the doing. As I knew that the only cure for
this sort of thing was work, I went amongst the patients. I picked out one who
has afforded me a study of much interest. He is so quaint that I am determined
to understand him as well as I can. Today I seemed to get nearer than ever
before to the heart of his mystery.
I questioned him
more fully than I had ever done, with a view to making myself master of the
facts of his hallucination. In my manner of doing it there was, I now see,
something of cruelty. I seemed to wish to keep him to the point of his madness,
a thing which I avoid with the patients as I would the mouth of hell.
(Mem., Under
what circumstances would I not avoid the pit of hell?) Omnia Romae venalia
sunt. Hell has its price! If there be anything behind this instinct it will be
valuable to trace it afterwards accurately, so I had better commence to do so,
therefore…
R. M, Renfield,
age 59. Sanguine temperament, great physical strength, morbidly excitable,
periods of gloom, ending in some fixed idea which I cannot make out. I presume
that the sanguine temperament itself and the disturbing influence end in a
mentally-accomplished finish, a possibly dangerous man, probably dangerous if
unselfish. In selfish men caution is as secure an armour for their foes as for
themselves. What I think of on this point is, when self is the fixed point the
centripetal force is balanced with the centrifugal. When duty, a cause, etc.,
is the fixed point, the latter force is paramount, and only accident or a
series of accidents can balance it.
LETTER, QUINCEY
P. MORRIS TO HON. ARTHUR HOLMOOD
25 May.
My dear Art,
We've told yarns
by the campfire in the prairies, and dressed one another's wounds after trying
a landing at the Marquesas, and drunk healths on the shore of Titicaca. There
are more yarns to be told, and other wounds to be healed, and another health to
be drunk. Won't you let this be at my campfire tomorrow night? I have no
hesitation in asking you, as I know a certain lady is engaged to a certain
dinner party, and that you are free. There will only be one other, our old pal
at the Korea, Jack Seward. He's coming, too, and we both want to mingle our
weeps over the wine cup, and to drink a health with all our hearts to the
happiest man in all the wide world, who has won the noblest heart that God has
made and best worth winning. We promise you a hearty welcome, and a loving
greeting, and a health as true as your own right hand. We shall both swear to
leave you at home if you drink too deep to a certain pair of eyes. Come!
Yours, as ever
and always,
Quincey P.
Morris
TELEGRAM FROM
ARTHUR HOLMWOOD TO QUINCEY P. MORRIS
26 May
Count me in
every time. I bear messages which will make both your ears tingle.
Art
24 July.
Whitby.--Lucy met me at the station, looking sweeter and lovelier than ever,
and we drove up to the house at the Crescent in which they have rooms. This is
a lovely place. The little river, the Esk, runs through a deep valley, which
broadens out as it comes near the harbour. A great viaduct runs across, with
high piers, through which the view seems somehow further away than it really
is. The valley is beautifully green, and it is so steep that when you are on
the high land on either side you look right across it, unless you are near
enough to see down. The houses of the old town--the side away from us, are all
red-roofed, and seem piled up one over the other anyhow, like the pictures we
see of Nuremberg.
Right over the town is the ruin of Whitby Abbey, which was sacked by the Danes,
and which is the scene of part of "Marmion," where the girl was built
up in the wall. It is a most noble ruin, of immense size, and full of beautiful
and romantic bits. There is a legend that a white lady is seen in one of the
windows. Between it and the town there is another church, the parish one, round
which is a big graveyard, all full of tombstones. This is to my mind the nicest
spot in Whitby, for it lies right over the town, and has a full view of the
harbour and all up the bay to where the headland called Kettleness stretches
out into the sea. It descends so steeply over the harbour that part of the bank
has fallen away, and some of the graves have been destroyed.
In one place
part of the stonework of the graves stretches out over the sandy pathway far
below. There are walks, with seats beside them, through the churchyard, and
people go and sit there all day long looking at the beautiful view and enjoying
the breeze.
I shall come and
sit here often myself and work. Indeed, I am writing now, with my book on my
knee, and listening to the talk of three old men who are sitting beside me.
They seem to do nothing all day but sit here and talk.
The harbour lies
below me, with, on the far side, one long granite wall stretching out into the
sea, with a curve outwards at the end of it, in the middle of which is a
lighthouse. A heavy seawall runs along outside of it. On the near side, the
seawall makes an elbow crooked inversely, and its end too has a lighthouse.
Between the two piers there is a narrow opening into the harbour, which then
suddenly widens.
It is nice at
high water, but when the tide is out it shoals away to nothing, and there is
merely the stream of the Esk, running between banks of sand, with rocks here
and there. Outside the harbour on this side there rises for about half a mile a
great reef, the sharp of which runs straight out from behind the south
lighthouse. At the end of it is a buoy with a bell, which swings in bad
weather, and sends in a mournful sound on the wind.
They have a
legend here that when a ship is lost bells are heard out at sea. I must ask the
old man about this. He is coming this way…
He is a funny
old man. He must be awfully old, for his face is gnarled and twisted like the
bark of a tree. He tells me that he is nearly a hundred, and that he was a
sailor in the Greenland fishing fleet when Waterloo was fought. He is, I am afraid, a
very sceptical person, for when I asked him about the bells at sea and the
White Lady at the abbey he said very brusquely,
"I wouldn't
fash masel' about them, miss. Them things be all wore out. Mind, I don't say that
they never was, but I do say that they wasn't in my time. They be all very well
for comers and trippers, an' the like, but not for a nice young lady like you.
Them feet-folks from York and Leeds
that be always eatin' cured herrin's and drinkin' tea an' lookin' out to buy
cheap jet would creed aught. I wonder masel' who'd be bothered tellin' lies to
them, even the newspapers, which is full of fool-talk."
I thought he
would be a good person to learn interesting things from, so I asked him if he
would mind telling me something about the whale fishing in the old days. He was
just settling himself to begin when the clock struck six, whereupon he laboured
to get up, and said,
"I must
gang ageeanwards home now, miss. My grand-daughter doesn't like to be kept waitin'
when the tea is ready, for it takes me time to crammle aboon the grees, for
there be a many of 'em, and miss, I lack belly-timber sairly by the
clock."
He hobbled away,
and I could see him hurrying, as well as he could, down the steps. The steps
are a great feature on the place. They lead from the town to the church, there
are hundreds of them, I do not know how many, and they wind up in a delicate
curve. The slope is so gentle that a horse could easily walk up and down them.
I think they
must originally have had something to do with the abbey. I shall go home too.
Lucy went out, visiting with her mother, and as they were only duty calls, I
did not go.
1 August.--I
came up here an hour ago with Lucy, and we had a most interesting talk with my
old friend and the two others who always come and join him. He is evidently the
Sir Oracle of them, and I should think must have been in his time a most
dictatorial person.
He will not
admit anything, and down faces everybody. If he can't out-argue them he bullies
them, and then takes their silence for agreement with his views.
Lucy was looking
sweetly pretty in her white lawn frock. She has got a beautiful colour since
she has been here.
I noticed that
the old men did not lose any time in coming and sitting near her when we sat
down. She is so sweet with old people, I think they all fell in love with her
on the spot. Even my old man succumbed and did not contradict her, but gave me
double share instead. I got him on the subject of the legends, and he went off
at once into a sort of sermon. I must try to remember it and put it down.
"It be all
fool-talk, lock, stock, and barrel, that's what it be and nowt else. These bans
an' wafts an' boh-ghosts an' bar-guests an' bogles an' all anent them is only
fit to set bairns an' dizzy women a'belderin'. They be nowt but air-blebs.
They, an' all grims an' signs an' warnin's, be all invented by parsons an'
illsome berk-bodies an' railway touters to skeer an' scunner hafflin's, an' to
get folks to do somethin' that they don't other incline to. It makes me ireful
to think o' them. Why, it's them that, not content with printin' lies on paper
an' preachin' them out of pulpits, does want to be cuttin' them on the
tombstones. Look here all around you in what airt ye will. All them steans,
holdin' up their heads as well as they can out of their pride, is acant, simply
tumblin' down with the weight o' the lies wrote on them, 'Here lies the body'
or 'Sacred to the memory' wrote on all of them, an' yet in nigh half of them
there bean't no bodies at all, an' the memories of them bean't cared a pinch of
snuff about, much less sacred. Lies all of them, nothin' but lies of one kind
or another! My gog, but it'll be a quare scowderment at the Day of Judgment
when they come tumblin' up in their death-sarks, all jouped together an'
trying' to drag their tombsteans with them to prove how good they was, some of
them trimmlin' an' dithering, with their hands that dozzened an' slippery from
lyin' in the sea that they can't even keep their gurp o' them."
I could see from
the old fellow's self-satisfied air and the way in which he looked round for
the approval of his cronies that he was "showing off," so I put in a
word to keep him going.
"Oh, Mr.
Swales, you can't be serious. Surely these tombstones are not all wrong?"
"Yabblins!
There may be a poorish few not wrong, savin' where they make out the people too
good, for there be folk that do think a balm-bowl be like the sea, if only it
be their own. The whole thing be only lies. Now look you here. You come here a
stranger, an' you see this kirkgarth."
I nodded, for I
thought it better to assent, though I did not quite understand his dialect. I
knew it had something to do with the church.
He went on,
"And you consate that all these steans be aboon folk that be haped here,
snod an' snog?" I assented again. "Then that be just where the lie
comes in. Why, there be scores of these laybeds that be toom as old Dun's
'baccabox on Friday night."
He nudged one of
his companions, and they all laughed. "And, my gog! How could they be
otherwise? Look at that one, the aftest abaft the bier-bank, read it!"
I went over and
read, "Edward Spencelagh, master mariner, murdered by pirates off the
coast of Andres, April, 1854, age 30."
When I came back Mr. Swales went on,
"Who
brought him home, I wonder, to hap him here? Murdered off the coast of Andres! An' you consated his body lay under! Why, I could
name ye a dozen whose bones lie in the Greenland seas above," he pointed
northwards, "or where the currants may have drifted them. There be the
steans around ye. Ye can, with your young eyes, read the small print of the
lies from here. This Braithwaite Lowery, I knew his father, lost in the Lively
off Greenland in '20, or Andrew Woodhouse, drowned in the same seas in 1777, or
John Paxton, drowned off Cape Farewell a year later, or old John Rawlings,
whose grandfather sailed with me, drowned in the Gulf of
Finland in '50. Do ye think that all these men will have to make a
rush to Whitby
when the trumpet sounds? I have me antherums aboot it! I tell ye that when they
got here they'd be jommlin' and jostlin' one another that way that it 'ud be
like a fight up on the ice in the old days, when we'd be at one another from
daylight to dark, an' tryin' to tie up our cuts by the aurora borealis."
This was evidently local pleasantry, for the old man cackled over it, and his
cronies joined in with gusto.
"But,"
I said, "surely you are not quite correct, for you start on the assumption
that all the poor people, or their spirits, will have to take their tombstones
with them on the Day of Judgment. Do you think that will be really
necessary?"
"Well, what
else be they tombstones for? Answer me that, miss!"
"To please
their relatives, I suppose."
"To please
their relatives, you suppose!" This he said with intense scorn. "How
will it pleasure their relatives to know that lies is wrote over them, and that
everybody in the place knows that they be lies?"
He pointed to a
stone at our feet which had been laid down as a slab, on which the seat was
rested, close to the edge of the cliff. "Read the lies on that
thruff-stone," he said.
The letters were
upside down to me from where I sat, but Lucy was more opposite to them, so she
leant over and read, "Sacred to the memory of George Canon, who died, in
the hope of a glorious resurrection, on July 29, 1873, falling from the rocks
at Kettleness. This tomb was erected by his sorrowing mother to her dearly
beloved son. 'He was the only son of his mother, and she was a widow.' Really,
Mr. Swales, I don't see anything very funny in that!" She spoke her
comment very gravely and somewhat severely.
"Ye don't
see aught funny! Ha-ha! But that's because ye don't gawm the sorrowin' mother
was a hell-cat that hated him because he was acrewk'd, a regular lamiter he
was, an' he hated her so that he committed suicide in order that she mightn't
get an insurance she put on his life. He blew nigh the top of his head off with
an old musket that they had for scarin' crows with. 'Twarn't for crows then,
for it brought the clegs and the dowps to him. That's the way he fell off the
rocks. And, as to hopes of a glorious resurrection, I've often heard him say
masel' that he hoped he'd go to hell, for his mother was so pious that she'd be
sure to go to heaven, an' he didn't want to addle where she was. Now isn't that
stean at any rate," he hammered it with his stick as he spoke, "a
pack of lies? And won't it make Gabriel keckle when Geordie comes pantin' ut
the grees with the tompstean balanced on his hump, and asks to be took as
evidence!"
I did not know
what to say, but Lucy turned the conversation as she said, rising up, "Oh,
why did you tell us of this? It is my favourite seat, and I cannot leave it,
and now I find I must go on sitting over the grave of a suicide."
"That won't
harm ye, my pretty, an' it may make poor Geordie gladsome to have so trim a
lass sittin' on his lap. That won't hurt ye. Why, I've sat here off an' on for
nigh twenty years past, an' it hasn't done me no harm. Don't ye fash about them
as lies under ye, or that doesn' lie there either! It'll be time for ye to be
getting scart when ye see the tombsteans all run away with, and the place as
bare as a stubble-field. There's the clock, and I must gang. My service to ye,
ladies!" And off he hobbled.
Lucy and I sat
awhile, and it was all so beautiful before us that we took hands as we sat, and
she told me all over again about Arthur and their coming marriage. That made me
just a little heart-sick, for I haven't heard from Jonathan for a whole month.
The same day. I
came up here alone, for I am very sad. There was no letter for me. I hope there
cannot be anything the matter with Jonathan. The clock has just struck nine. I
see the lights scattered all over the town, sometimes in rows where the streets
are, and sometimes singly. They run right up the Esk and die away in the curve
of the valley. To my left the view is cut off by a black line of roof of the
old house next to the abbey. The sheep and lambs are bleating in the fields
away behind me, and there is a clatter of donkeys' hoofs up the paved road
below. The band on the pier is playing a harsh waltz in good time, and further
along the quay there is a Salvation Army meeting in a back street. Neither of
the bands hears the other, but up here I hear and see them both. I wonder where
Jonathan is and if he is thinking of me! I wish he were here.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
5 June.--The
case of Renfield grows more interesting the more I get to understand the man.
He has certain qualities very largely developed, selfishness, secrecy, and
purpose.
I wish I could
get at what is the object of the latter. He seems to have some settled scheme
of his own, but what it is I do not know. His redeeming quality is a love of
animals, though, indeed, he has such curious turns in it that I sometimes
imagine he is only abnormally cruel. His pets are of odd sorts.
Just now his
hobby is catching flies. He has at present such a quantity that I have had
myself to expostulate. To my astonishment, he did not break out into a fury, as
I expected, but took the matter in simple seriousness. He thought for a moment,
and then said, "May I have three days? I shall clear them away." Of
course, I said that would do. I must watch him.
18 June.--He has
turned his mind now to spiders, and has got several very big fellows in a box.
He keeps feeding them his flies, and the number of the latter is becoming
sensibly diminished, although he has used half his food in attracting more
flies from outside to his room.
1 July.--His
spiders are now becoming as great a nuisance as his flies, and today I told him
that he must get rid of them.
He looked very
sad at this, so I said that he must some of them, at all events. He cheerfully
acquiesced in this, and I gave him the same time as before for reduction.
He disgusted me
much while with him, for when a horrid blowfly, bloated with some carrion food,
buzzed into the room, he caught it, held it exultantly for a few moments
between his finger and thumb, and before I knew what he was going to do, put it
in his mouth and ate it.
I scolded him
for it, but he argued quietly that it was very good and very wholesome, that it
was life, strong life, and gave life to him. This gave me an idea, or the
rudiment of one. I must watch how he gets rid of his spiders.
He has evidently
some deep problem in his mind, for he keeps a little notebook in which he is
always jotting down something. Whole pages of it are filled with masses of
figures, generally single numbers added up in batches, and then the totals
added in batches again, as though he were focussing some account, as the
auditors put it.
8 July.--There
is a method in his madness, and the rudimentary idea in my mind is growing. It
will be a whole idea soon, and then, oh, unconscious cerebration, you will have
to give the wall to your conscious brother.
I kept away from
my friend for a few days, so that I might notice if there were any change.
Things remain as they were except that he has parted with some of his pets and
got a new one.
He has managed
to get a sparrow, and has already partially tamed it. His means of taming is
simple, for already the spiders have diminished. Those that do remain, however,
are well fed, for he still brings in the flies by tempting them with his food.
19 July--We are
progressing. My friend has now a whole colony of sparrows, and his flies and
spiders are almost obliterated. When I came in he ran to me and said he wanted
to ask me a great favour, a very, very great favour. And as he spoke, he fawned
on me like a dog.
I asked him what
it was, and he said, with a sort of rapture in his voice and bearing, "A
kitten, a nice, little, sleek playful kitten, that I can play with, and teach,
and feed, and feed, and feed!"
I was not
unprepared for this request, for I had noticed how his pets went on increasing
in size and vivacity, but I did not care that his pretty family of tame
sparrows should be wiped out in the same manner as the flies and spiders. So I
said I would see about it, and asked him if he would not rather have a cat than
a kitten.
His eagerness
betrayed him as he answered, "Oh, yes, I would like a cat! I only asked
for a kitten lest you should refuse me a cat. No one would refuse me a kitten,
would they?"
I shook my head,
and said that at present I feared it would not be possible, but that I would
see about it. His face fell, and I could see a warning of danger in it, for
there was a sudden fierce, sidelong look which meant killing. The man is an
undeveloped homicidal maniac. I shall test him with his present craving and see
how it will work out, then I shall know more.
10 pm.--I have
visited him again and found him sitting in a corner brooding. When I came in he
threw himself on his knees before me and implored me to let him have a cat,
that his salvation depended upon it.
I was firm,
however, and told him that he could not have it, whereupon he went without a
word, and sat down, gnawing his fingers, in the corner where I had found him. I
shall see him in the morning early.
20
July.--Visited Renfield very early, before attendant went his rounds. Found him
up and humming a tune. He was spreading out his sugar, which he had saved, in
the window, and was manifestly beginning his fly catching again, and beginning
it cheerfully and with a good grace.
I looked around
for his birds, and not seeing them, asked him where they were. He replied,
without turning round, that they had all flown away. There were a few feathers
about the room and on his pillow a drop of blood. I said nothing, but went and
told the keeper to report to me if there were anything odd about him during the
day.
11 am.--The
attendant has just been to see me to say that Renfield has been very sick and
has disgorged a whole lot of feathers. "My belief is, doctor," he
said, "that he has eaten his birds, and that he just took and ate them
raw!"
11 pm.--I gave
Renfield a strong opiate tonight, enough to make even him sleep, and took away
his pocketbook to look at it. The thought that has been buzzing about my brain
lately is complete, and the theory proved.
My homicidal
maniac is of a peculiar kind. I shall have to invent a new classification for
him, and call him a zoophagous (life-eating) maniac. What he desires is to
absorb as many lives as he can, and he has laid himself out to achieve it in a
cumulative way. He gave many flies to one spider and many spiders to one bird,
and then wanted a cat to eat the many birds. What would have been his later
steps?
It would almost
be worth while to complete the experiment. It might be done if there were only
a sufficient cause. Men sneered at vivisection, and yet look at its results
today! Why not advance science in its most difficult and vital aspect, the
knowledge of the brain?
Had I even the
secret of one such mind, did I hold the key to the fancy of even one lunatic, I
might advance my own branch of science to a pitch compared with which Burdon-Sanderson's
physiology or Ferrier's brain knowledge would be as nothing. If only there were
a sufficient cause! I must not think too much of this, or I may be tempted. A
good cause might turn the scale with me, for may not I too be of an exceptional
brain, congenitally?
How well the man
reasoned. Lunatics always do within their own scope. I wonder at how many lives
he values a man, or if at only one. He has closed the account most accurately,
and today begun a new record. How many of us begin a new record with each day
of our lives?
To me it seems
only yesterday that my whole life ended with my new hope, and that truly I
began a new record. So it shall be until the Great Recorder sums me up and
closes my ledger account with a balance to profit or loss.
Oh, Lucy, Lucy,
I cannot be angry with you, nor can I be angry with my friend whose happiness
is yours, but I must only wait on hopeless and work. Work! Work!
If I could have
as strong a cause as my poor mad friend there, a good, unselfish cause to make
me work, that would be indeed happiness.
MINA MURRAY'S
JOURNAL
26 July.--I am
anxious, and it soothes me to express myself here. It is like whispering to
one's self and listening at the same time. And there is also something about
the shorthand symbols that makes it different from writing. I am unhappy about
Lucy and about Jonathan. I had not heard from Jonathan for some time, and was
very concerned, but yesterday dear Mr. Hawkins, who is always so kind, sent me
a letter from him. I had written asking him if he had heard, and he said the
enclosed had just been received. It is only a line dated from Castle Dracula,
and says that he is just starting for home. That is not like Jonathan. I do not
understand it, and it makes me uneasy.
Then, too, Lucy,
although she is so well, has lately taken to her old habit of walking in her
sleep. Her mother has spoken to me about it, and we have decided that I am to
lock the door of our room every night.
Mrs. Westenra
has got an idea that sleep-walkers always go out on roofs of houses and along
the edges of cliffs and then get suddenly wakened and fall over with a
despairing cry that echoes all over the place.
Poor dear, she
is naturally anxious about Lucy, and she tells me that her husband, Lucy's
father, had the same habit, that he would get up in the night and dress himself
and go out, if he were not stopped.
Lucy is to be
married in the autumn, and she is already planning out her dresses and how her
house is to be arranged. I sympathise with her, for I do the same, only
Jonathan and I will start in life in a very simple way, and shall have to try
to make both ends meet.
Mr. Holmwood, he
is the Hon. Arthur Holmwood, only son of Lord Godalming, is coming up here very
shortly, as soon as he can leave town, for his father is not very well, and I
think dear Lucy is counting the moments till he comes.
She wants to
take him up in the seat on the churchyard cliff and show him the beauty of Whitby. I daresay it is
the waiting which disturbs her. She will be all right when he arrives.
27 July.--No
news from Jonathan. I am getting quite uneasy about him, though why I should I
do not know, but I do wish that he would write, if it were only a single line.
Lucy walks more
than ever, and each night I am awakened by her moving about the room. Fortunately,
the weather is so hot that she cannot get cold. But still, the anxiety and the
perpetually being awakened is beginning to tell on me, and I am getting nervous
and wakeful myself. Thank God, Lucy's health keeps up. Mr. Holmwood has been
suddenly called to Ring to see his father, who has been taken seriously ill.
Lucy frets at the postponement of seeing him, but it does not touch her looks.
She is a trifle stouter, and her cheeks are a lovely rose-pink. She has lost
the anemic look which she had. I pray it will all last.
3
August.--Another week gone by, and no news from Jonathan, not even to Mr.
Hawkins, from whom I have heard. Oh, I do hope he is not ill. He surely would
have written. I look at that last letter of his, but somehow it does not
satisfy me. It does not read like him, and yet it is his writing. There is no
mistake of that.
Lucy has not
walked much in her sleep the last week, but there is an odd concentration about
her which I do not understand, even in her sleep she seems to be watching me. She
tries the door, and finding it locked, goes about the room searching for the
key.
6
August.--Another three days, and no news. This suspense is getting dreadful. If
I only knew where to write to or where to go to, I should feel easier. But no
one has heard a word of Jonathan since that last letter. I must only pray to
God for patience.
Lucy is more
excitable than ever, but is otherwise well. Last night was very threatening,
and the fishermen say that we are in for a storm. I must try to watch it and
learn the weather signs.
Today is a gray
day, and the sun as I write is hidden in thick clouds, high over Kettleness.
Everything is gray except the green grass, which seems like emerald amongst it,
gray earthy rock, gray clouds, tinged with the sunburst at the far edge, hang
over the gray sea, into which the sandpoints stretch like gray figures. The sea
is tumbling in over the shallows and the sandy flats with a roar, muffled in
the sea-mists drifting inland. The horizon is lost in a gray mist. All
vastness, the clouds are piled up like giant rocks, and there is a 'brool' over
the sea that sounds like some passage of doom. Dark figures are on the beach
here and there, sometimes half shrouded in the mist, and seem 'men like trees
walking'. The fishing boats are racing for home, and rise and dip in the ground
swell as they sweep into the harbour, bending to the scuppers. Here comes old
Mr. Swales. He is making straight for me, and I can see, by the way he lifts
his hat, that he wants to talk.
I have been
quite touched by the change in the poor old man. When he sat down beside me, he
said in a very gentle way, "I want to say something to you, miss."
I could see he
was not at ease, so I took his poor old wrinkled hand in mine and asked him to
speak fully.
So he said, leaving
his hand in mine, "I'm afraid, my deary, that I must have shocked you by
all the wicked things I've been sayin' about the dead, and such like, for weeks
past, but I didn't mean them, and I want ye to remember that when I'm gone. We
aud folks that be daffled, and with one foot abaft the krok-hooal, don't
altogether like to think of it, and we don't want to feel scart of it, and
that's why I've took to makin' light of it, so that I'd cheer up my own heart a
bit. But, Lord love ye, miss, I ain't afraid of dyin', not a bit, only I don't
want to die if I can help it. My time must be nigh at hand now, for I be aud,
and a hundred years is too much for any man to expect. And I'm so nigh it that
the Aud Man is already whettin' his scythe. Ye see, I can't get out o' the
habit of caffin' about it all at once. The chafts will wag as they be used to.
Some day soon the Angel of Death will sound his trumpet for me. But don't ye
dooal an' greet, my deary!"--for he saw that I was crying--"if he
should come this very night I'd not refuse to answer his call. For life be,
after all, only a waitin' for somethin' else than what we're doin', and death
be all that we can rightly depend on. But I'm content, for it's comin' to me,
my deary, and comin' quick. It may be comin' while we be lookin' and wonderin'.
Maybe it's in that wind out over the sea that's bringin' with it loss and
wreck, and sore distress, and sad hearts. Look! Look!" he cried suddenly.
"There's something in that wind and in the hoast beyont that sounds, and
looks, and tastes, and smells like death. It's in the air. I feel it comin'.
Lord, make me answer cheerful, when my call comes!" He held up his arms
devoutly, and raised his hat. His mouth moved as though he were praying. After
a few minutes' silence, he got up, shook hands with me, and blessed me, and
said goodbye, and hobbled off. It all touched me, and upset me very much.
I was glad when
the coastguard came along, with his spyglass under his arm. He stopped to talk
with me, as he always does, but all the time kept looking at a strange ship.
"I can't
make her out," he said. "She's a Russian, by the look of her. But
she's knocking about in the queerest way. She doesn't know her mind a bit. She
seems to see the storm coming, but can't decide whether to run up north in the
open, or to put in here. Look there again! She is steered mighty strangely, for
she doesn't mind the hand on the wheel, changes about with every puff of wind.
We'll hear more of her before this time tomorrow."
(PASTED IN MINA
MURRAY'S JOURNAL)
From a
correspondent.
Whitby.
One of the
greatest and suddenest storms on record has just been experienced here, with
results both strange and unique. The weather had been somewhat sultry, but not
to any degree uncommon in the month of August. Saturday evening was as fine as
was ever known, and the great body of holiday-makers laid out yesterday for
visits to Mulgrave Woods, Robin Hood's Bay, Rig Mill, Runswick, Staithes, and
the various trips in the neighborhood of Whitby. The steamers Emma and
Scarborough made trips up and down the coast, and there was an unusual amount
of 'tripping' both to and from Whitby.
The day was unusually fine till the afternoon, when some of the gossips who
frequent the East Cliff churchyard, and from the commanding eminence watch the
wide sweep of sea visible to the north and east, called attention to a sudden
show of 'mares tails' high in the sky to the northwest. The wind was then
blowing from the south-west in the mild degree which in barometrical language
is ranked 'No. 2, light breeze.'
The coastguard
on duty at once made report, and one old fisherman, who for more than half a
century has kept watch on weather signs from the East Cliff, foretold in an
emphatic manner the coming of a sudden storm. The approach of sunset was so
very beautiful, so grand in its masses of splendidly coloured clouds, that
there was quite an assemblage on the walk along the cliff in the old churchyard
to enjoy the beauty. Before the sun dipped below the black mass of Kettleness,
standing boldly athwart the western sky, its downward way was marked by myriad
clouds of every sunset colour, flame, purple, pink, green, violet, and all the
tints of gold, with here and there masses not large, but of seemingly absolute
blackness, in all sorts of shapes, as well outlined as colossal silhouettes.
The experience was not lost on the painters, and doubtless some of the sketches
of the 'Prelude to the Great Storm' will grace the R. A and R. I. walls in May
next.
More than one
captain made up his mind then and there that his 'cobble' or his 'mule', as
they term the different classes of boats, would remain in the harbour till the
storm had passed. The wind fell away entirely during the evening, and at
midnight there was a dead calm, a sultry heat, and that prevailing intensity
which, on the approach of thunder, affects persons of a sensitive nature.
There were but
few lights in sight at sea, for even the coasting steamers, which usually hug
the shore so closely, kept well to seaward, and but few fishing boats were in
sight. The only sail noticeable was a foreign schooner with all sails set,
which was seemingly going westwards. The foolhardiness or ignorance of her
officers was a prolific theme for comment whilst she remained in sight, and
efforts were made to signal her to reduce sail in the face of her danger.
Before the night shut down she was seen with sails idly flapping as she gently
rolled on the undulating swell of the sea.
"As idle as
a painted ship upon a painted ocean."
Shortly before
ten o'clock the stillness of the air grew quite oppressive, and the silence was
so marked that the bleating of a sheep inland or the barking of a dog in the
town was distinctly heard, and the band on the pier, with its lively French air,
was like a dischord in the great harmony of nature's silence. A little after
midnight came a strange sound from over the sea, and high overhead the air
began to carry a strange, faint, hollow booming.
Then without
warning the tempest broke. With a rapidity which, at the time, seemed
incredible, and even afterwards is impossible to realize, the whole aspect of
nature at once became convulsed. The waves rose in growing fury, each
over-topping its fellow, till in a very few minutes the lately glassy sea was
like a roaring and devouring monster. White-crested waves beat madly on the
level sands and rushed up the shelving cliffs. Others broke over the piers, and
with their spume swept the lanthorns of the lighthouses which rise from the end
of either pier of Whitby
Harbour.
The wind roared
like thunder, and blew with such force that it was with difficulty that even
strong men kept their feet, or clung with grim clasp to the iron stanchions. It
was found necessary to clear the entire pier from the mass of onlookers, or
else the fatalities of the night would have increased manifold. To add to the
difficulties and dangers of the time, masses of sea-fog came drifting inland.
White, wet clouds, which swept by in ghostly fashion, so dank and damp and cold
that it needed but little effort of imagination to think that the spirits of
those lost at sea were touching their living brethren with the clammy hands of
death, and many a one shuddered as the wreaths of sea-mist swept by.
At times the
mist cleared, and the sea for some distance could be seen in the glare of the
lightning, which came thick and fast, followed by such peals of thunder that
the whole sky overhead seemed trembling under the shock of the footsteps of the
storm.
Some of the
scenes thus revealed were of immeasurable grandeur and of absorbing interest.
The sea, running mountains high, threw skywards with each wave mighty masses of
white foam, which the tempest seemed to snatch at and whirl away into space.
Here and there a fishing boat, with a rag of sail, running madly for shelter
before the blast, now and again the white wings of a storm-tossed seabird. On
the summit of the East Cliff the new searchlight was ready for experiment, but
had not yet been tried. The officers in charge of it got it into working order,
and in the pauses of onrushing mist swept with it the surface of the sea. Once
or twice its service was most effective, as when a fishing boat, with gunwale
under water, rushed into the harbour, able, by the guidance of the sheltering
light, to avoid the danger of dashing against the piers. As each boat achieved
the safety of the port there was a shout of joy from the mass of people on the
shore, a shout which for a moment seemed to cleave the gale and was then swept
away in its rush.
Before long the
searchlight discovered some distance away a schooner with all sails set,
apparently the same vessel which had been noticed earlier in the evening. The
wind had by this time backed to the east, and there was a shudder amongst the
watchers on the cliff as they realized the terrible danger in which she now
was.
Between her and
the port lay the great flat reef on which so many good ships have from time to
time suffered, and, with the wind blowing from its present quarter, it would be
quite impossible that she should fetch the entrance of the harbour.
It was now
nearly the hour of high tide, but the waves were so great that in their troughs
the shallows of the shore were almost visible, and the schooner, with all sails
set, was rushing with such speed that, in the words of one old salt, "she
must fetch up somewhere, if it was only in hell". Then came another rush
of sea-fog, greater than any hitherto, a mass of dank mist, which seemed to
close on all things like a gray pall, and left available to men only the organ
of hearing, for the roar of the tempest, and the crash of the thunder, and the
booming of the mighty billows came through the damp oblivion even louder than
before. The rays of the searchlight were kept fixed on the harbour mouth across
the East Pier, where the shock was expected, and men waited breathless.
The wind
suddenly shifted to the northeast, and the remnant of the sea fog melted in the
blast. And then, mirabile dictu, between the piers, leaping from wave to wave
as it rushed at headlong speed, swept the strange schooner before the blast,
with all sail set, and gained the safety of the harbour. The searchlight
followed her, and a shudder ran through all who saw her, for lashed to the helm
was a corpse, with drooping head, which swung horribly to and fro at each
motion of the ship. No other form could be seen on the deck at all.
A great awe came
on all as they realised that the ship, as if by a miracle, had found the
harbour, unsteered save by the hand of a dead man! However, all took place more
quickly than it takes to write these words. The schooner paused not, but
rushing across the harbour, pitched herself on that accumulation of sand and
gravel washed by many tides and many storms into the southeast corner of the
pier jutting under the East Cliff, known locally as Tate Hill Pier.
There was of
course a considerable concussion as the vessel drove up on the sand heap. Every
spar, rope, and stay was strained, and some of the 'top-hammer' came crashing
down. But, strangest of all, the very instant the shore was touched, an immense
dog sprang up on deck from below, as if shot up by the concussion, and running
forward, jumped from the bow on the sand.
Making straight
for the steep cliff, where the churchyard hangs over the laneway to the East
Pier so steeply that some of the flat tombstones, thruffsteans or
through-stones, as they call them in Whitby vernacular, actually project over
where the sustaining cliff has fallen away, it disappeared in the darkness,
which seemed intensified just beyond the focus of the searchlight.
It so happened
that there was no one at the moment on Tate Hill Pier, as all those whose
houses are in close proximity were either in bed or were out on the heights
above. Thus the coastguard on duty on the eastern side of the harbour, who at
once ran down to the little pier, was the first to climb aboard. The men
working the searchlight, after scouring the entrance of the harbour without
seeing anything, then turned the light on the derelict and kept it there. The
coastguard ran aft, and when he came beside the wheel, bent over to examine it,
and recoiled at once as though under some sudden emotion. This seemed to pique
general curiosity, and quite a number of people began to run.
It is a good way
round from the West Cliff by the Draw-bridge to Tate Hill Pier, but your
correspondent is a fairly good runner, and came well ahead of the crowd. When I
arrived, however, I found already assembled on the pier a crowd, whom the
coastguard and police refused to allow to come on board. By the courtesy of the
chief boatman, I was, as your correspondent, permitted to climb on deck, and
was one of a small group who saw the dead seaman whilst actually lashed to the
wheel.
It was no wonder
that the coastguard was surprised, or even awed, for not often can such a sight
have been seen. The man was simply fastened by his hands, tied one over the
other, to a spoke of the wheel. Between the inner hand and the wood was a
crucifix, the set of beads on which it was fastened being around both wrists
and wheel, and all kept fast by the binding cords. The poor fellow may have
been seated at one time, but the flapping and buffeting of the sails had worked
through the rudder of the wheel and had dragged him to and fro, so that the
cords with which he was tied had cut the flesh to the bone.
Accurate note
was made of the state of things, and a doctor, Surgeon J. M. Caffyn, of 33,
East Elliot Place, who came immediately after me, declared, after making
examination, that the man must have been dead for quite two days.
In his pocket
was a bottle, carefully corked, empty save for a little roll of paper, which
proved to be the addendum to the log.
The coastguard
said the man must have tied up his own hands, fastening the knots with his
teeth. The fact that a coastguard was the first on board may save some
complications later on, in the Admiralty
Court, for coastguards cannot claim the salvage
which is the right of the first civilian entering on a derelict. Already,
however, the legal tongues are wagging, and one young law student is loudly
asserting that the rights of the owner are already completely sacrificed, his
property being held in contravention of the statues of mortmain, since the
tiller, as emblemship, if not proof, of delegated possession, is held in a dead
hand.
It is needless
to say that the dead steersman has been reverently removed from the place where
he held his honourable watch and ward till death, a steadfastness as noble as
that of the young Casabianca, and placed in the mortuary to await inquest.
Already the sudden
storm is passing, and its fierceness is abating. Crowds are scattering
backward, and the sky is beginning to redden over the Yorkshire
wolds.
I shall send, in
time for your next issue, further details of the derelict ship which found her
way so miraculously into harbour in the storm.
9 August.--The
sequel to the strange arrival of the derelict in the storm last night is almost
more startling than the thing itself. It turns out that the schooner is Russian
from Varna, and
is called the Demeter. She is almost entirely in ballast of silver sand, with
only a small amount of cargo, a number of great wooden boxes filled with mould.
This cargo was
consigned to a Whitby
solicitor, Mr. S.F. Billington, of 7, The Crescent, who this morning went
aboard and took formal possession of the goods consigned to him.
The Russian
consul, too, acting for the charter-party, took formal possession of the ship,
and paid all harbour dues, etc.
Nothing is
talked about here today except the strange coincidence. The officials of the
Board of Trade have been most exacting in seeing that every compliance has been
made with existing regulations. As the matter is to be a 'nine days wonder',
they are evidently determined that there shall be no cause of other complaint.
A good deal of
interest was abroad concerning the dog which landed when the ship struck, and
more than a few of the members of the S.P.C.A., which is very strong in Whitby, have tried to
befriend the animal. To the general disappointment, however, it was not to be
found. It seems to have disappeared entirely from the town. It may be that it
was frightened and made its way on to the moors, where it is still hiding in
terror.
There are some
who look with dread on such a possibility, lest later on it should in itself
become a danger, for it is evidently a fierce brute. Early this morning a large
dog, a half-bred mastiff belonging to a coal merchant close to Tate Hill Pier,
was found dead in the roadway opposite its master's yard. It had been fighting,
and manifestly had had a savage opponent, for its throat was torn away, and its
belly was slit open as if with a savage claw.
Later.--By the
kindness of the Board of Trade inspector, I have been permitted to look over
the log book of the Demeter, which was in order up to within three days, but
contained nothing of special interest except as to facts of missing men. The
greatest interest, however, is with regard to the paper found in the bottle,
which was today produced at the inquest. And a more strange narrative than the
two between them unfold it has not been my lot to come across.
As there is no
motive for concealment, I am permitted to use them, and accordingly send you a
transcript, simply omitting technical details of seamanship and supercargo. It
almost seems as though the captain had been seized with some kind of mania
before he had got well into blue water, and that this had developed
persistently throughout the voyage. Of course my statement must be taken cum
grano, since I am writing from the dictation of a clerk of the Russian consul,
who kindly translated for me, time being short.
LOG OF THE
"DEMETER" Varna to Whitby
Written 18 July,
things so strange happening, that I shall keep accurate note henceforth till we
land.
On 6 July we
finished taking in cargo, silver sand and boxes of earth. At noon set sail.
East wind, fresh. Crew, five hands… two mates, cook, and myself, (captain).
On 11 July at
dawn entered Bosphorus. Boarded by Turkish Customs officers. Backsheesh. All
correct. Under way at 4 p.m.
On 12 July
through Dardanelles. More Customs officers and
flagboat of guarding squadron. Backsheesh again. Work of officers thorough, but
quick. Want us off soon. At dark passed into Archipelago.
On 13 July
passed Cape Matapan. Crew dissatisfied about
something. Seemed scared, but would not speak out.
On 14 July was
somewhat anxious about crew. Men all steady fellows, who sailed with me before.
Mate could not make out what was wrong. They only told him there was SOMETHING,
and crossed themselves. Mate lost temper with one of them that day and struck
him. Expected fierce quarrel, but all was quiet.
On 16 July mate
reported in the morning that one of the crew, Petrofsky, was missing. Could not
account for it. Took larboard watch eight bells last night, was relieved by
Amramoff, but did not go to bunk. Men more downcast than ever. All said they
expected something of the kind, but would not say more than there was SOMETHING
aboard. Mate getting very impatient with them. Feared some trouble ahead.
On 17 July,
yesterday, one of the men, Olgaren, came to my cabin, and in an awestruck way
confided to me that he thought there was a strange man aboard the ship. He said
that in his watch he had been sheltering behind the deckhouse, as there was a
rain storm, when he saw a tall, thin man, who was not like any of the crew,
come up the companionway, and go along the deck forward and disappear. He
followed cautiously, but when he got to bows found no one, and the hatchways
were all closed. He was in a panic of superstitious fear, and I am afraid the panic
may spread. To allay it, I shall today search the entire ship carefully from
stem to stern.
Later in the day
I got together the whole crew, and told them, as they evidently thought there
was some one in the ship, we would search from stem to stern. First mate angry,
said it was folly, and to yield to such foolish ideas would demoralise the men,
said he would engage to keep them out of trouble with the handspike. I let him
take the helm, while the rest began a thorough search, all keeping abreast, with
lanterns. We left no corner unsearched. As there were only the big wooden
boxes, there were no odd corners where a man could hide. Men much relieved when
search over, and went back to work cheerfully. First mate scowled, but said
nothing.
22 July.--Rough
weather last three days, and all hands busy with sails, no time to be
frightened. Men seem to have forgotten their dread. Mate cheerful again, and
all on good terms. Praised men for work in bad weather. Passed Gibraltar and out through Straits. All well.
24 July.--There
seems some doom over this ship. Already a hand short, and entering the Bay of Biscay with wild weather ahead, and yet last night
another man lost, disappeared. Like the first, he came off his watch and was
not seen again. Men all in a panic of fear, sent a round robin, asking to have
double watch, as they fear to be alone. Mate angry. Fear there will be some
trouble, as either he or the men will do some violence.
28 July.--Four
days in hell, knocking about in a sort of maelstrom, and the wind a tempest. No
sleep for any one. Men all worn out. Hardly know how to set a watch, since no
one fit to go on. Second mate volunteered to steer and watch, and let men
snatch a few hours sleep. Wind abating, seas still terrific, but feel them
less, as ship is steadier.
29
July.--Another tragedy. Had single watch tonight, as crew too tired to double.
When morning watch came on deck could find no one except steersman. Raised
outcry, and all came on deck. Thorough search, but no one found. Are now
without second mate, and crew in a panic. Mate and I agreed to go armed
henceforth and wait for any sign of cause.
30 July.--Last
night. Rejoiced we are nearing England.
Weather fine, all sails set. Retired worn out, slept soundly, awakened by mate
telling me that both man of watch and steersman missing. Only self and mate and
two hands left to work ship.
1 August.--Two
days of fog, and not a sail sighted. Had hoped when in the English
Channel to be able to signal for help or get in somewhere. Not
having power to work sails, have to run before wind. Dare not lower, as could
not raise them again. We seem to be drifting to some terrible doom. Mate now
more demoralised than either of men. His stronger nature seems to have worked
inwardly against himself. Men are beyond fear, working stolidly and patiently,
with minds made up to worst. They are Russian, he Roumanian.
2 August,
midnight.--Woke up from few minutes sleep by hearing a cry, seemingly outside
my port. Could see nothing in fog. Rushed on deck, and ran against mate. Tells
me he heard cry and ran, but no sign of man on watch. One more gone. Lord, help
us! Mate says we must be past Straits of Dover, as in a moment of fog lifting
he saw North Foreland, just as he heard the man cry out. If so we are now off
in the North Sea, and only God can guide us in
the fog, which seems to move with us, and God seems to have deserted us.
3 August.--At
midnight I went to relieve the man at the wheel and when I got to it found no
one there. The wind was steady, and as we ran before it there was no yawing. I
dared not leave it, so shouted for the mate. After a few seconds, he rushed up
on deck in his flannels. He looked wild-eyed and haggard, and I greatly fear
his reason has given way. He came close to me and whispered hoarsely, with his
mouth to my ear, as though fearing the very air might hear. "It is here. I
know it now. On the watch last night I saw It, like a man, tall and thin, and
ghastly pale. It was in the bows, and looking out. I crept behind It, and gave
it my knife, but the knife went through It, empty as the air." And as he
spoke he took the knife and drove it savagely into space. Then he went on,
"But It is here, and I'll find It. It is in the hold, perhaps in one of
those boxes. I'll unscrew them one by one and see. You work the helm." And
with a warning look and his finger on his lip, he went below. There was
springing up a choppy wind, and I could not leave the helm. I saw him come out
on deck again with a tool chest and lantern, and go down the forward hatchway.
He is mad, stark, raving mad, and it's no use my trying to stop him. He can't
hurt those big boxes, they are invoiced as clay, and to pull them about is as
harmless a thing as he can do. So here I stay and mind the helm, and write
these notes. I can only trust in God and wait till the fog clears. Then, if I
can't steer to any harbour with the wind that is, I shall cut down sails, and
lie by, and signal for help…
It is nearly all
over now. Just as I was beginning to hope that the mate would come out calmer,
for I heard him knocking away at something in the hold, and work is good for
him, there came up the hatchway a sudden, startled scream, which made my blood
run cold, and up on the deck he came as if shot from a gun, a raging madman,
with his eyes rolling and his face convulsed with fear. "Save me! Save
me!" he cried, and then looked round on the blanket of fog. His horror
turned to despair, and in a steady voice he said, "You had better come
too, captain, before it is too late. He is there! I know the secret now. The sea
will save me from Him, and it is all that is left!" Before I could say a
word, or move forward to seize him, he sprang on the bulwark and deliberately
threw himself into the sea. I suppose I know the secret too, now. It was this
madman who had got rid of the men one by one, and now he has followed them
himself. God help me! How am I to account for all these horrors when I get to
port? When I get to port! Will that ever be?
4 August.--Still
fog, which the sunrise cannot pierce, I know there is sunrise because I am a
sailor, why else I know not. I dared not go below, I dared not leave the helm,
so here all night I stayed, and in the dimness of the night I saw it, Him! God,
forgive me, but the mate was right to jump overboard. It was better to die like
a man. To die like a sailor in blue water, no man can object. But I am captain,
and I must not leave my ship. But I shall baffle this fiend or monster, for I
shall tie my hands to the wheel when my strength begins to fail, and along with
them I shall tie that which He, It, dare not touch. And then, come good wind or
foul, I shall save my soul, and my honour as a captain. I am growing weaker,
and the night is coming on. If He can look me in the face again, I may not have
time to act. . . If we are wrecked, mayhap this bottle may be found, and those
who find it may understand. If not… well, then all men shall know that I have
been true to my trust. God and the Blessed Virgin and the Saints help a poor
ignorant soul trying to do his duty…
Of course the
verdict was an open one. There is no evidence to adduce, and whether or not the
man himself committed the murders there is now none to say. The folk here hold
almost universally that the captain is simply a hero, and he is to be given a
public funeral. Already it is arranged that his body is to be taken with a
train of boats up the Esk for a piece and then brought back to Tate Hill Pier
and up the abbey steps, for he is to be buried in the churchyard on the cliff.
The owners of more than a hundred boats have already given in their names as
wishing to follow him to the grave.
No trace has
ever been found of the great dog, at which there is much mourning, for, with
public opinion in its present state, he would, I believe, be adopted by the
town. Tomorrow will see the funeral, and so will end this one more 'mystery of
the sea'.
MINA MURRAY'S
JOURNAL
8 August.--Lucy
was very restless all night, and I too, could not sleep. The storm was fearful,
and as it boomed loudly among the chimney pots, it made me shudder. When a
sharp puff came it seemed to be like a distant gun. Strangely enough, Lucy did
not wake, but she got up twice and dressed herself. Fortunately, each time I
awoke in time and managed to undress her without waking her, and got her back
to bed. It is a very strange thing, this sleep-walking, for as soon as her will
is thwarted in any physical way, her intention, if there be any, disappears,
and she yields herself almost exactly to the routine of her life.
Early in the
morning we both got up and went down to the harbour to see if anything had
happened in the night. There were very few people about, and though the sun was
bright, and the air clear and fresh, the big, grim-looking waves, that seemed
dark themselves because the foam that topped them was like snow, forced themselves
in through the mouth of the harbour, like a bullying man going through a crowd.
Somehow I felt glad that Jonathan was not on the sea last night, but on land.
But, oh, is he on land or sea? Where is he, and how? I am getting fearfully
anxious about him. If I only knew what to do, and could do anything!
10 August.--The
funeral of the poor sea captain today was most touching. Every boat in the
harbour seemed to be there, and the coffin was carried by captains all the way
from Tate Hill Pier up to the churchyard. Lucy came with me, and we went early
to our old seat, whilst the cortege of boats went up the river to the Viaduct
and came down again. We had a lovely view, and saw the procession nearly all
the way. The poor fellow was laid to rest near our seat so that we stood on it,
when the time came and saw everything.
Poor Lucy seemed
much upset. She was restless and uneasy all the time, and I cannot but think
that her dreaming at night is telling on her. She is quite odd in one thing.
She will not admit to me that there is any cause for restlessness, or if there
be, she does not understand it herself.
There is an
additional cause in that poor Mr. Swales was found dead this morning on our
seat, his neck being broken. He had evidently, as the doctor said, fallen back
in the seat in some sort of fright, for there was a look of fear and horror on
his face that the men said made them shudder. Poor dear old man!
Lucy is so sweet
and sensitive that she feels influences more acutely than other people do. Just
now she was quite upset by a little thing which I did not much heed, though I
am myself very fond of animals.
One of the men
who came up here often to look for the boats was followed by his dog. The dog
is always with him. They are both quiet persons, and I never saw the man angry,
nor heard the dog bark. During the service the dog would not come to its
master, who was on the seat with us, but kept a few yards off, barking and
howling. Its master spoke to it gently, and then harshly, and then angrily. But
it would neither come nor cease to make a noise. It was in a fury, with its
eyes savage, and all its hair bristling out like a cat's tail when puss is on
the war path.
Finally the man
too got angry, and jumped down and kicked the dog, and then took it by the
scruff of the neck and half dragged and half threw it on the tombstone on which
the seat is fixed. The moment it touched the stone the poor thing began to
tremble. It did not try to get away, but crouched down, quivering and cowering,
and was in such a pitiable state of terror that I tried, though without effect,
to comfort it.
Lucy was full of
pity, too, but she did not attempt to touch the dog, but looked at it in an
agonised sort of way. I greatly fear that she is of too super sensitive a
nature to go through the world without trouble. She will be dreaming of this
tonight, I am sure. The whole agglomeration of things, the ship steered into
port by a dead man, his attitude, tied to the wheel with a crucifix and beads,
the touching funeral, the dog, now furious and now in terror, will all afford
material for her dreams.
I think it will
be best for her to go to bed tired out physically, so I shall take her for a
long walk by the cliffs to Robin Hood's Bay and back. She ought not to have
much inclination for sleep-walking then.
Same day, 11
o'clock P.M.--Oh, but I am tired! If it were not that I had made my diary a
duty I should not open it tonight. We had a lovely walk. Lucy, after a while,
was in gay spirits, owing, I think, to some dear cows who came nosing towards
us in a field close to the lighthouse, and frightened the wits out of us. I
believe we forgot everything, except of course, personal fear, and it seemed to
wipe the slate clean and give us a fresh start. We had a capital 'severe tea'
at Robin Hood's Bay in a sweet little old-fashioned inn, with a bow window
right over the seaweed-covered rocks of the strand. I believe we should have
shocked the 'New Woman' with our appetites. Men are more tolerant, bless them!
Then we walked home with some, or rather many, stoppages to rest, and with our
hearts full of a constant dread of wild bulls.
Lucy was really
tired, and we intended to creep off to bed as soon as we could. The young
curate came in, however, and Mrs. Westenra asked him to stay for supper. Lucy
and I had both a fight for it with the dusty miller. I know it was a hard fight
on my part, and I am quite heroic. I think that some day the bishops must get
together and see about breeding up a new class of curates, who don't take
supper, no matter how hard they may be pressed to, and who will know when girls
are tired.
Lucy is asleep
and breathing softly. She has more colour in her cheeks than usual, and looks,
oh so sweet. If Mr. Holmwood fell in love with her seeing her only in the
drawing room, I wonder what he would say if he saw her now. Some of the 'New
Women' writers will some day start an idea that men and women should be allowed
to see each other asleep before proposing or accepting. But I suppose the 'New
Woman' won't condescend in future to accept. She will do the proposing herself.
And a nice job she will make of it too! There's some consolation in that. I am
so happy tonight, because dear Lucy seems better. I really believe she has
turned the corner, and that we are over her troubles with dreaming. I should be
quite happy if I only knew if Jonathan… God bless and keep him.
11
August.--Diary again. No sleep now, so I may as well write. I am too agitated
to sleep. We have had such an adventure, such an agonizing experience. I fell
asleep as soon as I had closed my diary. . . . Suddenly I became broad awake,
and sat up, with a horrible sense of fear upon me, and of some feeling of
emptiness around me. The room was dark, so I could not see Lucy's bed. I stole
across and felt for her. The bed was empty. I lit a match and found that she
was not in the room. The door was shut, but not locked, as I had left it. I
feared to wake her mother, who has been more than usually ill lately, so threw
on some clothes and got ready to look for her. As I was leaving the room it
struck me that the clothes she wore might give me some clue to her dreaming
intention. Dressing-gown would mean house, dress outside. Dressing-gown and
dress were both in their places. "Thank God," I said to myself,
"she cannot be far, as she is only in her nightdress."
I ran downstairs
and looked in the sitting room. Not there! Then I looked in all the other rooms
of the house, with an ever-growing fear chilling my heart. Finally, I came to
the hall door and found it open. It was not wide open, but the catch of the
lock had not caught. The people of the house are careful to lock the door every
night, so I feared that Lucy must have gone out as she was. There was no time
to think of what might happen. A vague over-mastering fear obscured all
details.
I took a big,
heavy shawl and ran out. The clock was striking one as I was in the Crescent,
and there was not a soul in sight. I ran along the North Terrace, but could see
no sign of the white figure which I expected. At the edge of the West Cliff
above the pier I looked across the harbour to the East Cliff, in the hope or
fear, I don't know which, of seeing Lucy in our favourite seat.
There was a
bright full moon, with heavy black, driving clouds, which threw the whole scene
into a fleeting diorama of light and shade as they sailed across. For a moment
or two I could see nothing, as the shadow of a cloud obscured St. Mary's Church
and all around it. Then as the cloud passed I could see the ruins of the abbey
coming into view, and as the edge of a narrow band of light as sharp as a
sword-cut moved along, the church and churchyard became gradually visible.
Whatever my expectation was, it was not disappointed, for there, on our
favourite seat, the silver light of the moon struck a half-reclining figure,
snowy white. The coming of the cloud was too quick for me to see much, for
shadow shut down on light almost immediately, but it seemed to me as though
something dark stood behind the seat where the white figure shone, and bent
over it. What it was, whether man or beast, I could not tell.
I did not wait
to catch another glance, but flew down the steep steps to the pier and along by
the fish-market to the bridge, which was the only way to reach the East Cliff.
The town seemed as dead, for not a soul did I see. I rejoiced that it was so,
for I wanted no witness of poor Lucy's condition. The time and distance seemed
endless, and my knees trembled and my breath came laboured as I toiled up the
endless steps to the abbey. I must have gone fast, and yet it seemed to me as
if my feet were weighted with lead, and as though every joint in my body were
rusty.
When I got
almost to the top I could see the seat and the white figure, for I was now
close enough to distinguish it even through the spells of shadow. There was
undoubtedly something, long and black, bending over the half-reclining white
figure. I called in fright, "Lucy! Lucy!" and something raised a
head, and from where I was I could see a white face and red, gleaming eyes.
Lucy did not
answer, and I ran on to the entrance of the churchyard. As I entered, the
church was between me and the seat, and for a minute or so I lost sight of her.
When I came in view again the cloud had passed, and the moonlight struck so
brilliantly that I could see Lucy half reclining with her head lying over the
back of the seat. She was quite alone, and there was not a sign of any living
thing about.
When I bent over
her I could see that she was still asleep. Her lips were parted, and she was
breathing, not softly as usual with her, but in long, heavy gasps, as though
striving to get her lungs full at every breath. As I came close, she put up her
hand in her sleep and pulled the collar of her nightdress close around her, as
though she felt the cold. I flung the warm shawl over her, and drew the edges
tight around her neck, for I dreaded lest she should get some deadly chill from
the night air, unclad as she was. I feared to wake her all at once, so, in
order to have my hands free to help her, I fastened the shawl at her throat
with a big safety pin. But I must have been clumsy in my anxiety and pinched or
pricked her with it, for by-and-by, when her breathing became quieter, she put
her hand to her throat again and moaned. When I had her carefully wrapped up I put
my shoes on her feet, and then began very gently to wake her.
At first she did
not respond, but gradually she became more and more uneasy in her sleep,
moaning and sighing occasionally. At last, as time was passing fast, and for
many other reasons, I wished to get her home at once, I shook her forcibly,
till finally she opened her eyes and awoke. She did not seem surprised to see
me, as, of course, she did not realize all at once where she was.
Lucy always
wakes prettily, and even at such a time, when her body must have been chilled
with cold, and her mind somewhat appalled at waking unclad in a churchyard at
night, she did not lose her grace. She trembled a little, and clung to me. When
I told her to come at once with me home, she rose without a word, with the
obedience of a child. As we passed along, the gravel hurt my feet, and Lucy
noticed me wince. She stopped and wanted to insist upon my taking my shoes, but
I would not. However, when we got to the pathway outside the chruchyard, where
there was a puddle of water, remaining from the storm, I daubed my feet with
mud, using each foot in turn on the other, so that as we went home, no one, in
case we should meet any one, should notice my bare feet.
Fortune favoured
us, and we got home without meeting a soul. Once we saw a man, who seemed not
quite sober, passing along a street in front of us. But we hid in a door till
he had disappeared up an opening such as there are here, steep little closes,
or 'wynds', as they call them in Scotland. My heart beat so loud all
the time sometimes I thought I should faint. I was filled with anxiety about
Lucy, not only for her health, lest she should suffer from the exposure, but
for her reputation in case the story should get wind. When we got in, and had
washed our feet, and had said a prayer of thankfulness together, I tucked her
into bed. Before falling asleep she asked, even implored, me not to say a word
to any one, even her mother, about her sleep-walking adventure.
I hesitated at
first, to promise, but on thinking of the state of her mother's health, and how
the knowledge of such a thing would fret her, and think too, of how such a
story might become distorted, nay, infallibly would, in case it should leak
out, I thought it wiser to do so. I hope I did right. I have locked the door,
and the key is tied to my wrist, so perhaps I shall not be again disturbed.
Lucy is sleeping soundly. The reflex of the dawn is high and far over the sea…
Same day,
noon.--All goes well. Lucy slept till I woke her and seemed not to have even
changed her side. The adventure of the night does not seem to have harmed her,
on the contrary, it has benefited her, for she looks better this morning than
she has done for weeks. I was sorry to notice that my clumsiness with the
safety-pin hurt her. Indeed, it might have been serious, for the skin of her
throat was pierced. I must have pinched up a piece of loose skin and have
transfixed it, for there are two little red points like pin-pricks, and on the
band of her nightdress was a drop of blood. When I apologised and was concerned
about it, she laughed and petted me, and said she did not even feel it.
Fortunately it cannot leave a scar, as it is so tiny.
Same day,
night.--We passed a happy day. The air was clear, and the sun bright, and there
was a cool breeze. We took our lunch to Mulgrave Woods, Mrs. Westenra driving
by the road and Lucy and I walking by the cliff-path and joining her at the
gate. I felt a little sad myself, for I could not but feel how absolutely happy
it would have been had Jonathan been with me. But there! I must only be
patient. In the evening we strolled in the Casino Terrace, and heard some good
music by Spohr and Mackenzie, and went to bed early. Lucy seems more restful
than she has been for some time, and fell asleep at once. I shall lock the door
and secure the key the same as before, though I do not expect any trouble
tonight.
12 August.--My
expectations were wrong, for twice during the night I was wakened by Lucy
trying to get out. She seemed, even in her sleep, to be a little impatient at
finding the door shut, and went back to bed under a sort of protest. I woke
with the dawn, and heard the birds chirping outside of the window. Lucy woke,
too, and I was glad to see, was even better than on the previous morning. All
her old gaiety of manner seemed to have come back, and she came and snuggled in
beside me and told me all about Arthur. I told her how anxious I was about
Jonathan, and then she tried to comfort me. Well, she succeeded somewhat, for,
though sympathy can't alter facts, it can make them more bearable.
13
August.--Another quiet day, and to bed with the key on my wrist as before.
Again I awoke in the night, and found Lucy sitting up in bed, still asleep,
pointing to the window. I got up quietly, and pulling aside the blind, looked
out. It was brilliant moonlight, and the soft effect of the light over the sea
and sky, merged together in one great silent mystery, was beautiful beyond
words. Between me and the moonlight flitted a great bat, coming and going in
great whirling circles. Once or twice it came quite close, but was, I suppose,
frightened at seeing me, and flitted away across the harbour towards the abbey.
When I came back from the window Lucy had lain down again, and was sleeping
peacefully. She did not stir again all night.
14 August.--On
the East Cliff, reading and writing all day. Lucy seems to have become as much
in love with the spot as I am, and it is hard to get her away from it when it
is time to come home for lunch or tea or dinner. This afternoon she made a
funny remark. We were coming home for dinner, and had come to the top of the
steps up from the West Pier and stopped to look at the view, as we generally
do. The setting sun, low down in the sky, was just dropping behind Kettleness.
The red light was thrown over on the East Cliff and the old abbey, and seemed
to bathe everything in a beautiful rosy glow. We were silent for a while, and
suddenly Lucy murmured as if to herself…
"His red
eyes again! They are just the same." It was such an odd expression, coming
apropos of nothing, that it quite startled me. I slewed round a little, so as
to see Lucy well without seeming to stare at her, and saw that she was in a
half dreamy state, with an odd look on her face that I could not quite make
out, so I said nothing, but followed her eyes. She appeared to be looking over
at our own seat, whereon was a dark figure seated alone. I was quite a little
startled myself, for it seemed for an instant as if the stranger had great eyes
like burning flames, but a second look dispelled the illusion. The red sunlight
was shining on the windows of St. Mary's Church behind our seat, and as the sun
dipped there was just sufficient change in the refraction and reflection to
make it appear as if the light moved. I called Lucy's attention to the peculiar
effect, and she became herself with a start, but she looked sad all the same.
It may have been that she was thinking of that terrible night up there. We
never refer to it, so I said nothing, and we went home to dinner. Lucy had a
headache and went early to bed. I saw her asleep, and went out for a little
stroll myself.
I walked along
the cliffs to the westward, and was full of sweet sadness, for I was thinking
of Jonathan. When coming home, it was then bright moonlight, so bright that, though
the front of our part of the Crescent was in shadow, everything could be well
seen, I threw a glance up at our window, and saw Lucy's head leaning out. I
opened my handkerchief and waved it. She did not notice or make any movement
whatever. Just then, the moonlight crept round an angle of the building, and
the light fell on the window. There distinctly was Lucy with her head lying up
against the side of the window sill and her eyes shut. She was fast asleep, and
by her, seated on the window sill, was something that looked like a good-sized
bird. I was afraid she might get a chill, so I ran upstairs, but as I came into
the room she was moving back to her bed, fast asleep, and breathing heavily.
She was holding her hand to her throat, as though to protect if from the cold.
I did not wake
her, but tucked her up warmly. I have taken care that the door is locked and
the window securely fastened.
She looks so
sweet as she sleeps, but she is paler than is her wont, and there is a drawn,
haggard look under her eyes which I do not like. I fear she is fretting about
something. I wish I could find out what it is.
15 August.--Rose
later than usual. Lucy was languid and tired, and slept on after we had been
called. We had a happy surprise at breakfast. Arthur's father is better, and
wants the marriage to come off soon. Lucy is full of quiet joy, and her mother
is glad and sorry at once. Later on in the day she told me the cause. She is
grieved to lose Lucy as her very own, but she is rejoiced that she is soon to
have some one to protect her. Poor dear, sweet lady! She confided to me that
she has got her death warrant. She has not told Lucy, and made me promise
secrecy. Her doctor told her that within a few months, at most, she must die,
for her heart is weakening. At any time, even now, a sudden shock would be
almost sure to kill her. Ah, we were wise to keep from her the affair of the
dreadful night of Lucy's sleep-walking.
17 August.--No
diary for two whole days. I have not had the heart to write. Some sort of
shadowy pall seems to be coming over our happiness. No news from Jonathan, and
Lucy seems to be growing weaker, whilst her mother's hours are numbering to a
close. I do not understand Lucy's fading away as she is doing. She eats well
and sleeps well, and enjoys the fresh air, but all the time the roses in her
cheeks are fading, and she gets weaker and more languid day by day. At night I
hear her gasping as if for air.
I keep the key
of our door always fastened to my wrist at night, but she gets up and walks
about the room, and sits at the open window. Last night I found her leaning out
when I woke up, and when I tried to wake her I could not.
She was in a
faint. When I managed to restore her, she was weak as water, and cried silently
between long, painful struggles for breath. When I asked her how she came to be
at the window she shook her head and turned away.
I trust her
feeling ill may not be from that unlucky prick of the safety-pin. I looked at
her throat just now as she lay asleep, and the tiny wounds seem not to have
healed. They are still open, and, if anything, larger than before, and the
edges of them are faintly white. They are like little white dots with red
centres. Unless they heal within a day or two, I shall insist on the doctor
seeing about them.
LETTER, SAMUEL
F. BILLINGTON & SON, SOLICITORS WHITBY, TO
MESSRS. CARTER, PATERSON & CO., LONDON.
17 August
"Dear
Sirs,--Herewith please receive invoice of goods sent by Great Northern Railway.
Same are to be delivered at Carfax, near Purfleet, immediately on receipt at
goods station King's Cross. The house is at present empty, but enclosed please
find keys, all of which are labelled.
"You will
please deposit the boxes, fifty in number, which form the consignment, in the
partially ruined building forming part of the house and marked 'A' on rough
diagrams enclosed. Your agent will easily recognize the locality, as it is the
ancient chapel of the mansion. The goods leave by the train at 9:30 tonight,
and will be due at King's Cross at 4:30 tomorrow afternoon. As our client
wishes the delivery made as soon as possible, we shall be obliged by your
having teams ready at King's Cross at the time named and forthwith conveying
the goods to destination. In order to obviate any delays possible through any
routine requirements as to payment in your departments, we enclose cheque
herewith for ten pounds, receipt of which please acknowledge. Should the charge
be less than this amount, you can return balance, if greater, we shall at once
send cheque for difference on hearing from you. You are to leave the keys on
coming away in the main hall of the house, where the proprietor may get them on
his entering the house by means of his duplicate key.
"Pray do
not take us as exceeding the bounds of business courtesy in pressing you in all
ways to use the utmost expedition.
"We are,
dear Sirs, Faithfully yours, SAMUEL F. BILLINGTON & SON"
LETTER, MESSRS.
CARTER, PATERSON & CO., LONDON, TO MESSRS.
BILLINGTON & SON, WHITBY.
21 August.
"Dear
Sirs,--We beg to acknowledge 10 pounds received and to return cheque of 1
pound, 17s, 9d, amount of overplus, as shown in receipted account herewith.
Goods are delivered in exact accordance with instructions, and keys left in
parcel in main hall, as directed.
"We are,
dear Sirs, Yours respectfully, Pro CARTER, PATERSON & CO."
MINA MURRAY'S
JOURNAL.
18 August.--I am
happy today, and write sitting on the seat in the churchyard. Lucy is ever so
much better. Last night she slept well all night, and did not disturb me once.
The roses seem
coming back already to her cheeks, though she is still sadly pale and
wan-looking. If she were in any way anemic I could understand it, but she is
not. She is in gay spirits and full of life and cheerfulness. All the morbid
reticence seems to have passed from her, and she has just reminded me, as if I
needed any reminding, of that night, and that it was here, on this very seat, I
found her asleep.
As she told me
she tapped playfully with the heel of her boot on the stone slab and said,
"My poor
little feet didn't make much noise then! I daresay poor old Mr. Swales would
have told me that it was because I didn't want to wake up Geordie."
As she was in
such a communicative humour, I asked her if she had dreamed at all that night.
Before she
answered, that sweet, puckered look came into her forehead, which Arthur, I
call him Arthur from her habit, says he loves, and indeed, I don't wonder that
he does. Then she went on in a half-dreaming kind of way, as if trying to
recall it to herself.
"I didn't
quite dream, but it all seemed to be real. I only wanted to be here in this
spot. I don't know why, for I was afraid of something, I don't know what. I
remember, though I suppose I was asleep, passing through the streets and over
the bridge. A fish leaped as I went by, and I leaned over to look at it, and I
heard a lot of dogs howling. The whole town seemed as if it must be full of
dogs all howling at once, as I went up the steps. Then I had a vague memory of
something long and dark with red eyes, just as we saw in the sunset, and something
very sweet and very bitter all around me at once. And then I seemed sinking
into deep green water, and there was a singing in my ears, as I have heard
there is to drowning men, and then everything seemed passing away from me. My
soul seemed to go out from my body and float about the air. I seem to remember
that once the West Lighthouse was right under me, and then there was a sort of
agonizing feeling, as if I were in an earthquake, and I came back and found you
shaking my body. I saw you do it before I felt you."
Then she began
to laugh. It seemed a little uncanny to me, and I listened to her breathlessly.
I did not quite like it, and thought it better not to keep her mind on the
subject, so we drifted on to another subject, and Lucy was like her old self
again. When we got home the fresh breeze had braced her up, and her pale cheeks
were really more rosy. Her mother rejoiced when she saw her, and we all spent a
very happy evening together.
19 August.--Joy,
joy, joy! Although not all joy. At last, news of Jonathan. The dear fellow has
been ill, that is why he did not write. I am not afraid to think it or to say
it, now that I know. Mr. Hawkins sent me on the letter, and wrote himself, oh
so kindly. I am to leave in the morning and go over to Jonathan, and to help to
nurse him if necessary, and to bring him home. Mr. Hawkins says it would not be
a bad thing if we were to be married out there. I have cried over the good
Sister's letter till I can feel it wet against my bosom, where it lies. It is
of Jonathan, and must be near my heart, for he is in my heart. My journey is
all mapped out, and my luggage ready. I am only taking one change of dress.
Lucy will bring my trunk to London
and keep it till I send for it, for it may be that… I must write no more. I
must keep it to say to Jonathan, my husband. The letter that he has seen and
touched must comfort me till we meet.
LETTER, SISTER
AGATHA, HOSPITAL
OF ST. JOSEPH AND STE.
MARY BUDA-PESTH, TO MISS WILLHELMINA MURRAY
12 August,
"Dear
Madam.
"I write by
desire of Mr. Jonathan Harker, who is himself not strong enough to write,
though progressing well, thanks to God and St. Joseph and Ste. Mary. He has been under
our care for nearly six weeks, suffering from a violent brain fever. He wishes
me to convey his love, and to say that by this post I write for him to Mr.
Peter Hawkins, Exeter,
to say, with his dutiful respects, that he is sorry for his delay, and that all
of his work is completed. He will require some few weeks' rest in our
sanatorium in the hills, but will then return. He wishes me to say that he has
not sufficient money with him, and that he would like to pay for his staying
here, so that others who need shall not be wanting for help.
"Believe
me,
"Yours,
with sympathy and all blessings. Sister Agatha
"P.S.--My
patient being asleep, I open this to let you know something more. He has told
me all about you, and that you are shortly to be his wife. All blessings to you
both! He has had some fearful shock, so says our doctor, and in his delirium
his ravings have been dreadful, of wolves and poison and blood, of ghosts and
demons, and I fear to say of what. Be careful of him always that there may be
nothing to excite him of this kind for a long time to come. The traces of such
an illness as his do not lightly die away. We should have written long ago, but
we knew nothing of his friends, and there was nothing on him, nothing that
anyone could understand. He came in the train from Klausenburg, and the guard
was told by the station master there that he rushed into the station shouting
for a ticket for home. Seeing from his violent demeanour that he was English,
they gave him a ticket for the furthest station on the way thither that the
train reached.
"Be assured
that he is well cared for. He has won all hearts by his sweetness and
gentleness. He is truly getting on well, and I have no doubt will in a few
weeks be all himself. But be careful of him for safety's sake. There are, I
pray God and St. Joseph
and Ste. Mary, many, many, happy years for you both."
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
19
August.--Strange and sudden change in Renfield last night. About eight o'clock
he began to get excited and sniff about as a dog does when setting. The
attendant was struck by his manner, and knowing my interest in him, encouraged
him to talk. He is usually respectful to the attendant and at times servile,
but tonight, the man tells me, he was quite haughty. Would not condescend to
talk with him at all.
All he would say
was, "I don't want to talk to you. You don't count now. The master is at
hand."
The attendant
thinks it is some sudden form of religious mania which has seized him. If so,
we must look out for squalls, for a strong man with homicidal and religious
mania at once might be dangerous. The combination is a dreadful one.
At nine o'clock
I visited him myself. His attitude to me was the same as that to the attendant.
In his sublime self-feeling the difference between myself and the attendant
seemed to him as nothing. It looks like religious mania, and he will soon think
that he himself is God.
These
infinitesimal distinctions between man and man are too paltry for an Omnipotent
Being. How these madmen give themselves away! The real God taketh heed lest a
sparrow fall. But the God created from human vanity sees no difference between
an eagle and a sparrow. Oh, if men only knew!
For half an hour
or more Renfield kept getting excited in greater and greater degree. I did not
pretend to be watching him, but I kept strict observation all the same. All at
once that shifty look came into his eyes which we always see when a madman has
seized an idea, and with it the shifty movement of the head and back which
asylum attendants come to know so well. He became quite quiet, and went and sat
on the edge of his bed resignedly, and looked into space with lack-luster eyes.
I thought I
would find out if his apathy were real or only assumed, and tried to lead him
to talk of his pets, a theme which had never failed to excite his attention.
At first he made
no reply, but at length said testily, "Bother them all! I don't care a pin
about them."
"What?"
I said. "You don't mean to tell me you don't care about spiders?"
(Spiders at present are his hobby and the notebook is filling up with columns
of small figures.)
To this he
answered enigmatically, "The Bride maidens rejoice the eyes that wait the
coming of the bride. But when the bride draweth nigh, then the maidens shine
not to the eyes that are filled."
He would not
explain himself, but remained obstinately seated on his bed all the time I
remained with him.
I am weary tonight
and low in spirits. I cannot but think of Lucy, and how different things might
have been. If I don't sleep at once, chloral, the modern Morpheus! I must be
careful not to let it grow into a habit. No, I shall take none tonight! I have
thought of Lucy, and I shall not dishonour her by mixing the two. If need be,
tonight shall be sleepless.
Later.--Glad I
made the resolution, gladder that I kept to it. I had lain tossing about, and
had heard the clock strike only twice, when the night watchman came to me, sent
up from the ward, to say that Renfield had escaped. I threw on my clothes and
ran down at once. My patient is too dangerous a person to be roaming about.
Those ideas of his might work out dangerously with strangers.
The attendant
was waiting for me. He said he had seen him not ten minutes before, seemingly
asleep in his bed, when he had looked through the observation trap in the door.
His attention was called by the sound of the window being wrenched out. He ran
back and saw his feet disappear through the window, and had at once sent up for
me. He was only in his night gear, and cannot be far off.
The attendant
thought it would be more useful to watch where he should go than to follow him,
as he might lose sight of him whilst getting out of the building by the door.
He is a bulky man, and couldn't get through the window.
I am thin, so,
with his aid, I got out, but feet foremost, and as we were only a few feet
above ground landed unhurt.
The attendant
told me the patient had gone to the left, and had taken a straight line, so I
ran as quickly as I could. As I got through the belt of trees I saw a white
figure scale the high wall which separates our grounds from those of the
deserted house.
I ran back at
once, told the watchman to get three or four men immediately and follow me into
the grounds of Carfax, in case our friend might be dangerous. I got a ladder
myself, and crossing the wall, dropped down on the other side. I could see
Renfield's figure just disappearing behind the angle of the house, so I ran
after him. On the far side of the house I found him pressed close against the
old iron-bound oak door of the chapel.
He was talking,
apparently to some one, but I was afraid to go near enough to hear what he was
saying, lest I might frighten him, and he should run off.
Chasing an
errant swarm of bees is nothing to following a naked lunatic, when the fit of
escaping is upon him! After a few minutes, however, I could see that he did not
take note of anything around him, and so ventured to draw nearer to him, the
more so as my men had now crossed the wall and were closing him in. I heard him
say…
"I am here
to do your bidding, Master. I am your slave, and you will reward me, for I
shall be faithful. I have worshipped you long and afar off. Now that you are near,
I await your commands, and you will not pass me by, will you, dear Master, in
your distribution of good things?"
He is a selfish
old beggar anyhow. He thinks of the loaves and fishes even when he believes his
is in a real Presence. His manias make a startling combination. When we closed
in on him he fought like a tiger. He is immensely strong, for he was more like
a wild beast than a man.
I never saw a
lunatic in such a paroxysm of rage before, and I hope I shall not again. It is
a mercy that we have found out his strength and his danger in good time. With
strength and determination like his, he might have done wild work before he was
caged.
He is safe now,
at any rate. Jack Sheppard himself couldn't get free from the strait waistcoat
that keeps him restrained, and he's chained to the wall in the padded room.
His cries are at
times awful, but the silences that follow are more deadly still, for he means
murder in every turn and movement.
Just now he
spoke coherent words for the first time. "I shall be patient, Master. It
is coming, coming, coming!"
So I took the
hint, and came too. I was too excited to sleep, but this diary has quieted me,
and I feel I shall get some sleep tonight.
Buda-Pesth, 24
August.
"My dearest
Lucy,
"I know you
will be anxious to hear all that has happened since we parted at the railway
station at Whitby.
"Well, my
dear, I got to Hull all right, and caught the
boat to Hamburg,
and then the train on here. I feel that I can hardly recall anything of the
journey, except that I knew I was coming to Jonathan, and that as I should have
to do some nursing, I had better get all the sleep I could. I found my dear
one, oh, so thin and pale and weak-looking. All the resolution has gone out of
his dear eyes, and that quiet dignity which I told you was in his face has
vanished. He is only a wreck of himself, and he does not remember anything that
has happened to him for a long time past. At least, he wants me to believe so,
and I shall never ask.
"He has had
some terrible shock, and I fear it might tax his poor brain if he were to try
to recall it. Sister Agatha, who is a good creature and a born nurse, tells me
that he wanted her to tell me what they were, but she would only cross herself,
and say she would never tell. That the ravings of the sick were the secrets of
God, and that if a nurse through her vocation should hear them, she should
respect her trust.
"She is a
sweet, good soul, and the next day, when she saw I was troubled, she opened up
the subject my poor dear raved about, added, 'I can tell you this much, my
dear. That it was not about anything which he has done wrong himself, and you,
as his wife to be, have no cause to be concerned. He has not forgotten you or
what he owes to you. His fear was of great and terrible things, which no mortal
can treat of.'
"I do
believe the dear soul thought I might be jealous lest my poor dear should have
fallen in love with any other girl. The idea of my being jealous about
Jonathan! And yet, my dear, let me whisper, I felt a thrill of joy through me
when I knew that no other woman was a cause for trouble. I am now sitting by
his bedside, where I can see his face while he sleeps. He is waking!
"When he
woke he asked me for his coat, as he wanted to get something from the pocket. I
asked Sister Agatha, and she brought all his things. I saw amongst them was his
notebook, and was going to ask him to let me look at it, for I knew that I
might find some clue to his trouble, but I suppose he must have seen my wish in
my eyes, for he sent me over to the window, saying he wanted to be quite alone
for a moment.
"Then he
called me back, and he said to me very solemnly, 'Wilhelmina', I knew then that
he was in deadly earnest, for he has never called me by that name since he
asked me to marry him, 'You know, dear, my ideas of the trust between husband
and wife. There should be no secret, no concealment. I have had a great shock,
and when I try to think of what it is I feel my head spin round, and I do not
know if it was real of the dreaming of a madman. You know I had brain fever,
and that is to be mad. The secret is here, and I do not want to know it. I want
to take up my life here, with our marriage.' For, my dear, we had decided to be
married as soon as the formalities are complete. 'Are you willing, Wilhelmina,
to share my ignorance? Here is the book. Take it and keep it, read it if you
will, but never let me know unless, indeed, some solemn duty should come upon
me to go back to the bitter hours, asleep or awake, sane or mad, recorded
here.' He fell back exhausted, and I put the book under his pillow, and kissed
him. I have asked Sister Agatha to beg the Superior to let our wedding be this
afternoon, and am waiting her reply…"
"She has
come and told me that the Chaplain of the English mission church has been sent
for. We are to be married in an hour, or as soon after as Jonathan
awakes."
"Lucy, the
time has come and gone. I feel very solemn, but very, very happy. Jonathan woke
a little after the hour, and all was ready, and he sat up in bed, propped up
with pillows. He answered his 'I will' firmly and strong. I could hardly speak.
My heart was so full that even those words seemed to choke me.
"The dear
sisters were so kind. Please, God, I shall never, never forget them, nor the
grave and sweet responsibilities I have taken upon me. I must tell you of my
wedding present. When the chaplain and the sisters had left me alone with my
husband--oh, Lucy, it is the first time I have written the words 'my
husband'--left me alone with my husband, I took the book from under his pillow,
and wrapped it up in white paper, and tied it with a little bit of pale blue
ribbon which was round my neck, and sealed it over the knot with sealing wax,
and for my seal I used my wedding ring. Then I kissed it and showed it to my
husband, and told him that I would keep it so, and then it would be an outward
and visible sign for us all our lives that we trusted each other, that I would
never open it unless it were for his own dear sake or for the sake of some
stern duty. Then he took my hand in his, and oh, Lucy, it was the first time he
took his wife's hand, and said that it was the dearest thing in all the wide
world, and that he would go through all the past again to win it, if need be.
The poor dear meant to have said a part of the past, but he cannot think of
time yet, and I shall not wonder if at first he mixes up not only the month,
but the year.
"Well, my
dear, what could I say? I could only tell him that I was the happiest woman in
all the wide world, and that I had nothing to give him except myself, my life,
and my trust, and that with these went my love and duty for all the days of my
life. And, my dear, when he kissed me, and drew me to him with his poor weak
hands, it was like a solemn pledge between us.
"Lucy dear,
do you know why I tell you all this? It is not only because it is all sweet to
me, but because you have been, and are, very dear to me. It was my privilege to
be your friend and guide when you came from the schoolroom to prepare for the
world of life. I want you to see now, and with the eyes of a very happy wife,
whither duty has led me, so that in your own married life you too may be all
happy, as I am. My dear, please Almighty God, your life may be all it promises,
a long day of sunshine, with no harsh wind, no forgetting duty, no distrust. I
must not wish you no pain, for that can never be, but I do hope you will be
always as happy as I am now. Goodbye, my dear. I shall post this at once, and
perhaps, write you very soon again. I must stop, for Jonathan is waking. I must
attend my husband!
"Your
ever-loving Mina Harker."
LETTER, LUCY
WESTENRA TO MINA HARKER.
Whitby, 30 August.
"My dearest
Mina,
"Oceans of
love and millions of kisses, and may you soon be in your own home with your
husband. I wish you were coming home soon enough to stay with us here. The
strong air would soon restore Jonathan. It has quite restored me. I have an
appetite like a cormorant, am full of life, and sleep well. You will be glad to
know that I have quite given up walking in my sleep. I think I have not stirred
out of my bed for a week, that is when I once got into it at night. Arthur says
I am getting fat. By the way, I forgot to tell you that Arthur is here. We have
such walks and drives, and rides, and rowing, and tennis, and fishing together,
and I love him more than ever. He tells me that he loves me more, but I doubt
that, for at first he told me that he couldn't love me more than he did then.
But this is nonsense. There he is, calling to me. So no more just at present
from your loving,
"Lucy.
"P.S.--Mother
sends her love. She seems better, poor dear.
"P.P.S.--We
are to be married on 28 September."
DR. SEWARDS
DIARY
20 August.--The
case of Renfield grows even more interesting. He has now so far quieted that
there are spells of cessation from his passion. For the first week after his
attack he was perpetually violent. Then one night, just as the moon rose, he
grew quiet, and kept murmuring to himself. "Now I can wait. Now I can
wait."
The attendant
came to tell me, so I ran down at once to have a look at him. He was still in
the strait waistcoat and in the padded room, but the suffused look had gone
from his face, and his eyes had something of their old pleading. I might almost
say, cringing, softness. I was satisfied with his present condition, and
directed him to be relieved. The attendants hesitated, but finally carried out
my wishes without protest.
It was a strange
thing that the patient had humour enough to see their distrust, for, coming
close to me, he said in a whisper, all the while looking furtively at them,
"They think I could hurt you! Fancy me hurting you! The fools!"
It was soothing,
somehow, to the feelings to find myself disassociated even in the mind of this
poor madman from the others, but all the same I do not follow his thought. Am I
to take it that I have anything in common with him, so that we are, as it were,
to stand together. Or has he to gain from me some good so stupendous that my
well being is needful to Him? I must find out later on. Tonight he will not
speak. Even the offer of a kitten or even a full-grown cat will not tempt him.
He will only
say, "I don't take any stock in cats. I have more to think of now, and I
can wait. I can wait."
After a while I
left him. The attendant tells me that he was quiet until just before dawn, and
that then he began to get uneasy, and at length violent, until at last he fell
into a paroxysm which exhausted him so that he swooned into a sort of coma.
. . . Three
nights has the same thing happened, violent all day then quiet from moonrise to
sunrise. I wish I could get some clue to the cause. It would almost seem as if
there was some influence which came and went. Happy thought! We shall tonight
play sane wits against mad ones. He escaped before without our help. Tonight he
shall escape with it. We shall give him a chance, and have the men ready to
follow in case they are required.
23
August.--"The expected always happens." How well Disraeli knew life.
Our bird when he found the cage open would not fly, so all our subtle
arrangements were for nought. At any rate, we have proved one thing, that the
spells of quietness last a reasonable time. We shall in future be able to ease
his bonds for a few hours each day. I have given orders to the night attendant
merely to shut him in the padded room, when once he is quiet, until the hour
before sunrise. The poor soul's body will enjoy the relief even if his mind
cannot appreciate it. Hark! The unexpected again! I am called. The patient has
once more escaped.
Later.--Another
night adventure. Renfield artfully waited until the attendant was entering the
room to inspect. Then he dashed out past him and flew down the passage. I sent
word for the attendants to follow. Again he went into the grounds of the
deserted house, and we found him in the same place, pressed against the old
chapel door. When he saw me he became furious, and had not the attendants
seized him in time, he would have tried to kill me. As we were holding him a
strange thing happened. He suddenly redoubled his efforts, and then as suddenly
grew calm. I looked round instinctively, but could see nothing. Then I caught
the patient's eye and followed it, but could trace nothing as it looked into
the moonlight sky, except a big bat, which was flapping its silent and ghostly
way to the west. Bats usually wheel about, but this one seemed to go straight
on, as if it knew where it was bound for or had some intention of its own.
The patient grew
calmer every instant, and presently said, "You needn't tie me. I shall go
quietly!" Without trouble, we came back to the house. I feel there is
something ominous in his calm, and shall not forget this night.
LUCY WESTENRA'S
DIARY
Hillingham, 24
August.--I must imitate Mina, and keep writing things down. Then we can have
long talks when we do meet. I wonder when it will be. I wish she were with me
again, for I feel so unhappy. Last night I seemed to be dreaming again just as
I was at Whitby.
Perhaps it is the change of air, or getting home again. It is all dark and
horrid to me, for I can remember nothing. But I am full of vague fear, and I
feel so weak and worn out. When Arthur came to lunch he looked quite grieved
when he saw me, and I hadn't the spirit to try to be cheerful. I wonder if I
could sleep in mother's room tonight. I shall make an excuse to try.
25
August.--Another bad night. Mother did not seem to take to my proposal. She
seems not too well herself, and doubtless she fears to worry me. I tried to
keep awake, and succeeded for a while, but when the clock struck twelve it waked
me from a doze, so I must have been falling asleep. There was a sort of
scratching or flapping at the window, but I did not mind it, and as I remember
no more, I suppose I must have fallen asleep. More bad dreams. I wish I could
remember them. This morning I am horribly weak. My face is ghastly pale, and my
throat pains me. It must be something wrong with my lungs, for I don't seem to
be getting air enough. I shall try to cheer up when Arthur comes, or else I
know he will be miserable to see me so.
LETTER, ARTHUR
TO DR. SEWARD
"Albemarle
Hotel, 31 August
"My dear
Jack,
"I want you
to do me a favour. Lucy is ill, that is she has no special disease, but she
looks awful, and is getting worse every day. I have asked her if there is any
cause, I not dare to ask her mother, for to disturb the poor lady's mind about
her daughter in her present state of health would be fatal. Mrs. Westenra has
confided to me that her doom is spoken, disease of the heart, though poor Lucy
does not know it yet. I am sure that there is something preying on my dear
girl's mind. I am almost distracted when I think of her. To look at her gives
me a pang. I told her I should ask you to see her, and though she demurred at
first, I know why, old fellow, she finally consented. It will be a painful task
for you, I know, old friend, but it is for her sake, and I must not hesitate to
ask, or you to act. You are to come to lunch at Hillingham tomorrow, two
o'clock, so as not to arouse any suspicion in Mrs. Westenra, and after lunch
Lucy will take an opportunity of being alone with you. I am filled with
anxiety, and want to consult with you alone as soon as I can after you have
seen her. Do not fail!
"Arthur."
TELEGRAM, ARTHUR
HOLMWOOD TO SEWARD
1 September
"Am
summoned to see my father, who is worse. Am writing. Write me fully by
tonight's post to Ring. Wire me if necessary."
LETTER FROM DR.
SEWARD TO ARTHUR HOLMWOOD
2 September
"My dear
old fellow,
"With
regard to Miss Westenra's health I hasten to let you know at once that in my
opinion there is not any functional disturbance or any malady that I know of.
At the same time, I am not by any means satisfied with her appearance. She is
woefully different from what she was when I saw her last. Of course you must
bear in mind that I did not have full opportunity of examination such as I
should wish. Our very friendship makes a little difficulty which not even
medical science or custom can bridge over. I had better tell you exactly what
happened, leaving you to draw, in a measure, your own conclusions. I shall then
say what I have done and propose doing.
"I found
Miss Westenra in seemingly gay spirits. Her mother was present, and in a few
seconds I made up my mind that she was trying all she knew to mislead her
mother and prevent her from being anxious. I have no doubt she guesses, if she
does not know, what need of caution there is.
"We lunched
alone, and as we all exerted ourselves to be cheerful, we got, as some kind of
reward for our labours, some real cheerfulness amongst us. Then Mrs. Westenra
went to lie down, and Lucy was left with me. We went into her boudoir, and till
we got there her gaiety remained, for the servants were coming and going.
"As soon as
the door was closed, however, the mask fell from her face, and she sank down
into a chair with a great sigh, and hid her eyes with her hand. When I saw that
her high spirits had failed, I at once took advantage of her reaction to make a
diagnosis.
"She said
to me very sweetly, 'I cannot tell you how I loathe talking about myself.' I
reminded her that a doctor's confidence was sacred, but that you were
grievously anxious about her. She caught on to my meaning at once, and settled
that matter in a word. 'Tell Arthur everything you choose. I do not care for
myself, but for him!' So I am quite free.
"I could
easily see that she was somewhat bloodless, but I could not see the usual
anemic signs, and by the chance, I was able to test the actual quality of her
blood, for in opening a window which was stiff a cord gave way, and she cut her
hand slightly with broken glass. It was a slight matter in itself, but it gave
me an evident chance, and I secured a few drops of the blood and have analysed
them.
"The
qualitative analysis give a quite normal condition, and shows, I should infer,
in itself a vigorous state of health. In other physical matters I was quite
satisfied that there is no need for anxiety, but as there must be a cause
somewhere, I have come to the conclusion that it must be something mental.
"She
complains of difficulty breathing satisfactorily at times, and of heavy,
lethargic sleep, with dreams that frighten her, but regarding which she can
remember nothing. She says that as a child, she used to walk in her sleep, and
that when in Whitby
the habit came back, and that once she walked out in the night and went to East
Cliff, where Miss Murray found her. But she assures me that of late the habit
has not returned.
"I am in
doubt, and so have done the best thing I know of. I have written to my old
friend and master, Professor Van Helsing, of Amsterdam, who knows as much about obscure
diseases as any one in the world. I have asked him to come over, and as you
told me that all things were to be at your charge, I have mentioned to him who
you are and your relations to Miss Westenra. This, my dear fellow, is in
obedience to your wishes, for I am only too proud and happy to do anything I
can for her.
"Van
Helsing would, I know, do anything for me for a personal reason, so no matter
on what ground he comes, we must accept his wishes. He is a seemingly arbitrary
man, this is because he knows what he is talking about better than any one
else. He is a philosopher and a metaphysician, and one of the most advanced
scientists of his day, and he has, I believe, an absolutely open mind. This,
with an iron nerve, a temper of the ice-brook, and indomitable resolution,
self-command, and toleration exalted from virtues to blessings, and the
kindliest and truest heart that beats, these form his equipment for the noble
work that he is doing for mankind, work both in theory and practice, for his
views are as wide as his all-embracing sympathy. I tell you these facts that
you may know why I have such confidence in him. I have asked him to come at
once. I shall see Miss Westenra tomorrow again. She is to meet me at the
Stores, so that I may not alarm her mother by too early a repetition of my
call.
"Yours
always."
John Seward
LETTER, ABRAHAM
VAN HELSING, MD, DPh, D. Lit, ETC, ETC, TO DR. SEWARD
2 September.
"My good
Friend,
"When I
received your letter I am already coming to you. By good fortune I can leave
just at once, without wrong to any of those who have trusted me. Were fortune
other, then it were bad for those who have trusted, for I come to my friend
when he call me to aid those he holds dear. Tell your friend that when that time
you suck from my wound so swiftly the poison of the gangrene from that knife
that our other friend, too nervous, let slip, you did more for him when he
wants my aids and you call for them than all his great fortune could do. But it
is pleasure added to do for him, your friend, it is to you that I come. Have
near at hand, and please it so arrange that we may see the young lady not too
late on tomorrow, for it is likely that I may have to return here that night.
But if need be I shall come again in three days, and stay longer if it must.
Till then goodbye, my friend John.
"Van
Helsing."
LETTER, DR.
SEWARD TO HON. ARTHUR HOLMWOOD
3 September
"My dear
Art,
"Van
Helsing has come and gone. He came on with me to Hillingham, and found that, by
Lucy's discretion, her mother was lunching out, so that we were alone with her.
"Van
Helsing made a very careful examination of the patient. He is to report to me,
and I shall advise you, for of course I was not present all the time. He is, I
fear, much concerned, but says he must think. When I told him of our friendship
and how you trust to me in the matter, he said, 'You must tell him all you
think. Tell him what I think, if you can guess it, if you will. Nay, I am not
jesting. This is no jest, but life and death, perhaps more.' I asked what he
meant by that, for he was very serious. This was when we had come back to town,
and he was having a cup of tea before starting on his return to Amsterdam. He would not
give me any further clue. You must not be angry with me, Art, because his very
reticence means that all his brains are working for her good. He will speak
plainly enough when the time comes, be sure. So I told him I would simply write
an account of our visit, just as if I were doing a descriptive special article
for THE DAILY TELEGRAPH. He seemed not to notice, but remarked that the smuts
of London were
not quite so bad as they used to be when he was a student here. I am to get his
report tomorrow if he can possibly make it. In any case I am to have a letter.
"Well, as to
the visit, Lucy was more cheerful than on the day I first saw her, and
certainly looked better. She had lost something of the ghastly look that so
upset you, and her breathing was normal. She was very sweet to the Professor
(as she always is), and tried to make him feel at ease, though I could see the
poor girl was making a hard struggle for it.
"I believe
Van Helsing saw it, too, for I saw the quick look under his bushy brows that I
knew of old. Then he began to chat of all things except ourselves and diseases
and with such an infinite geniality that I could see poor Lucy's pretense of
animation merge into reality. Then, without any seeming change, he brought the
conversation gently round to his visit, and suavely said,
"'My dear
young miss, I have the so great pleasure because you are so much beloved. That
is much, my dear, even were there that which I do not see. They told me you
were down in the spirit, and that you were of a ghastly pale. To them I say
"Pouf!"' And he snapped his fingers at me and went on. 'But you and I
shall show them how wrong they are. How can he,' and he pointed at me with the
same look and gesture as that with which he pointed me out in his class, on, or
rather after, a particular occasion which he never fails to remind me of, 'know
anything of a young ladies? He has his madmen to play with, and to bring them
back to happiness, and to those that love them. It is much to do, and, oh, but
there are rewards in that we can bestow such happiness. But the young ladies!
He has no wife nor daughter, and the young do not tell themselves to the young,
but to the old, like me, who have known so many sorrows and the causes of them.
So, my dear, we will send him away to smoke the cigarette in the garden, whiles
you and I have little talk all to ourselves.' I took the hint, and strolled
about, and presently the professor came to the window and called me in. He
looked grave, but said, 'I have made careful examination, but there is no
functional cause. With you I agree that there has been much blood lost, it has
been but is not. But the conditions of her are in no way anemic. I have asked
her to send me her maid, that I may ask just one or two questions, that so I
may not chance to miss nothing. I know well what she will say. And yet there is
cause. There is always cause for everything. I must go back home and think. You
must send me the telegram every day, and if there be cause I shall come again.
The disease, for not to be well is a disease, interest me, and the sweet, young
dear, she interest me too. She charm me, and for her, if not for you or
disease, I come.'
"As I tell
you, he would not say a word more, even when we were alone. And so now, Art,
you know all I know. I shall keep stern watch. I trust your poor father is
rallying. It must be a terrible thing to you, my dear old fellow, to be placed
in such a position between two people who are both so dear to you. I know your
idea of duty to your father, and you are right to stick to it. But if need be,
I shall send you word to come at once to Lucy, so do not be over-anxious unless
you hear from me."
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
4
September.--Zoophagous patient still keeps up our interest in him. He had only
one outburst and that was yesterday at an unusual time. Just before the stroke
of noon he began to grow restless. The attendant knew the symptoms, and at once
summoned aid. Fortunately the men came at a run, and were just in time, for at
the stroke of noon he became so violent that it took all their strength to hold
him. In about five minutes, however, he began to get more quiet, and finally
sank into a sort of melancholy, in which state he has remained up to now. The
attendant tells me that his screams whilst in the paroxysm were really
appalling. I found my hands full when I got in, attending to some of the other
patients who were frightened by him. Indeed, I can quite understand the effect,
for the sounds disturbed even me, though I was some distance away. It is now
after the dinner hour of the asylum, and as yet my patient sits in a corner
brooding, with a dull, sullen, woe-begone look in his face, which seems rather
to indicate than to show something directly. I cannot quite understand it.
Later.--Another
change in my patient. At five o'clock I looked in on him, and found him
seemingly as happy and contented as he used to be. He was catching flies and
eating them, and was keeping note of his capture by making nailmarks on the
edge of the door between the ridges of padding. When he saw me, he came over
and apologized for his bad conduct, and asked me in a very humble, cringing way
to be led back to his own room, and to have his notebook again. I thought it
well to humour him, so he is back in his room with the window open. He has the
sugar of his tea spread out on the window sill, and is reaping quite a harvest
of flies. He is not now eating them, but putting them into a box, as of old,
and is already examining the corners of his room to find a spider. I tried to
get him to talk about the past few days, for any clue to his thoughts would be
of immense help to me, but he would not rise. For a moment or two he looked
very sad, and said in a sort of far away voice, as though saying it rather to
himself than to me.
"All over!
All over! He has deserted me. No hope for me now unless I do it myself!"
Then suddenly turning to me in a resolute way, he said, "Doctor, won't you
be very good to me and let me have a little more sugar? I think it would be
very good for me."
"And the
flies?" I said.
"Yes! The
flies like it, too, and I like the flies, therefore I like it." And there
are people who know so little as to think that madmen do not argue. I procured
him a double supply, and left him as happy a man as, I suppose, any in the
world. I wish I could fathom his mind.
Midnight.--Another
change in him. I had been to see Miss Westenra, whom I found much better, and
had just returned, and was standing at our own gate looking at the sunset, when
once more I heard him yelling. As his room is on this side of the house, I
could hear it better than in the morning. It was a shock to me to turn from the
wonderful smoky beauty of a sunset over London, with its lurid lights and inky
shadows and all the marvellous tints that come on foul clouds even as on foul
water, and to realize all the grim sternness of my own cold stone building, with
its wealth of breathing misery, and my own desolate heart to endure it all. I
reached him just as the sun was going down, and from his window saw the red
disc sink. As it sank he became less and less frenzied, and just as it dipped
he slid from the hands that held him, an inert mass, on the floor. It is
wonderful, however, what intellectual recuperative power lunatics have, for
within a few minutes he stood up quite calmly and looked around him. I
signalled to the attendants not to hold him, for I was anxious to see what he
would do. He went straight over to the window and brushed out the crumbs of
sugar. Then he took his fly box, and emptied it outside, and threw away the
box. Then he shut the window, and crossing over, sat down on his bed. All this
surprised me, so I asked him, "Are you going to keep flies any more?"
"No,"
said he. "I am sick of all that rubbish!" He certainly is a
wonderfully interesting study. I wish I could get some glimpse of his mind or
of the cause of his sudden passion. Stop. There may be a clue after all, if we
can find why today his paroxysms came on at high noon and at sunset. Can it be
that there is a malign influence of the sun at periods which affects certain
natures, as at times the moon does others? We shall see.
TELEGRAM. SEWARD,
LONDON, TO VAN HELSING, AMSTERDAM
"4
September.--Patient still better today."
TELEGRAM,
SEWARD, LONDON, TO VAN HELSING, AMSTERDAM
"5
September.--Patient greatly improved. Good appetite, sleeps naturally, good
spirits, colour coming back."
TELEGRAM, SEWARD,
LONDON, TO VAN HELSING, AMSTERDAM
"6
September.--Terrible change for the worse. Come at once. Do not lose an hour. I
hold over telegram to Holmwood till have seen you."
6 September
"My dear
Art,
"My news
today is not so good. Lucy this morning had gone back a bit. There is, however,
one good thing which has arisen from it. Mrs. Westenra was naturally anxious
concerning Lucy, and has consulted me professionally about her. I took
advantage of the opportunity, and told her that my old master, Van Helsing, the
great specialist, was coming to stay with me, and that I would put her in his
charge conjointly with myself. So now we can come and go without alarming her
unduly, for a shock to her would mean sudden death, and this, in Lucy's weak
condition, might be disastrous to her. We are hedged in with difficulties, all
of us, my poor fellow, but, please God, we shall come through them all right.
If any need I shall write, so that, if you do not hear from me, take it for
granted that I am simply waiting for news, In haste,
"Yours
ever,"
John Seward
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
7
September.--The first thing Van Helsing said to me when we met at Liverpool Street
was, "Have you said anything to our young friend, to lover of her?"
"No,"
I said. "I waited till I had seen you, as I said in my telegram. I wrote
him a letter simply telling him that you were coming, as Miss Westenra was not
so well, and that I should let him know if need be."
"Right, my
friend," he said. "Quite right! Better he not know as yet. Perhaps he
will never know. I pray so, but if it be needed, then he shall know all. And,
my good friend John, let me caution you. You deal with the madmen. All men are
mad in some way or the other, and inasmuch as you deal discreetly with your
madmen, so deal with God's madmen too, the rest of the world. You tell not your
madmen what you do nor why you do it. You tell them not what you think. So you
shall keep knowledge in its place, where it may rest, where it may gather its
kind around it and breed. You and I shall keep as yet what we know here, and
here." He touched me on the heart and on the forehead, and then touched
himself the same way. "I have for myself thoughts at the present. Later I
shall unfold to you."
"Why not
now?" I asked. "It may do some good. We may arrive at some
decision." He looked at me and said, "My friend John, when the corn
is grown, even before it has ripened, while the milk of its mother earth is in
him, and the sunshine has not yet begun to paint him with his gold, the
husbandman he pull the ear and rub him between his rough hands, and blow away
the green chaff, and say to you, 'Look! He's good corn, he will make a good
crop when the time comes.'"
I did not see
the application and told him so. For reply he reached over and took my ear in
his hand and pulled it playfully, as he used long ago to do at lectures, and
said, "The good husbandman tell you so then because he knows, but not till
then. But you do not find the good husbandman dig up his planted corn to see if
he grow. That is for the children who play at husbandry, and not for those who
take it as of the work of their life. See you now, friend John? I have sown my
corn, and Nature has her work to do in making it sprout, if he sprout at all, there's
some promise, and I wait till the ear begins to swell." He broke off, for
he evidently saw that I understood. Then he went on gravely, "You were
always a careful student, and your case book was ever more full than the rest.
And I trust that good habit have not fail. Remember, my friend, that knowledge
is stronger than memory, and we should not trust the weaker. Even if you have
not kept the good practice, let me tell you that this case of our dear miss is
one that may be, mind, I say may be, of such interest to us and others that all
the rest may not make him kick the beam, as your people say. Take then good
note of it. Nothing is too small. I counsel you, put down in record even your
doubts and surmises. Hereafter it may be of interest to you to see how true you
guess. We learn from failure, not from success!"
When I described
Lucy's symptoms, the same as before, but infinitely more marked, he looked very
grave, but said nothing. He took with him a bag in which were many instruments
and drugs, "the ghastly paraphernalia of our beneficial trade," as he
once called, in one of his lectures, the equipment of a professor of the
healing craft.
When we were
shown in, Mrs. Westenra met us. She was alarmed, but not nearly so much as I
expected to find her. Nature in one of her beneficient moods has ordained that
even death has some antidote to its own terrors. Here, in a case where any
shock may prove fatal, matters are so ordered that, from some cause or other,
the things not personal, even the terrible change in her daughter to whom she
is so attached, do not seem to reach her. It is something like the way dame
Nature gathers round a foreign body an envelope of some insensitive tissue
which can protect from evil that which it would otherwise harm by contact. If
this be an ordered selfishness, then we should pause before we condemn any one
for the vice of egoism, for there may be deeper root for its causes than we
have knowledge of.
I used my
knowledge of this phase of spiritual pathology, and set down a rule that she
should not be present with Lucy, or think of her illness more than was
absolutely required. She assented readily, so readily that I saw again the hand
of Nature fighting for life. Van Helsing and I were shown up to Lucy's room. If
I was shocked when I saw her yesterday, I was horrified when I saw her today.
She was ghastly,
chalkily pale. The red seemed to have gone even from her lips and gums, and the
bones of her face stood out prominently. Her breathing was painful to see or
hear. Van Helsing's face grew set as marble, and his eyebrows converged till
they almost touched over his nose. Lucy lay motionless, and did not seem to
have strength to speak, so for a while we were all silent. Then Van Helsing
beckoned to me, and we went gently out of the room. The instant we had closed
the door he stepped quickly along the passage to the next door, which was open.
Then he pulled me quickly in with him and closed the door. "My god!"
he said. "This is dreadful. There is not time to be lost. She will die for
sheer want of blood to keep the heart's action as it should be. There must be a
transfusion of blood at once. Is it you or me?"
"I am
younger and stronger, Professor. It must be me."
"Then get
ready at once. I will bring up my bag. I am prepared."
I went downstairs
with him, and as we were going there was a knock at the hall door. When we
reached the hall, the maid had just opened the door, and Arthur was stepping
quickly in. He rushed up to me, saying in an eager whisper,
"Jack, I
was so anxious. I read between the lines of your letter, and have been in an
agony. The dad was better, so I ran down here to see for myself. Is not that
gentleman Dr. Van Helsing? I am so thankful to you, sir, for coming."
When first the
Professor's eye had lit upon him, he had been angry at his interruption at such
a time, but now, as he took in his stalwart proportions and recognized the
strong young manhood which seemed to emanate from him, his eyes gleamed.
Without a pause he said to him as he held out his hand,
"Sir, you
have come in time. You are the lover of our dear miss. She is bad, very, very
bad. Nay, my child, do not go like that." For he suddenly grew pale and
sat down in a chair almost fainting. "You are to help her. You can do more
than any that live, and your courage is your best help."
"What can I
do?" asked Arthur hoarsely. "Tell me, and I shall do it. My life is
hers, and I would give the last drop of blood in my body for her."
The Professor
has a strongly humorous side, and I could from old knowledge detect a trace of
its origin in his answer.
"My young
sir, I do not ask so much as that, not the last!"
"What shall
I do?" There was fire in his eyes, and his open nostrils quivered with
intent. Van Helsing slapped him on the shoulder.
"Come!"
he said. "You are a man, and it is a man we want. You are better than me,
better than my friend John." Arthur looked bewildered, and the Professor
went on by explaining in a kindly way.
"Young miss
is bad, very bad. She wants blood, and blood she must have or die. My friend
John and I have consulted, and we are about to perform what we call transfusion
of blood, to transfer from full veins of one to the empty veins which pine for
him. John was to give his blood, as he is the more young and strong than
me."--Here Arthur took my hand and wrung it hard in silence.--"But
now you are here, you are more good than us, old or young, who toil much in the
world of thought. Our nerves are not so calm and our blood so bright than
yours!"
Arthur turned to
him and said, "If you only knew how gladly I would die for her you would
understand…" He stopped with a sort of choke in his voice.
"Good
boy!" said Van Helsing. "In the not-so-far-off you will be happy that
you have done all for her you love. Come now and be silent. You shall kiss her
once before it is done, but then you must go, and you must leave at my sign.
Say no word to Madame. You know how it is with her. There must be no shock, any
knowledge of this would be one. Come!"
We all went up
to Lucy's room. Arthur by direction remained outside. Lucy turned her head and
looked at us, but said nothing. She was not asleep, but she was simply too weak
to make the effort. Her eyes spoke to us, that was all.
Van Helsing took
some things from his bag and laid them on a little table out of sight. Then he
mixed a narcotic, and coming over to the bed, said cheerily, "Now, little
miss, here is your medicine. Drink it off, like a good child. See, I lift you
so that to swallow is easy. Yes." She had made the effort with success.
It astonished me
how long the drug took to act. This, in fact, marked the extent of her
weakness. The time seemed endless until sleep began to flicker in her eyelids.
At last, however, the narcotic began to manifest its potency, and she fell into
a deep sleep. When the Professor was satisfied, he called Arthur into the room,
and bade him strip off his coat. Then he added, "You may take that one
little kiss whiles I bring over the table. Friend John, help to me!" So
neither of us looked whilst he bent over her.
Van Helsing,
turning to me, said, "He is so young and strong, and of blood so pure that
we need not defibrinate it."
Then with
swiftness, but with absolute method, Van Helsing performed the operation. As
the transfusion went on, something like life seemed to come back to poor Lucy's
cheeks, and through Arthur's growing pallor the joy of his face seemed
absolutely to shine. After a bit I began to grow anxious, for the loss of blood
was telling on Arthur, strong man as he was. It gave me an idea of what a
terrible strain Lucy's system must have undergone that what weakened Arthur
only partially restored her.
But the
Professor's face was set, and he stood watch in hand, and with his eyes fixed
now on the patient and now on Arthur. I could hear my own heart beat.
Presently, he said in a soft voice, "Do not stir an instant. It is enough.
You attend him. I will look to her."
When all was
over, I could see how much Arthur was weakened. I dressed the wound and took
his arm to bring him away, when Van Helsing spoke without turning round, the
man seems to have eyes in the back of his head, "The brave lover, I think,
deserve another kiss, which he shall have presently." And as he had now
finished his operation, he adjusted the pillow to the patient's head. As he did
so the narrow black velvet band which she seems always to wear round her
throat, buckled with an old diamond buckle which her lover had given her, was
dragged a little up, and showed a red mark on her throat.
Arthur did not
notice it, but I could hear the deep hiss of indrawn breath which is one of Van
Helsing's ways of betraying emotion. He said nothing at the moment, but turned
to me, saying, "Now take down our brave young lover, give him of the port
wine, and let him lie down a while. He must then go home and rest, sleep much
and eat much, that he may be recruited of what he has so given to his love. He
must not stay here. Hold a moment! I may take it, sir, that you are anxious of
result. Then bring it with you, that in all ways the operation is successful.
You have saved her life this time, and you can go home and rest easy in mind
that all that can be is. I shall tell her all when she is well. She shall love
you none the less for what you have done. Goodbye."
When Arthur had
gone I went back to the room. Lucy was sleeping gently, but her breathing was
stronger. I could see the counterpane move as her breast heaved. By the bedside
sat Van Helsing, looking at her intently. The velvet band again covered the red
mark. I asked the Professor in a whisper, "What do you make of that mark on
her throat?"
"What do
you make of it?"
"I have not
examined it yet," I answered, and then and there proceeded to loose the
band. Just over the external jugular vein there were two punctures, not large,
but not wholesome looking. There was no sign of disease, but the edges were
white and worn looking, as if by some trituration. It at once occurred to me
that that this wound, or whatever it was, might be the means of that manifest
loss of blood. But I abandoned the idea as soon as it formed, for such a thing
could not be. The whole bed would have been drenched to a scarlet with the
blood which the girl must have lost to leave such a pallor as she had before
the transfusion.
"Well?"
said Van Helsing.
"Well,"
said I. "I can make nothing of it."
The Professor
stood up. "I must go back to Amsterdam
tonight," he said "There are books and things there which I want. You
must remain here all night, and you must not let your sight pass from
her."
"Shall I
have a nurse?" I asked.
"We are the
best nurses, you and I. You keep watch all night. See that she is well fed, and
that nothing disturbs her. You must not sleep all the night. Later on we can
sleep, you and I. I shall be back as soon as possible. And then we may
begin."
"May
begin?" I said. "What on earth do you mean?"
"We shall
see!" he answered, as he hurried out. He came back a moment later and put
his head inside the door and said with a warning finger held up,
"Remember, she is your charge. If you leave her, and harm befall, you
shall not sleep easy hereafter!"
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY--CONTINUED
8 September.--I
sat up all night with Lucy. The opiate worked itself off towards dusk, and she
waked naturally. She looked a different being from what she had been before the
operation. Her spirits even were good, and she was full of a happy vivacity,
but I could see evidences of the absolute prostration which she had undergone.
When I told Mrs. Westenra that Dr. Van Helsing had directed that I should sit
up with her, she almost pooh-poohed the idea, pointing out her daughter's renewed
strength and excellent spirits. I was firm, however, and made preparations for
my long vigil. When her maid had prepared her for the night I came in, having
in the meantime had supper, and took a seat by the bedside.
She did not in
any way make objection, but looked at me gratefully whenever I caught her eye.
After a long spell she seemed sinking off to sleep, but with an effort seemed
to pull herself together and shook it off. It was apparent that she did not
want to sleep, so I tackled the subject at once.
"You do not
want to sleep?"
"No. I am
afraid."
"Afraid to
go to sleep! Why so? It is the boon we all crave for."
"Ah, not if
you were like me, if sleep was to you a presage of horror!"
"A presage
of horror! What on earth do you mean?"
"I don't
know. Oh, I don't know. And that is what is so terrible. All this weakness
comes to me in sleep, until I dread the very thought."
"But, my
dear girl, you may sleep tonight. I am here watching you, and I can promise
that nothing will happen."
"Ah, I can
trust you!" she said.
I seized the
opportunity, and said, "I promise that if I see any evidence of bad dreams
I will wake you at once."
"You will?
Oh, will you really? How good you are to me. Then I will sleep!" And
almost at the word she gave a deep sigh of relief, and sank back, asleep.
All night long I
watched by her. She never stirred, but slept on and on in a deep, tranquil,
life-giving, health-giving sleep. Her lips were slightly parted, and her breast
rose and fell with the regularity of a pendulum. There was a smile on her face,
and it was evident that no bad dreams had come to disturb her peace of mind.
In the early
morning her maid came, and I left her in her care and took myself back home,
for I was anxious about many things. I sent a short wire to Van Helsing and to
Arthur, telling them of the excellent result of the operation. My own work,
with its manifold arrears, took me all day to clear off. It was dark when I was
able to inquire about my zoophagous patient. The report was good. He had been
quite quiet for the past day and night. A telegram came from Van Helsing at Amsterdam whilst I was at
dinner, suggesting that I should be at Hillingham tonight, as it might be well
to be at hand, and stating that he was leaving by the night mail and would join
me early in the morning.
9 September.--I
was pretty tired and worn out when I got to Hillingham. For two nights I had
hardly had a wink of sleep, and my brain was beginning to feel that numbness
which marks cerebral exhaustion. Lucy was up and in cheerful spirits. When she
shook hands with me she looked sharply in my face and said,
"No sitting
up tonight for you. You are worn out. I am quite well again. Indeed, I am, and
if there is to be any sitting up, it is I who will sit up with you."
I would not
argue the point, but went and had my supper. Lucy came with me, and, enlivened
by her charming presence, I made an excellent meal, and had a couple of glasses
of the more than excellent port. Then Lucy took me upstairs, and showed me a
room next her own, where a cozy fire was burning.
"Now,"
she said. "You must stay here. I shall leave this door open and my door
too. You can lie on the sofa for I know that nothing would induce any of you
doctors to go to bed whilst there is a patient above the horizon. If I want
anything I shall call out, and you can come to me at once."
I could not but
acquiesce, for I was dog tired, and could not have sat up had I tried. So, on
her renewing her promise to call me if she should want anything, I lay on the
sofa, and forgot all about everything.
LUCY WESTENRA'S
DIARY
9 September.--I
feel so happy tonight. I have been so miserably weak, that to be able to think
and move about is like feeling sunshine after a long spell of east wind out of
a steel sky. Somehow Arthur feels very, very close to me. I seem to feel his
presence warm about me. I suppose it is that sickness and weakness are selfish
things and turn our inner eyes and sympathy on ourselves, whilst health and
strength give love rein, and in thought and feeling he can wander where he wills.
I know where my thoughts are. If only Arthur knew! My dear, my dear, your ears
must tingle as you sleep, as mine do waking. Oh, the blissful rest of last
night! How I slept, with that dear, good Dr. Seward watching me. And tonight I
shall not fear to sleep, since he is close at hand and within call. Thank
everybody for being so good to me. Thank God! Goodnight Arthur.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
10 September.--I
was conscious of the Professor's hand on my head, and started awake all in a
second. That is one of the things that we learn in an asylum, at any rate.
"And how is
our patient?"
"Well, when
I left her, or rather when she left me," I answered.
"Come, let
us see," he said. And together we went into the room.
The blind was
down, and I went over to raise it gently, whilst Van Helsing stepped, with his
soft, cat-like tread, over to the bed.
As I raised the
blind, and the morning sunlight flooded the room, I heard the Professor's low
hiss of inspiration, and knowing its rarity, a deadly fear shot through my heart.
As I passed over he moved back, and his exclamation of horror, "Gott in
Himmel!" needed no enforcement from his agonized face. He raised his hand
and pointed to the bed, and his iron face was drawn and ashen white. I felt my
knees begin to tremble.
There on the
bed, seemingly in a swoon, lay poor Lucy, more horribly white and wan-looking
than ever. Even the lips were white, and the gums seemed to have shrunken back
from the teeth, as we sometimes see in a corpse after a prolonged illness.
Van Helsing raised
his foot to stamp in anger, but the instinct of his life and all the long years
of habit stood to him, and he put it down again softly.
"Quick!"
he said. "Bring the brandy."
I flew to the
dining room, and returned with the decanter. He wetted the poor white lips with
it, and together we rubbed palm and wrist and heart. He felt her heart, and
after a few moments of agonizing suspense said,
"It is not
too late. It beats, though but feebly. All our work is undone. We must begin
again. There is no young Arthur here now. I have to call on you yourself this
time, friend John." As he spoke, he was dipping into his bag, and
producing the instruments of transfusion. I had taken off my coat and rolled up
my shirt sleeve. There was no possibility of an opiate just at present, and no
need of one; and so, without a moment's delay, we began the operation.
After a time, it
did not seem a short time either, for the draining away of one's blood, no
matter how willingly it be given, is a terrible feeling, Van Helsing held up a
warning finger. "Do not stir," he said. "But I fear that with
growing strength she may wake, and that would make danger, oh, so much danger.
But I shall precaution take. I shall give hypodermic injection of
morphia." He proceeded then, swiftly and deftly, to carry out his intent.
The effect on
Lucy was not bad, for the faint seemed to merge subtly into the narcotic sleep.
It was with a feeling of personal pride that I could see a faint tinge of
colour steal back into the pallid cheeks and lips. No man knows, till he
experiences it, what it is to feel his own lifeblood drawn away into the veins
of the woman he loves.
The Professor
watched me critically. "That will do," he said. "Already?"
I remonstrated. "You took a great deal more from Art." To which he
smiled a sad sort of smile as he replied,
"He is her
lover, her fiance. You have work, much work to do for her and for others, and
the present will suffice."
When we stopped
the operation, he attended to Lucy, whilst I applied digital pressure to my own
incision. I laid down, while I waited his leisure to attend to me, for I felt
faint and a little sick. By and by he bound up my wound, and sent me downstairs
to get a glass of wine for myself. As I was leaving the room, he came after me,
and half whispered.
"Mind,
nothing must be said of this. If our young lover should turn up unexpected, as
before, no word to him. It would at once frighten him and enjealous him, too.
There must be none. So!"
When I came back
he looked at me carefully, and then said, "You are not much the worse. Go
into the room, and lie on your sofa, and rest awhile, then have much breakfast
and come here to me."
I followed out
his orders, for I knew how right and wise they were. I had done my part, and
now my next duty was to keep up my strength. I felt very weak, and in the
weakness lost something of the amazement at what had occurred. I fell asleep on
the sofa, however, wondering over and over again how Lucy had made such a
retrograde movement, and how she could have been drained of so much blood with
no sign any where to show for it. I think I must have continued my wonder in my
dreams, for, sleeping and waking my thoughts always came back to the little
punctures in her throat and the ragged, exhausted appearance of their edges,
tiny though they were.
Lucy slept well
into the day, and when she woke she was fairly well and strong, though not
nearly so much so as the day before. When Van Helsing had seen her, he went out
for a walk, leaving me in charge, with strict injunctions that I was not to
leave her for a moment. I could hear his voice in the hall, asking the way to
the nearest telegraph office.
Lucy chatted
with me freely, and seemed quite unconscious that anything had happened. I
tried to keep her amused and interested. When her mother came up to see her,
she did not seem to notice any change whatever, but said to me gratefully,
"We owe you
so much, Dr. Seward, for all you have done, but you really must now take care
not to overwork yourself. You are looking pale yourself. You want a wife to
nurse and look after you a bit, that you do!" As she spoke, Lucy turned
crimson, though it was only momentarily, for her poor wasted veins could not
stand for long an unwonted drain to the head. The reaction came in excessive
pallor as she turned imploring eyes on me. I smiled and nodded, and laid my
finger on my lips. With a sigh, she sank back amid her pillows.
Van Helsing
returned in a couple of hours, and presently said to me: "Now you go home,
and eat much and drink enough. Make yourself strong. I stay here tonight, and I
shall sit up with little miss myself. You and I must watch the case, and we
must have none other to know. I have grave reasons. No, do not ask me. Think
what you will. Do not fear to think even the most not-improbable. Goodnight."
In the hall two
of the maids came to me, and asked if they or either of them might not sit up
with Miss Lucy. They implored me to let them, and when I said it was Dr. Van
Helsing's wish that either he or I should sit up, they asked me quite piteously
to intercede with the 'foreign gentleman'. I was much touched by their
kindness. Perhaps it is because I am weak at present, and perhaps because it
was on Lucy's account, that their devotion was manifested. For over and over
again have I seen similar instances of woman's kindness. I got back here in
time for a late dinner, went my rounds, all well, and set this down whilst
waiting for sleep. It is coming.
11
September.--This afternoon I went over to Hillingham. Found Van Helsing in
excellent spirits, and Lucy much better. Shortly after I had arrived, a big
parcel from abroad came for the Professor. He opened it with much impressment,
assumed, of course, and showed a great bundle of white flowers.
"These are
for you, Miss Lucy," he said.
"For me?
Oh, Dr. Van Helsing!"
"Yes, my
dear, but not for you to play with. These are medicines." Here Lucy made a
wry face. "Nay, but they are not to take in a decoction or in nauseous
form, so you need not snub that so charming nose, or I shall point out to my
friend Arthur what woes he may have to endure in seeing so much beauty that he
so loves so much distort. Aha, my pretty miss, that bring the so nice nose all
straight again. This is medicinal, but you do not know how. I put him in your
window, I make pretty wreath, and hang him round your neck, so you sleep well.
Oh, yes! They, like the lotus flower, make your trouble forgotten. It smell so
like the waters of Lethe, and of that fountain of youth that the Conquistadores
sought for in the Floridas,
and find him all too late."
Whilst he was
speaking, Lucy had been examining the flowers and smelling them. Now she threw
them down saying, with half laughter, and half disgust,
"Oh,
Professor, I believe you are only putting up a joke on me. Why, these flowers
are only common garlic."
To my surprise,
Van Helsing rose up and said with all his sternness, his iron jaw set and his
bushy eyebrows meeting,
"No
trifling with me! I never jest! There is grim purpose in what I do, and I warn
you that you do not thwart me. Take care, for the sake of others if not for
your own." Then seeing poor Lucy scared, as she might well be, he went on
more gently, "Oh, little miss, my dear, do not fear me. I only do for your
good, but there is much virtue to you in those so common flowers. See, I place
them myself in your room. I make myself the wreath that you are to wear. But
hush! No telling to others that make so inquisitive questions. We must obey,
and silence is a part of obedience, and obedience is to bring you strong and
well into loving arms that wait for you. Now sit still a while. Come with me,
friend John, and you shall help me deck the room with my garlic, which is all
the way from Haarlem,
where my friend Vanderpool raise herb in his glass houses all the year. I had
to telegraph yesterday, or they would not have been here."
We went into the
room, taking the flowers with us. The Professor's actions were certainly odd
and not to be found in any pharmacopeia that I ever heard of. First he fastened
up the windows and latched them securely. Next, taking a handful of the
flowers, he rubbed them all over the sashes, as though to ensure that every
whiff of air that might get in would be laden with the garlic smell. Then with
the wisp he rubbed all over the jamb of the door, above, below, and at each side,
and round the fireplace in the same way. It all seemed grotesque to me, and
presently I said, "Well, Professor, I know you always have a reason for
what you do, but this certainly puzzles me. It is well we have no sceptic here,
or he would say that you were working some spell to keep out an evil
spirit."
"Perhaps I
am!" he answered quietly as he began to make the wreath which Lucy was to
wear round her neck.
We then waited
whilst Lucy made her toilet for the night, and when she was in bed he came and
himself fixed the wreath of garlic round her neck. The last words he said to
her were,
"Take care
you do not disturb it, and even if the room feel close, do not tonight open the
window or the door."
"I
promise," said Lucy. "And thank you both a thousand times for all
your kindness to me! Oh, what have I done to be blessed with such
friends?"
As we left the
house in my fly, which was waiting, Van Helsing said, "Tonight I can sleep
in peace, and sleep I want, two nights of travel, much reading in the day
between, and much anxiety on the day to follow, and a night to sit up, without
to wink. Tomorrow in the morning early you call for me, and we come together to
see our pretty miss, so much more strong for my 'spell' which I have work. Ho,
ho!"
He seemed so
confident that I, remembering my own confidence two nights before and with the
baneful result, felt awe and vague terror. It must have been my weakness that
made me hesitate to tell it to my friend, but I felt it all the more, like
unshed tears.
12
September.--How good they all are to me. I quite love that dear Dr. Van
Helsing. I wonder why he was so anxious about these flowers. He positively
frightened me, he was so fierce. And yet he must have been right, for I feel
comfort from them already. Somehow, I do not dread being alone tonight, and I
can go to sleep without fear. I shall not mind any flapping outside the window.
Oh, the terrible struggle that I have had against sleep so often of late, the
pain of sleeplessness, or the pain of the fear of sleep, and with such unknown
horrors as it has for me! How blessed are some people, whose lives have no
fears, no dreads, to whom sleep is a blessing that comes nightly, and brings
nothing but sweet dreams. Well, here I am tonight, hoping for sleep, and lying
like Ophelia in the play, with 'virgin crants and maiden strewments.' I never
liked garlic before, but tonight it is delightful! There is peace in its smell.
I feel sleep coming already. Goodnight, everybody.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
13 September.--Called
at the Berkeley
and found Van Helsing, as usual, up to time. The carriage ordered from the
hotel was waiting. The Professor took his bag, which he always brings with him
now.
Let all be put
down exactly. Van Helsing and I arrived at Hillingham at eight o'clock. It was
a lovely morning. The bright sunshine and all the fresh feeling of early autumn
seemed like the completion of nature's annual work. The leaves were turning to
all kinds of beautiful colours, but had not yet begun to drop from the trees.
When we entered we met Mrs. Westenra coming out of the morning room. She is
always an early riser. She greeted us warmly and said,
"You will
be glad to know that Lucy is better. The dear child is still asleep. I looked
into her room and saw her, but did not go in, lest I should disturb her."
The Professor smiled, and looked quite jubilant. He rubbed his hands together,
and said, "Aha! I thought I had diagnosed the case. My treatment is
working."
To which she
replied, "You must not take all the credit to yourself, doctor. Lucy's
state this morning is due in part to me."
"How do you
mean, ma'am?" asked the Professor.
"Well, I
was anxious about the dear child in the night, and went into her room. She was
sleeping soundly, so soundly that even my coming did not wake her. But the room
was awfully stuffy. There were a lot of those horrible, strong-smelling flowers
about everywhere, and she had actually a bunch of them round her neck. I feared
that the heavy odour would be too much for the dear child in her weak state, so
I took them all away and opened a bit of the window to let in a little fresh
air. You will be pleased with her, I am sure."
She moved off
into her boudoir, where she usually breakfasted early. As she had spoken, I
watched the Professor's face, and saw it turn ashen gray. He had been able to
retain his self-command whilst the poor lady was present, for he knew her state
and how mischievous a shock would be. He actually smiled on her as he held open
the door for her to pass into her room. But the instant she had disappeared he
pulled me, suddenly and forcibly, into the dining room and closed the door.
Then, for the
first time in my life, I saw Van Helsing break down. He raised his hands over
his head in a sort of mute despair, and then beat his palms together in a
helpless way. Finally he sat down on a chair, and putting his hands before his
face, began to sob, with loud, dry sobs that seemed to come from the very
racking of his heart.
Then he raised
his arms again, as though appealing to the whole universe. "God! God!
God!" he said. "What have we done, what has this poor thing done,
that we are so sore beset? Is there fate amongst us still, send down from the
pagan world of old, that such things must be, and in such way? This poor
mother, all unknowing, and all for the best as she think, does such thing as
lose her daughter body and soul, and we must not tell her, we must not even
warn her, or she die, then both die. Oh, how we are beset! How are all the
powers of the devils against us!"
Suddenly he
jumped to his feet. "Come," he said, "come, we must see and act.
Devils or no devils, or all the devils at once, it matters not. We must fight
him all the same." He went to the hall door for his bag, and together we
went up to Lucy's room.
Once again I
drew up the blind, whilst Van Helsing went towards the bed. This time he did
not start as he looked on the poor face with the same awful, waxen pallor as
before. He wore a look of stern sadness and infinite pity.
"As I
expected," he murmured, with that hissing inspiration of his which meant
so much. Without a word he went and locked the door, and then began to set out
on the little table the instruments for yet another operation of transfusion of
blood. I had long ago recognized the necessity, and begun to take off my coat,
but he stopped me with a warning hand. "No!" he said. "Today you
must operate. I shall provide. You are weakened already." As he spoke he
took off his coat and rolled up his shirtsleeve.
Again the
operation. Again the narcotic. Again some return of colour to the ashy cheeks,
and the regular breathing of healthy sleep. This time I watched whilst Van
Helsing recruited himself and rested.
Presently he
took an opportunity of telling Mrs. Westenra that she must not remove anything
from Lucy's room without consulting him. That the flowers were of medicinal
value, and that the breathing of their odour was a part of the system of cure.
Then he took over the care of the case himself, saying that he would watch this
night and the next, and would send me word when to come.
After another
hour Lucy waked from her sleep, fresh and bright and seemingly not much the
worse for her terrible ordeal.
What does it all
mean? I am beginning to wonder if my long habit of life amongst the insane is
beginning to tell upon my own brain.
LUCY WESTENRA'S
DIARY
17
September.--Four days and nights of peace. I am getting so strong again that I
hardly know myself. It is as if I had passed through some long nightmare, and
had just awakened to see the beautiful sunshine and feel the fresh air of the
morning around me. I have a dim half remembrance of long, anxious times of
waiting and fearing, darkness in which there was not even the pain of hope to
make present distress more poignant. And then long spells of oblivion, and the
rising back to life as a diver coming up through a great press of water. Since,
however, Dr. Van Helsing has been with me, all this bad dreaming seems to have
passed away. The noises that used to frighten me out of my wits, the flapping
against the windows, the distant voices which seemed so close to me, the harsh
sounds that came from I know not where and commanded me to do I know not what,
have all ceased. I go to bed now without any fear of sleep. I do not even try
to keep awake. I have grown quite fond of the garlic, and a boxful arrives for
me every day from Haarlem.
Tonight Dr. Van Helsing is going away, as he has to be for a day in Amsterdam. But I need not
be watched. I am well enough to be left alone.
Thank God for
Mother's sake, and dear Arthur's, and for all our friends who have been so
kind! I shall not even feel the change, for last night Dr. Van Helsing slept in
his chair a lot of the time. I found him asleep twice when I awoke. But I did
not fear to go to sleep again, although the boughs or bats or something flapped
almost angrily against the window panes.
THE PALL MALL
GAZETTE 18 September.
THE ESCAPED WOLF
PERILOUS ADVENTURE OF OUR INTERVIEWER
INTERVIEW WITH
THE KEEPER IN THE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS
After many
inquiries and almost as many refusals, and perpetually using the words 'PALL
MALL GAZETTE' as a sort of talisman, I managed to find the keeper of the
section of the Zoological Gardens in which the wolf department is included.
Thomas Bilder lives in one of the cottages in the enclosure behind the elephant
house, and was just sitting down to his tea when I found him. Thomas and his
wife are hospitable folk, elderly, and without children, and if the specimen I
enjoyed of their hospitality be of the average kind, their lives must be pretty
comfortable. The keeper would not enter on what he called business until the
supper was over, and we were all satisfied. Then when the table was cleared,
and he had lit his pipe, he said,
"Now, Sir,
you can go on and arsk me what you want. You'll excoose me refoosin' to talk of
perfeshunal subjucts afore meals. I gives the wolves and the jackals and the
hyenas in all our section their tea afore I begins to arsk them
questions."
"How do you
mean, ask them questions?" I queried, wishful to get him into a talkative
humor.
"'Ittin' of
them over the 'ead with a pole is one way. Scratchin' of their ears in another,
when gents as is flush wants a bit of a show-orf to their gals. I don't so much
mind the fust, the 'ittin of the pole part afore I chucks in their dinner, but
I waits till they've 'ad their sherry and kawffee, so to speak, afore I tries
on with the ear scratchin'. Mind you," he added philosophically,
"there's a deal of the same nature in us as in them theer animiles. Here's
you a-comin' and arskin' of me questions about my business, and I that
grump-like that only for your bloomin' 'arf-quid I'd 'a' seen you blowed fust
'fore I'd answer. Not even when you arsked me sarcastic like if I'd like you to
arsk the Superintendent if you might arsk me questions. Without offence did I
tell yer to go to 'ell?"
"You
did."
"An' when
you said you'd report me for usin' obscene language that was 'ittin' me over
the 'ead. But the 'arf-quid made that all right. I weren't a-goin' to fight, so
I waited for the food, and did with my 'owl as the wolves and lions and tigers
does. But, lor' love yer 'art, now that the old 'ooman has stuck a chunk of her
tea-cake in me, an' rinsed me out with her bloomin' old teapot, and I've lit
hup, you may scratch my ears for all you're worth, and won't even get a growl
out of me. Drive along with your questions. I know what yer a-comin' at, that
'ere escaped wolf."
"Exactly. I
want you to give me your view of it. Just tell me how it happened, and when I
know the facts I'll get you to say what you consider was the cause of it, and
how you think the whole affair will end."
"All right,
guv'nor. This 'ere is about the 'ole story. That 'ere wolf what we called
Bersicker was one of three gray ones that came from Norway to Jamrach's, which
we bought off him four years ago. He was a nice well-behaved wolf, that never
gave no trouble to talk of. I'm more surprised at 'im for wantin' to get out
nor any other animile in the place. But, there, you can't trust wolves no more
nor women."
"Don't you
mind him, Sir!" broke in Mrs. Tom, with a cheery laugh. "'E's got
mindin' the animiles so long that blest if he ain't like a old wolf 'isself!
But there ain't no 'arm in 'im."
"Well, Sir,
it was about two hours after feedin' yesterday when I first hear my
disturbance. I was makin' up a litter in the monkey house for a young puma
which is ill. But when I heard the yelpin' and 'owlin' I kem away straight.
There was Bersicker a-tearin' like a mad thing at the bars as if he wanted to
get out. There wasn't much people about that day, and close at hand was only
one man, a tall, thin chap, with a 'ook nose and a pointed beard, with a few
white hairs runnin' through it. He had a 'ard, cold look and red eyes, and I
took a sort of mislike to him, for it seemed as if it was 'im as they was
hirritated at. He 'ad white kid gloves on 'is 'ands, and he pointed out the
animiles to me and says, 'Keeper, these wolves seem upset at something.'
"'Maybe
it's you,' says I, for I did not like the airs as he give 'isself. He didn't
get angry, as I 'oped he would, but he smiled a kind of insolent smile, with a
mouth full of white, sharp teeth. 'Oh no, they wouldn't like me,' 'e says.
"'Ow yes,
they would,' says I, a-imitatin' of him. 'They always like a bone or two to
clean their teeth on about tea time, which you 'as a bagful.'
"Well, it
was a odd thing, but when the animiles see us a-talkin' they lay down, and when
I went over to Bersicker he let me stroke his ears same as ever. That there man
kem over, and blessed but if he didn't put in his hand and stroke the old
wolf's ears too!
"'Tyke
care,' says I. 'Bersicker is quick.'
"'Never
mind,' he says. I'm used to 'em!'
"'Are you
in the business yourself?' I says, tyking off my 'at, for a man what trades in
wolves, anceterer, is a good friend to keepers.
"'Nom,'
says he, 'not exactly in the business, but I 'ave made pets of several.' And
with that he lifts his 'at as perlite as a lord, and walks away. Old Bersicker
kep' a-lookin' arter 'im till 'e was out of sight, and then went and lay down
in a corner and wouldn't come hout the 'ole hevening. Well, larst night, so
soon as the moon was hup, the wolves here all began a-'owling. There warn't
nothing for them to 'owl at. There warn't no one near, except some one that was
evidently a-callin' a dog somewheres out back of the gardings in the Park road.
Once or twice I went out to see that all was right, and it was, and then the
'owling stopped. Just before twelve o'clock I just took a look round afore
turnin' in, an', bust me, but when I kem opposite to old Bersicker's cage I see
the rails broken and twisted about and the cage empty. And that's all I know
for certing."
"Did any
one else see anything?"
"One of our
gard'ners was a-comin' 'ome about that time from a 'armony, when he sees a big
gray dog comin' out through the garding 'edges. At least, so he says, but I
don't give much for it myself, for if he did 'e never said a word about it to
his missis when 'e got 'ome, and it was only after the escape of the wolf was
made known, and we had been up all night a-huntin' of the Park for Bersicker,
that he remembered seein' anything. My own belief was that the 'armony 'ad got
into his 'ead."
"Now, Mr.
Bilder, can you account in any way for the escape of the wolf?"
"Well,
Sir," he said, with a suspicious sort of modesty, "I think I can, but
I don't know as 'ow you'd be satisfied with the theory."
"Certainly
I shall. If a man like you, who knows the animals from experience, can't hazard
a good guess at any rate, who is even to try?"
"Well then,
Sir, I accounts for it this way. It seems to me that 'ere wolf escaped--simply
because he wanted to get out."
From the hearty
way that both Thomas and his wife laughed at the joke I could see that it had
done service before, and that the whole explanation was simply an elaborate
sell. I couldn't cope in badinage with the worthy Thomas, but I thought I knew
a surer way to his heart, so I said, "Now, Mr. Bilder, we'll consider that
first half-sovereign worked off, and this brother of his is waiting to be
claimed when you've told me what you think will happen."
"Right
y'are, Sir," he said briskly. "Ye'll excoose me, I know, for
a-chaffin' of ye, but the old woman here winked at me, which was as much as
telling me to go on."
"Well, I
never!" said the old lady.
"My opinion
is this: that 'ere wolf is a'idin' of, somewheres. The gard'ner wot didn't
remember said he was a-gallopin' northward faster than a horse could go, but I
don't believe him, for, yer see, Sir, wolves don't gallop no more nor dogs
does, they not bein' built that way. Wolves is fine things in a storybook, and
I dessay when they gets in packs and does be chivyin' somethin' that's more
afeared than they is they can make a devil of a noise and chop it up, whatever
it is. But, Lor' bless you, in real life a wolf is only a low creature, not
half so clever or bold as a good dog, and not half a quarter so much fight in
'im. This one ain't been used to fightin' or even to providin' for hisself, and
more like he's somewhere round the Park a'hidin' an' a'shiverin' of, and if he
thinks at all, wonderin' where he is to get his breakfast from. Or maybe he's
got down some area and is in a coal cellar. My eye, won't some cook get a rum
start when she sees his green eyes a-shinin' at her out of the dark! If he
can't get food he's bound to look for it, and mayhap he may chance to light on
a butcher's shop in time. If he doesn't, and some nursemaid goes out walkin' or
orf with a soldier, leavin' of the hinfant in the perambulator--well, then I
shouldn't be surprised if the census is one babby the less. That's all."
I was handing
him the half-sovereign, when something came bobbing up against the window, and
Mr. Bilder's face doubled its natural length with surprise.
"God bless
me!" he said. "If there ain't old Bersicker come back by
'isself!"
He went to the
door and opened it, a most unnecessary proceeding it seemed to me. I have
always thought that a wild animal never looks so well as when some obstacle of
pronounced durability is between us. A personal experience has intensified
rather than diminished that idea.
After all,
however, there is nothing like custom, for neither Bilder nor his wife thought
any more of the wolf than I should of a dog. The animal itself was a peaceful
and well-behaved as that father of all picture-wolves, Red Riding Hood's quondam
friend, whilst moving her confidence in masquerade.
The whole scene
was a unutterable mixture of comedy and pathos. The wicked wolf that for a half
a day had paralyzed London and set all the children in town shivering in their
shoes, was there in a sort of penitent mood, and was received and petted like a
sort of vulpine prodigal son. Old Bilder examined him all over with most tender
solicitude, and when he had finished with his penitent said,
"There, I
knew the poor old chap would get into some kind of trouble. Didn't I say it all
along? Here's his head all cut and full of broken glass. 'E's been a-gettin'
over some bloomin' wall or other. It's a shyme that people are allowed to top
their walls with broken bottles. This 'ere's what comes of it. Come along,
Bersicker."
He took the wolf
and locked him up in a cage, with a piece of meat that satisfied, in quantity
at any rate, the elementary conditions of the fatted calf, and went off to
report.
I came off too,
to report the only exclusive information that is given today regarding the
strange escapade at the Zoo.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
17 September.--I
was engaged after dinner in my study posting up my books, which, through press
of other work and the many visits to Lucy, had fallen sadly into arrear.
Suddenly the door was burst open, and in rushed my patient, with his face
distorted with passion. I was thunderstruck, for such a thing as a patient
getting of his own accord into the Superintendent's study is almost unknown.
Without an
instant's notice he made straight at me. He had a dinner knife in his hand, and
as I saw he was dangerous, I tried to keep the table between us. He was too
quick and too strong for me, however, for before I could get my balance he had
struck at me and cut my left wrist rather severely.
Before he could
strike again, however, I got in my right hand and he was sprawling on his back
on the floor. My wrist bled freely, and quite a little pool trickled on to the
carpet. I saw that my friend was not intent on further effort, and occupied myself
binding up my wrist, keeping a wary eye on the prostrate figure all the time.
When the attendants rushed in, and we turned our attention to him, his
employment positively sickened me. He was lying on his belly on the floor
licking up, like a dog, the blood which had fallen from my wounded wrist. He
was easily secured, and to my surprise, went with the attendants quite
placidly, simply repeating over and over again, "The blood is the life!
The blood is the life!"
I cannot afford
to lose blood just at present. I have lost too much of late for my physical
good, and then the prolonged strain of Lucy's illness and its horrible phases
is telling on me. I am over excited and weary, and I need rest, rest, rest.
Happily Van Helsing has not summoned me, so I need not forego my sleep. Tonight
I could not well do without it.
TELEGRAM, VAN
HELSING, ANTWERP,
TO SEWARD, CARFAX
(Sent to Carfax, Sussex,
as no county given, delivered late by twenty-two hours.)
17
September.--Do not fail to be at Hilllingham tonight. If not watching all the
time, frequently visit and see that flowers are as placed, very important, do
not fail. Shall be with you as soon as possible after arrival.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
18
September.--Just off train to London.
The arrival of Van Helsing's telegram filled me with dismay. A whole night
lost, and I know by bitter experience what may happen in a night. Of course it
is possible that all may be well, but what may have happened? Surely there is
some horrible doom hanging over us that every possible accident should thwart
us in all we try to do. I shall take this cylinder with me, and then I can
complete my entry on Lucy's phonograph.
MEMORANDUM LEFT
BY LUCY WESTENRA
17 September,
Night.--I write this and leave it to be seen, so that no one may by any chance
get into trouble through me. This is an exact record of what took place
tonight. I feel I am dying of weakness, and have barely strength to write, but
it must be done if I die in the doing.
I went to bed as
usual, taking care that the flowers were placed as Dr. Van Helsing directed,
and soon fell asleep.
I was waked by
the flapping at the window, which had begun after that sleep-walking on the
cliff at Whitby
when Mina saved me, and which now I know so well. I was not afraid, but I did
wish that Dr. Seward was in the next room, as Dr. Van Helsing said he would be,
so that I might have called him. I tried to sleep, but I could not. Then there
came to me the old fear of sleep, and I determined to keep awake. Perversely
sleep would try to come then when I did not want it. So, as I feared to be
alone, I opened my door and called out, "Is there anybody there?"
There was no answer. I was afraid to wake mother, and so closed my door again.
Then outside in the shrubbery I heard a sort of howl like a dog's, but more
fierce and deeper. I went to the window and looked out, but could see nothing,
except a big bat, which had evidently been buffeting its wings against the
window. So I went back to bed again, but determined not to go to sleep.
Presently the door opened, and mother looked in. Seeing by my moving that I was
not asleep, she came in and sat by me. She said to me even more sweetly and
softly than her wont,
"I was
uneasy about you, darling, and came in to see that you were all right."
I feared she
might catch cold sitting there, and asked her to come in and sleep with me, so
she came into bed, and lay down beside me. She did not take off her dressing
gown, for she said she would only stay a while and then go back to her own bed.
As she lay there in my arms, and I in hers the flapping and buffeting came to
the window again. She was startled and a little frightened, and cried out,
"What is that?"
I tried to
pacify her, and at last succeeded, and she lay quiet. But I could hear her poor
dear heart still beating terribly. After a while there was the howl again out
in the shrubbery, and shortly after there was a crash at the window, and a lot
of broken glass was hurled on the floor. The window blind blew back with the
wind that rushed in, and in the aperture of the broken panes there was the head
of a great, gaunt gray wolf.
Mother cried out
in a fright, and struggled up into a sitting posture, and clutched wildly at
anything that would help her. Amongst other things, she clutched the wreath of
flowers that Dr. Van Helsing insisted on my wearing round my neck, and tore it
away from me. For a second or two she sat up, pointing at the wolf, and there
was a strange and horrible gurgling in her throat. Then she fell over, as if
struck with lightning, and her head hit my forehead and made me dizzy for a
moment or two.
The room and all
round seemed to spin round. I kept my eyes fixed on the window, but the wolf
drew his head back, and a whole myriad of little specks seems to come blowing
in through the broken window, and wheeling and circling round like the pillar
of dust that travellers describe when there is a simoon in the desert. I tried
to stir, but there was some spell upon me, and dear Mother's poor body, which
seemed to grow cold already, for her dear heart had ceased to beat, weighed me
down, and I remembered no more for a while.
The time did not
seem long, but very, very awful, till I recovered consciousness again.
Somewhere near, a passing bell was tolling. The dogs all round the
neighbourhood were howling, and in our shrubbery, seemingly just outside, a
nightingale was singing. I was dazed and stupid with pain and terror and
weakness, but the sound of the nightingale seemed like the voice of my dead
mother come back to comfort me. The sounds seemed to have awakened the maids,
too, for I could hear their bare feet pattering outside my door. I called to
them, and they came in, and when they saw what had happened, and what it was
that lay over me on the bed, they screamed out. The wind rushed in through the
broken window, and the door slammed to. They lifted off the body of my dear
mother, and laid her, covered up with a sheet, on the bed after I had got up.
They were all so frightened and nervous that I directed them to go to the
dining room and each have a glass of wine. The door flew open for an instant
and closed again. The maids shrieked, and then went in a body to the dining
room, and I laid what flowers I had on my dear mother's breast. When they were
there I remembered what Dr. Van Helsing had told me, but I didn't like to
remove them, and besides, I would have some of the servants to sit up with me
now. I was surprised that the maids did not come back. I called them, but got
no answer, so I went to the dining room to look for them.
My heart sank
when I saw what had happened. They all four lay helpless on the floor,
breathing heavily. The decanter of sherry was on the table half full, but there
was a queer, acrid smell about. I was suspicious, and examined the decanter. It
smelt of laudanum, and looking on the sideboard, I found that the bottle which
Mother's doctor uses for her--oh! did use--was empty. What am I to do? What am
I to do? I am back in the room with Mother. I cannot leave her, and I am alone,
save for the sleeping servants, whom some one has drugged. Alone with the dead!
I dare not go out, for I can hear the low howl of the wolf through the broken
window.
The air seems
full of specks, floating and circling in the draught from the window, and the
lights burn blue and dim. What am I to do? God shield me from harm this night!
I shall hide this paper in my breast, where they shall find it when they come
to lay me out. My dear mother gone! It is time that I go too. Goodbye, dear
Arthur, if I should not survive this night. God keep you, dear, and God help
me!
18 September.--I
drove at once to Hillingham and arrived early. Keeping my cab at the gate, I
went up the avenue alone. I knocked gently and rang as quietly as possible, for
I feared to disturb Lucy or her mother, and hoped to only bring a servant to
the door. After a while, finding no response, I knocked and rang again, still
no answer. I cursed the laziness of the servants that they should lie abed at
such an hour, for it was now ten o'clock, and so rang and knocked again, but more
impatiently, but still without response. Hitherto I had blamed only the
servants, but now a terrible fear began to assail me. Was this desolation but
another link in the chain of doom which seemed drawing tight round us? Was it
indeed a house of death to which I had come, too late? I know that minutes,
even seconds of delay, might mean hours of danger to Lucy, if she had had again
one of those frightful relapses, and I went round the house to try if I could
find by chance an entry anywhere.
I could find no
means of ingress. Every window and door was fastened and locked, and I returned
baffled to the porch. As I did so, I heard the rapid pit-pat of a swiftly
driven horse's feet. They stopped at the gate, and a few seconds later I met
Van Helsing running up the avenue. When he saw me, he gasped out, "Then it
was you, and just arrived. How is she? Are we too late? Did you not get my
telegram?"
I answered as
quickly and coherently as I could that I had only got his telegram early in the
morning, and had not a minute in coming here, and that I could not make any one
in the house hear me. He paused and raised his hat as he said solemnly,
"Then I fear we are too late. God's will be done!"
With his usual
recuperative energy, he went on, "Come. If there be no way open to get in,
we must make one. Time is all in all to us now."
We went round to
the back of the house, where there was a kitchen window. The Professor took a
small surgical saw from his case, and handing it to me, pointed to the iron
bars which guarded the window. I attacked them at once and had very soon cut
through three of them. Then with a long, thin knife we pushed back the
fastening of the sashes and opened the window. I helped the Professor in, and
followed him. There was no one in the kitchen or in the servants' rooms, which
were close at hand. We tried all the rooms as we went along, and in the dining
room, dimly lit by rays of light through the shutters, found four servant women
lying on the floor. There was no need to think them dead, for their stertorous
breathing and the acrid smell of laudanum in the room left no doubt as to their
condition.
Van Helsing and
I looked at each other, and as we moved away he said, "We can attend to
them later." Then we ascended to Lucy's room. For an instant or two we
paused at the door to listen, but there was no sound that we could hear. With
white faces and trembling hands, we opened the door gently, and entered the
room.
How shall I
describe what we saw? On the bed lay two women, Lucy and her mother. The latter
lay farthest in, and she was covered with a white sheet, the edge of which had
been blown back by the drought through the broken window, showing the drawn,
white, face, with a look of terror fixed upon it. By her side lay Lucy, with
face white and still more drawn. The flowers which had been round her neck we
found upon her mother's bosom, and her throat was bare, showing the two little
wounds which we had noticed before, but looking horribly white and mangled.
Without a word the Professor bent over the bed, his head almost touching poor
Lucy's breast. Then he gave a quick turn of his head, as of one who listens,
and leaping to his feet, he cried out to me, "It is not yet too late!
Quick! Quick! Bring the brandy!"
I flew
downstairs and returned with it, taking care to smell and taste it, lest it,
too, were drugged like the decanter of sherry which I found on the table. The
maids were still breathing, but more restlessly, and I fancied that the
narcotic was wearing off. I did not stay to make sure, but returned to Van
Helsing. He rubbed the brandy, as on another occasion, on her lips and gums and
on her wrists and the palms of her hands. He said to me, "I can do this,
all that can be at the present. You go wake those maids. Flick them in the face
with a wet towel, and flick them hard. Make them get heat and fire and a warm
bath. This poor soul is nearly as cold as that beside her. She will need be
heated before we can do anything more."
I went at once,
and found little difficulty in waking three of the women. The fourth was only a
young girl, and the drug had evidently affected her more strongly so I lifted
her on the sofa and let her sleep.
The others were
dazed at first, but as remembrance came back to them they cried and sobbed in a
hysterical manner. I was stern with them, however, and would not let them talk.
I told them that one life was bad enough to lose, and if they delayed they
would sacrifice Miss Lucy. So, sobbing and crying they went about their way,
half clad as they were, and prepared fire and water. Fortunately, the kitchen
and boiler fires were still alive, and there was no lack of hot water. We got a
bath and carried Lucy out as she was and placed her in it. Whilst we were busy
chafing her limbs there was a knock at the hall door. One of the maids ran off,
hurried on some more clothes, and opened it. Then she returned and whispered to
us that there was a gentleman who had come with a message from Mr. Holmwood. I
bade her simply tell him that he must wait, for we could see no one now. She
went away with the message, and, engrossed with our work, I clean forgot all
about him.
I never saw in
all my experience the Professor work in such deadly earnest. I knew, as he
knew, that it was a stand-up fight with death, and in a pause told him so. He
answered me in a way that I did not understand, but with the sternest look that
his face could wear.
"If that
were all, I would stop here where we are now, and let her fade away into peace,
for I see no light in life over her horizon." He went on with his work
with, if possible, renewed and more frenzied vigour.
Presently we
both began to be conscious that the heat was beginning to be of some effect.
Lucy's heart beat a trifle more audibly to the stethoscope, and her lungs had a
perceptible movement. Van Helsing's face almost beamed, and as we lifted her
from the bath and rolled her in a hot sheet to dry her he said to me, "The
first gain is ours! Check to the King!"
We took Lucy
into another room, which had by now been prepared, and laid her in bed and
forced a few drops of brandy down her throat. I noticed that Van Helsing tied a
soft silk handkerchief round her throat. She was still unconscious, and was
quite as bad as, if not worse than, we had ever seen her.
Van Helsing
called in one of the women, and told her to stay with her and not to take her
eyes off her till we returned, and then beckoned me out of the room.
"We must
consult as to what is to be done," he said as we descended the stairs. In
the hall he opened the dining room door, and we passed in, he closing the door
carefully behind him. The shutters had been opened, but the blinds were already
down, with that obedience to the etiquette of death which the British woman of
the lower classes always rigidly observes. The room was, therefore, dimly dark.
It was, however, light enough for our purposes. Van Helsing's sternness was
somewhat relieved by a look of perplexity. He was evidently torturing his mind
about something, so I waited for an instant, and he spoke.
"What are
we to do now? Where are we to turn for help? We must have another transfusion
of blood, and that soon, or that poor girl's life won't be worth an hour's
purchase. You are exhausted already. I am exhausted too. I fear to trust those
women, even if they would have courage to submit. What are we to do for some
one who will open his veins for her?"
"What's the
matter with me, anyhow?"
The voice came
from the sofa across the room, and its tones brought relief and joy to my
heart, for they were those of Quincey Morris.
Van Helsing
started angrily at the first sound, but his face softened and a glad look came
into his eyes as I cried out, "Quincey Morris!" and rushed towards
him with outstretched hands.
"What
brought you here?" I cried as our hands met.
"I guess
Art is the cause."
He handed me a
telegram.--'Have not heard from Seward for three days, and am terribly anxious.
Cannot leave. Father still in same condition. Send me word how Lucy is. Do not
delay.--Holmwood.'
"I think I
came just in the nick of time. You know you have only to tell me what to do."
Van Helsing
strode forward, and took his hand, looking him straight in the eyes as he said,
"A brave man's blood is the best thing on this earth when a woman is in
trouble. You're a man and no mistake. Well, the devil may work against us for
all he's worth, but God sends us men when we want them."
Once again we
went through that ghastly operation. I have not the heart to go through with
the details. Lucy had got a terrible shock and it told on her more than before,
for though plenty of blood went into her veins, her body did not respond to the
treatment as well as on the other occasions. Her struggle back into life was
something frightful to see and hear. However, the action of both heart and
lungs improved, and Van Helsing made a sub-cutaneous injection of morphia, as
before, and with good effect. Her faint became a profound slumber. The
Professor watched whilst I went downstairs with Quincey Morris, and sent one of
the maids to pay off one of the cabmen who were waiting.
I left Quincey
lying down after having a glass of wine, and told the cook to get ready a good
breakfast. Then a thought struck me, and I went back to the room where Lucy now
was. When I came softly in, I found Van Helsing with a sheet or two of note
paper in his hand. He had evidently read it, and was thinking it over as he sat
with his hand to his brow. There was a look of grim satisfaction in his face,
as of one who has had a doubt solved. He handed me the paper saying only,
"It dropped from Lucy's breast when we carried her to the bath."
When I had read
it, I stood looking at the Professor, and after a pause asked him, "In
God's name, what does it all mean? Was she, or is she, mad, or what sort of
horrible danger is it?" I was so bewildered that I did not know what to
say more. Van Helsing put out his hand and took the paper, saying,
"Do not
trouble about it now. Forget it for the present. You shall know and understand
it all in good time, but it will be later. And now what is it that you came to
me to say?" This brought me back to fact, and I was all myself again.
"I came to
speak about the certificate of death. If we do not act properly and wisely,
there may be an inquest, and that paper would have to be produced. I am in
hopes that we need have no inquest, for if we had it would surely kill poor
Lucy, if nothing else did. I know, and you know, and the other doctor who
attended her knows, that Mrs. Westenra had disease of the heart, and we can
certify that she died of it. Let us fill up the certificate at once, and I
shall take it myself to the registrar and go on to the undertaker."
"Good, oh
my friend John! Well thought of! Truly Miss Lucy, if she be sad in the foes
that beset her, is at least happy in the friends that love her. One, two,
three, all open their veins for her, besides one old man. Ah, yes, I know,
friend John. I am not blind! I love you all the more for it! Now go."
In the hall I
met Quincey Morris, with a telegram for Arthur telling him that Mrs. Westenra
was dead, that Lucy also had been ill, but was now going on better, and that
Van Helsing and I were with her. I told him where I was going, and he hurried
me out, but as I was going said,
"When you
come back, Jack, may I have two words with you all to ourselves?" I nodded
in reply and went out. I found no difficulty about the registration, and
arranged with the local undertaker to come up in the evening to measure for the
coffin and to make arrangements.
When I got back
Quincey was waiting for me. I told him I would see him as soon as I knew about
Lucy, and went up to her room. She was still sleeping, and the Professor
seemingly had not moved from his seat at her side. From his putting his finger
to his lips, I gathered that he expected her to wake before long and was afraid
of fore-stalling nature. So I went down to Quincey and took him into the
breakfast room, where the blinds were not drawn down, and which was a little
more cheerful, or rather less cheerless, than the other rooms.
When we were
alone, he said to me, "Jack Seward, I don't want to shove myself in
anywhere where I've no right to be, but this is no ordinary case. You know I
loved that girl and wanted to marry her, but although that's all past and gone,
I can't help feeling anxious about her all the same. What is it that's wrong
with her? The Dutchman, and a fine old fellow he is, I can see that, said that
time you two came into the room, that you must have another transfusion of
blood, and that both you and he were exhausted. Now I know well that you
medical men speak in camera, and that a man must not expect to know what they
consult about in private. But this is no common matter, and whatever it is, I
have done my part. Is not that so?"
"That's
so," I said, and he went on.
"I take it
that both you and Van Helsing had done already what I did today. Is not that so?"
"That's
so."
"And I
guess Art was in it too. When I saw him four days ago down at his own place he
looked queer. I have not seen anything pulled down so quick since I was on the Pampas and had a mare that I was fond of go to grass all
in a night. One of those big bats that they call vampires had got at her in the
night, and what with his gorge and the vein left open, there wasn't enough
blood in her to let her stand up, and I had to put a bullet through her as she
lay. Jack, if you may tell me without betraying confidence, Arthur was the
first, is not that so?"
As he spoke the
poor fellow looked terribly anxious. He was in a torture of suspense regarding
the woman he loved, and his utter ignorance of the terrible mystery which
seemed to surround her intensified his pain. His very heart was bleeding, and
it took all the manhood of him, and there was a royal lot of it, too, to keep
him from breaking down. I paused before answering, for I felt that I must not
betray anything which the Professor wished kept secret, but already he knew so
much, and guessed so much, that there could be no reason for not answering, so
I answered in the same phrase.
"That's
so."
"And how
long has this been going on?"
"About ten
days."
"Ten days!
Then I guess, Jack Seward, that that poor pretty creature that we all love has
had put into her veins within that time the blood of four strong men. Man
alive, her whole body wouldn't hold it." Then coming close to me, he spoke
in a fierce half-whisper. "What took it out?"
I shook my head.
"That," I said, "is the crux. Van Helsing is simply frantic
about it, and I am at my wits' end. I can't even hazard a guess. There has been
a series of little circumstances which have thrown out all our calculations as
to Lucy being properly watched. But these shall not occur again. Here we stay
until all be well, or ill."
Quincey held out
his hand. "Count me in," he said. "You and the Dutchman will
tell me what to do, and I'll do it."
When she woke
late in the afternoon, Lucy's first movement was to feel in her breast, and to
my surprise, produced the paper which Van Helsing had given me to read. The
careful Professor had replaced it where it had come from, lest on waking she
should be alarmed. Her eyes then lit on Van Helsing and on me too, and
gladdened. Then she looked round the room, and seeing where she was, shuddered.
She gave a loud cry, and put her poor thin hands before her pale face.
We both
understood what was meant, that she had realized to the full her mother's
death. So we tried what we could to comfort her. Doubtless sympathy eased her
somewhat, but she was very low in thought and spirit, and wept silently and
weakly for a long time. We told her that either or both of us would now remain
with her all the time, and that seemed to comfort her. Towards dusk she fell
into a doze. Here a very odd thing occurred. Whilst still asleep she took the
paper from her breast and tore it in two. Van Helsing stepped over and took the
pieces from her. All the same, however, she went on with the action of tearing,
as though the material were still in her hands. Finally she lifted her hands
and opened them as though scattering the fragments. Van Helsing seemed
surprised, and his brows gathered as if in thought, but he said nothing.
19
September.--All last night she slept fitfully, being always afraid to sleep,
and something weaker when she woke from it. The Professor and I took in turns
to watch, and we never left her for a moment unattended. Quincey Morris said
nothing about his intention, but I knew that all night long he patrolled round
and round the house.
When the day
came, its searching light showed the ravages in poor Lucy's strength. She was
hardly able to turn her head, and the little nourishment which she could take
seemed to do her no good. At times she slept, and both Van Helsing and I
noticed the difference in her, between sleeping and waking. Whilst asleep she
looked stronger, although more haggard, and her breathing was softer. Her open
mouth showed the pale gums drawn back from the teeth, which looked positively
longer and sharper than usual. When she woke the softness of her eyes evidently
changed the expression, for she looked her own self, although a dying one. In
the afternoon she asked for Arthur, and we telegraphed for him. Quincey went
off to meet him at the station.
When he arrived
it was nearly six o'clock, and the sun was setting full and warm, and the red
light streamed in through the window and gave more colour to the pale cheeks.
When he saw her, Arthur was simply choking with emotion, and none of us could
speak. In the hours that had passed, the fits of sleep, or the comatose
condition that passed for it, had grown more frequent, so that the pauses when
conversation was possible were shortened. Arthur's presence, however, seemed to
act as a stimulant. She rallied a little, and spoke to him more brightly than
she had done since we arrived. He too pulled himself together, and spoke as
cheerily as he could, so that the best was made of everything.
It is now nearly
one o'clock, and he and Van Helsing are sitting with her. I am to relieve them
in a quarter of an hour, and I am entering this on Lucy's phonograph. Until six
o'clock they are to try to rest. I fear that tomorrow will end our watching,
for the shock has been too great. The poor child cannot rally. God help us all.
LETTER MINA
HARKER TO LUCY WESTENRA
(Unopened by
her)
17 September
My dearest Lucy,
"It seems
an age since I heard from you, or indeed since I wrote. You will pardon me, I
know, for all my faults when you have read all my budget of news. Well, I got
my husband back all right. When we arrived at Exeter there was a carriage waiting for us,
and in it, though he had an attack of gout, Mr. Hawkins. He took us to his
house, where there were rooms for us all nice and comfortable, and we dined
together. After dinner Mr. Hawkins said,
"'My dears,
I want to drink your health and prosperity, and may every blessing attend you
both. I know you both from children, and have, with love and pride, seen you
grow up. Now I want you to make your home here with me. I have left to me
neither chick nor child. All are gone, and in my will I have left you
everything.' I cried, Lucy dear, as Jonathan and the old man clasped hands. Our
evening was a very, very happy one.
"So here we
are, installed in this beautiful old house, and from both my bedroom and the
drawing room I can see the great elms of the cathedral close, with their great
black stems standing out against the old yellow stone of the cathedral, and I
can hear the rooks overhead cawing and cawing and chattering and chattering and
gossiping all day, after the manner of rooks--and humans. I am busy, I need not
tell you, arranging things and housekeeping. Jonathan and Mr. Hawkins are busy
all day, for now that Jonathan is a partner, Mr. Hawkins wants to tell him all
about the clients.
"How is
your dear mother getting on? I wish I could run up to town for a day or two to
see you, dear, but I dare not go yet, with so much on my shoulders, and
Jonathan wants looking after still. He is beginning to put some flesh on his
bones again, but he was terribly weakened by the long illness. Even now he
sometimes starts out of his sleep in a sudden way and awakes all trembling
until I can coax him back to his usual placidity. However, thank God, these
occasions grow less frequent as the days go on, and they will in time pass away
altogether, I trust. And now I have told you my news, let me ask yours. When
are you to be married, and where, and who is to perform the ceremony, and what
are you to wear, and is it to be a public or private wedding? Tell me all about
it, dear, tell me all about everything, for there is nothing which interests
you which will not be dear to me. Jonathan asks me to send his 'respectful
duty', but I do not think that is good enough from the junior partner of the
important firm Hawkins & Harker. And so, as you love me, and he loves me,
and I love you with all the moods and tenses of the verb, I send you simply his
'love' instead. Goodbye, my dearest Lucy, and blessings on you.
"Yours,
"Mina
Harker"
REPORT FROM
PATRICK HENNESSEY, MD, MRCSLK, QCPI, ETC, ETC, TO JOHN SEWARD, MD
20 September
My dear Sir:
"In
accordance with your wishes, I enclose report of the conditions of everything
left in my charge. With regard to patient, Renfield, there is more to say. He
has had another outbreak, which might have had a dreadful ending, but which, as
it fortunately happened, was unattended with any unhappy results. This
afternoon a carrier's cart with two men made a call at the empty house whose
grounds abut on ours, the house to which, you will remember, the patient twice
ran away. The men stopped at our gate to ask the porter their way, as they were
strangers.
"I was
myself looking out of the study window, having a smoke after dinner, and saw
one of them come up to the house. As he passed the window of Renfield's room,
the patient began to rate him from within, and called him all the foul names he
could lay his tongue to. The man, who seemed a decent fellow enough, contented
himself by telling him to 'shut up for a foul-mouthed beggar', whereon our man
accused him of robbing him and wanting to murder him and said that he would
hinder him if he were to swing for it. I opened the window and signed to the
man not to notice, so he contented himself after looking the place over and
making up his mind as to what kind of place he had got to by saying, 'Lor'
bless yer, sir, I wouldn't mind what was said to me in a bloomin' madhouse. I
pity ye and the guv'nor for havin' to live in the house with a wild beast like
that.'
"Then he
asked his way civilly enough, and I told him where the gate of the empty house
was. He went away followed by threats and curses and revilings from our man. I
went down to see if I could make out any cause for his anger, since he is
usually such a well-behaved man, and except his violent fits nothing of the
kind had ever occurred. I found him, to my astonishment, quite composed and
most genial in his manner. I tried to get him to talk of the incident, but he
blandly asked me questions as to what I meant, and led me to believe that he
was completely oblivious of the affair. It was, I am sorry to say, however,
only another instance of his cunning, for within half an hour I heard of him
again. This time he had broken out through the window of his room, and was
running down the avenue. I called to the attendants to follow me, and ran after
him, for I feared he was intent on some mischief. My fear was justified when I
saw the same cart which had passed before coming down the road, having on it
some great wooden boxes. The men were wiping their foreheads, and were flushed
in the face, as if with violent exercise. Before I could get up to him, the
patient rushed at them, and pulling one of them off the cart, began to knock
his head against the ground. If I had not seized him just at the moment, I
believe he would have killed the man there and then. The other fellow jumped
down and struck him over the head with the butt end of his heavy whip. It was a
horrible blow, but he did not seem to mind it, but seized him also, and
struggled with the three of us, pulling us to and fro as if we were kittens.
You know I am no lightweight, and the others were both burly men. At first he
was silent in his fighting, but as we began to master him, and the attendants
were putting a strait waistcoat on him, he began to shout, 'I'll frustrate
them! They shan't rob me! They shan't murder me by inches! I'll fight for my
Lord and Master!' and all sorts of similar incoherent ravings. It was with very
considerable difficulty that they got him back to the house and put him in the
padded room. One of the attendants, Hardy, had a finger broken. However, I set
it all right, and he is going on well.
"The two
carriers were at first loud in their threats of actions for damages, and
promised to rain all the penalties of the law on us. Their threats were,
however, mingled with some sort of indirect apology for the defeat of the two
of them by a feeble madman. They said that if it had not been for the way their
strength had been spent in carrying and raising the heavy boxes to the cart
they would have made short work of him. They gave as another reason for their
defeat the extraordinary state of drouth to which they had been reduced by the
dusty nature of their occupation and the reprehensible distance from the scene
of their labors of any place of public entertainment. I quite understood their
drift, and after a stiff glass of strong grog, or rather more of the same, and
with each a sovereign in hand, they made light of the attack, and swore that
they would encounter a worse madman any day for the pleasure of meeting so
'bloomin' good a bloke' as your correspondent. I took their names and
addresses, in case they might be needed. They are as follows: Jack Smollet, of
Dudding's Rents, King George's Road, Great Walworth, and Thomas Snelling, Peter
Farley's Row, Guide Court,
Bethnal Green. They are both in the employment of Harris & Sons, Moving and
Shipment Company, Orange Master's Yard, Soho.
"I shall
report to you any matter of interest occurring here, and shall wire you at once
if there is anything of importance.
"Believe
me, dear Sir,
"Yours
faithfully,
"Patrick
Hennessey."
LETTER, MINA
HARKER TO LUCY WESTENRA (Unopened by her)
18 September
"My dearest
Lucy,
"Such a sad
blow has befallen us. Mr. Hawkins has died very suddenly. Some may not think it
so sad for us, but we had both come to so love him that it really seems as
though we had lost a father. I never knew either father or mother, so that the
dear old man's death is a real blow to me. Jonathan is greatly distressed. It
is not only that he feels sorrow, deep sorrow, for the dear, good man who has
befriended him all his life, and now at the end has treated him like his own
son and left him a fortune which to people of our modest bringing up is wealth beyond
the dream of avarice, but Jonathan feels it on another account. He says the
amount of responsibility which it puts upon him makes him nervous. He begins to
doubt himself. I try to cheer him up, and my belief in him helps him to have a
belief in himself. But it is here that the grave shock that he experienced
tells upon him the most. Oh, it is too hard that a sweet, simple, noble, strong
nature such as his, a nature which enabled him by our dear, good friend's aid
to rise from clerk to master in a few years, should be so injured that the very
essence of its strength is gone. Forgive me, dear, if I worry you with my
troubles in the midst of your own happiness, but Lucy dear, I must tell
someone, for the strain of keeping up a brave and cheerful appearance to
Jonathan tries me, and I have no one here that I can confide in. I dread coming
up to London,
as we must do that day after tomorrow, for poor Mr. Hawkins left in his will
that he was to be buried in the grave with his father. As there are no
relations at all, Jonathan will have to be chief mourner. I shall try to run
over to see you, dearest, if only for a few minutes. Forgive me for troubling
you. With all blessings,
"Your
loving
"Mina
Harker"
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
20
September.--Only resolution and habit can let me make an entry tonight. I am
too miserable, too low spirited, too sick of the world and all in it, including
life itself, that I would not care if I heard this moment the flapping of the
wings of the angel of death. And he has been flapping those grim wings to some
purpose of late, Lucy's mother and Arthur's father, and now… Let me get on with
my work.
I duly relieved
Van Helsing in his watch over Lucy. We wanted Arthur to go to rest also, but he
refused at first. It was only when I told him that we should want him to help
us during the day, and that we must not all break down for want of rest, lest
Lucy should suffer, that he agreed to go.
Van Helsing was
very kind to him. "Come, my child," he said. "Come with me. You
are sick and weak, and have had much sorrow and much mental pain, as well as
that tax on your strength that we know of. You must not be alone, for to be
alone is to be full of fears and alarms. Come to the drawing room, where there
is a big fire, and there are two sofas. You shall lie on one, and I on the
other, and our sympathy will be comfort to each other, even though we do not
speak, and even if we sleep."
Arthur went off
with him, casting back a longing look on Lucy's face, which lay in her pillow,
almost whiter than the lawn. She lay quite still, and I looked around the room
to see that all was as it should be. I could see that the Professor had carried
out in this room, as in the other, his purpose of using the garlic. The whole
of the window sashes reeked with it, and round Lucy's neck, over the silk
handkerchief which Van Helsing made her keep on, was a rough chaplet of the
same odorous flowers.
Lucy was
breathing somewhat stertorously, and her face was at its worst, for the open
mouth showed the pale gums. Her teeth, in the dim, uncertain light, seemed
longer and sharper than they had been in the morning. In particular, by some
trick of the light, the canine teeth looked longer and sharper than the rest.
I sat down
beside her, and presently she moved uneasily. At the same moment there came a
sort of dull flapping or buffeting at the window. I went over to it softly, and
peeped out by the corner of the blind. There was a full moonlight, and I could
see that the noise was made by a great bat, which wheeled around, doubtless
attracted by the light, although so dim, and every now and again struck the
window with its wings. When I came back to my seat, I found that Lucy had moved
slightly, and had torn away the garlic flowers from her throat. I replaced them
as well as I could, and sat watching her.
Presently she
woke, and I gave her food, as Van Helsing had prescribed. She took but a
little, and that languidly. There did not seem to be with her now the
unconscious struggle for life and strength that had hitherto so marked her
illness. It struck me as curious that the moment she became conscious she
pressed the garlic flowers close to her. It was certainly odd that whenever she
got into that lethargic state, with the stertorous breathing, she put the
flowers from her, but that when she waked she clutched them close. There was no
possibility of making any mistake about this, for in the long hours that
followed, she had many spells of sleeping and waking and repeated both actions
many times.
At six o'clock
Van Helsing came to relieve me. Arthur had then fallen into a doze, and he
mercifully let him sleep on. When he saw Lucy's face I could hear the hissing
indraw of breath, and he said to me in a sharp whisper. "Draw up the
blind. I want light!" Then he bent down, and, with his face almost touching
Lucy's, examined her carefully. He removed the flowers and lifted the silk
handkerchief from her throat. As he did so he started back and I could hear his
ejaculation, "Mein Gott!" as it was smothered in his throat. I bent
over and looked, too, and as I noticed some queer chill came over me. The
wounds on the throat had absolutely disappeared.
For fully five
minutes Van Helsing stood looking at her, with his face at its sternest. Then
he turned to me and said calmly, "She is dying. It will not be long now.
It will be much difference, mark me, whether she dies conscious or in her
sleep. Wake that poor boy, and let him come and see the last. He trusts us, and
we have promised him."
I went to the
dining room and waked him. He was dazed for a moment, but when he saw the
sunlight streaming in through the edges of the shutters he thought he was late,
and expressed his fear. I assured him that Lucy was still asleep, but told him
as gently as I could that both Van Helsing and I feared that the end was near. He
covered his face with his hands, and slid down on his knees by the sofa, where
he remained, perhaps a minute, with his head buried, praying, whilst his
shoulders shook with grief. I took him by the hand and raised him up.
"Come," I said, "my dear old fellow, summon all your fortitude.
It will be best and easiest for her."
When we came
into Lucy's room I could see that Van Helsing had, with his usual forethought,
been putting matters straight and making everything look as pleasing as
possible. He had even brushed Lucy's hair, so that it lay on the pillow in its
usual sunny ripples. When we came into the room she opened her eyes, and seeing
him, whispered softly, "Arthur! Oh, my love, I am so glad you have
come!"
He was stooping
to kiss her, when Van Helsing motioned him back. "No," he whispered,
"not yet! Hold her hand, it will comfort her more."
So Arthur took
her hand and knelt beside her, and she looked her best, with all the soft lines
matching the angelic beauty of her eyes. Then gradually her eyes closed, and
she sank to sleep. For a little bit her breast heaved softly, and her breath
came and went like a tired child's.
And then
insensibly there came the strange change which I had noticed in the night. Her
breathing grew stertorous, the mouth opened, and the pale gums, drawn back,
made the teeth look longer and sharper than ever. In a sort of sleep-waking,
vague, unconscious way she opened her eyes, which were now dull and hard at
once, and said in a soft, voluptuous voice, such as I had never heard from her
lips, "Arthur! Oh, my love, I am so glad you have come! Kiss me!"
Arthur bent
eagerly over to kiss her, but at that instant Van Helsing, who, like me, had
been startled by her voice, swooped upon him, and catching him by the neck with
both hands, dragged him back with a fury of strength which I never thought he
could have possessed, and actually hurled him almost across the room.
"Not on
your life!" he said, "not for your living soul and hers!" And he
stood between them like a lion at bay.
Arthur was so
taken aback that he did not for a moment know what to do or say, and before any
impulse of violence could seize him he realized the place and the occasion, and
stood silent, waiting.
I kept my eyes
fixed on Lucy, as did Van Helsing, and we saw a spasm as of rage flit like a
shadow over her face. The sharp teeth clamped together. Then her eyes closed,
and she breathed heavily.
Very shortly
after she opened her eyes in all their softness, and putting out her poor,
pale, thin hand, took Van Helsing's great brown one, drawing it close to her,
she kissed it. "My true friend," she said, in a faint voice, but with
untellable pathos, "My true friend, and his! Oh, guard him, and give me
peace!"
"I swear
it!" he said solemnly, kneeling beside her and holding up his hand, as one
who registers an oath. Then he turned to Arthur, and said to him, "Come,
my child, take her hand in yours, and kiss her on the forehead, and only
once."
Their eyes met
instead of their lips, and so they parted. Lucy's eyes closed, and Van Helsing,
who had been watching closely, took Arthur's arm, and drew him away.
And then Lucy's
breathing became stertorous again, and all at once it ceased.
"It is all
over," said Van Helsing. "She is dead!"
I took Arthur by
the arm, and led him away to the drawing room, where he sat down, and covered
his face with his hands, sobbing in a way that nearly broke me down to see.
I went back to
the room, and found Van Helsing looking at poor Lucy, and his face was sterner
than ever. Some change had come over her body. Death had given back part of her
beauty, for her brow and cheeks had recovered some of their flowing lines. Even
the lips had lost their deadly pallor. It was as if the blood, no longer needed
for the working of the heart, had gone to make the harshness of death as little
rude as might be.
"We thought
her dying whilst she slept, and sleeping when she died."
I stood beside
Van Helsing, and said, "Ah well, poor girl, there is peace for her at
last. It is the end!"
He turned to me,
and said with grave solemnity, "Not so, alas! Not so. It is only the
beginning!"
When I asked him
what he meant, he only shook his head and answered, "We can do nothing as
yet. Wait and see."
The funeral was
arranged for the next succeeding day, so that Lucy and her mother might be
buried together. I attended to all the ghastly formalities, and the urbane
undertaker proved that his staff was afflicted, or blessed, with something of
his own obsequious suavity. Even the woman who performed the last offices for
the dead remarked to me, in a confidential, brother-professional way, when she
had come out from the death chamber,
"She makes
a very beautiful corpse, sir. It's quite a privilege to attend on her. It's not
too much to say that she will do credit to our establishment!"
I noticed that
Van Helsing never kept far away. This was possible from the disordered state of
things in the household. There were no relatives at hand, and as Arthur had to
be back the next day to attend at his father's funeral, we were unable to
notify any one who should have been bidden. Under the circumstances, Van
Helsing and I took it upon ourselves to examine papers, etc. He insisted upon
looking over Lucy's papers himself. I asked him why, for I feared that he,
being a foreigner, might not be quite aware of English legal requirements, and
so might in ignorance make some unnecessary trouble.
He answered me,
"I know, I know. You forget that I am a lawyer as well as a doctor. But
this is not altogether for the law. You knew that, when you avoided the
coroner. I have more than him to avoid. There may be papers more, such as
this."
As he spoke he
took from his pocket book the memorandum which had been in Lucy's breast, and
which she had torn in her sleep.
"When you
find anything of the solicitor who is for the late Mrs. Westenra, seal all her
papers, and write him tonight. For me, I watch here in the room and in Miss
Lucy's old room all night, and I myself search for what may be. It is not well
that her very thoughts go into the hands of strangers."
I went on with
my part of the work, and in another half hour had found the name and address of
Mrs. Westenra's solicitor and had written to him. All the poor lady's papers
were in order. Explicit directions regarding the place of burial were given. I
had hardly sealed the letter, when, to my surprise, Van Helsing walked into the
room, saying,
"Can I help
you friend John? I am free, and if I may, my service is to you."
"Have you
got what you looked for?" I asked.
To which he
replied, "I did not look for any specific thing. I only hoped to find, and
find I have, all that there was, only some letters and a few memoranda, and a
diary new begun. But I have them here, and we shall for the present say nothing
of them. I shall see that poor lad tomorrow evening, and, with his sanction, I
shall use some."
When we had
finished the work in hand, he said to me, "And now, friend John, I think
we may to bed. We want sleep, both you and I, and rest to recuperate. Tomorrow
we shall have much to do, but for the tonight there is no need of us.
Alas!"
Before turning
in we went to look at poor Lucy. The undertaker had certainly done his work
well, for the room was turned into a small chapelle ardente. There was a
wilderness of beautiful white flowers, and death was made as little repulsive
as might be. The end of the winding sheet was laid over the face. When the
Professor bent over and turned it gently back, we both started at the beauty
before us. The tall wax candles showing a sufficient light to note it well. All
Lucy's loveliness had come back to her in death, and the hours that had passed,
instead of leaving traces of 'decay's effacing fingers', had but restored the
beauty of life, till positively I could not believe my eyes that I was looking
at a corpse.
The Professor
looked sternly grave. He had not loved her as I had, and there was no need for
tears in his eyes. He said to me, "Remain till I return," and left
the room. He came back with a handful of wild garlic from the box waiting in
the hall, but which had not been opened, and placed the flowers amongst the
others on and around the bed. Then he took from his neck, inside his collar, a
little gold crucifix, and placed it over the mouth. He restored the sheet to
its place, and we came away.
I was undressing
in my own room, when, with a premonitory tap at the door, he entered, and at
once began to speak.
"Tomorrow I
want you to bring me, before night, a set of post-mortem knives."
"Must we
make an autopsy?" I asked.
"Yes and
no. I want to operate, but not what you think. Let me tell you now, but not a
word to another. I want to cut off her head and take out her heart. Ah! You a
surgeon, and so shocked! You, whom I have seen with no tremble of hand or
heart, do operations of life and death that make the rest shudder. Oh, but I
must not forget, my dear friend John, that you loved her, and I have not
forgotten it for is I that shall operate, and you must not help. I would like
to do it tonight, but for Arthur I must not. He will be free after his father's
funeral tomorrow, and he will want to see her, to see it. Then, when she is
coffined ready for the next day, you and I shall come when all sleep. We shall
unscrew the coffin lid, and shall do our operation, and then replace all, so
that none know, save we alone."
"But why do
it at all? The girl is dead. Why mutilate her poor body without need? And if
there is no necessity for a post-mortem and nothing to gain by it, no good to
her, to us, to science, to human knowledge, why do it? Without such it is
monstrous."
For answer he
put his hand on my shoulder, and said, with infinite tenderness, "Friend
John, I pity your poor bleeding heart, and I love you the more because it does
so bleed. If I could, I would take on myself the burden that you do bear. But
there are things that you know not, but that you shall know, and bless me for
knowing, though they are not pleasant things. John, my child, you have been my
friend now many years, and yet did you ever know me to do any without good
cause? I may err, I am but man, but I believe in all I do. Was it not for these
causes that you send for me when the great trouble came? Yes! Were you not
amazed, nay horrified, when I would not let Arthur kiss his love, though she
was dying, and snatched him away by all my strength? Yes! And yet you saw how
she thanked me, with her so beautiful dying eyes, her voice, too, so weak, and
she kiss my rough old hand and bless me? Yes! And did you not hear me swear
promise to her, that so she closed her eyes grateful? Yes!
"Well, I
have good reason now for all I want to do. You have for many years trust me.
You have believe me weeks past, when there be things so strange that you might
have well doubt. Believe me yet a little, friend John. If you trust me not,
then I must tell what I think, and that is not perhaps well. And if I work, as
work I shall, no matter trust or no trust, without my friend trust in me, I
work with heavy heart and feel oh so lonely when I want all help and courage
that may be!" He paused a moment and went on solemnly, "Friend John,
there are strange and terrible days before us. Let us not be two, but one, that
so we work to a good end. Will you not have faith in me?"
I took his hand,
and promised him. I held my door open as he went away, and watched him go to
his room and close the door. As I stood without moving, I saw one of the maids
pass silently along the passage, she had her back to me, so did not see me, and
go into the room where Lucy lay. The sight touched me. Devotion is so rare, and
we are so grateful to those who show it unasked to those we love. Here was a
poor girl putting aside the terrors which she naturally had of death to go
watch alone by the bier of the mistress whom she loved, so that the poor clay
might not be lonely till laid to eternal rest.
I must have
slept long and soundly, for it was broad daylight when Van Helsing waked me by
coming into my room. He came over to my bedside and said, "You need not
trouble about the knives. We shall not do it."
"Why
not?" I asked. For his solemnity of the night before had greatly impressed
me.
"Because,"
he said sternly, "it is too late, or too early. See!" Here he held up
the little golden crucifix.
"This was
stolen in the night."
"How
stolen," I asked in wonder, "since you have it now?"
"Because I
get it back from the worthless wretch who stole it, from the woman who robbed
the dead and the living. Her punishment will surely come, but not through me.
She knew not altogether what she did, and thus unknowing, she only stole. Now
we must wait." He went away on the word, leaving me with a new mystery to
think of, a new puzzle to grapple with.
The forenoon was
a dreary time, but at noon the solicitor came, Mr. Marquand, of Wholeman, Sons,
Marquand & Lidderdale. He was very genial and very appreciative of what we
had done, and took off our hands all cares as to details. During lunch he told
us that Mrs. Westenra had for some time expected sudden death from her heart,
and had put her affairs in absolute order. He informed us that, with the
exception of a certain entailed property of Lucy's father which now, in default
of direct issue, went back to a distant branch of the family, the whole estate,
real and personal, was left absolutely to Arthur Holmwood. When he had told us
so much he went on,
"Frankly we
did our best to prevent such a testamentary disposition, and pointed out
certain contingencies that might leave her daughter either penniless or not so
free as she should be to act regarding a matrimonial alliance. Indeed, we
pressed the matter so far that we almost came into collision, for she asked us
if we were or were not prepared to carry out her wishes. Of course, we had then
no alternative but to accept. We were right in principle, and ninety-nine times
out of a hundred we should have proved, by the logic of events, the accuracy of
our judgment.
"Frankly,
however, I must admit that in this case any other form of disposition would
have rendered impossible the carrying out of her wishes. For by her
predeceasing her daughter the latter would have come into possession of the property,
and, even had she only survived her mother by five minutes, her property would,
in case there were no will, and a will was a practical impossibility in such a
case, have been treated at her decease as under intestacy. In which case Lord
Godalming, though so dear a friend, would have had no claim in the world. And
the inheritors, being remote, would not be likely to abandon their just rights,
for sentimental reasons regarding an entire stranger. I assure you, my dear
sirs, I am rejoiced at the result, perfectly rejoiced."
He was a good
fellow, but his rejoicing at the one little part, in which he was officially
interested, of so great a tragedy, was an object-lesson in the limitations of
sympathetic understanding.
He did not
remain long, but said he would look in later in the day and see Lord Godalming.
His coming, however, had been a certain comfort to us, since it assured us that
we should not have to dread hostile criticism as to any of our acts. Arthur was
expected at five o'clock, so a little before that time we visited the death
chamber. It was so in very truth, for now both mother and daughter lay in it.
The undertaker, true to his craft, had made the best display he could of his
goods, and there was a mortuary air about the place that lowered our spirits at
once.
Van Helsing
ordered the former arrangement to be adhered to, explaining that, as Lord
Godalming was coming very soon, it would be less harrowing to his feelings to
see all that was left of his fiancee quite alone.
The undertaker
seemed shocked at his own stupidity and exerted himself to restore things to
the condition in which we left them the night before, so that when Arthur came
such shocks to his feelings as we could avoid were saved.
Poor fellow! He
looked desperately sad and broken. Even his stalwart manhood seemed to have
shrunk somewhat under the strain of his much-tried emotions. He had, I knew,
been very genuinely and devotedly attached to his father, and to lose him, and
at such a time, was a bitter blow to him. With me he was warm as ever, and to
Van Helsing he was sweetly courteous. But I could not help seeing that there
was some constraint with him. The professor noticed it too, and motioned me to
bring him upstairs. I did so, and left him at the door of the room, as I felt he
would like to be quite alone with her, but he took my arm and led me in, saying
huskily,
"You loved
her too, old fellow. She told me all about it, and there was no friend had a
closer place in her heart than you. I don't know how to thank you for all you
have done for her. I can't think yet…"
Here he suddenly
broke down, and threw his arms round my shoulders and laid his head on my
breast, crying, "Oh, Jack! Jack! What shall I do? The whole of life seems
gone from me all at once, and there is nothing in the wide world for me to live
for."
I comforted him
as well as I could. In such cases men do not need much expression. A grip of
the hand, the tightening of an arm over the shoulder, a sob in unison, are
expressions of sympathy dear to a man's heart. I stood still and silent till
his sobs died away, and then I said softly to him, "Come and look at
her."
Together we
moved over to the bed, and I lifted the lawn from her face. God! How beautiful
she was. Every hour seemed to be enhancing her loveliness. It frightened and
amazed me somewhat. And as for Arthur, he fell to trembling, and finally was
shaken with doubt as with an ague. At last, after a long pause, he said to me
in a faint whisper, "Jack, is she really dead?"
I assured him
sadly that it was so, and went on to suggest, for I felt that such a horrible
doubt should not have life for a moment longer than I could help, that it often
happened that after death faces become softened and even resolved into their
youthful beauty, that this was especially so when death had been preceded by
any acute or prolonged suffering. I seemed to quite do away with any doubt, and
after kneeling beside the couch for a while and looking at her lovingly and
long, he turned aside. I told him that that must be goodbye, as the coffin had
to be prepared, so he went back and took her dead hand in his and kissed it,
and bent over and kissed her forehead. He came away, fondly looking back over
his shoulder at her as he came.
I left him in
the drawing room, and told Van Helsing that he had said goodbye, so the latter
went to the kitchen to tell the undertaker's men to proceed with the
preparations and to screw up the coffin. When he came out of the room again I
told him of Arthur's question, and he replied, "I am not surprised. Just
now I doubted for a moment myself!"
We all dined
together, and I could see that poor Art was trying to make the best of things.
Van Helsing had been silent all dinner time, but when we had lit our cigars he
said, "Lord…" but Arthur interrupted him.
"No, no,
not that, for God's sake! Not yet at any rate. Forgive me, sir. I did not mean
to speak offensively. It is only because my loss is so recent."
The Professor
answered very sweetly, "I only used that name because I was in doubt. I
must not call you 'Mr.' and I have grown to love you, yes, my dear boy, to love
you, as Arthur."
Arthur held out
his hand, and took the old man's warmly. "Call me what you will," he
said. "I hope I may always have the title of a friend. And let me say that
I am at a loss for words to thank you for your goodness to my poor dear."
He paused a moment, and went on, "I know that she understood your goodness
even better than I do. And if I was rude or in any way wanting at that time you
acted so, you remember"--the Professor nodded--"you must forgive
me."
He answered with
a grave kindness, "I know it was hard for you to quite trust me then, for
to trust such violence needs to understand, and I take it that you do not, that
you cannot, trust me now, for you do not yet understand. And there may be more
times when I shall want you to trust when you cannot, and may not, and must not
yet understand. But the time will come when your trust shall be whole and
complete in me, and when you shall understand as though the sunlight himself
shone through. Then you shall bless me from first to last for your own sake,
and for the sake of others, and for her dear sake to whom I swore to
protect."
"And
indeed, indeed, sir," said Arthur warmly. "I shall in all ways trust
you. I know and believe you have a very noble heart, and you are Jack's friend,
and you were hers. You shall do what you like."
The Professor
cleared his throat a couple of times, as though about to speak, and finally
said, "May I ask you something now?"
"Certainly."
"You know
that Mrs. Westenra left you all her property?"
"No, poor
dear. I never thought of it."
"And as it
is all yours, you have a right to deal with it as you will. I want you to give
me permission to read all Miss Lucy's papers and letters. Believe me, it is no
idle curiosity. I have a motive of which, be sure, she would have approved. I
have them all here. I took them before we knew that all was yours, so that no
strange hand might touch them, no strange eye look through words into her soul.
I shall keep them, if I may. Even you may not see them yet, but I shall keep
them safe. No word shall be lost, and in the good time I shall give them back
to you. It is a hard thing that I ask, but you will do it, will you not, for
Lucy's sake?"
Arthur spoke out
heartily, like his old self, "Dr. Van Helsing, you may do what you will. I
feel that in saying this I am doing what my dear one would have approved. I
shall not trouble you with questions till the time comes."
The old
Professor stood up as he said solemnly, "And you are right. There will be
pain for us all, but it will not be all pain, nor will this pain be the last.
We and you too, you most of all, dear boy, will have to pass through the bitter
water before we reach the sweet. But we must be brave of heart and unselfish,
and do our duty, and all will be well!"
I slept on a
sofa in Arthur's room that night. Van Helsing did not go to bed at all. He went
to and fro, as if patroling the house, and was never out of sight of the room
where Lucy lay in her coffin, strewn with the wild garlic flowers, which sent
through the odour of lily and rose, a heavy, overpowering smell into the night.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
22
September.--In the train to Exeter.
Jonathan sleeping. It seems only yesterday that the last entry was made, and
yet how much between then, in Whitby and all the world before me, Jonathan away
and no news of him, and now, married to Jonathan, Jonathan a solicitor, a
partner, rich, master of his business, Mr. Hawkins dead and buried, and
Jonathan with another attack that may harm him. Some day he may ask me about
it. Down it all goes. I am rusty in my shorthand, see what unexpected
prosperity does for us, so it may be as well to freshen it up again with an
exercise anyhow.
The service was
very simple and very solemn. There were only ourselves and the servants there,
one or two old friends of his from Exeter, his London agent, and a
gentleman representing Sir John Paxton, the President of the Incorporated Law
Society. Jonathan and I stood hand in hand, and we felt that our best and
dearest friend was gone from us.
We came back to
town quietly, taking a bus to Hyde Park Corner. Jonathan thought it would
interest me to go into the Row for a while, so we sat down. But there were very
few people there, and it was sad-looking and desolate to see so many empty
chairs. It made us think of the empty chair at home. So we got up and walked
down Piccadilly. Jonathan was holding me by the arm, the way he used to in the
old days before I went to school. I felt it very improper, for you can't go on
for some years teaching etiquette and decorum to other girls without the
pedantry of it biting into yourself a bit. But it was Jonathan, and he was my
husband, and we didn't know anybody who saw us, and we didn't care if they did,
so on we walked. I was looking at a very beautiful girl, in a big cart-wheel
hat, sitting in a victoria outside Guiliano's, when I felt Jonathan clutch my
arm so tight that he hurt me, and he said under his breath, "My God!"
I am always
anxious about Jonathan, for I fear that some nervous fit may upset him again.
So I turned to him quickly, and asked him what it was that disturbed him.
He was very
pale, and his eyes seemed bulging out as, half in terror and half in amazement,
he gazed at a tall, thin man, with a beaky nose and black moustache and pointed
beard, who was also observing the pretty girl. He was looking at her so hard
that he did not see either of us, and so I had a good view of him. His face was
not a good face. It was hard, and cruel, and sensual, and big white teeth, that
looked all the whiter because his lips were so red, were pointed like an
animal's. Jonathan kept staring at him, till I was afraid he would notice. I
feared he might take it ill, he looked so fierce and nasty. I asked Jonathan
why he was disturbed, and he answered, evidently thinking that I knew as much
about it as he did, "Do you see who it is?"
"No,
dear," I said. "I don't know him, who is it?" His answer seemed
to shock and thrill me, for it was said as if he did not know that it was me,
Mina, to whom he was speaking. "It is the man himself!"
The poor dear
was evidently terrified at something, very greatly terrified. I do believe that
if he had not had me to lean on and to support him he would have sunk down. He
kept staring. A man came out of the shop with a small parcel, and gave it to
the lady, who then drove off. The dark man kept his eyes fixed on her, and when
the carriage moved up Piccadilly he followed in the same direction, and hailed
a hansom. Jonathan kept looking after him, and said, as if to himself,
"I believe
it is the Count, but he has grown young. My God, if this be so! Oh, my God! My
God! If only I knew! If only I knew!" He was distressing himself so much
that I feared to keep his mind on the subject by asking him any questions, so I
remained silent. I drew away quietly, and he, holding my arm, came easily. We
walked a little further, and then went in and sat for a while in the Green Park.
It was a hot day for autumn, and there was a comfortable seat in a shady place.
After a few minutes' staring at nothing, Jonathan's eyes closed, and he went
quickly into a sleep, with his head on my shoulder. I thought it was the best
thing for him, so did not disturb him. In about twenty minutes he woke up, and
said to me quite cheerfully,
"Why, Mina,
have I been asleep! Oh, do forgive me for being so rude. Come, and we'll have a
cup of tea somewhere."
He had evidently
forgotten all about the dark stranger, as in his illness he had forgotten all
that this episode had reminded him of. I don't like this lapsing into
forgetfulness. It may make or continue some injury to the brain. I must not ask
him, for fear I shall do more harm than good, but I must somehow learn the
facts of his journey abroad. The time is come, I fear, when I must open the
parcel, and know what is written. Oh, Jonathan, you will, I know, forgive me if
I do wrong, but it is for your own dear sake.
Later.--A sad
homecoming in every way, the house empty of the dear soul who was so good to
us. Jonathan still pale and dizzy under a slight relapse of his malady, and now
a telegram from Van Helsing, whoever he may be. "You will be grieved to
hear that Mrs. Westenra died five days ago, and that Lucy died the day before
yesterday. They were both buried today."
Oh, what a
wealth of sorrow in a few words! Poor Mrs. Westenra! Poor Lucy! Gone, gone,
never to return to us! And poor, poor Arthur, to have lost such a sweetness out
of his life! God help us all to bear our troubles.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY-CONT.
22
September.--It is all over. Arthur has gone back to Ring, and has taken Quincey
Morris with him. What a fine fellow is Quincey! I believe in my heart of hearts
that he suffered as much about Lucy's death as any of us, but he bore himself
through it like a moral Viking. If America can go on breeding men like
that, she will be a power in the world indeed. Van Helsing is lying down,
having a rest preparatory to his journey. He goes to Amsterdam tonight, but says he returns
tomorrow night, that he only wants to make some arrangements which can only be
made personally. He is to stop with me then, if he can. He says he has work to
do in London
which may take him some time. Poor old fellow! I fear that the strain of the
past week has broken down even his iron strength. All the time of the burial he
was, I could see, putting some terrible restraint on himself. When it was all
over, we were standing beside Arthur, who, poor fellow, was speaking of his
part in the operation where his blood had been transfused to his Lucy's veins.
I could see Van Helsing's face grow white and purple by turns. Arthur was
saying that he felt since then as if they two had been really married, and that
she was his wife in the sight of God. None of us said a word of the other
operations, and none of us ever shall. Arthur and Quincey went away together to
the station, and Van Helsing and I came on here. The moment we were alone in
the carriage he gave way to a regular fit of hysterics. He has denied to me
since that it was hysterics, and insisted that it was only his sense of humor
asserting itself under very terrible conditions. He laughed till he cried, and
I had to draw down the blinds lest any one should see us and misjudge. And then
he cried, till he laughed again, and laughed and cried together, just as a
woman does. I tried to be stern with him, as one is to a woman under the
circumstances, but it had no effect. Men and women are so different in
manifestations of nervous strength or weakness! Then when his face grew grave
and stern again I asked him why his mirth, and why at such a time. His reply
was in a way characteristic of him, for it was logical and forceful and
mysterious. He said,
"Ah, you
don't comprehend, friend John. Do not think that I am not sad, though I laugh.
See, I have cried even when the laugh did choke me. But no more think that I am
all sorry when I cry, for the laugh he come just the same. Keep it always with
you that laughter who knock at your door and say, 'May I come in?' is not true
laughter. No! He is a king, and he come when and how he like. He ask no person,
he choose no time of suitability. He say, 'I am here.' Behold, in example I
grieve my heart out for that so sweet young girl. I give my blood for her,
though I am old and worn. I give my time, my skill, my sleep. I let my other
sufferers want that she may have all. And yet I can laugh at her very grave,
laugh when the clay from the spade of the sexton drop upon her coffin and say
'Thud, thud!' to my heart, till it send back the blood from my cheek. My heart
bleed for that poor boy, that dear boy, so of the age of mine own boy had I
been so blessed that he live, and with his hair and eyes the same.
"There, you
know now why I love him so. And yet when he say things that touch my
husband-heart to the quick, and make my father-heart yearn to him as to no
other man, not even you, friend John, for we are more level in experiences than
father and son, yet even at such a moment King Laugh he come to me and shout
and bellow in my ear, 'Here I am! Here I am!' till the blood come dance back
and bring some of the sunshine that he carry with him to my cheek. Oh, friend
John, it is a strange world, a sad world, a world full of miseries, and woes,
and troubles. And yet when King Laugh come, he make them all dance to the tune
he play. Bleeding hearts, and dry bones of the churchyard, and tears that burn
as they fall, all dance together to the music that he make with that smileless
mouth of him. And believe me, friend John, that he is good to come, and kind.
Ah, we men and women are like ropes drawn tight with strain that pull us different
ways. Then tears come, and like the rain on the ropes, they brace us up, until
perhaps the strain become too great, and we break. But King Laugh he come like
the sunshine, and he ease off the strain again, and we bear to go on with our
labor, what it may be."
I did not like
to wound him by pretending not to see his idea, but as I did not yet understand
the cause of his laughter, I asked him. As he answered me his face grew stern,
and he said in quite a different tone,
"Oh, it was
the grim irony of it all, this so lovely lady garlanded with flowers, that
looked so fair as life, till one by one we wondered if she were truly dead, she
laid in that so fine marble house in that lonely churchyard, where rest so many
of her kin, laid there with the mother who loved her, and whom she loved, and
that sacred bell going 'Toll! Toll! Toll!' so sad and slow, and those holy men,
with the white garments of the angel, pretending to read books, and yet all the
time their eyes never on the page, and all of us with the bowed head. And all
for what? She is dead, so! Is it not?"
"Well, for
the life of me, Professor," I said, "I can't see anything to laugh at
in all that. Why, your expression makes it a harder puzzle than before. But
even if the burial service was comic, what about poor Art and his trouble? Why
his heart was simply breaking."
"Just so.
Said he not that the transfusion of his blood to her veins had made her truly
his bride?"
"Yes, and
it was a sweet and comforting idea for him."
"Quite so.
But there was a difficulty, friend John. If so that, then what about the
others? Ho, ho! Then this so sweet maid is a polyandrist, and me, with my poor
wife dead to me, but alive by Church's law, though no wits, all gone, even I,
who am faithful husband to this now-no-wife, am bigamist."
"I don't
see where the joke comes in there either!" I said, and I did not feel
particularly pleased with him for saying such things. He laid his hand on my
arm, and said,
"Friend
John, forgive me if I pain. I showed not my feeling to others when it would
wound, but only to you, my old friend, whom I can trust. If you could have
looked into my heart then when I want to laugh, if you could have done so when
the laugh arrived, if you could do so now, when King Laugh have pack up his
crown, and all that is to him, for he go far, far away from me, and for a long,
long time, maybe you would perhaps pity me the most of all."
I was touched by
the tenderness of his tone, and asked why.
"Because I
know!"
And now we are
all scattered, and for many a long day loneliness will sit over our roofs with
brooding wings. Lucy lies in the tomb of her kin, a lordly death house in a
lonely churchyard, away from teeming London, where the air is fresh, and the
sun rises over Hampstead Hill, and where wild flowers grow of their own accord.
So I can finish
this diary, and God only knows if I shall ever begin another. If I do, or if I
even open this again, it will be to deal with different people and different
themes, for here at the end, where the romance of my life is told, ere I go
back to take up the thread of my life-work, I say sadly and without hope,
"FINIS".
THE WESTMINSTER
GAZETTE, 25 SEPTEMBER A HAMPSTEAD MYSTERY
The neighborhood
of Hampstead is just at present exercised with a series of events which seem to
run on lines parallel to those of what was known to the writers of headlines as
"The Kensington Horror," or "The Stabbing Woman," or
"The Woman in Black." During the past two or three days several cases
have occurred of young children straying from home or neglecting to return from
their playing on the Heath. In all these cases the children were too young to
give any properly intelligible account of themselves, but the consensus of
their excuses is that they had been with a "bloofer lady." It has
always been late in the evening when they have been missed, and on two
occasions the children have not been found until early in the following
morning. It is generally supposed in the neighborhood that, as the first child
missed gave as his reason for being away that a "bloofer lady" had
asked him to come for a walk, the others had picked up the phrase and used it
as occasion served. This is the more natural as the favourite game of the
little ones at present is luring each other away by wiles. A correspondent
writes us that to see some of the tiny tots pretending to be the "bloofer
lady" is supremely funny. Some of our caricaturists might, he says, take a
lesson in the irony of grotesque by comparing the reality and the picture. It
is only in accordance with general principles of human nature that the
"bloofer lady" should be the popular role at these al fresco
performances. Our correspondent naively says that even Ellen Terry could not be
so winningly attractive as some of these grubby-faced little children pretend,
and even imagine themselves, to be.
There is,
however, possibly a serious side to the question, for some of the children,
indeed all who have been missed at night, have been slightly torn or wounded in
the throat. The wounds seem such as might be made by a rat or a small dog, and
although of not much importance individually, would tend to show that whatever
animal inflicts them has a system or method of its own. The police of the
division have been instructed to keep a sharp lookout for straying children,
especially when very young, in and around Hampstead Heath, and for any stray
dog which may be about.
THE WESTMINSTER
GAZETTE, 25 SEPTEMBER EXTRA SPECIAL
THE HAMPSTEAD
HORROR
ANOTHER CHILD
INJURED
THE
"BLOOFER LADY"
We have just
received intelligence that another child, missed last night, was only
discovered late in the morning under a furze bush at the Shooter's Hill side of
Hampstead Heath, which is perhaps, less frequented than the other parts. It has
the same tiny wound in the throat as has been noticed in other cases. It was
terribly weak, and looked quite emaciated. It too, when partially restored, had
the common story to tell of being lured away by the "bloofer lady".
23
September.--Jonathan is better after a bad night. I am so glad that he has
plenty of work to do, for that keeps his mind off the terrible things, and oh,
I am rejoiced that he is not now weighed down with the responsibility of his
new position. I knew he would be true to himself, and now how proud I am to see
my Jonathan rising to the height of his advancement and keeping pace in all
ways with the duties that come upon him. He will be away all day till late, for
he said he could not lunch at home. My household work is done, so I shall take
his foreign journal, and lock myself up in my room and read it.
24 September.--I
hadn't the heart to write last night, that terrible record of Jonathan's upset
me so. Poor dear! How he must have suffered, whether it be true or only
imagination. I wonder if there is any truth in it at all. Did he get his brain
fever, and then write all those terrible things, or had he some cause for it
all? I suppose I shall never know, for I dare not open the subject to him. And
yet that man we saw yesterday! He seemed quite certain of him, poor fellow! I
suppose it was the funeral upset him and sent his mind back on some train of
thought.
He believes it
all himself. I remember how on our wedding day he said "Unless some solemn
duty come upon me to go back to the bitter hours, asleep or awake, mad or
sane…" There seems to be through it all some thread of continuity. That
fearful Count was coming to London.
If it should be, and he came to London,
with its teeming millions… There may be a solemn duty, and if it come we must
not shrink from it. I shall be prepared. I shall get my typewriter this very
hour and begin transcribing. Then we shall be ready for other eyes if required.
And if it be wanted, then, perhaps, if I am ready, poor Jonathan may not be
upset, for I can speak for him and never let him be troubled or worried with it
at all. If ever Jonathan quite gets over the nervousness he may want to tell me
of it all, and I can ask him questions and find out things, and see how I may
comfort him.
LETTER, VAN
HELSING TO MRS. HARKER
24 September
(Confidence)
"Dear
Madam,
"I pray you
to pardon my writing, in that I am so far friend as that I sent to you sad news
of Miss Lucy Westenra's death. By the kindness of Lord Godalming, I am
empowered to read her letters and papers, for I am deeply concerned about
certain matters vitally important. In them I find some letters from you, which
show how great friends you were and how you love her. Oh, Madam Mina, by that
love, I implore you, help me. It is for others' good that I ask, to redress
great wrong, and to lift much and terrible troubles, that may be more great
than you can know. May it be that I see you? You can trust me. I am friend of
Dr. John Seward and of Lord Godalming (that was Arthur of Miss Lucy). I must
keep it private for the present from all. I should come to Exeter to see you at once if you tell me I am
privilege to come, and where and when. I implore your pardon, Madam. I have
read your letters to poor Lucy, and know how good you are and how your husband
suffer. So I pray you, if it may be, enlighten him not, least it may harm.
Again your pardon, and forgive me.
"VAN
HELSING"
TELEGRAM, MRS.
HARKER TO VAN HELSING
25
September.--Come today by quarter past ten train if you can catch it. Can see
you any time you call.
"WILHELMINA
HARKER"
MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL
25 September.--I
cannot help feeling terribly excited as the time draws near for the visit of
Dr. Van Helsing, for somehow I expect that it will throw some light upon
Jonathan's sad experience, and as he attended poor dear Lucy in her last
illness, he can tell me all about her. That is the reason of his coming. It is
concerning Lucy and her sleep-walking, and not about Jonathan. Then I shall
never know the real truth now! How silly I am. That awful journal gets hold of
my imagination and tinges everything with something of its own colour. Of
course it is about Lucy. That habit came back to the poor dear, and that awful
night on the cliff must have made her ill. I had almost forgotten in my own
affairs how ill she was afterwards. She must have told him of her sleep-walking
adventure on the cliff, and that I knew all about it, and now he wants me to
tell him what I know, so that he may understand. I hope I did right in not
saying anything of it to Mrs. Westenra. I should never forgive myself if any act
of mine, were it even a negative one, brought harm on poor dear Lucy. I hope
too, Dr. Van Helsing will not blame me. I have had so much trouble and anxiety
of late that I feel I cannot bear more just at present.
I suppose a cry
does us all good at times, clears the air as other rain does. Perhaps it was
reading the journal yesterday that upset me, and then Jonathan went away this
morning to stay away from me a whole day and night, the first time we have been
parted since our marriage. I do hope the dear fellow will take care of himself,
and that nothing will occur to upset him. It is two o'clock, and the doctor
will be here soon now. I shall say nothing of Jonathan's journal unless he asks
me. I am so glad I have typewritten out my own journal, so that, in case he
asks about Lucy, I can hand it to him. It will save much questioning.
Later.--He has
come and gone. Oh, what a strange meeting, and how it all makes my head whirl
round. I feel like one in a dream. Can it be all possible, or even a part of
it? If I had not read Jonathan's journal first, I should never have accepted
even a possibility. Poor, poor, dear Jonathan! How he must have suffered.
Please the good God, all this may not upset him again. I shall try to save him
from it. But it may be even a consolation and a help to him, terrible though it
be and awful in its consequences, to know for certain that his eyes and ears
and brain did not deceive him, and that it is all true. It may be that it is
the doubt which haunts him, that when the doubt is removed, no matter which,
waking or dreaming, may prove the truth, he will be more satisfied and better
able to bear the shock. Dr. Van Helsing must be a good man as well as a clever
one if he is Arthur's friend and Dr. Seward's, and if they brought him all the way
from Holland to
look after Lucy. I feel from having seen him that he is good and kind and of a
noble nature. When he comes tomorrow I shall ask him about Jonathan. And then,
please God, all this sorrow and anxiety may lead to a good end. I used to think
I would like to practice interviewing. Jonathan's friend on "The Exeter
News" told him that memory is everything in such work, that you must be
able to put down exactly almost every word spoken, even if you had to refine
some of it afterwards. Here was a rare interview. I shall try to record it
verbatim.
It was half-past
two o'clock when the knock came. I took my courage a deux mains and waited. In
a few minutes Mary opened the door, and announced "Dr. Van Helsing".
I rose and
bowed, and he came towards me, a man of medium weight, strongly built, with his
shoulders set back over a broad, deep chest and a neck well balanced on the
trunk as the head is on the neck. The poise of the head strikes me at once as
indicative of thought and power. The head is noble, well-sized, broad, and
large behind the ears. The face, clean-shaven, shows a hard, square chin, a
large resolute, mobile mouth, a good-sized nose, rather straight, but with
quick, sensitive nostrils, that seem to broaden as the big bushy brows come down
and the mouth tightens. The forehead is broad and fine, rising at first almost
straight and then sloping back above two bumps or ridges wide apart, such a
forehead that the reddish hair cannot possibly tumble over it, but falls
naturally back and to the sides. Big, dark blue eyes are set widely apart, and
are quick and tender or stern with the man's moods. He said to me,
"Mrs.
Harker, is it not?" I bowed assent.
"That was
Miss Mina Murray?" Again I assented.
"It is Mina
Murray that I came to see that was friend of that poor dear child Lucy
Westenra. Madam Mina, it is on account of the dead that I come."
"Sir,"
I said, "you could have no better claim on me than that you were a friend
and helper of Lucy Westenra." And I held out my hand. He took it and said
tenderly,
"Oh, Madam
Mina, I know that the friend of that poor little girl must be good, but I had
yet to learn…" He finished his speech with a courtly bow. I asked him what
it was that he wanted to see me about, so he at once began.
"I have
read your letters to Miss Lucy. Forgive me, but I had to begin to inquire
somewhere, and there was none to ask. I know that you were with her at Whitby. She sometimes
kept a diary, you need not look surprised, Madam Mina. It was begun after you
had left, and was an imitation of you, and in that diary she traces by
inference certain things to a sleep-walking in which she puts down that you
saved her. In great perplexity then I come to you, and ask you out of your so
much kindness to tell me all of it that you can remember."
"I can tell
you, I think, Dr. Van Helsing, all about it."
"Ah, then
you have good memory for facts, for details? It is not always so with young
ladies."
"No,
doctor, but I wrote it all down at the time. I can show it to you if you
like."
"Oh, Madam
Mina, I well be grateful. You will do me much favour."
I could not
resist the temptation of mystifying him a bit, I suppose it is some taste of
the original apple that remains still in our mouths, so I handed him the
shorthand diary. He took it with a grateful bow, and said, "May I read
it?"
"If you
wish," I answered as demurely as I could. He opened it, and for an instant
his face fell. Then he stood up and bowed.
"Oh, you so
clever woman!" he said. "I knew long that Mr. Jonathan was a man of
much thankfulness, but see, his wife have all the good things. And will you not
so much honour me and so help me as to read it for me? Alas! I know not the
shorthand."
By this time my
little joke was over, and I was almost ashamed. So I took the typewritten copy
from my work basket and handed it to him.
"Forgive
me," I said. "I could not help it, but I had been thinking that it
was of dear Lucy that you wished to ask, and so that you might not have time to
wait, not on my account, but because I know your time must be precious, I have
written it out on the typewriter for you."
He took it and
his eyes glistened. "You are so good," he said. "And may I read
it now? I may want to ask you some things when I have read."
"By all
means," I said, "read it over whilst I order lunch, and then you can
ask me questions whilst we eat."
He bowed and
settled himself in a chair with his back to the light, and became so absorbed
in the papers, whilst I went to see after lunch chiefly in order that he might
not be disturbed. When I came back, I found him walking hurriedly up and down
the room, his face all ablaze with excitement. He rushed up to me and took me
by both hands.
"Oh, Madam
Mina," he said, "how can I say what I owe to you? This paper is as
sunshine. It opens the gate to me. I am dazed, I am dazzled, with so much
light, and yet clouds roll in behind the light every time. But that you do not,
cannot comprehend. Oh, but I am grateful to you, you so clever woman.
Madame," he said this very solemnly, "if ever Abraham Van Helsing can
do anything for you or yours, I trust you will let me know. It will be pleasure
and delight if I may serve you as a friend, as a friend, but all I have ever
learned, all I can ever do, shall be for you and those you love. There are
darknesses in life, and there are lights. You are one of the lights. You will
have a happy life and a good life, and your husband will be blessed in
you."
"But,
doctor, you praise me too much, and you do not know me."
"Not know
you, I, who am old, and who have studied all my life men and women, I who have
made my specialty the brain and all that belongs to him and all that follow
from him! And I have read your diary that you have so goodly written for me,
and which breathes out truth in every line. I, who have read your so sweet
letter to poor Lucy of your marriage and your trust, not know you! Oh, Madam
Mina, good women tell all their lives, and by day and by hour and by minute,
such things that angels can read. And we men who wish to know have in us
something of angels' eyes. Your husband is noble nature, and you are noble too,
for you trust, and trust cannot be where there is mean nature. And your
husband, tell me of him. Is he quite well? Is all that fever gone, and is he
strong and hearty?"
I saw here an
opening to ask him about Jonathan, so I said, "He was almost recovered,
but he has been greatly upset by Mr. Hawkins death."
He interrupted,
"Oh, yes. I know. I know. I have read your last two letters."
I went on,
"I suppose this upset him, for when we were in town on Thursday last he had
a sort of shock."
"A shock,
and after brain fever so soon! That is not good. What kind of shock was
it?"
"He thought
he saw some one who recalled something terrible, something which led to his
brain fever." And here the whole thing seemed to overwhelm me in a rush.
The pity for Jonathan, the horror which he experienced, the whole fearful
mystery of his diary, and the fear that has been brooding over me ever since,
all came in a tumult. I suppose I was hysterical, for I threw myself on my
knees and held up my hands to him, and implored him to make my husband well
again. He took my hands and raised me up, and made me sit on the sofa, and sat
by me. He held my hand in his, and said to me with, oh, such infinite
sweetness,
"My life is
a barren and lonely one, and so full of work that I have not had much time for
friendships, but since I have been summoned to here by my friend John Seward I
have known so many good people and seen such nobility that I feel more than
ever, and it has grown with my advancing years, the loneliness of my life.
Believe me, then, that I come here full of respect for you, and you have given
me hope, hope, not in what I am seeking of, but that there are good women still
left to make life happy, good women, whose lives and whose truths may make good
lesson for the children that are to be. I am glad, glad, that I may here be of
some use to you. For if your husband suffer, he suffer within the range of my
study and experience. I promise you that I will gladly do all for him that I
can, all to make his life strong and manly, and your life a happy one. Now you
must eat. You are overwrought and perhaps over-anxious. Husband Jonathan would
not like to see you so pale, and what he like not where he love, is not to his
good. Therefore for his sake you must eat and smile. You have told me about
Lucy, and so now we shall not speak of it, lest it distress. I shall stay in Exeter tonight, for I
want to think much over what you have told me, and when I have thought I will
ask you questions, if I may. And then too, you will tell me of husband
Jonathan's trouble so far as you can, but not yet. You must eat now, afterwards
you shall tell me all."
After lunch,
when we went back to the drawing room, he said to me, "And now tell me all
about him."
When it came to
speaking to this great learned man, I began to fear that he would think me a
weak fool, and Jonathan a madman, that journal is all so strange, and I
hesitated to go on. But he was so sweet and kind, and he had promised to help,
and I trusted him, so I said,
"Dr. Van
Helsing, what I have to tell you is so queer that you must not laugh at me or
at my husband. I have been since yesterday in a sort of fever of doubt. You
must be kind to me, and not think me foolish that I have even half believed
some very strange things."
He reassured me
by his manner as well as his words when he said, "Oh, my dear, if you only
know how strange is the matter regarding which I am here, it is you who would
laugh. I have learned not to think little of any one's belief, no matter how
strange it may be. I have tried to keep an open mind, and it is not the
ordinary things of life that could close it, but the strange things, the
extraordinary things, the things that make one doubt if they be mad or
sane."
"Thank you,
thank you a thousand times! You have taken a weight off my mind. If you will
let me, I shall give you a paper to read. It is long, but I have typewritten it
out. It will tell you my trouble and Jonathan's. It is the copy of his journal
when abroad, and all that happened. I dare not say anything of it. You will
read for yourself and judge. And then when I see you, perhaps, you will be very
kind and tell me what you think."
"I
promise," he said as I gave him the papers. "I shall in the morning,
as soon as I can, come to see you and your husband, if I may."
"Jonathan
will be here at half-past eleven, and you must come to lunch with us and see
him then. You could catch the quick 3:34 train, which will leave you at
Paddington before eight." He was surprised at my knowledge of the trains
offhand, but he does not know that I have made up all the trains to and from Exeter, so that I may
help Jonathan in case he is in a hurry.
So he took the
papers with him and went away, and I sit here thinking, thinking I don't know
what.
LETTER (by
hand), VAN HELSING TO MRS. HARKER
25 September, 6
o'clock
"Dear Madam
Mina,
"I have
read your husband's so wonderful diary. You may sleep without doubt. Strange
and terrible as it is, it is true! I will pledge my life on it. It may be worse
for others, but for him and you there is no dread. He is a noble fellow, and
let me tell you from experience of men, that one who would do as he did in
going down that wall and to that room, aye, and going a second time, is not one
to be injured in permanence by a shock. His brain and his heart are all right,
this I swear, before I have even seen him, so be at rest. I shall have much to
ask him of other things. I am blessed that today I come to see you, for I have
learn all at once so much that again I am dazzled, dazzled more than ever, and
I must think.
"Yours the
most faithful,
"Abraham
Van Helsing."
LETTER, MRS.
HARKER TO VAN HELSING
25 September,
6:30 P.M.
"My dear
Dr. Van Helsing,
"A thousand
thanks for your kind letter, which has taken a great weight off my mind. And
yet, if it be true, what terrible things there are in the world, and what an
awful thing if that man, that monster, be really in London! I fear to think. I have this moment,
whilst writing, had a wire from Jonathan, saying that he leaves by the 6:25 tonight
from Launceston and will be here at 10:18, so that I shall have no fear
tonight. Will you, therefore, instead of lunching with us, please come to
breakfast at eight o'clock, if this be not too early for you? You can get away,
if you are in a hurry, by the 10:30 train, which will bring you to Paddington
by 2:35. Do not answer this, as I shall take it that, if I do not hear, you
will come to breakfast.
"Believe
me,
"Your
faithful and grateful friend,
"Mina
Harker."
JONATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
26 September.--I
thought never to write in this diary again, but the time has come. When I got
home last night Mina had supper ready, and when we had supped she told me of
Van Helsing's visit, and of her having given him the two diaries copied out,
and of how anxious she has been about me. She showed me in the doctor's letter
that all I wrote down was true. It seems to have made a new man of me. It was
the doubt as to the reality of the whole thing that knocked me over. I felt
impotent, and in the dark, and distrustful. But, now that I know, I am not
afraid, even of the Count. He has succeeded after all, then, in his design in
getting to London,
and it was he I saw. He has got younger, and how? Van Helsing is the man to
unmask him and hunt him out, if he is anything like what Mina says. We sat
late, and talked it over. Mina is dressing, and I shall call at the hotel in a
few minutes and bring him over.
He was, I think,
surprised to see me. When I came into the room where he was, and introduced
myself, he took me by the shoulder, and turned my face round to the light, and
said, after a sharp scrutiny,
"But Madam
Mina told me you were ill, that you had had a shock."
It was so funny
to hear my wife called 'Madam Mina' by this kindly, strong-faced old man. I
smiled, and said, "I was ill, I have had a shock, but you have cured me
already."
"And
how?"
"By your
letter to Mina last night. I was in doubt, and then everything took a hue of
unreality, and I did not know what to trust, even the evidence of my own
senses. Not knowing what to trust, I did not know what to do, and so had only
to keep on working in what had hitherto been the groove of my life. The groove
ceased to avail me, and I mistrusted myself. Doctor, you don't know what it is
to doubt everything, even yourself. No, you don't, you couldn't with eyebrows
like yours."
He seemed
pleased, and laughed as he said, "So! You are a physiognomist. I learn
more here with each hour. I am with so much pleasure coming to you to
breakfast, and, oh, sir, you will pardon praise from an old man, but you are
blessed in your wife."
I would listen
to him go on praising Mina for a day, so I simply nodded and stood silent.
"She is one
of God's women, fashioned by His own hand to show us men and other women that
there is a heaven where we can enter, and that its light can be here on earth.
So true, so sweet, so noble, so little an egoist, and that, let me tell you, is
much in this age, so sceptical and selfish. And you, sir… I have read all the
letters to poor Miss Lucy, and some of them speak of you, so I know you since
some days from the knowing of others, but I have seen your true self since last
night. You will give me your hand, will you not? And let us be friends for all
our lives."
We shook hands,
and he was so earnest and so kind that it made me quite choky.
"And
now," he said, "may I ask you for some more help? I have a great task
to do, and at the beginning it is to know. You can help me here. Can you tell
me what went before your going to Transylvania?
Later on I may ask more help, and of a different kind, but at first this will
do."
"Look here,
Sir," I said, "does what you have to do concern the Count?"
"It
does," he said solemnly.
"Then I am
with you heart and soul. As you go by the 10:30 train, you will not have time
to read them, but I shall get the bundle of papers. You can take them with you
and read them in the train."
After breakfast
I saw him to the station. When we were parting he said, "Perhaps you will
come to town if I send for you, and take Madam Mina too."
"We shall
both come when you will," I said.
I had got him
the morning papers and the London
papers of the previous night, and while we were talking at the carriage window,
waiting for the train to start, he was turning them over. His eyes suddenly
seemed to catch something in one of them, "The Westminster Gazette",
I knew it by the colour, and he grew quite white. He read something intently,
groaning to himself, "Mein Gott! Mein Gott! So soon! So soon!" I do
not think he remembered me at the moment. Just then the whistle blew, and the
train moved off. This recalled him to himself, and he leaned out of the window
and waved his hand, calling out, "Love to Madam Mina. I shall write so
soon as ever I can."
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
26
September.--Truly there is no such thing as finality. Not a week since I said
"Finis," and yet here I am starting fresh again, or rather going on
with the record. Until this afternoon I had no cause to think of what is done.
Renfield had become, to all intents, as sane as he ever was. He was already
well ahead with his fly business, and he had just started in the spider line
also, so he had not been of any trouble to me. I had a letter from Arthur,
written on Sunday, and from it I gather that he is bearing up wonderfully well.
Quincey Morris is with him, and that is much of a help, for he himself is a
bubbling well of good spirits. Quincey wrote me a line too, and from him I hear
that Arthur is beginning to recover something of his old buoyancy, so as to
them all my mind is at rest. As for myself, I was settling down to my work with
the enthusiasm which I used to have for it, so that I might fairly have said
that the wound which poor Lucy left on me was becoming cicatrised.
Everything is,
however, now reopened, and what is to be the end God only knows. I have an idea
that Van Helsing thinks he knows, too, but he will only let out enough at a
time to whet curiosity. He went to Exeter
yesterday, and stayed there all night. Today he came back, and almost bounded
into the room at about half-past five o'clock, and thrust last night's
"Westminster Gazette" into my hand.
"What do
you think of that?" he asked as he stood back and folded his arms.
I looked over
the paper, for I really did not know what he meant, but he took it from me and
pointed out a paragraph about children being decoyed away at Hampstead. It did
not convey much to me, until I reached a passage where it described small
puncture wounds on their throats. An idea struck me, and I looked up.
"Well?"
he said.
"It is like
poor Lucy's."
"And what
do you make of it?"
"Simply
that there is some cause in common. Whatever it was that injured her has
injured them." I did not quite understand his answer.
"That is
true indirectly, but not directly."
"How do you
mean, Professor?" I asked. I was a little inclined to take his seriousness
lightly, for, after all, four days of rest and freedom from burning, harrowing,
anxiety does help to restore one's spirits, but when I saw his face, it sobered
me. Never, even in the midst of our despair about poor Lucy, had he looked more
stern.
"Tell
me!" I said. "I can hazard no opinion. I do not know what to think,
and I have no data on which to found a conjecture."
"Do you
mean to tell me, friend John, that you have no suspicion as to what poor Lucy
died of, not after all the hints given, not only by events, but by me?"
"Of nervous
prostration following a great loss or waste of blood."
"And how
was the blood lost or wasted?" I shook my head.
He stepped over
and sat down beside me, and went on, "You are a clever man, friend John.
You reason well, and your wit is bold, but you are too prejudiced. You do not
let your eyes see nor your ears hear, and that which is outside your daily life
is not of account to you. Do you not think that there are things which you
cannot understand, and yet which are, that some people see things that others
cannot? But there are things old and new which must not be contemplated by
men's eyes, because they know, or think they know, some things which other men
have told them. Ah, it is the fault of our science that it wants to explain
all, and if it explain not, then it says there is nothing to explain. But yet
we see around us every day the growth of new beliefs, which think themselves
new, and which are yet but the old, which pretend to be young, like the fine
ladies at the opera. I suppose now you do not believe in corporeal
transference. No? Nor in materialization. No? Nor in astral bodies. No? Nor in
the reading of thought. No? Nor in hypnotism…"
"Yes,"
I said. "Charcot has proved that pretty well."
He smiled as he
went on, "Then you are satisfied as to it. Yes? And of course then you
understand how it act, and can follow the mind of the great Charcot, alas that
he is no more, into the very soul of the patient that he influence. No? Then,
friend John, am I to take it that you simply accept fact, and are satisfied to
let from premise to conclusion be a blank? No? Then tell me, for I am a student
of the brain, how you accept hypnotism and reject the thought reading. Let me
tell you, my friend, that there are things done today in electrical science
which would have been deemed unholy by the very man who discovered electricity,
who would themselves not so long before been burned as wizards. There are
always mysteries in life. Why was it that Methuselah lived nine hundred years,
and 'Old Parr' one hundred and sixty-nine, and yet that poor Lucy, with four
men's blood in her poor veins, could not live even one day? For, had she live
one more day, we could save her. Do you know all the mystery of life and death?
Do you know the altogether of comparative anatomy and can say wherefore the
qualities of brutes are in some men, and not in others? Can you tell me why,
when other spiders die small and soon, that one great spider lived for
centuries in the tower of the old Spanish church and grew and grew, till, on
descending, he could drink the oil of all the church lamps? Can you tell me why
in the Pampas, ay and elsewhere, there are bats that come out at night and open
the veins of cattle and horses and suck dry their veins, how in some islands of
the Western seas there are bats which hang on the trees all day, and those who
have seen describe as like giant nuts or pods, and that when the sailors sleep
on the deck, because that it is hot, flit down on them and then, and then in
the morning are found dead men, white as even Miss Lucy was?"
"Good God,
Professor!" I said, starting up. "Do you mean to tell me that Lucy
was bitten by such a bat, and that such a thing is here in London in the
nineteenth century?"
He waved his
hand for silence, and went on, "Can you tell me why the tortoise lives
more long than generations of men, why the elephant goes on and on till he have
sees dynasties, and why the parrot never die only of bite of cat of dog or
other complaint? Can you tell me why men believe in all ages and places that
there are men and women who cannot die? We all know, because science has
vouched for the fact, that there have been toads shut up in rocks for thousands
of years, shut in one so small hole that only hold him since the youth of the
world. Can you tell me how the Indian fakir can make himself to die and have
been buried, and his grave sealed and corn sowed on it, and the corn reaped and
be cut and sown and reaped and cut again, and then men come and take away the
unbroken seal and that there lie the Indian fakir, not dead, but that rise up
and walk amongst them as before?"
Here I
interrupted him. I was getting bewildered. He so crowded on my mind his list of
nature's eccentricities and possible impossibilities that my imagination was
getting fired. I had a dim idea that he was teaching me some lesson, as long
ago he used to do in his study at Amsterdam. But he used them to tell me the
thing, so that I could have the object of thought in mind all the time. But now
I was without his help, yet I wanted to follow him, so I said,
"Professor,
let me be your pet student again. Tell me the thesis, so that I may apply your
knowledge as you go on. At present I am going in my mind from point to point as
a madman, and not a sane one, follows an idea. I feel like a novice lumbering
through a bog in a midst, jumping from one tussock to another in the mere blind
effort to move on without knowing where I am going."
"That is a
good image," he said. "Well, I shall tell you. My thesis is this, I
want you to believe."
"To believe
what?"
"To believe
in things that you cannot. Let me illustrate. I heard once of an American who
so defined faith, 'that faculty which enables us to believe things which we
know to be untrue.' For one, I follow that man. He meant that we shall have an
open mind, and not let a little bit of truth check the rush of the big truth,
like a small rock does a railway truck. We get the small truth first. Good! We
keep him, and we value him, but all the same we must not let him think himself
all the truth in the universe."
"Then you
want me not to let some previous conviction inure the receptivity of my mind
with regard to some strange matter. Do I read your lesson aright?"
"Ah, you
are my favourite pupil still. It is worth to teach you. Now that you are
willing to understand, you have taken the first step to understand. You think
then that those so small holes in the children's throats were made by the same
that made the holes in Miss Lucy?"
"I suppose
so."
He stood up and
said solemnly, "Then you are wrong. Oh, would it were so! But alas! No. It
is worse, far, far worse."
"In God's
name, Professor Van Helsing, what do you mean?" I cried.
He threw himself
with a despairing gesture into a chair, and placed his elbows on the table, covering
his face with his hands as he spoke.
"They were
made by Miss Lucy!"
For a while
sheer anger mastered me. It was as if he had during her life struck Lucy on the
face. I smote the table hard and rose up as I said to him, "Dr. Van
Helsing, are you mad?"
He raised his
head and looked at me, and somehow the tenderness of his face calmed me at
once. "Would I were!" he said. "Madness were easy to bear
compared with truth like this. Oh, my friend, why, think you, did I go so far
round, why take so long to tell so simple a thing? Was it because I hate you
and have hated you all my life? Was it because I wished to give you pain? Was
it that I wanted, now so late, revenge for that time when you saved my life,
and from a fearful death? Ah no!"
"Forgive
me," said I.
He went on,
"My friend, it was because I wished to be gentle in the breaking to you,
for I know you have loved that so sweet lady. But even yet I do not expect you
to believe. It is so hard to accept at once any abstract truth, that we may
doubt such to be possible when we have always believed the 'no' of it. It is
more hard still to accept so sad a concrete truth, and of such a one as Miss
Lucy. Tonight I go to prove it. Dare you come with me?"
This staggered
me. A man does not like to prove such a truth, Byron excepted from the
category, jealousy.
"And prove
the very truth he most abhorred."
He saw my
hesitation, and spoke, "The logic is simple, no madman's logic this time,
jumping from tussock to tussock in a misty bog. If it not be true, then proof
will be relief. At worst it will not harm. If it be true! Ah, there is the
dread. Yet every dread should help my cause, for in it is some need of belief.
Come, I tell you what I propose. First, that we go off now and see that child
in the hospital. Dr. Vincent, of the North
Hospital, where the papers say the
child is, is a friend of mine, and I think of yours since you were in class at Amsterdam. He will let
two scientists see his case, if he will not let two friends. We shall tell him
nothing, but only that we wish to learn. And then…"
"And
then?"
He took a key
from his pocket and held it up. "And then we spend the night, you and I,
in the churchyard where Lucy lies. This is the key that lock the tomb. I had it
from the coffin man to give to Arthur."
My heart sank
within me, for I felt that there was some fearful ordeal before us. I could do
nothing, however, so I plucked up what heart I could and said that we had
better hasten, as the afternoon was passing.
We found the
child awake. It had had a sleep and taken some food, and altogether was going
on well. Dr. Vincent took the bandage from its throat, and showed us the
punctures. There was no mistaking the similarity to those which had been on
Lucy's throat. They were smaller, and the edges looked fresher, that was all.
We asked Vincent to what he attributed them, and he replied that it must have
been a bite of some animal, perhaps a rat, but for his own part, he was
inclined to think it was one of the bats which are so numerous on the northern
heights of London.
"Out of so many harmless ones," he said, "there may be some wild
specimen from the South of a more malignant species. Some sailor may have
brought one home, and it managed to escape, or even from the Zoological Gardens
a young one may have got loose, or one be bred there from a vampire. These
things do occur, you, know. Only ten days ago a wolf got out, and was, I
believe, traced up in this direction. For a week after, the children were
playing nothing but Red Riding Hood on the Heath and in every alley in the
place until this 'bloofer lady' scare came along, since then it has been quite
a gala time with them. Even this poor little mite, when he woke up today, asked
the nurse if he might go away. When she asked him why he wanted to go, he said
he wanted to play with the 'bloofer lady'."
"I
hope," said Van Helsing, "that when you are sending the child home
you will caution its parents to keep strict watch over it. These fancies to
stray are most dangerous, and if the child were to remain out another night, it
would probably be fatal. But in any case I suppose you will not let it away for
some days?"
"Certainly
not, not for a week at least, longer if the wound is not healed."
Our visit to the
hospital took more time than we had reckoned on, and the sun had dipped before
we came out. When Van Helsing saw how dark it was, he said,
"There is
not hurry. It is more late than I thought. Come, let us seek somewhere that we
may eat, and then we shall go on our way."
We dined at 'Jack
Straw's Castle' along with a little crowd of bicyclists and others who were
genially noisy. About ten o'clock we started from the inn. It was then very
dark, and the scattered lamps made the darkness greater when we were once
outside their individual radius. The Professor had evidently noted the road we
were to go, for he went on unhesitatingly, but, as for me, I was in quite a
mixup as to locality. As we went further, we met fewer and fewer people, till
at last we were somewhat surprised when we met even the patrol of horse police
going their usual suburban round. At last we reached the wall of the
churchyard, which we climbed over. With some little difficulty, for it was very
dark, and the whole place seemed so strange to us, we found the Westenra tomb.
The Professor took the key, opened the creaky door, and standing back,
politely, but quite unconsciously, motioned me to precede him. There was a
delicious irony in the offer, in the courtliness of giving preference on such a
ghastly occasion. My companion followed me quickly, and cautiously drew the
door to, after carefully ascertaining that the lock was a falling, and not a
spring one. In the latter case we should have been in a bad plight. Then he
fumbled in his bag, and taking out a matchbox and a piece of candle, proceeded
to make a light. The tomb in the daytime, and when wreathed with fresh flowers,
had looked grim and gruesome enough, but now, some days afterwards, when the
flowers hung lank and dead, their whites turning to rust and their greens to
browns, when the spider and the beetle had resumed their accustomed dominance,
when the time-discoloured stone, and dust-encrusted mortar, and rusty, dank
iron, and tarnished brass, and clouded silver-plating gave back the feeble
glimmer of a candle, the effect was more miserable and sordid than could have
been imagined. It conveyed irresistibly the idea that life, animal life, was
not the only thing which could pass away.
Van Helsing went
about his work systematically. Holding his candle so that he could read the
coffin plates, and so holding it that the sperm dropped in white patches which
congealed as they touched the metal, he made assurance of Lucy's coffin.
Another search in his bag, and he took out a turnscrew.
"What are
you going to do?" I asked.
"To open
the coffin. You shall yet be convinced."
Straightway he
began taking out the screws, and finally lifted off the lid, showing the casing
of lead beneath. The sight was almost too much for me. It seemed to be as much
an affront to the dead as it would have been to have stripped off her clothing
in her sleep whilst living. I actually took hold of his hand to stop him.
He only said,
"You shall see," and again fumbling in his bag took out a tiny fret
saw. Striking the turnscrew through the lead with a swift downward stab, which
made me wince, he made a small hole, which was, however, big enough to admit
the point of the saw. I had expected a rush of gas from the week-old corpse. We
doctors, who have had to study our dangers, have to become accustomed to such
things, and I drew back towards the door. But the Professor never stopped for a
moment. He sawed down a couple of feet along one side of the lead coffin, and
then across, and down the other side. Taking the edge of the loose flange, he
bent it back towards the foot of the coffin, and holding up the candle into the
aperture, motioned to me to look.
I drew near and
looked. The coffin was empty. It was certainly a surprise to me, and gave me a
considerable shock, but Van Helsing was unmoved. He was now more sure than ever
of his ground, and so emboldened to proceed in his task. "Are you
satisfied now, friend John?" he asked.
I felt all the
dogged argumentativeness of my nature awake within me as I answered him,
"I am satisfied that Lucy's body is not in that coffin, but that only
proves one thing."
"And what
is that, friend John?"
"That it is
not there."
"That is
good logic," he said, "so far as it goes. But how do you, how can
you, account for it not being there?"
"Perhaps a
body-snatcher," I suggested. "Some of the undertaker's people may
have stolen it." I felt that I was speaking folly, and yet it was the only
real cause which I could suggest.
The Professor
sighed. "Ah well!" he said, "we must have more proof. Come with
me."
He put on the
coffin lid again, gathered up all his things and placed them in the bag, blew
out the light, and placed the candle also in the bag. We opened the door, and
went out. Behind us he closed the door and locked it. He handed me the key,
saying, "Will you keep it? You had better be assured."
I laughed, it
was not a very cheerful laugh, I am bound to say, as I motioned him to keep it.
"A key is nothing," I said, "there are many duplicates, and
anyhow it is not difficult to pick a lock of this kind."
He said nothing,
but put the key in his pocket. Then he told me to watch at one side of the
churchyard whilst he would watch at the other.
I took up my
place behind a yew tree, and I saw his dark figure move until the intervening
headstones and trees hid it from my sight.
It was a lonely
vigil. Just after I had taken my place I heard a distant clock strike twelve,
and in time came one and two. I was chilled and unnerved, and angry with the
Professor for taking me on such an errand and with myself for coming. I was too
cold and too sleepy to be keenly observant, and not sleepy enough to betray my
trust, so altogether I had a dreary, miserable time.
Suddenly, as I
turned round, I thought I saw something like a white streak, moving between two
dark yew trees at the side of the churchyard farthest from the tomb. At the
same time a dark mass moved from the Professor's side of the ground, and
hurriedly went towards it. Then I too moved, but I had to go round headstones
and railed-off tombs, and I stumbled over graves. The sky was overcast, and
somewhere far off an early cock crew. A little ways off, beyond a line of
scattered juniper trees, which marked the pathway to the church, a white dim
figure flitted in the direction of the tomb. The tomb itself was hidden by
trees, and I could not see where the figure had disappeared. I heard the rustle
of actual movement where I had first seen the white figure, and coming over,
found the Professor holding in his arms a tiny child. When he saw me he held it
out to me, and said, "Are you satisfied now?"
"No,"
I said, in a way that I felt was aggressive.
"Do you not
see the child?"
"Yes, it is
a child, but who brought it here? And is it wounded?"
"We shall
see," said the Professor, and with one impulse we took our way out of the
churchyard, he carrying the sleeping child.
When we had got
some little distance away, we went into a clump of trees, and struck a match,
and looked at the child's throat. It was without a scratch or scar of any kind.
"Was I
right?" I asked triumphantly.
"We were
just in time," said the Professor thankfully.
We had now to
decide what we were to do with the child, and so consulted about it. If we were
to take it to a police station we should have to give some account of our
movements during the night. At least, we should have had to make some statement
as to how we had come to find the child. So finally we decided that we would
take it to the Heath, and when we heard a policeman coming, would leave it
where he could not fail to find it. We would then seek our way home as quickly
as we could. All fell out well. At the edge of Hampstead Heath we heard a
policeman's heavy tramp, and laying the child on the pathway, we waited and
watched until he saw it as he flashed his lantern to and fro. We heard his
exclamation of astonishment, and then we went away silently. By good chance we
got a cab near the 'Spainiards,' and drove to town.
I cannot sleep,
so I make this entry. But I must try to get a few hours' sleep, as Van Helsing
is to call for me at noon. He insists that I go with him on another expedition.
27
September.--It was two o'clock before we found a suitable opportunity for our
attempt. The funeral held at noon was all completed, and the last stragglers of
the mourners had taken themselves lazily away, when, looking carefully from
behind a clump of alder trees, we saw the sexton lock the gate after him. We
knew that we were safe till morning did we desire it, but the Professor told me
that we should not want more than an hour at most. Again I felt that horrid
sense of the reality of things, in which any effort of imagination seemed out
of place, and I realized distinctly the perils of the law which we were
incurring in our unhallowed work. Besides, I felt it was all so useless.
Outrageous as it was to open a leaden coffin, to see if a woman dead nearly a
week were really dead, it now seemed the height of folly to open the tomb
again, when we knew, from the evidence of our own eyesight, that the coffin was
empty. I shrugged my shoulders, however, and rested silent, for Van Helsing had
a way of going on his own road, no matter who remonstrated. He took the key,
opened the vault, and again courteously motioned me to precede. The place was
not so gruesome as last night, but oh, how unutterably mean looking when the
sunshine streamed in. Van Helsing walked over to Lucy's coffin, and I followed.
He bent over and again forced back the leaden flange, and a shock of surprise
and dismay shot through me.
There lay Lucy,
seemingly just as we had seen her the night before her funeral. She was, if
possible, more radiantly beautiful than ever, and I could not believe that she
was dead. The lips were red, nay redder than before, and on the cheeks was a
delicate bloom.
"Is this a
juggle?" I said to him.
"Are you
convinced now?" said the Professor, in response, and as he spoke he put
over his hand, and in a way that made me shudder, pulled back the dead lips and
showed the white teeth. "See," he went on, "they are even
sharper than before. With this and this," and he touched one of the canine
teeth and that below it, "the little children can be bitten. Are you of
belief now, friend John?"
Once more
argumentative hostility woke within me. I could not accept such an overwhelming
idea as he suggested. So, with an attempt to argue of which I was even at the
moment ashamed, I said, "She may have been placed here since last
night."
"Indeed?
That is so, and by whom?"
"I do not
know. Someone has done it."
"And yet
she has been dead one week. Most peoples in that time would not look so."
I had no answer
for this, so was silent. Van Helsing did not seem to notice my silence. At any
rate, he showed neither chagrin nor triumph. He was looking intently at the
face of the dead woman, raising the eyelids and looking at the eyes, and once
more opening the lips and examining the teeth. Then he turned to me and said,
"Here,
there is one thing which is different from all recorded. Here is some dual life
that is not as the common. She was bitten by the vampire when she was in a
trance, sleep-walking, oh, you start. You do not know that, friend John, but
you shall know it later, and in trance could he best come to take more blood.
In trance she dies, and in trance she is UnDead, too. So it is that she differ
from all other. Usually when the UnDead sleep at home," as he spoke he
made a comprehensive sweep of his arm to designate what to a vampire was
'home', "their face show what they are, but this so sweet that was when
she not UnDead she go back to the nothings of the common dead. There is no
malign there, see, and so it make hard that I must kill her in her sleep."
This turned my
blood cold, and it began to dawn upon me that I was accepting Van Helsing's
theories. But if she were really dead, what was there of terror in the idea of
killing her?
He looked up at
me, and evidently saw the change in my face, for he said almost joyously,
"Ah, you believe now?"
I answered,
"Do not press me too hard all at once. I am willing to accept. How will
you do this bloody work?"
"I shall
cut off her head and fill her mouth with garlic, and I shall drive a stake
through her body."
It made me
shudder to think of so mutilating the body of the woman whom I had loved. And
yet the feeling was not so strong as I had expected. I was, in fact, beginning
to shudder at the presence of this being, this UnDead, as Van Helsing called
it, and to loathe it. Is it possible that love is all subjective, or all
objective?
I waited a
considerable time for Van Helsing to begin, but he stood as if wrapped in
thought. Presently he closed the catch of his bag with a snap, and said,
"I have
been thinking, and have made up my mind as to what is best. If I did simply
follow my inclining I would do now, at this moment, what is to be done. But
there are other things to follow, and things that are thousand times more
difficult in that them we do not know. This is simple. She have yet no life
taken, though that is of time, and to act now would be to take danger from her
forever. But then we may have to want Arthur, and how shall we tell him of
this? If you, who saw the wounds on Lucy's throat, and saw the wounds so
similar on the child's at the hospital, if you, who saw the coffin empty last
night and full today with a woman who have not change only to be more rose and
more beautiful in a whole week, after she die, if you know of this and know of
the white figure last night that brought the child to the churchyard, and yet
of your own senses you did not believe, how then, can I expect Arthur, who know
none of those things, to believe?
"He doubted
me when I took him from her kiss when she was dying. I know he has forgiven me
because in some mistaken idea I have done things that prevent him say goodbye
as he ought, and he may think that in some more mistaken idea this woman was
buried alive, and that in most mistake of all we have killed her. He will then
argue back that it is we, mistaken ones, that have killed her by our ideas, and
so he will be much unhappy always. Yet he never can be sure, and that is the
worst of all. And he will sometimes think that she he loved was buried alive,
and that will paint his dreams with horrors of what she must have suffered, and
again, he will think that we may be right, and that his so beloved was, after
all, an UnDead. No! I told him once, and since then I learn much. Now, since I
know it is all true, a hundred thousand times more do I know that he must pass
through the bitter waters to reach the sweet. He, poor fellow, must have one
hour that will make the very face of heaven grow black to him, then we can act
for good all round and send him peace. My mind is made up. Let us go. You
return home for tonight to your asylum, and see that all be well. As for me, I
shall spend the night here in this churchyard in my own way. Tomorrow night you
will come to me to the Berkeley Hotel at ten of the clock. I shall send for
Arthur to come too, and also that so fine young man of America that
gave his blood. Later we shall all have work to do. I come with you so far as
Piccadilly and there dine, for I must be back here before the sun set."
So we locked the
tomb and came away, and got over the wall of the churchyard, which was not much
of a task, and drove back to Piccadilly.
NOTE LEFT BY VAN
HELSING IN HIS PORTMANTEAU, BERKELEY HOTEL DIRECTED TO JOHN SEWARD, M. D. (Not
Delivered)
27 September
"Friend
John,
"I write
this in case anything should happen. I go alone to watch in that churchyard. It
pleases me that the UnDead, Miss Lucy, shall not leave tonight, that so on the
morrow night she may be more eager. Therefore I shall fix some things she like
not, garlic and a crucifix, and so seal up the door of the tomb. She is young
as UnDead, and will heed. Moreover, these are only to prevent her coming out.
They may not prevail on her wanting to get in, for then the UnDead is
desperate, and must find the line of least resistance, whatsoever it may be. I
shall be at hand all the night from sunset till after sunrise, and if there be
aught that may be learned I shall learn it. For Miss Lucy or from her, I have
no fear, but that other to whom is there that she is UnDead, he have not the power
to seek her tomb and find shelter. He is cunning, as I know from Mr. Jonathan
and from the way that all along he have fooled us when he played with us for
Miss Lucy's life, and we lost, and in many ways the UnDead are strong. He have
always the strength in his hand of twenty men, even we four who gave our
strength to Miss Lucy it also is all to him. Besides, he can summon his wolf
and I know not what. So if it be that he came thither on this night he shall
find me. But none other shall, until it be too late. But it may be that he will
not attempt the place. There is no reason why he should. His hunting ground is
more full of game than the churchyard where the UnDead woman sleeps, and the
one old man watch.
"Therefore
I write this in case… Take the papers that are with this, the diaries of Harker
and the rest, and read them, and then find this great UnDead, and cut off his
head and burn his heart or drive a stake through it, so that the world may rest
from him.
"If it be
so, farewell.
"VAN
HELSING."
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
28
September.--It is wonderful what a good night's sleep will do for one.
Yesterday I was almost willing to accept Van Helsing's monstrous ideas, but now
they seem to start out lurid before me as outrages on common sense. I have no
doubt that he believes it all. I wonder if his mind can have become in any way
unhinged. Surely there must be some rational explanation of all these
mysterious things. Is it possible that the Professor can have done it himself?
He is so abnormally clever that if he went off his head he would carry out his
intent with regard to some fixed idea in a wonderful way. I am loathe to think
it, and indeed it would be almost as great a marvel as the other to find that
Van Helsing was mad, but anyhow I shall watch him carefully. I may get some
light on the mystery.
29
September.--Last night, at a little before ten o'clock, Arthur and Quincey came
into Van Helsing's room. He told us all what he wanted us to do, but especially
addressing himself to Arthur, as if all our wills were centred in his. He began
by saying that he hoped we would all come with him too, "for," he
said, "there is a grave duty to be done there. You were doubtless
surprised at my letter?" This query was directly addressed to Lord
Godalming.
"I was. It
rather upset me for a bit. There has been so much trouble around my house of
late that I could do without any more. I have been curious, too, as to what you
mean.
"Quincey
and I talked it over, but the more we talked, the more puzzled we got, till now
I can say for myself that I'm about up a tree as to any meaning about
anything."
"Me
too," said Quincey Morris laconically.
"Oh,"
said the Professor, "then you are nearer the beginning, both of you, than
friend John here, who has to go a long way back before he can even get so far
as to begin."
It was evident
that he recognized my return to my old doubting frame of mind without my saying
a word. Then, turning to the other two, he said with intense gravity,
"I want
your permission to do what I think good this night. It is, I know, much to ask,
and when you know what it is I propose to do you will know, and only then how
much. Therefore may I ask that you promise me in the dark, so that afterwards,
though you may be angry with me for a time, I must not disguise from myself the
possibility that such may be, you shall not blame yourselves for
anything."
"That's
frank anyhow," broke in Quincey. "I'll answer for the Professor. I
don't quite see his drift, but I swear he's honest, and that's good enough for
me."
"I thank
you, Sir," said Van Helsing proudly. "I have done myself the honour
of counting you one trusting friend, and such endorsement is dear to me."
He held out a hand, which Quincey took.
Then Arthur
spoke out, "Dr. Van Helsing, I don't quite like to 'buy a pig in a poke',
as they say in Scotland,
and if it be anything in which my honour as a gentleman or my faith as a
Christian is concerned, I cannot make such a promise. If you can assure me that
what you intend does not violate either of these two, then I give my consent at
once, though for the life of me, I cannot understand what you are driving
at."
"I accept
your limitation," said Van Helsing, "and all I ask of you is that if
you feel it necessary to condemn any act of mine, you will first consider it
well and be satisfied that it does not violate your reservations."
"Agreed!"
said Arthur. "That is only fair. And now that the pourparlers are over,
may I ask what it is we are to do?"
"I want you
to come with me, and to come in secret, to the churchyard at Kingstead."
Arthur's face
fell as he said in an amazed sort of way,
"Where poor
Lucy is buried?"
The Professor
bowed.
Arthur went on,
"And when there?"
"To enter
the tomb!"
Arthur stood up.
"Professor, are you in earnest, or is it some monstrous joke? Pardon me, I
see that you are in earnest." He sat down again, but I could see that he
sat firmly and proudly, as one who is on his dignity. There was silence until
he asked again, "And when in the tomb?"
"To open
the coffin."
"This is
too much!" he said, angrily rising again. "I am willing to be patient
in all things that are reasonable, but in this, this desecration of the grave,
of one who…" He fairly choked with indignation.
The Professor
looked pityingly at him. "If I could spare you one pang, my poor
friend," he said, "God knows I would. But this night our feet must
tread in thorny paths, or later, and for ever, the feet you love must walk in
paths of flame!"
Arthur looked up
with set white face and said, "Take care, sir, take care!"
"Would it
not be well to hear what I have to say?" said Van Helsing. "And then
you will at least know the limit of my purpose. Shall I go on?"
"That's
fair enough," broke in Morris.
After a pause
Van Helsing went on, evidently with an effort, "Miss Lucy is dead, is it
not so? Yes! Then there can be no wrong to her. But if she be not dead…"
Arthur jumped to
his feet, "Good God!" he cried. "What do you mean? Has there
been any mistake, has she been buried alive?" He groaned in anguish that
not even hope could soften.
"I did not
say she was alive, my child. I did not think it. I go no further than to say
that she might be UnDead."
"UnDead!
Not alive! What do you mean? Is this all a nightmare, or what is it?"
"There are
mysteries which men can only guess at, which age by age they may solve only in
part. Believe me, we are now on the verge of one. But I have not done. May I
cut off the head of dead Miss Lucy?"
"Heavens
and earth, no!" cried Arthur in a storm of passion. "Not for the wide
world will I consent to any mutilation of her dead body. Dr. Van Helsing, you
try me too far. What have I done to you that you should torture me so? What did
that poor, sweet girl do that you should want to cast such dishonour on her
grave? Are you mad, that you speak of such things, or am I mad to listen to
them? Don't dare think more of such a desecration. I shall not give my consent
to anything you do. I have a duty to do in protecting her grave from outrage,
and by God, I shall do it!"
Van Helsing rose
up from where he had all the time been seated, and said, gravely and sternly,
"My Lord Godalming, I too, have a duty to do, a duty to others, a duty to
you, a duty to the dead, and by God, I shall do it! All I ask you now is that
you come with me, that you look and listen, and if when later I make the same
request you do not be more eager for its fulfillment even than I am, then, I
shall do my duty, whatever it may seem to me. And then, to follow your
Lordship's wishes I shall hold myself at your disposal to render an account to
you, when and where you will." His voice broke a little, and he went on
with a voice full of pity.
"But I
beseech you, do not go forth in anger with me. In a long life of acts which
were often not pleasant to do, and which sometimes did wring my heart, I have
never had so heavy a task as now. Believe me that if the time comes for you to
change your mind towards me, one look from you will wipe away all this so sad
hour, for I would do what a man can to save you from sorrow. Just think. For
why should I give myself so much labor and so much of sorrow? I have come here
from my own land to do what I can of good, at the first to please my friend
John, and then to help a sweet young lady, whom too, I come to love. For her, I
am ashamed to say so much, but I say it in kindness, I gave what you gave, the
blood of my veins. I gave it, I who was not, like you, her lover, but only her
physician and her friend. I gave her my nights and days, before death, after
death, and if my death can do her good even now, when she is the dead UnDead,
she shall have it freely." He said this with a very grave, sweet pride,
and Arthur was much affected by it.
He took the old
man's hand and said in a broken voice, "Oh, it is hard to think of it, and
I cannot understand, but at least I shall go with you and wait."
It was just a
quarter before twelve o'clock when we got into the churchyard over the low
wall. The night was dark with occasional gleams of moonlight between the dents
of the heavy clouds that scudded across the sky. We all kept somehow close
together, with Van Helsing slightly in front as he led the way. When we had
come close to the tomb I looked well at Arthur, for I feared the proximity to a
place laden with so sorrowful a memory would upset him, but he bore himself
well. I took it that the very mystery of the proceeding was in some way a
counteractant to his grief. The Professor unlocked the door, and seeing a
natural hesitation amongst us for various reasons, solved the difficulty by
entering first himself. The rest of us followed, and he closed the door. He
then lit a dark lantern and pointed to a coffin. Arthur stepped forward
hesitatingly. Van Helsing said to me, "You were with me here yesterday.
Was the body of Miss Lucy in that coffin?"
"It
was."
The Professor
turned to the rest saying, "You hear, and yet there is no one who does not
believe with me."
He took his
screwdriver and again took off the lid of the coffin. Arthur looked on, very
pale but silent. When the lid was removed he stepped forward. He evidently did
not know that there was a leaden coffin, or at any rate, had not thought of it.
When he saw the rent in the lead, the blood rushed to his face for an instant,
but as quickly fell away again, so that he remained of a ghastly whiteness. He
was still silent. Van Helsing forced back the leaden flange, and we all looked
in and recoiled.
The coffin was
empty!
For several
minutes no one spoke a word. The silence was broken by Quincey Morris,
"Professor, I answered for you. Your word is all I want. I wouldn't ask
such a thing ordinarily, I wouldn't so dishonour you as to imply a doubt, but
this is a mystery that goes beyond any honour or dishonour. Is this your
doing?"
"I swear to
you by all that I hold sacred that I have not removed or touched her. What
happened was this. Two nights ago my friend Seward and I came here, with good
purpose, believe me. I opened that coffin, which was then sealed up, and we
found it as now, empty. We then waited, and saw something white come through
the trees. The next day we came here in daytime and she lay there. Did she not,
friend John?
"Yes."
"That night
we were just in time. One more so small child was missing, and we find it,
thank God, unharmed amongst the graves. Yesterday I came here before sundown,
for at sundown the UnDead can move. I waited here all night till the sun rose,
but I saw nothing. It was most probable that it was because I had laid over the
clamps of those doors garlic, which the UnDead cannot bear, and other things
which they shun. Last night there was no exodus, so tonight before the sundown
I took away my garlic and other things. And so it is we find this coffin empty.
But bear with me. So far there is much that is strange. Wait you with me
outside, unseen and unheard, and things much stranger are yet to be. So,"
here he shut the dark slide of his lantern, "now to the outside." He
opened the door, and we filed out, he coming last and locking the door behind
him.
Oh! But it
seemed fresh and pure in the night air after the terror of that vault. How
sweet it was to see the clouds race by, and the passing gleams of the moonlight
between the scudding clouds crossing and passing, like the gladness and sorrow
of a man's life. How sweet it was to breathe the fresh air, that had no taint
of death and decay. How humanizing to see the red lighting of the sky beyond
the hill, and to hear far away the muffled roar that marks the life of a great
city. Each in his own way was solemn and overcome. Arthur was silent, and was,
I could see, striving to grasp the purpose and the inner meaning of the
mystery. I was myself tolerably patient, and half inclined again to throw aside
doubt and to accept Van Helsing's conclusions. Quincey Morris was phlegmatic in
the way of a man who accepts all things, and accepts them in the spirit of cool
bravery, with hazard of all he has at stake. Not being able to smoke, he cut
himself a good-sized plug of tobacco and began to chew. As to Van Helsing, he
was employed in a definite way. First he took from his bag a mass of what
looked like thin, wafer-like biscuit, which was carefully rolled up in a white
napkin. Next he took out a double handful of some whitish stuff, like dough or
putty. He crumbled the wafer up fine and worked it into the mass between his
hands. This he then took, and rolling it into thin strips, began to lay them
into the crevices between the door and its setting in the tomb. I was somewhat
puzzled at this, and being close, asked him what it was that he was doing.
Arthur and Quincey drew near also, as they too were curious.
He answered,
"I am closing the tomb so that the UnDead may not enter."
"And is
that stuff you have there going to do it?"
"It
is."
"What is
that which you are using?" This time the question was by Arthur. Van
Helsing reverently lifted his hat as he answered.
"The Host.
I brought it from Amsterdam.
I have an Indulgence."
It was an answer
that appalled the most sceptical of us, and we felt individually that in the
presence of such earnest purpose as the Professor's, a purpose which could thus
use the to him most sacred of things, it was impossible to distrust. In
respectful silence we took the places assigned to us close round the tomb, but
hidden from the sight of any one approaching. I pitied the others, especially
Arthur. I had myself been apprenticed by my former visits to this watching
horror, and yet I, who had up to an hour ago repudiated the proofs, felt my
heart sink within me. Never did tombs look so ghastly white. Never did cypress,
or yew, or juniper so seem the embodiment of funeral gloom. Never did tree or
grass wave or rustle so ominously. Never did bough creak so mysteriously, and
never did the far-away howling of dogs send such a woeful presage through the
night.
There was a long
spell of silence, big, aching, void, and then from the Professor a keen
"S-s-s-s!" He pointed, and far down the avenue of yews we saw a white
figure advance, a dim white figure, which held something dark at its breast.
The figure stopped, and at the moment a ray of moonlight fell upon the masses
of driving clouds, and showed in startling prominence a dark-haired woman,
dressed in the cerements of the grave. We could not see the face, for it was
bent down over what we saw to be a fair-haired child. There was a pause and a
sharp little cry, such as a child gives in sleep, or a dog as it lies before
the fire and dreams. We were starting forward, but the Professor's warning
hand, seen by us as he stood behind a yew tree, kept us back. And then as we
looked the white figure moved forwards again. It was now near enough for us to
see clearly, and the moonlight still held. My own heart grew cold as ice, and I
could hear the gasp of Arthur, as we recognized the features of Lucy Westenra.
Lucy Westenra, but yet how changed. The sweetness was turned to adamantine,
heartless cruelty, and the purity to voluptuous wantonness.
Van Helsing
stepped out, and obedient to his gesture, we all advanced too. The four of us
ranged in a line before the door of the tomb. Van Helsing raised his lantern
and drew the slide. By the concentrated light that fell on Lucy's face we could
see that the lips were crimson with fresh blood, and that the stream had
trickled over her chin and stained the purity of her lawn death-robe.
We shuddered
with horror. I could see by the tremulous light that even Van Helsing's iron
nerve had failed. Arthur was next to me, and if I had not seized his arm and
held him up, he would have fallen.
When Lucy, I
call the thing that was before us Lucy because it bore her shape, saw us she
drew back with an angry snarl, such as a cat gives when taken unawares, then
her eyes ranged over us. Lucy's eyes in form and colour, but Lucy's eyes
unclean and full of hell fire, instead of the pure, gentle orbs we knew. At
that moment the remnant of my love passed into hate and loathing. Had she then
to be killed, I could have done it with savage delight. As she looked, her eyes
blazed with unholy light, and the face became wreathed with a voluptuous smile.
Oh, God, how it made me shudder to see it! With a careless motion, she flung to
the ground, callous as a devil, the child that up to now she had clutched
strenuously to her breast, growling over it as a dog growls over a bone. The
child gave a sharp cry, and lay there moaning. There was a cold-bloodedness in
the act which wrung a groan from Arthur. When she advanced to him with
outstretched arms and a wanton smile he fell back and hid his face in his
hands.
She still
advanced, however, and with a languorous, voluptuous grace, said, "Come to
me, Arthur. Leave these others and come to me. My arms are hungry for you. Come,
and we can rest together. Come, my husband, come!"
There was
something diabolically sweet in her tones, something of the tinkling of glass
when struck, which rang through the brains even of us who heard the words
addressed to another.
As for Arthur, he
seemed under a spell, moving his hands from his face, he opened wide his arms.
She was leaping for them, when Van Helsing sprang forward and held between them
his little golden crucifix. She recoiled from it, and, with a suddenly
distorted face, full of rage, dashed past him as if to enter the tomb.
When within a
foot or two of the door, however, she stopped, as if arrested by some
irresistible force. Then she turned, and her face was shown in the clear burst
of moonlight and by the lamp, which had now no quiver from Van Helsing's
nerves. Never did I see such baffled malice on a face, and never, I trust,
shall such ever be seen again by mortal eyes. The beautiful colour became
livid, the eyes seemed to throw out sparks of hell fire, the brows were wrinkled
as though the folds of flesh were the coils of Medusa's snakes, and the lovely,
blood-stained mouth grew to an open square, as in the passion masks of the
Greeks and Japanese. If ever a face meant death, if looks could kill, we saw it
at that moment.
And so for full
half a minute, which seemed an eternity, she remained between the lifted
crucifix and the sacred closing of her means of entry.
Van Helsing
broke the silence by asking Arthur, "Answer me, oh my friend! Am I to
proceed in my work?"
"Do as you
will, friend. Do as you will. There can be no horror like this ever any
more." And he groaned in spirit.
Quincey and I
simultaneously moved towards him, and took his arms. We could hear the click of
the closing lantern as Van Helsing held it down. Coming close to the tomb, he
began to remove from the chinks some of the sacred emblem which he had placed
there. We all looked on with horrified amazement as we saw, when he stood back,
the woman, with a corporeal body as real at that moment as our own, pass through
the interstice where scarce a knife blade could have gone. We all felt a glad
sense of relief when we saw the Professor calmly restoring the strings of putty
to the edges of the door.
When this was
done, he lifted the child and said, "Come now, my friends. We can do no
more till tomorrow. There is a funeral at noon, so here we shall all come
before long after that. The friends of the dead will all be gone by two, and
when the sexton locks the gate we shall remain. Then there is more to do, but
not like this of tonight. As for this little one, he is not much harmed, and by
tomorrow night he shall be well. We shall leave him where the police will find
him, as on the other night, and then to home."
Coming close to
Arthur, he said, "My friend Arthur, you have had a sore trial, but after,
when you look back, you will see how it was necessary. You are now in the
bitter waters, my child. By this time tomorrow you will, please God, have
passed them, and have drunk of the sweet waters. So do not mourn over-much. Till
then I shall not ask you to forgive me."
Arthur and
Quincey came home with me, and we tried to cheer each other on the way. We had
left behind the child in safety, and were tired. So we all slept with more or
less reality of sleep.
29 September,
night.--A little before twelve o'clock we three, Arthur, Quincey Morris, and
myself, called for the Professor. It was odd to notice that by common consent
we had all put on black clothes. Of course, Arthur wore black, for he was in
deep mourning, but the rest of us wore it by instinct. We got to the graveyard
by half-past one, and strolled about, keeping out of official observation, so
that when the gravediggers had completed their task and the sexton, under the
belief that every one had gone, had locked the gate, we had the place all to
ourselves. Van Helsing, instead of his little black bag, had with him a long
leather one, something like a cricketing bag. It was manifestly of fair weight.
When we were
alone and had heard the last of the footsteps die out up the road, we silently,
and as if by ordered intention, followed the Professor to the tomb. He unlocked
the door, and we entered, closing it behind us. Then he took from his bag the
lantern, which he lit, and also two wax candles, which, when lighted, he stuck
by melting their own ends, on other coffins, so that they might give light
sufficient to work by. When he again lifted the lid off Lucy's coffin we all
looked, Arthur trembling like an aspen, and saw that the corpse lay there in
all its death beauty. But there was no love in my own heart, nothing but
loathing for the foul Thing which had taken Lucy's shape without her soul. I
could see even Arthur's face grow hard as he looked. Presently he said to Van
Helsing, "Is this really Lucy's body, or only a demon in her shape?"
"It is her
body, and yet not it. But wait a while, and you shall see her as she was, and
is."
She seemed like
a nightmare of Lucy as she lay there, the pointed teeth, the blood stained,
voluptuous mouth, which made one shudder to see, the whole carnal and
unspirited appearance, seeming like a devilish mockery of Lucy's sweet purity.
Van Helsing, with his usual methodicalness, began taking the various contents
from his bag and placing them ready for use. First he took out a soldering iron
and some plumbing solder, and then small oil lamp, which gave out, when lit in
a corner of the tomb, gas which burned at a fierce heat with a blue flame, then
his operating knives, which he placed to hand, and last a round wooden stake,
some two and a half or three inches thick and about three feet long. One end of
it was hardened by charring in the fire, and was sharpened to a fine point.
With this stake came a heavy hammer, such as in households is used in the coal
cellar for breaking the lumps. To me, a doctor's preparations for work of any
kind are stimulating and bracing, but the effect of these things on both Arthur
and Quincey was to cause them a sort of consternation. They both, however, kept
their courage, and remained silent and quiet.
When all was
ready, Van Helsing said, "Before we do anything, let me tell you this. It
is out of the lore and experience of the ancients and of all those who have
studied the powers of the UnDead. When they become such, there comes with the
change the curse of immortality. They cannot die, but must go on age after age
adding new victims and multiplying the evils of the world. For all that die
from the preying of the Undead become themselves Undead, and prey on their
kind. And so the circle goes on ever widening, like as the ripples from a stone
thrown in the water. Friend Arthur, if you had met that kiss which you know of
before poor Lucy die, or again, last night when you open your arms to her, you
would in time, when you had died, have become nosferatu, as they call it in Eastern
Europe, and would for all time make more of those Un-Deads that so have filled
us with horror. The career of this so unhappy dear lady is but just begun.
Those children whose blood she sucked are not as yet so much the worse, but if
she lives on, UnDead, more and more they lose their blood and by her power over
them they come to her, and so she draw their blood with that so wicked mouth.
But if she die in truth, then all cease. The tiny wounds of the throats
disappear, and they go back to their play unknowing ever of what has been. But
of the most blessed of all, when this now UnDead be made to rest as true dead,
then the soul of the poor lady whom we love shall again be free. Instead of
working wickedness by night and growing more debased in the assimilating of it
by day, she shall take her place with the other Angels. So that, my friend, it
will be a blessed hand for her that shall strike the blow that sets her free.
To this I am willing, but is there none amongst us who has a better right? Will
it be no joy to think of hereafter in the silence of the night when sleep is
not, 'It was my hand that sent her to the stars. It was the hand of him that
loved her best, the hand that of all she would herself have chosen, had it been
to her to choose?' Tell me if there be such a one amongst us?"
We all looked at
Arthur. He saw too, what we all did, the infinite kindness which suggested that
his should be the hand which would restore Lucy to us as a holy, and not an
unholy, memory. He stepped forward and said bravely, though his hand trembled,
and his face was as pale as snow, "My true friend, from the bottom of my
broken heart I thank you. Tell me what I am to do, and I shall not
falter!"
Van Helsing laid
a hand on his shoulder, and said, "Brave lad! A moment's courage, and it
is done. This stake must be driven through her. It well be a fearful ordeal, be
not deceived in that, but it will be only a short time, and you will then
rejoice more than your pain was great. From this grim tomb you will emerge as
though you tread on air. But you must not falter when once you have begun. Only
think that we, your true friends, are round you, and that we pray for you all
the time."
"Go
on," said Arthur hoarsely. "Tell me what I am to do."
"Take this
stake in your left hand, ready to place to the point over the heart, and the
hammer in your right. Then when we begin our prayer for the dead, I shall read
him, I have here the book, and the others shall follow, strike in God's name,
that so all may be well with the dead that we love and that the UnDead pass
away."
Arthur took the
stake and the hammer, and when once his mind was set on action his hands never
trembled nor even quivered. Van Helsing opened his missal and began to read,
and Quincey and I followed as well as we could.
Arthur placed
the point over the heart, and as I looked I could see its dint in the white
flesh. Then he struck with all his might.
The thing in the
coffin writhed, and a hideous, blood-curdling screech came from the opened red
lips. The body shook and quivered and twisted in wild contortions. The sharp
white teeth champed together till the lips were cut, and the mouth was smeared
with a crimson foam. But Arthur never faltered. He looked like a figure of Thor
as his untrembling arm rose and fell, driving deeper and deeper the
mercy-bearing stake, whilst the blood from the pierced heart welled and spurted
up around it. His face was set, and high duty seemed to shine through it. The
sight of it gave us courage so that our voices seemed to ring through the little
vault.
And then the
writhing and quivering of the body became less, and the teeth seemed to champ,
and the face to quiver. Finally it lay still. The terrible task was over.
The hammer fell
from Arthur's hand. He reeled and would have fallen had we not caught him. The
great drops of sweat sprang from his forehead, and his breath came in broken
gasps. It had indeed been an awful strain on him, and had he not been forced to
his task by more than human considerations he could never have gone through
with it. For a few minutes we were so taken up with him that we did not look
towards the coffin. When we did, however, a murmur of startled surprise ran
from one to the other of us. We gazed so eagerly that Arthur rose, for he had
been seated on the ground, and came and looked too, and then a glad strange
light broke over his face and dispelled altogether the gloom of horror that lay
upon it.
There, in the
coffin lay no longer the foul Thing that we had so dreaded and grown to hate
that the work of her destruction was yielded as a privilege to the one best
entitled to it, but Lucy as we had seen her in life, with her face of
unequalled sweetness and purity. True that there were there, as we had seen
them in life, the traces of care and pain and waste. But these were all dear to
us, for they marked her truth to what we knew. One and all we felt that the
holy calm that lay like sunshine over the wasted face and form was only an
earthly token and symbol of the calm that was to reign for ever.
Van Helsing came
and laid his hand on Arthur's shoulder, and said to him, "And now, Arthur
my friend, dear lad, am I not forgiven?"
The reaction of
the terrible strain came as he took the old man's hand in his, and raising it
to his lips, pressed it, and said, "Forgiven! God bless you that you have
given my dear one her soul again, and me peace." He put his hands on the
Professor's shoulder, and laying his head on his breast, cried for a while
silently, whilst we stood unmoving.
When he raised
his head Van Helsing said to him, "And now, my child, you may kiss her.
Kiss her dead lips if you will, as she would have you to, if for her to choose.
For she is not a grinning devil now, not any more a foul Thing for all
eternity. No longer she is the devil's UnDead. She is God's true dead, whose
soul is with Him!"
Arthur bent and
kissed her, and then we sent him and Quincey out of the tomb. The Professor and
I sawed the top off the stake, leaving the point of it in the body. Then we cut
off the head and filled the mouth with garlic. We soldered up the leaden
coffin, screwed on the coffin lid, and gathering up our belongings, came away.
When the Professor locked the door he gave the key to Arthur.
Outside the air
was sweet, the sun shone, and the birds sang, and it seemed as if all nature
were tuned to a different pitch. There was gladness and mirth and peace
everywhere, for we were at rest ourselves on one account, and we were glad,
though it was with a tempered joy.
Before we moved
away Van Helsing said, "Now, my friends, one step of our work is done, one
the most harrowing to ourselves. But there remains a greater task: to find out
the author of all this our sorrow and to stamp him out. I have clues which we
can follow, but it is a long task, and a difficult one, and there is danger in
it, and pain. Shall you not all help me? We have learned to believe, all of us,
is it not so? And since so, do we not see our duty? Yes! And do we not promise
to go on to the bitter end?"
Each in turn, we
took his hand, and the promise was made. Then said the Professor as we moved
off, "Two nights hence you shall meet with me and dine together at seven
of the clock with friend John. I shall entreat two others, two that you know
not as yet, and I shall be ready to all our work show and our plans unfold.
Friend John, you come with me home, for I have much to consult you about, and
you can help me. Tonight I leave for Amsterdam,
but shall return tomorrow night. And then begins our great quest. But first I
shall have much to say, so that you may know what to do and to dread. Then our
promise shall be made to each other anew. For there is a terrible task before
us, and once our feet are on the ploughshare we must not draw back."
When we arrived
at the Berkely Hotel, Van Helsing found a telegram waiting for him.
"Am coming
up by train. Jonathan at Whitby.
Important news. Mina Harker."
The Professor
was delighted. "Ah, that wonderful Madam Mina," he said, "pearl
among women! She arrive, but I cannot stay. She must go to your house, friend
John. You must meet her at the station. Telegraph her en route so that she may
be prepared."
When the wire
was dispatched he had a cup of tea. Over it he told me of a diary kept by
Jonathan Harker when abroad, and gave me a typewritten copy of it, as also of
Mrs. Harker's diary at Whitby.
"Take these," he said, "and study them well. When I have
returned you will be master of all the facts, and we can then better enter on
our inquisition. Keep them safe, for there is in them much of treasure. You
will need all your faith, even you who have had such an experience as that of
today. What is here told," he laid his hand heavily and gravely on the
packet of papers as he spoke, "may be the beginning of the end to you and
me and many another, or it may sound the knell of the UnDead who walk the
earth. Read all, I pray you, with the open mind, and if you can add in any way
to the story here told do so, for it is all important. You have kept a diary of
all these so strange things, is it not so? Yes! Then we shall go through all
these together when we meet." He then made ready for his departure and
shortly drove off to Liverpool
Street. I took my way to Paddington, where I
arrived about fifteen minutes before the train came in.
The crowd melted
away, after the bustling fashion common to arrival platforms, and I was
beginning to feel uneasy, lest I might miss my guest, when a sweet-faced,
dainty looking girl stepped up to me, and after a quick glance said, "Dr.
Seward, is it not?"
"And you
are Mrs. Harker!" I answered at once, whereupon she held out her hand.
"I knew you
from the description of poor dear Lucy, but…" She stopped suddenly, and a
quick blush overspread her face.
The blush that
rose to my own cheeks somehow set us both at ease, for it was a tacit answer to
her own. I got her luggage, which included a typewriter, and we took the
Underground to Fenchurch Street,
after I had sent a wire to my housekeeper to have a sitting room and a bedroom
prepared at once for Mrs. Harker.
In due time we
arrived. She knew, of course, that the place was a lunatic asylum, but I could
see that she was unable to repress a shudder when we entered.
She told me
that, if she might, she would come presently to my study, as she had much to
say. So here I am finishing my entry in my phonograph diary whilst I await her.
As yet I have not had the chance of looking at the papers which Van Helsing
left with me, though they lie open before me. I must get her interested in
something, so that I may have an opportunity of reading them. She does not know
how precious time is, or what a task we have in hand. I must be careful not to
frighten her. Here she is!
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
29
September.--After I had tidied myself, I went down to Dr. Seward's study. At
the door I paused a moment, for I thought I heard him talking with some one.
As, however, he had pressed me to be quick, I knocked at the door, and on his
calling out, "Come in," I entered.
To my intense
surprise, there was no one with him. He was quite alone, and on the table
opposite him was what I knew at once from the description to be a phonograph. I
had never seen one, and was much interested.
"I hope I
did not keep you waiting," I said, "but I stayed at the door as I
heard you talking, and thought there was someone with you."
"Oh,"
he replied with a smile, "I was only entering my diary."
"Your
diary?" I asked him in surprise.
"Yes,"
he answered. "I keep it in this." As he spoke he laid his hand on the
phonograph. I felt quite excited over it, and blurted out, "Why, this
beats even shorthand! May I hear it say something?"
"Certainly,"
he replied with alacrity, and stood up to put it in train for speaking. Then he
paused, and a troubled look overspread his face.
"The fact
is," he began awkwardly, "I only keep my diary in it, and as it is
entirely, almost entirely, about my cases it may be awkward, that is, I
mean…" He stopped, and I tried to help him out of his embarrassment.
"You helped
to attend dear Lucy at the end. Let me hear how she died, for all that I know
of her, I shall be very grateful. She was very, very dear to me."
To my surprise,
he answered, with a horrorstruck look in his face, "Tell you of her death?
Not for the wide world!"
"Why
not?" I asked, for some grave, terrible feeling was coming over me.
Again he paused,
and I could see that he was trying to invent an excuse. At length, he stammered
out, "You see, I do not know how to pick out any particular part of the
diary."
Even while he
was speaking an idea dawned upon him, and he said with unconscious simplicity,
in a different voice, and with the naivete of a child, "that's quite true,
upon my honour. Honest Indian!"
I could not but
smile, at which he grimaced. "I gave myself away that time!" he said.
"But do you know that, although I have kept the diary for months past, it
never once struck me how I was going to find any particular part of it in case
I wanted to look it up?"
By this time my
mind was made up that the diary of a doctor who attended Lucy might have
something to add to the sum of our knowledge of that terrible Being, and I said
boldly, "Then, Dr. Seward, you had better let me copy it out for you on my
typewriter."
He grew to a
positively deathly pallor as he said, "No! No! No! For all the world. I
wouldn't let you know that terrible story!"
Then it was
terrible. My intuition was right! For a moment, I thought, and as my eyes
ranged the room, unconsciously looking for something or some opportunity to aid
me, they lit on a great batch of typewriting on the table. His eyes caught the
look in mine, and without his thinking, followed their direction. As they saw
the parcel he realized my meaning.
"You do not
know me," I said. "When you have read those papers, my own diary and
my husband's also, which I have typed, you will know me better. I have not
faltered in giving every thought of my own heart in this cause. But, of course,
you do not know me, yet, and I must not expect you to trust me so far."
He is certainly
a man of noble nature. Poor dear Lucy was right about him. He stood up and
opened a large drawer, in which were arranged in order a number of hollow
cylinders of metal covered with dark wax, and said,
"You are
quite right. I did not trust you because I did not know you. But I know you
now, and let me say that I should have known you long ago. I know that Lucy
told you of me. She told me of you too. May I make the only atonement in my
power? Take the cylinders and hear them. The first half-dozen of them are
personal to me, and they will not horrify you. Then you will know me better.
Dinner will by then be ready. In the meantime I shall read over some of these
documents, and shall be better able to understand certain things."
He carried the
phonograph himself up to my sitting room and adjusted it for me. Now I shall
learn something pleasant, I am sure. For it will tell me the other side of a
true love episode of which I know one side already.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
29 September.--I
was so absorbed in that wonderful diary of Jonathan Harker and that other of
his wife that I let the time run on without thinking. Mrs. Harker was not down
when the maid came to announce dinner, so I said, "She is possibly tired.
Let dinner wait an hour," and I went on with my work. I had just finished
Mrs. Harker's diary, when she came in. She looked sweetly pretty, but very sad,
and her eyes were flushed with crying. This somehow moved me much. Of late I
have had cause for tears, God knows! But the relief of them was denied me, and
now the sight of those sweet eyes, brightened by recent tears, went straight to
my heart. So I said as gently as I could, "I greatly fear I have
distressed you."
"Oh, no,
not distressed me," she replied. "But I have been more touched than I
can say by your grief. That is a wonderful machine, but it is cruelly true. It
told me, in its very tones, the anguish of your heart. It was like a soul
crying out to Almighty God. No one must hear them spoken ever again! See, I
have tried to be useful. I have copied out the words on my typewriter, and none
other need now hear your heart beat, as I did."
"No one
need ever know, shall ever know," I said in a low voice. She laid her hand
on mine and said very gravely, "Ah, but they must!"
"Must! But
why?" I asked.
"Because it
is a part of the terrible story, a part of poor Lucy's death and all that led
to it. Because in the struggle which we have before us to rid the earth of this
terrible monster we must have all the knowledge and all the help which we can
get. I think that the cylinders which you gave me contained more than you
intended me to know. But I can see that there are in your record many lights to
this dark mystery. You will let me help, will you not? I know all up to a
certain point, and I see already, though your diary only took me to 7
September, how poor Lucy was beset, and how her terrible doom was being wrought
out. Jonathan and I have been working day and night since Professor Van Helsing
saw us. He is gone to Whitby
to get more information, and he will be here tomorrow to help us. We need have
no secrets amongst us. Working together and with absolute trust, we can surely
be stronger than if some of us were in the dark."
She looked at me
so appealingly, and at the same time manifested such courage and resolution in
her bearing, that I gave in at once to her wishes. "You shall," I
said, "do as you like in the matter. God forgive me if I do wrong! There
are terrible things yet to learn of, but if you have so far traveled on the
road to poor Lucy's death, you will not be content, I know, to remain in the
dark. Nay, the end, the very end, may give you a gleam of peace. Come, there is
dinner. We must keep one another strong for what is before us. We have a cruel
and dreadful task. When you have eaten you shall learn the rest, and I shall
answer any questions you ask, if there be anything which you do not understand,
though it was apparent to us who were present."
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
29
September.--After dinner I came with Dr. Seward to his study. He brought back
the phonograph from my room, and I took a chair, and arranged the phonograph so
that I could touch it without getting up, and showed me how to stop it in case
I should want to pause. Then he very thoughtfully took a chair, with his back
to me, so that I might be as free as possible, and began to read. I put the
forked metal to my ears and listened.
When the
terrible story of Lucy's death, and all that followed, was done, I lay back in
my chair powerless. Fortunately I am not of a fainting disposition. When Dr.
Seward saw me he jumped up with a horrified exclamation, and hurriedly taking a
case bottle from the cupboard, gave me some brandy, which in a few minutes
somewhat restored me. My brain was all in a whirl, and only that there came
through all the multitude of horrors, the holy ray of light that my dear Lucy
was at last at peace, I do not think I could have borne it without making a
scene. It is all so wild and mysterious, and strange that if I had not known
Jonathan's experience in Transylvania I could
not have believed. As it was, I didn't know what to believe, and so got out of
my difficulty by attending to something else. I took the cover off my
typewriter, and said to Dr. Seward,
"Let me
write this all out now. We must be ready for Dr. Van Helsing when he comes. I
have sent a telegram to Jonathan to come on here when he arrives in London from Whitby.
In this matter dates are everything, and I think that if we get all of our
material ready, and have every item put in chronological order, we shall have
done much.
"You tell
me that Lord Godalming and Mr. Morris are coming too. Let us be able to tell
them when they come."
He accordingly
set the phonograph at a slow pace, and I began to typewrite from the beginning
of the seventeenth cylinder. I used manifold, and so took three copies of the
diary, just as I had done with the rest. It was late when I got through, but
Dr. Seward went about his work of going his round of the patients. When he had
finished he came back and sat near me, reading, so that I did not feel too
lonely whilst I worked. How good and thoughtful he is. The world seems full of
good men, even if there are monsters in it.
Before I left
him I remembered what Jonathan put in his diary of the Professor's perturbation
at reading something in an evening paper at the station at Exeter, so, seeing
that Dr. Seward keeps his newspapers, I borrowed the files of 'The Westminster
Gazette' and 'The Pall Mall Gazette' and took them to my room. I remember how
much the 'Dailygraph' and 'The Whitby Gazette', of which I had made cuttings,
had helped us to understand the terrible events at Whitby when Count Dracula landed, so I shall
look through the evening papers since then, and perhaps I shall get some new
light. I am not sleepy, and the work will help to keep me quiet.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
30
September.--Mr. Harker arrived at nine o'clock. He got his wife's wire just
before starting. He is uncommonly clever, if one can judge from his face, and
full of energy. If this journal be true, and judging by one's own wonderful
experiences, it must be, he is also a man of great nerve. That going down to
the vault a second time was a remarkable piece of daring. After reading his
account of it I was prepared to meet a good specimen of manhood, but hardly the
quiet, businesslike gentleman who came here today.
LATER.--After
lunch Harker and his wife went back to their own room, and as I passed a while
ago I heard the click of the typewriter. They are hard at it. Mrs. Harker says
that they are knitting together in chronological order every scrap of evidence
they have. Harker has got the letters between the consignee of the boxes at Whitby and the carriers in London who took charge of them. He is now
reading his wife's transcript of my diary. I wonder what they make out of it.
Here it is…
Strange that it
never struck me that the very next house might be the Count's hiding place!
Goodness knows that we had enough clues from the conduct of the patient
Renfield! The bundle of letters relating to the purchase of the house were with
the transcript. Oh, if we had only had them earlier we might have saved poor
Lucy! Stop! That way madness lies! Harker has gone back, and is again
collecting material. He says that by dinner time they will be able to show a
whole connected narrative. He thinks that in the meantime I should see
Renfield, as hitherto he has been a sort of index to the coming and going of
the Count. I hardly see this yet, but when I get at the dates I suppose I
shall. What a good thing that Mrs. Harker put my cylinders into type! We never
could have found the dates otherwise.
I found Renfield
sitting placidly in his room with his hands folded, smiling benignly. At the
moment he seemed as sane as any one I ever saw. I sat down and talked with him
on a lot of subjects, all of which he treated naturally. He then, of his own
accord, spoke of going home, a subject he has never mentioned to my knowledge
during his sojourn here. In fact, he spoke quite confidently of getting his
discharge at once. I believe that, had I not had the chat with Harker and read
the letters and the dates of his outbursts, I should have been prepared to sign
for him after a brief time of observation. As it is, I am darkly suspicious.
All those out-breaks were in some way linked with the proximity of the Count.
What then does this absolute content mean? Can it be that his instinct is
satisfied as to the vampire's ultimate triumph? Stay. He is himself zoophagous,
and in his wild ravings outside the chapel door of the deserted house he always
spoke of 'master'. This all seems confirmation of our idea. However, after a
while I came away. My friend is just a little too sane at present to make it
safe to probe him too deep with questions. He might begin to think, and then…
So I came away. I mistrust these quiet moods of his, so I have given the
attendant a hint to look closely after him, and to have a strait waistcoat
ready in case of need.
JOHNATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
29 September, in
train to London.--When I received Mr. Billington's courteous message that he
would give me any information in his power I thought it best to go down to
Whitby and make, on the spot, such inquiries as I wanted. It was now my object
to trace that horrid cargo of the Count's to its place in London. Later, we may be able to deal with
it. Billington junior, a nice lad, met me at the station, and brought me to his
father's house, where they had decided that I must spend the night. They are
hospitable, with true Yorkshire hospitality,
give a guest everything and leave him to do as he likes. They all knew that I
was busy, and that my stay was short, and Mr. Billington had ready in his
office all the papers concerning the consignment of boxes. It gave me almost a
turn to see again one of the letters which I had seen on the Count's table
before I knew of his diabolical plans. Everything had been carefully thought
out, and done systematically and with precision. He seemed to have been
prepared for every obstacle which might be placed by accident in the way of his
intentions being carried out. To use an Americanism, he had 'taken no chances',
and the absolute accuracy with which his instructions were fulfilled was simply
the logical result of his care. I saw the invoice, and took note of it. 'Fifty
cases of common earth, to be used for experimental purposes'. Also the copy of
the letter to Carter Paterson, and their reply. Of both these I got copies.
This was all the information Mr. Billington could give me, so I went down to
the port and saw the coastguards, the Customs Officers and the harbour master,
who kindly put me in communication with the men who had actually received the
boxes. Their tally was exact with the list, and they had nothing to add to the
simple description 'fifty cases of common earth', except that the boxes were
'main and mortal heavy', and that shifting them was dry work. One of them added
that it was hard lines that there wasn't any gentleman 'such like as like yourself,
squire', to show some sort of appreciation of their efforts in a liquid form.
Another put in a rider that the thirst then generated was such that even the
time which had elapsed had not completely allayed it. Needless to add, I took
care before leaving to lift, forever and adequately, this source of reproach.
30
September.--The station master was good enough to give me a line to his old
companion the station master at King's Cross, so that when I arrived there in
the morning I was able to ask him about the arrival of the boxes. He, too put
me at once in communication with the proper officials, and I saw that their
tally was correct with the original invoice. The opportunities of acquiring an
abnormal thirst had been here limited. A noble use of them had, however, been
made, and again I was compelled to deal with the result in ex post facto
manner.
From thence I
went to Carter Paterson's central office, where I met with the utmost courtesy.
They looked up the transaction in their day book and letter book, and at once
telephoned to their King's Cross office for more details. By good fortune, the
men who did the teaming were waiting for work, and the official at once sent
them over, sending also by one of them the way-bill and all the papers
connected with the delivery of the boxes at Carfax. Here again I found the
tally agreeing exactly. The carriers' men were able to supplement the paucity
of the written words with a few more details. These were, I shortly found,
connected almost solely with the dusty nature of the job, and the consequent
thirst engendered in the operators. On my affording an opportunity, through the
medium of the currency of the realm, of the allaying, at a later period, this
beneficial evil, one of the men remarked,
"That 'ere
'ouse, guv'nor, is the rummiest I ever was in. Blyme! But it ain't been touched
sence a hundred years. There was dust that thick in the place that you might
have slep' on it without 'urtin' of yer bones. An' the place was that neglected
that yer might 'ave smelled ole Jerusalem
in it. But the old chapel, that took the cike, that did! Me and my mate, we
thort we wouldn't never git out quick enough. Lor', I wouldn't take less nor a
quid a moment to stay there arter dark."
Having been in
the house, I could well believe him, but if he knew what I know, he would, I
think have raised his terms.
Of one thing I
am now satisfied. That all those boxes which arrived at Whitby
from Varna in
the Demeter were safely deposited in the old chapel at Carfax. There should be
fifty of them there, unless any have since been removed, as from Dr. Seward's
diary I fear.
Later.--Mina and
I have worked all day, and we have put all the papers into order.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
30 September.--I
am so glad that I hardly know how to contain myself. It is, I suppose, the
reaction from the haunting fear which I have had, that this terrible affair and
the reopening of his old wound might act detrimentally on Jonathan. I saw him
leave for Whitby
with as brave a face as could, but I was sick with apprehension. The effort
has, however, done him good. He was never so resolute, never so strong, never
so full of volcanic energy, as at present. It is just as that dear, good
Professor Van Helsing said, he is true grit, and he improves under strain that
would kill a weaker nature. He came back full of life and hope and
determination. We have got everything in order for tonight. I feel myself quite
wild with excitement. I suppose one ought to pity anything so hunted as the
Count. That is just it. This thing is not human, not even a beast. To read Dr.
Seward's account of poor Lucy's death, and what followed, is enough to dry up
the springs of pity in one's heart.
Later.--Lord
Godalming and Mr. Morris arrived earlier than we expected. Dr. Seward was out
on business, and had taken Jonathan with him, so I had to see them. It was to
me a painful meeting, for it brought back all poor dear Lucy's hopes of only a
few months ago. Of course they had heard Lucy speak of me, and it seemed that
Dr. Van Helsing, too, had been quite 'blowing my trumpet', as Mr. Morris
expressed it. Poor fellows, neither of them is aware that I know all about the
proposals they made to Lucy. They did not quite know what to say or do, as they
were ignorant of the amount of my knowledge. So they had to keep on neutral
subjects. However, I thought the matter over, and came to the conclusion that
the best thing I could do would be to post them on affairs right up to date. I
knew from Dr. Seward's diary that they had been at Lucy's death, her real death,
and that I need not fear to betray any secret before the time. So I told them,
as well as I could, that I had read all the papers and diaries, and that my
husband and I, having typewritten them, had just finished putting them in
order. I gave them each a copy to read in the library. When Lord Godalming got
his and turned it over, it does make a pretty good pile, he said, "Did you
write all this, Mrs. Harker?"
I nodded, and he
went on.
"I don't
quite see the drift of it, but you people are all so good and kind, and have
been working so earnestly and so energetically, that all I can do is to accept
your ideas blindfold and try to help you. I have had one lesson already in
accepting facts that should make a man humble to the last hour of his life.
Besides, I know you loved my Lucy…"
Here he turned
away and covered his face with his hands. I could hear the tears in his voice.
Mr. Morris, with instinctive delicacy, just laid a hand for a moment on his
shoulder, and then walked quietly out of the room. I suppose there is something
in a woman's nature that makes a man free to break down before her and express
his feelings on the tender or emotional side without feeling it derogatory to
his manhood. For when Lord Godalming found himself alone with me he sat down on
the sofa and gave way utterly and openly. I sat down beside him and took his
hand. I hope he didn't think it forward of me, and that if he ever thinks of it
afterwards he never will have such a thought. There I wrong him. I know he
never will. He is too true a gentleman. I said to him, for I could see that his
heart was breaking, "I loved dear Lucy, and I know what she was to you,
and what you were to her. She and I were like sisters, and now she is gone,
will you not let me be like a sister to you in your trouble? I know what
sorrows you have had, though I cannot measure the depth of them. If sympathy
and pity can help in your affliction, won't you let me be of some little
service, for Lucy's sake?"
In an instant
the poor dear fellow was overwhelmed with grief. It seemed to me that all that
he had of late been suffering in silence found a vent at once. He grew quite
hysterical, and raising his open hands, beat his palms together in a perfect
agony of grief. He stood up and then sat down again, and the tears rained down
his cheeks. I felt an infinite pity for him, and opened my arms unthinkingly.
With a sob he laid his head on my shoulder and cried like a wearied child,
whilst he shook with emotion.
We women have
something of the mother in us that makes us rise above smaller matters when the
mother spirit is invoked. I felt this big sorrowing man's head resting on me,
as though it were that of a baby that some day may lie on my bosom, and I
stroked his hair as though he were my own child. I never thought at the time
how strange it all was.
After a little
bit his sobs ceased, and he raised himself with an apology, though he made no
disguise of his emotion. He told me that for days and nights past, weary days
and sleepless nights, he had been unable to speak with any one, as a man must
speak in his time of sorrow. There was no woman whose sympathy could be given
to him, or with whom, owing to the terrible circumstance with which his sorrow
was surrounded, he could speak freely.
"I know now
how I suffered," he said, as he dried his eyes, "but I do not know
even yet, and none other can ever know, how much your sweet sympathy has been
to me today. I shall know better in time, and believe me that, though I am not
ungrateful now, my gratitude will grow with my understanding. You will let me
be like a brother, will you not, for all our lives, for dear Lucy's sake?"
"For dear
Lucy's sake," I said as we clasped hands. "Ay, and for your own
sake," he added, "for if a man's esteem and gratitude are ever worth
the winning, you have won mine today. If ever the future should bring to you a
time when you need a man's help, believe me, you will not call in vain. God
grant that no such time may ever come to you to break the sunshine of your
life, but if it should ever come, promise me that you will let me know."
He was so
earnest, and his sorrow was so fresh, that I felt it would comfort him, so I
said, "I promise."
As I came along
the corridor I saw Mr. Morris looking out of a window. He turned as he heard my
footsteps. "How is Art?" he said. Then noticing my red eyes, he went
on, "Ah, I see you have been comforting him. Poor old fellow! He needs it.
No one but a woman can help a man when he is in trouble of the heart, and he
had no one to comfort him."
He bore his own
trouble so bravely that my heart bled for him. I saw the manuscript in his
hand, and I knew that when he read it he would realize how much I knew, so I
said to him, "I wish I could comfort all who suffer from the heart. Will
you let me be your friend, and will you come to me for comfort if you need it?
You will know later why I speak."
He saw that I
was in earnest, and stooping, took my hand, and raising it to his lips, kissed
it. It seemed but poor comfort to so brave and unselfish a soul, and
impulsively I bent over and kissed him. The tears rose in his eyes, and there
was a momentary choking in his throat. He said quite calmly, "Little girl,
you will never forget that true hearted kindness, so long as ever you
live!" Then he went into the study to his friend.
"Little girl!"
The very words he had used to Lucy, and, oh, but he proved himself a friend.
30 September.--I
got home at five o'clock, and found that Godalming and Morris had not only
arrived, but had already studied the transcript of the various diaries and
letters which Harker had not yet returned from his visit to the carriers' men,
of whom Dr. Hennessey had written to me. Mrs. Harker gave us a cup of tea, and
I can honestly say that, for the first time since I have lived in it, this old
house seemed like home. When we had finished, Mrs. Harker said,
"Dr.
Seward, may I ask a favour? I want to see your patient, Mr. Renfield. Do let me
see him. What you have said of him in your diary interests me so much!"
She looked so
appealing and so pretty that I could not refuse her, and there was no possible
reason why I should, so I took her with me. When I went into the room, I told
the man that a lady would like to see him, to which he simply answered,
"Why?"
"She is
going through the house, and wants to see every one in it," I answered.
"Oh, very
well," he said, "let her come in, by all means, but just wait a
minute till I tidy up the place."
His method of
tidying was peculiar, he simply swallowed all the flies and spiders in the
boxes before I could stop him. It was quite evident that he feared, or was
jealous of, some interference. When he had got through his disgusting task, he
said cheerfully, "Let the lady come in," and sat down on the edge of
his bed with his head down, but with his eyelids raised so that he could see
her as she entered. For a moment I thought that he might have some homicidal
intent. I remembered how quiet he had been just before he attacked me in my own
study, and I took care to stand where I could seize him at once if he attempted
to make a spring at her.
She came into
the room with an easy gracefulness which would at once command the respect of
any lunatic, for easiness is one of the qualities mad people most respect. She
walked over to him, smiling pleasantly, and held out her hand.
"Good
evening, Mr. Renfield," said she. "You see, I know you, for Dr.
Seward has told me of you." He made no immediate reply, but eyed her all
over intently with a set frown on his face. This look gave way to one of
wonder, which merged in doubt, then to my intense astonishment he said,
"You're not the girl the doctor wanted to marry, are you? You can't be,
you know, for she's dead."
Mrs. Harker
smiled sweetly as she replied, "Oh no! I have a husband of my own, to whom
I was married before I ever saw Dr. Seward, or he me. I am Mrs. Harker."
"Then what
are you doing here?"
"My husband
and I are staying on a visit with Dr. Seward."
"Then don't
stay."
"But why
not?"
I thought that
this style of conversation might not be pleasant to Mrs. Harker, any more than
it was to me, so I joined in, "How did you know I wanted to marry
anyone?"
His reply was
simply contemptuous, given in a pause in which he turned his eyes from Mrs.
Harker to me, instantly turning them back again, "What an asinine
question!"
"I don't
see that at all, Mr. Renfield," said Mrs. Harker, at once championing me.
He replied to
her with as much courtesy and respect as he had shown contempt to me, "You
will, of course, understand, Mrs. Harker, that when a man is so loved and
honoured as our host is, everything regarding him is of interest in our little
community. Dr. Seward is loved not only by his household and his friends, but
even by his patients, who, being some of them hardly in mental equilibrium, are
apt to distort causes and effects. Since I myself have been an inmate of a
lunatic asylum, I cannot but notice that the sophistic tendencies of some of
its inmates lean towards the errors of non causa and ignoratio elenche."
I positively
opened my eyes at this new development. Here was my own pet lunatic, the most
pronounced of his type that I had ever met with, talking elemental philosophy,
and with the manner of a polished gentleman. I wonder if it was Mrs. Harker's
presence which had touched some chord in his memory. If this new phase was
spontaneous, or in any way due to her unconscious influence, she must have some
rare gift or power.
We continued to
talk for some time, and seeing that he was seemingly quite reasonable, she
ventured, looking at me questioningly as she began, to lead him to his
favourite topic. I was again astonished, for he addressed himself to the
question with the impartiality of the completest sanity. He even took himself
as an example when he mentioned certain things.
"Why, I
myself am an instance of a man who had a strange belief. Indeed, it was no
wonder that my friends were alarmed, and insisted on my being put under
control. I used to fancy that life was a positive and perpetual entity, and
that by consuming a multitude of live things, no matter how low in the scale of
creation, one might indefinitely prolong life. At times I held the belief so
strongly that I actually tried to take human life. The doctor here will bear me
out that on one occasion I tried to kill him for the purpose of strengthening
my vital powers by the assimilation with my own body of his life through the
medium of his blood, relying of course, upon the Scriptural phrase, 'For the
blood is the life.' Though, indeed, the vendor of a certain nostrum has
vulgarized the truism to the very point of contempt. Isn't that true,
doctor?"
I nodded assent,
for I was so amazed that I hardly knew what to either think or say, it was hard
to imagine that I had seen him eat up his spiders and flies not five minutes
before. Looking at my watch, I saw that I should go to the station to meet Van
Helsing, so I told Mrs. Harker that it was time to leave.
She came at
once, after saying pleasantly to Mr. Renfield, "Goodbye, and I hope I may
see you often, under auspices pleasanter to yourself."
To which, to my
astonishment, he replied, "Goodbye, my dear. I pray God I may never see
your sweet face again. May He bless and keep you!"
When I went to
the station to meet Van Helsing I left the boys behind me. Poor Art seemed more
cheerful than he has been since Lucy first took ill, and Quincey is more like
his own bright self than he has been for many a long day.
Van Helsing
stepped from the carriage with the eager nimbleness of a boy. He saw me at
once, and rushed up to me, saying, "Ah, friend John, how goes all? Well?
So! I have been busy, for I come here to stay if need be. All affairs are
settled with me, and I have much to tell. Madam Mina is with you? Yes. And her
so fine husband? And Arthur and my friend Quincey, they are with you, too?
Good!"
As I drove to
the house I told him of what had passed, and of how my own diary had come to be
of some use through Mrs. Harker's suggestion, at which the Professor
interrupted me.
"Ah, that
wonderful Madam Mina! She has man's brain, a brain that a man should have were
he much gifted, and a woman's heart. The good God fashioned her for a purpose,
believe me, when He made that so good combination. Friend John, up to now
fortune has made that woman of help to us, after tonight she must not have to
do with this so terrible affair. It is not good that she run a risk so great.
We men are determined, nay, are we not pledged, to destroy this monster? But it
is no part for a woman. Even if she be not harmed, her heart may fail her in so
much and so many horrors and hereafter she may suffer, both in waking, from her
nerves, and in sleep, from her dreams. And, besides, she is young woman and not
so long married, there may be other things to think of some time, if not now.
You tell me she has wrote all, then she must consult with us, but tomorrow she
say goodbye to this work, and we go alone."
I agreed
heartily with him, and then I told him what we had found in his absence, that
the house which Dracula had bought was the very next one to my own. He was
amazed, and a great concern seemed to come on him.
"Oh that we
had known it before!" he said, "for then we might have reached him in
time to save poor Lucy. However, 'the milk that is spilt cries not out
afterwards,' as you say. We shall not think of that, but go on our way to the
end." Then he fell into a silence that lasted till we entered my own
gateway. Before we went to prepare for dinner he said to Mrs. Harker, "I
am told, Madam Mina, by my friend John that you and your husband have put up in
exact order all things that have been, up to this moment."
"Not up to
this moment, Professor," she said impulsively, "but up to this
morning."
"But why
not up to now? We have seen hitherto how good light all the little things have
made. We have told our secrets, and yet no one who has told is the worse for it."
Mrs. Harker
began to blush, and taking a paper from her pockets, she said, "Dr. Van
Helsing, will you read this, and tell me if it must go in. It is my record of
today. I too have seen the need of putting down at present everything, however
trivial, but there is little in this except what is personal. Must it go
in?"
The Professor
read it over gravely, and handed it back, saying, "It need not go in if
you do not wish it, but I pray that it may. It can but make your husband love
you the more, and all us, your friends, more honour you, as well as more esteem
and love." She took it back with another blush and a bright smile.
And so now, up
to this very hour, all the records we have are complete and in order. The
Professor took away one copy to study after dinner, and before our meeting,
which is fixed for nine o'clock. The rest of us have already read everything,
so when we meet in the study we shall all be informed as to facts, and can
arrange our plan of battle with this terrible and mysterious enemy.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
30
September.--When we met in Dr. Seward's study two hours after dinner, which had
been at six o'clock, we unconsciously formed a sort of board or committee.
Professor Van Helsing took the head of the table, to which Dr. Seward motioned
him as he came into the room. He made me sit next to him on his right, and
asked me to act as secretary. Jonathan sat next to me. Opposite us were Lord
Godalming, Dr. Seward, and Mr. Morris, Lord Godalming being next the Professor,
and Dr. Seward in the centre.
The Professor
said, "I may, I suppose, take it that we are all acquainted with the facts
that are in these papers." We all expressed assent, and he went on,
"Then it were, I think, good that I tell you something of the kind of
enemy with which we have to deal. I shall then make known to you something of
the history of this man, which has been ascertained for me. So we then can
discuss how we shall act, and can take our measure according.
"There are
such beings as vampires, some of us have evidence that they exist. Even had we
not the proof of our own unhappy experience, the teachings and the records of
the past give proof enough for sane peoples. I admit that at the first I was
sceptic. Were it not that through long years I have trained myself to keep an
open mind, I could not have believed until such time as that fact thunder on my
ear. 'See! See! I prove, I prove.' Alas! Had I known at first what now I know,
nay, had I even guess at him, one so precious life had been spared to many of
us who did love her. But that is gone, and we must so work, that other poor
souls perish not, whilst we can save. The nosferatu do not die like the bee
when he sting once. He is only stronger, and being stronger, have yet more
power to work evil. This vampire which is amongst us is of himself so strong in
person as twenty men, he is of cunning more than mortal, for his cunning be the
growth of ages, he have still the aids of necromancy, which is, as his
etymology imply, the divination by the dead, and all the dead that he can come
nigh to are for him at command; he is brute, and more than brute; he is devil
in callous, and the heart of him is not; he can, within his range, direct the
elements, the storm, the fog, the thunder; he can command all the meaner
things, the rat, and the owl, and the bat, the moth, and the fox, and the wolf,
he can grow and become small; and he can at times vanish and come unknown. How
then are we to begin our strike to destroy him? How shall we find his where,
and having found it, how can we destroy? My friends, this is much, it is a
terrible task that we undertake, and there may be consequence to make the brave
shudder. For if we fail in this our fight he must surely win, and then where
end we? Life is nothings, I heed him not. But to fail here, is not mere life or
death. It is that we become as him, that we henceforward become foul things of
the night like him, without heart or conscience, preying on the bodies and the
souls of those we love best. To us forever are the gates of heaven shut, for
who shall open them to us again? We go on for all time abhorred by all, a blot
on the face of God's sunshine, an arrow in the side of Him who died for man.
But we are face to face with duty, and in such case must we shrink? For me, I
say no, but then I am old, and life, with his sunshine, his fair places, his
song of birds, his music and his love, lie far behind. You others are young.
Some have seen sorrow, but there are fair days yet in store. What say
you?"
Whilst he was
speaking, Jonathan had taken my hand. I feared, oh so much, that the appalling
nature of our danger was overcoming him when I saw his hand stretch out, but it
was life to me to feel its touch, so strong, so self reliant, so resolute. A
brave man's hand can speak for itself, it does not even need a woman's love to
hear its music.
When the
Professor had done speaking my husband looked in my eyes, and I in his, there
was no need for speaking between us.
"I answer
for Mina and myself," he said.
"Count me
in, Professor," said Mr. Quincey Morris, laconically as usual.
"I am with
you," said Lord Godalming, "for Lucy's sake, if for no other
reason."
Dr. Seward
simply nodded.
The Professor
stood up and, after laying his golden crucifix on the table, held out his hand
on either side. I took his right hand, and Lord Godalming his left, Jonathan
held my right with his left and stretched across to Mr. Morris. So as we all
took hands our solemn compact was made. I felt my heart icy cold, but it did
not even occur to me to draw back. We resumed our places, and Dr. Van Helsing
went on with a sort of cheerfulness which showed that the serious work had
begun. It was to be taken as gravely, and in as businesslike a way, as any
other transaction of life.
"Well, you
know what we have to contend against, but we too, are not without strength. We
have on our side power of combination, a power denied to the vampire kind, we
have sources of science, we are free to act and think, and the hours of the day
and the night are ours equally. In fact, so far as our powers extend, they are
unfettered, and we are free to use them. We have self devotion in a cause and
an end to achieve which is not a selfish one. These things are much.
"Now let us
see how far the general powers arrayed against us are restrict, and how the
individual cannot. In fine, let us consider the limitations of the vampire in
general, and of this one in particular.
"All we
have to go upon are traditions and superstitions. These do not at the first
appear much, when the matter is one of life and death, nay of more than either
life or death. Yet must we be satisfied, in the first place because we have to
be, no other means is at our control, and secondly, because, after all these
things, tradition and superstition, are everything. Does not the belief in
vampires rest for others, though not, alas! for us, on them? A year ago which
of us would have received such a possibility, in the midst of our scientific,
sceptical, matter-of-fact nineteenth century? We even scouted a belief that we
saw justified under our very eyes. Take it, then, that the vampire, and the
belief in his limitations and his cure, rest for the moment on the same base.
For, let me tell you, he is known everywhere that men have been. In old Greece, in old Rome,
he flourish in Germany all
over, in France, in India, even in the Chermosese, and in China, so far
from us in all ways, there even is he, and the peoples for him at this day. He
have follow the wake of the berserker Icelander, the devil-begotten Hun, the
Slav, the Saxon, the Magyar.
"So far,
then, we have all we may act upon, and let me tell you that very much of the
beliefs are justified by what we have seen in our own so unhappy experience.
The vampire live on, and cannot die by mere passing of the time, he can
flourish when that he can fatten on the blood of the living. Even more, we have
seen amongst us that he can even grow younger, that his vital faculties grow
strenuous, and seem as though they refresh themselves when his special pabulum
is plenty.
"But he
cannot flourish without this diet, he eat not as others. Even friend Jonathan,
who lived with him for weeks, did never see him eat, never! He throws no
shadow, he make in the mirror no reflect, as again Jonathan observe. He has the
strength of many of his hand, witness again Jonathan when he shut the door
against the wolves, and when he help him from the diligence too. He can
transform himself to wolf, as we gather from the ship arrival in Whitby, when
he tear open the dog, he can be as bat, as Madam Mina saw him on the window at
Whitby, and as friend John saw him fly from this so near house, and as my
friend Quincey saw him at the window of Miss Lucy.
"He can
come in mist which he create, that noble ship's captain proved him of this,
but, from what we know, the distance he can make this mist is limited, and it
can only be round himself.
"He come on
moonlight rays as elemental dust, as again Jonathan saw those sisters in the castle of Dracula. He become so small, we
ourselves saw Miss Lucy, ere she was at peace, slip through a hairbreadth space
at the tomb door. He can, when once he find his way, come out from anything or
into anything, no matter how close it be bound or even fused up with fire,
solder you call it. He can see in the dark, no small power this, in a world
which is one half shut from the light. Ah, but hear me through.
"He can do
all these things, yet he is not free. Nay, he is even more prisoner than the
slave of the galley, than the madman in his cell. He cannot go where he lists,
he who is not of nature has yet to obey some of nature's laws, why we know not.
He may not enter anywhere at the first, unless there be some one of the
household who bid him to come, though afterwards he can come as he please. His
power ceases, as does that of all evil things, at the coming of the day.
"Only at
certain times can he have limited freedom. If he be not at the place whither he
is bound, he can only change himself at noon or at exact sunrise or sunset.
These things we are told, and in this record of ours we have proof by
inference. Thus, whereas he can do as he will within his limit, when he have
his earth-home, his coffin-home, his hell-home, the place unhallowed, as we saw
when he went to the grave of the suicide at Whitby, still at other time he can
only change when the time come. It is said, too, that he can only pass running
water at the slack or the flood of the tide. Then there are things which so
afflict him that he has no power, as the garlic that we know of, and as for
things sacred, as this symbol, my crucifix, that was amongst us even now when
we resolve, to them he is nothing, but in their presence he take his place far
off and silent with respect. There are others, too, which I shall tell you of,
lest in our seeking we may need them.
"The branch
of wild rose on his coffin keep him that he move not from it, a sacred bullet
fired into the coffin kill him so that he be true dead, and as for the stake
through him, we know already of its peace, or the cut off head that giveth
rest. We have seen it with our eyes.
"Thus when
we find the habitation of this man-that-was, we can confine him to his coffin
and destroy him, if we obey what we know. But he is clever. I have asked my
friend Arminius, of Buda-Pesth
University, to make his
record, and from all the means that are, he tell me of what he has been. He
must, indeed, have been that Voivode Dracula who won his name against the Turk,
over the great river on the very frontier of Turkeyland. If it be so, then was
he no common man, for in that time, and for centuries after, he was spoken of
as the cleverest and the most cunning, as well as the bravest of the sons of
the 'land beyond the forest.' That mighty brain and that iron resolution went
with him to his grave, and are even now arrayed against us. The Draculas were,
says Arminius, a great and noble race, though now and again were scions who
were held by their coevals to have had dealings with the Evil One. They learned
his secrets in the Scholomance, amongst the mountains over Lake Hermanstadt,
where the devil claims the tenth scholar as his due. In the records are such
words as 'stregoica' witch, 'ordog' and 'pokol' Satan and hell, and in one
manuscript this very Dracula is spoken of as 'wampyr,' which we all understand
too well. There have been from the loins of this very one great men and good women,
and their graves make sacred the earth where alone this foulness can dwell. For
it is not the least of its terrors that this evil thing is rooted deep in all
good, in soil barren of holy memories it cannot rest."
Whilst they were
talking Mr. Morris was looking steadily at the window, and he now got up
quietly, and went out of the room. There was a little pause, and then the
Professor went on.
"And now we
must settle what we do. We have here much data, and we must proceed to lay out
our campaign. We know from the inquiry of Jonathan that from the castle to Whitby came fifty boxes
of earth, all of which were delivered at Carfax, we also know that at least
some of these boxes have been removed. It seems to me, that our first step
should be to ascertain whether all the rest remain in the house beyond that
wall where we look today, or whether any more have been removed. If the latter,
we must trace…"
Here we were
interrupted in a very startling way. Outside the house came the sound of a
pistol shot, the glass of the window was shattered with a bullet, which
ricochetting from the top of the embrasure, struck the far wall of the room. I
am afraid I am at heart a coward, for I shrieked out. The men all jumped to
their feet, Lord Godalming flew over to the window and threw up the sash. As he
did so we heard Mr. Morris' voice without, "Sorry! I fear I have alarmed
you. I shall come in and tell you about it."
A minute later
he came in and said, "It was an idiotic thing of me to do, and I ask your
pardon, Mrs. Harker, most sincerely, I fear I must have frightened you
terribly. But the fact is that whilst the Professor was talking there came a
big bat and sat on the window sill. I have got such a horror of the damned
brutes from recent events that I cannot stand them, and I went out to have a
shot, as I have been doing of late of evenings, whenever I have seen one. You
used to laugh at me for it then, Art."
"Did you
hit it?" asked Dr. Van Helsing.
"I don't
know, I fancy not, for it flew away into the wood." Without saying any
more he took his seat, and the Professor began to resume his statement.
"We must
trace each of these boxes, and when we are ready, we must either capture or
kill this monster in his lair, or we must, so to speak, sterilize the earth, so
that no more he can seek safety in it. Thus in the end we may find him in his
form of man between the hours of noon and sunset, and so engage with him when
he is at his most weak.
"And now
for you, Madam Mina, this night is the end until all be well. You are too precious
to us to have such risk. When we part tonight, you no more must question. We
shall tell you all in good time. We are men and are able to bear, but you must
be our star and our hope, and we shall act all the more free that you are not
in the danger, such as we are."
All the men,
even Jonathan, seemed relieved, but it did not seem to me good that they should
brave danger and, perhaps lessen their safety, strength being the best safety,
through care of me, but their minds were made up, and though it was a bitter
pill for me to swallow, I could say nothing, save to accept their chivalrous
care of me.
Mr. Morris
resumed the discussion, "As there is no time to lose, I vote we have a
look at his house right now. Time is everything with him, and swift action on our
part may save another victim."
I own that my
heart began to fail me when the time for action came so close, but I did not
say anything, for I had a greater fear that if I appeared as a drag or a
hindrance to their work, they might even leave me out of their counsels
altogether. They have now gone off to Carfax, with means to get into the house.
Manlike, they
had told me to go to bed and sleep, as if a woman can sleep when those she
loves are in danger! I shall lie down, and pretend to sleep, lest Jonathan have
added anxiety about me when he returns.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
1 October, 4
A.M.--Just as we were about to leave the house, an urgent message was brought
to me from Renfield to know if I would see him at once, as he had something of
the utmost importance to say to me. I told the messenger to say that I would
attend to his wishes in the morning, I was busy just at the moment.
The attendant
added, "He seems very importunate, sir. I have never seen him so eager. I
don't know but what, if you don't see him soon, he will have one of his violent
fits." I knew the man would not have said this without some cause, so I
said, "All right, I'll go now," and I asked the others to wait a few
minutes for me, as I had to go and see my patient.
"Take me
with you, friend John," said the Professor. "His case in your diary
interest me much, and it had bearing, too, now and again on our case. I should
much like to see him, and especial when his mind is disturbed."
"May I come
also?" asked Lord Godalming.
"Me
too?" said Quincey Morris. "May I come?" said Harker. I nodded,
and we all went down the passage together.
We found him in
a state of considerable excitement, but far more rational in his speech and
manner than I had ever seen him. There was an unusual understanding of himself,
which was unlike anything I had ever met with in a lunatic, and he took it for
granted that his reasons would prevail with others entirely sane. We all five
went into the room, but none of the others at first said anything. His request
was that I would at once release him from the asylum and send him home. This he
backed up with arguments regarding his complete recovery, and adduced his own
existing sanity.
"I appeal
to your friends," he said, "they will, perhaps, not mind sitting in
judgement on my case. By the way, you have not introduced me."
I was so much
astonished, that the oddness of introducing a madman in an asylum did not
strike me at the moment, and besides, there was a certain dignity in the man's
manner, so much of the habit of equality, that I at once made the introduction,
"Lord Godalming, Professor Van Helsing, Mr. Quincey Morris, of Texas, Mr.
Jonathan Harker, Mr. Renfield."
He shook hands
with each of them, saying in turn, "Lord Godalming, I had the honour of
seconding your father at the Windham; I grieve to know, by your holding the
title, that he is no more. He was a man loved and honoured by all who knew him,
and in his youth was, I have heard, the inventor of a burnt rum punch, much
patronized on Derby night. Mr. Morris, you should be proud of your great state.
Its reception into the Union was a precedent which may have far-reaching
effects hereafter, when the Pole and the Tropics may hold alliance to the Stars
and Stripes. The power of Treaty may yet prove a vast engine of enlargement,
when the Monroe doctrine takes its true place as a political fable. What shall
any man say of his pleasure at meeting Van Helsing? Sir, I make no apology for
dropping all forms of conventional prefix. When an individual has
revolutionized therapeutics by his discovery of the continuous evolution of
brain matter, conventional forms are unfitting, since they would seem to limit
him to one of a class. You, gentlemen, who by nationality, by heredity, or by
the possession of natural gifts, are fitted to hold your respective places in
the moving world, I take to witness that I am as sane as at least the majority
of men who are in full possession of their liberties. And I am sure that you,
Dr. Seward, humanitarian and medico-jurist as well as scientist, will deem it a
moral duty to deal with me as one to be considered as under exceptional
circumstances." He made this last appeal with a courtly air of conviction
which was not without its own charm.
I think we were
all staggered. For my own part, I was under the conviction, despite my
knowledge of the man's character and history, that his reason had been
restored, and I felt under a strong impulse to tell him that I was satisfied as
to his sanity, and would see about the necessary formalities for his release in
the morning. I thought it better to wait, however, before making so grave a
statement, for of old I knew the sudden changes to which this particular
patient was liable. So I contented myself with making a general statement that
he appeared to be improving very rapidly, that I would have a longer chat with
him in the morning, and would then see what I could do in the direction of
meeting his wishes.
This did not at
all satisfy him, for he said quickly, "But I fear, Dr. Seward, that you
hardly apprehend my wish. I desire to go at once, here, now, this very hour,
this very moment, if I may. Time presses, and in our implied agreement with the
old scytheman it is of the essence of the contract. I am sure it is only
necessary to put before so admirable a practitioner as Dr. Seward so simple,
yet so momentous a wish, to ensure its fulfilment."
He looked at me
keenly, and seeing the negative in my face, turned to the others, and
scrutinized them closely. Not meeting any sufficient response, he went on,
"Is it possible that I have erred in my supposition?"
"You
have," I said frankly, but at the same time, as I felt, brutally.
There was a
considerable pause, and then he said slowly, "Then I suppose I must only
shift my ground of request. Let me ask for this concession, boon, privilege,
what you will. I am content to implore in such a case, not on personal grounds,
but for the sake of others. I am not at liberty to give you the whole of my
reasons, but you may, I assure you, take it from me that they are good ones,
sound and unselfish, and spring from the highest sense of duty.
"Could you
look, sir, into my heart, you would approve to the full the sentiments which
animate me. Nay, more, you would count me amongst the best and truest of your
friends."
Again he looked
at us all keenly. I had a growing conviction that this sudden change of his
entire intellectual method was but yet another phase of his madness, and so
determined to let him go on a little longer, knowing from experience that he
would, like all lunatics, give himself away in the end. Van Helsing was gazing
at him with a look of utmost intensity, his bushy eyebrows almost meeting with
the fixed concentration of his look. He said to Renfield in a tone which did
not surprise me at the time, but only when I thought of it afterwards, for it
was as of one addressing an equal, "Can you not tell frankly your real
reason for wishing to be free tonight? I will undertake that if you will
satisfy even me, a stranger, without prejudice, and with the habit of keeping
an open mind, Dr. Seward will give you, at his own risk and on his own
responsibility, the privilege you seek."
He shook his
head sadly, and with a look of poignant regret on his face. The Professor went
on, "Come, sir, bethink yourself. You claim the privilege of reason in the
highest degree, since you seek to impress us with your complete reasonableness.
You do this, whose sanity we have reason to doubt, since you are not yet
released from medical treatment for this very defect. If you will not help us
in our effort to choose the wisest course, how can we perform the duty which
you yourself put upon us? Be wise, and help us, and if we can we shall aid you
to achieve your wish."
He still shook
his head as he said, "Dr. Van Helsing, I have nothing to say. Your
argument is complete, and if I were free to speak I should not hesitate a
moment, but I am not my own master in the matter. I can only ask you to trust
me. If I am refused, the responsibility does not rest with me."
I thought it was
now time to end the scene, which was becoming too comically grave, so I went
towards the door, simply saying, "Come, my friends, we have work to do.
Goodnight."
As, however, I
got near the door, a new change came over the patient. He moved towards me so
quickly that for the moment I feared that he was about to make another
homicidal attack. My fears, however, were groundless, for he held up his two
hands imploringly, and made his petition in a moving manner. As he saw that the
very excess of his emotion was militating against him, by restoring us more to
our old relations, he became still more demonstrative. I glanced at Van
Helsing, and saw my conviction reflected in his eyes, so I became a little more
fixed in my manner, if not more stern, and motioned to him that his efforts
were unavailing. I had previously seen something of the same constantly growing
excitement in him when he had to make some request of which at the time he had
thought much, such for instance, as when he wanted a cat, and I was prepared to
see the collapse into the same sullen acquiescence on this occasion.
My expectation
was not realized, for when he found that his appeal would not be successful, he
got into quite a frantic condition. He threw himself on his knees, and held up
his hands, wringing them in plaintive supplication, and poured forth a torrent
of entreaty, with the tears rolling down his cheeks, and his whole face and
form expressive of the deepest emotion.
"Let me
entreat you, Dr. Seward, oh, let me implore you, to let me out of this house at
once. Send me away how you will and where you will, send keepers with me with
whips and chains, let them take me in a strait waistcoat, manacled and
leg-ironed, even to gaol, but let me go out of this. You don't know what you do
by keeping me here. I am speaking from the depths of my heart, of my very soul.
You don't know whom you wrong, or how, and I may not tell. Woe is me! I may not
tell. By all you hold sacred, by all you hold dear, by your love that is lost,
by your hope that lives, for the sake of the Almighty, take me out of this and
save my soul from guilt! Can't you hear me, man? Can't you understand? Will you
never learn? Don't you know that I am sane and earnest now, that I am no
lunatic in a mad fit, but a sane man fighting for his soul? Oh, hear me! Hear
me! Let me go, let me go, let me go!"
I thought that
the longer this went on the wilder he would get, and so would bring on a fit,
so I took him by the hand and raised him up.
"Come,"
I said sternly, "no more of this, we have had quite enough already. Get to
your bed and try to behave more discreetly."
He suddenly
stopped and looked at me intently for several moments. Then, without a word, he
rose and moving over, sat down on the side of the bed. The collapse had come,
as on former occasions, just as I had expected.
When I was
leaving the room, last of our party, he said to me in a quiet, well-bred voice,
"You will, I trust, Dr. Seward, do me the justice to bear in mind, later
on, that I did what I could to convince you tonight."
1 October, 5
A.M.--I went with the party to the search with an easy mind, for I think I
never saw Mina so absolutely strong and well. I am so glad that she consented
to hold back and let us men do the work. Somehow, it was a dread to me that she
was in this fearful business at all, but now that her work is done, and that it
is due to her energy and brains and foresight that the whole story is put
together in such a way that every point tells, she may well feel that her part
is finished, and that she can henceforth leave the rest to us. We were, I
think, all a little upset by the scene with Mr. Renfield. When we came away
from his room we were silent till we got back to the study.
Then Mr. Morris
said to Dr. Seward, "Say, Jack, if that man wasn't attempting a bluff, he
is about the sanest lunatic I ever saw. I'm not sure, but I believe that he had
some serious purpose, and if he had, it was pretty rough on him not to get a
chance."
Lord Godalming
and I were silent, but Dr. Van Helsing added, "Friend John, you know more
lunatics than I do, and I'm glad of it, for I fear that if it had been to me to
decide I would before that last hysterical outburst have given him free. But we
live and learn, and in our present task we must take no chance, as my friend Quincey
would say. All is best as they are."
Dr. Seward
seemed to answer them both in a dreamy kind of way, "I don't know but that
I agree with you. If that man had been an ordinary lunatic I would have taken
my chance of trusting him, but he seems so mixed up with the Count in an indexy
kind of way that I am afraid of doing anything wrong by helping his fads. I
can't forget how he prayed with almost equal fervor for a cat, and then tried
to tear my throat out with his teeth. Besides, he called the Count 'lord and
master', and he may want to get out to help him in some diabolical way. That
horrid thing has the wolves and the rats and his own kind to help him, so I
suppose he isn't above trying to use a respectable lunatic. He certainly did
seem earnest, though. I only hope we have done what is best. These things, in
conjunction with the wild work we have in hand, help to unnerve a man."
The Professor
stepped over, and laying his hand on his shoulder, said in his grave, kindly
way, "Friend John, have no fear. We are trying to do our duty in a very
sad and terrible case, we can only do as we deem best. What else have we to
hope for, except the pity of the good God?"
Lord Godalming
had slipped away for a few minutes, but now he returned. He held up a little
silver whistle as he remarked, "That old place may be full of rats, and if
so, I've got an antidote on call."
Having passed
the wall, we took our way to the house, taking care to keep in the shadows of
the trees on the lawn when the moonlight shone out. When we got to the porch
the Professor opened his bag and took out a lot of things, which he laid on the
step, sorting them into four little groups, evidently one for each. Then he
spoke.
"My
friends, we are going into a terrible danger, and we need arms of many kinds.
Our enemy is not merely spiritual. Remember that he has the strength of twenty
men, and that, though our necks or our windpipes are of the common kind, and
therefore breakable or crushable, his are not amenable to mere strength. A
stronger man, or a body of men more strong in all than him, can at certain
times hold him, but they cannot hurt him as we can be hurt by him. We must,
therefore, guard ourselves from his touch. Keep this near your heart." As
he spoke he lifted a little silver crucifix and held it out to me, I being
nearest to him, "put these flowers round your neck," here he handed
to me a wreath of withered garlic blossoms, "for other enemies more
mundane, this revolver and this knife, and for aid in all, these so small
electric lamps, which you can fasten to your breast, and for all, and above all
at the last, this, which we must not desecrate needless."
This was a
portion of Sacred Wafer, which he put in an envelope and handed to me. Each of
the others was similarly equipped.
"Now,"
he said, "friend John, where are the skeleton keys? If so that we can open
the door, we need not break house by the window, as before at Miss
Lucy's."
Dr. Seward tried
one or two skeleton keys, his mechanical dexterity as a surgeon standing him in
good stead. Presently he got one to suit, after a little play back and forward
the bolt yielded, and with a rusty clang, shot back. We pressed on the door,
the rusty hinges creaked, and it slowly opened. It was startlingly like the
image conveyed to me in Dr. Seward's diary of the opening of Miss Westenra's
tomb, I fancy that the same idea seemed to strike the others, for with one
accord they shrank back. The Professor was the first to move forward, and
stepped into the open door.
"In manus
tuas, Domine!" he said, crossing himself as he passed over the threshold.
We closed the door behind us, lest when we should have lit our lamps we should
possibly attract attention from the road. The Professor carefully tried the
lock, lest we might not be able to open it from within should we be in a hurry
making our exit. Then we all lit our lamps and proceeded on our search.
The light from
the tiny lamps fell in all sorts of odd forms, as the rays crossed each other,
or the opacity of our bodies threw great shadows. I could not for my life get
away from the feeling that there was someone else amongst us. I suppose it was
the recollection, so powerfully brought home to me by the grim surroundings, of
that terrible experience in Transylvania. I
think the feeling was common to us all, for I noticed that the others kept
looking over their shoulders at every sound and every new shadow, just as I
felt myself doing.
The whole place
was thick with dust. The floor was seemingly inches deep, except where there
were recent footsteps, in which on holding down my lamp I could see marks of
hobnails where the dust was cracked. The walls were fluffy and heavy with dust,
and in the corners were masses of spider's webs, whereon the dust had gathered
till they looked like old tattered rags as the weight had torn them partly
down. On a table in the hall was a great bunch of keys, with a time-yellowed
label on each. They had been used several times, for on the table were several
similar rents in the blanket of dust, similar to that exposed when the
Professor lifted them.
He turned to me
and said, "You know this place, Jonathan. You have copied maps of it, and
you know it at least more than we do. Which is the way to the chapel?"
I had an idea of
its direction, though on my former visit I had not been able to get admission
to it, so I led the way, and after a few wrong turnings found myself opposite a
low, arched oaken door, ribbed with iron bands.
"This is
the spot," said the Professor as he turned his lamp on a small map of the
house, copied from the file of my original correspondence regarding the
purchase. With a little trouble we found the key on the bunch and opened the
door. We were prepared for some unpleasantness, for as we were opening the door
a faint, malodorous air seemed to exhale through the gaps, but none of us ever
expected such an odour as we encountered. None of the others had met the Count
at all at close quarters, and when I had seen him he was either in the fasting
stage of his existence in his rooms or, when he was bloated with fresh blood, in
a ruined building open to the air, but here the place was small and close, and
the long disuse had made the air stagnant and foul. There was an earthy smell,
as of some dry miasma, which came through the fouler air. But as to the odour
itself, how shall I describe it? It was not alone that it was composed of all
the ills of mortality and with the pungent, acrid smell of blood, but it seemed
as though corruption had become itself corrupt. Faugh! It sickens me to think
of it. Every breath exhaled by that monster seemed to have clung to the place
and intensified its loathsomeness.
Under ordinary
circumstances such a stench would have brought our enterprise to an end, but
this was no ordinary case, and the high and terrible purpose in which we were
involved gave us a strength which rose above merely physical considerations.
After the involuntary shrinking consequent on the first nauseous whiff, we one
and all set about our work as though that loathsome place were a garden of
roses.
We made an
accurate examination of the place, the Professor saying as we began, "The
first thing is to see how many of the boxes are left, we must then examine
every hole and corner and cranny and see if we cannot get some clue as to what
has become of the rest."
A glance was
sufficient to show how many remained, for the great earth chests were bulky,
and there was no mistaking them.
There were only
twenty-nine left out of the fifty! Once I got a fright, for, seeing Lord
Godalming suddenly turn and look out of the vaulted door into the dark passage
beyond, I looked too, and for an instant my heart stood still. Somewhere,
looking out from the shadow, I seemed to see the high lights of the Count's
evil face, the ridge of the nose, the red eyes, the red lips, the awful pallor.
It was only for a moment, for, as Lord Godalming said, "I thought I saw a
face, but it was only the shadows," and resumed his inquiry, I turned my
lamp in the direction, and stepped into the passage. There was no sign of
anyone, and as there were no corners, no doors, no aperture of any kind, but
only the solid walls of the passage, there could be no hiding place even for
him. I took it that fear had helped imagination, and said nothing.
A few minutes
later I saw Morris step suddenly back from a corner, which he was examining. We
all followed his movements with our eyes, for undoubtedly some nervousness was
growing on us, and we saw a whole mass of phosphorescence, which twinkled like
stars. We all instinctively drew back. The whole place was becoming alive with
rats.
For a moment or
two we stood appalled, all save Lord Godalming, who was seemingly prepared for
such an emergency. Rushing over to the great iron-bound oaken door, which Dr.
Seward had described from the outside, and which I had seen myself, he turned
the key in the lock, drew the huge bolts, and swung the door open. Then, taking
his little silver whistle from his pocket, he blew a low, shrill call. It was
answered from behind Dr. Seward's house by the yelping of dogs, and after about
a minute three terriers came dashing round the corner of the house.
Unconsciously we had all moved towards the door, and as we moved I noticed that
the dust had been much disturbed. The boxes which had been taken out had been
brought this way. But even in the minute that had elapsed the number of the
rats had vastly increased. They seemed to swarm over the place all at once,
till the lamplight, shining on their moving dark bodies and glittering, baleful
eyes, made the place look like a bank of earth set with fireflies. The dogs dashed
on, but at the threshold suddenly stopped and snarled, and then, simultaneously
lifting their noses, began to howl in most lugubrious fashion. The rats were
multiplying in thousands, and we moved out.
Lord Godalming
lifted one of the dogs, and carrying him in, placed him on the floor. The
instant his feet touched the ground he seemed to recover his courage, and
rushed at his natural enemies. They fled before him so fast that before he had
shaken the life out of a score, the other dogs, who had by now been lifted in
the same manner, had but small prey ere the whole mass had vanished.
With their going
it seemed as if some evil presence had departed, for the dogs frisked about and
barked merrily as they made sudden darts at their prostrate foes, and turned them
over and over and tossed them in the air with vicious shakes. We all seemed to
find our spirits rise. Whether it was the purifying of the deadly atmosphere by
the opening of the chapel door, or the relief which we experienced by finding
ourselves in the open I know not, but most certainly the shadow of dread seemed
to slip from us like a robe, and the occasion of our coming lost something of
its grim significance, though we did not slacken a whit in our resolution. We
closed the outer door and barred and locked it, and bringing the dogs with us,
began our search of the house. We found nothing throughout except dust in
extraordinary proportions, and all untouched save for my own footsteps when I
had made my first visit. Never once did the dogs exhibit any symptom of
uneasiness, and even when we returned to the chapel they frisked about as
though they had been rabbit hunting in a summer wood.
The morning was
quickening in the east when we emerged from the front. Dr. Van Helsing had
taken the key of the hall door from the bunch, and locked the door in orthodox
fashion, putting the key into his pocket when he had done.
"So
far," he said, "our night has been eminently successful. No harm has
come to us such as I feared might be and yet we have ascertained how many boxes
are missing. More than all do I rejoice that this, our first, and perhaps our
most difficult and dangerous, step has been accomplished without the bringing
thereinto our most sweet Madam Mina or troubling her waking or sleeping
thoughts with sights and sounds and smells of horror which she might never
forget. One lesson, too, we have learned, if it be allowable to argue a
particulari, that the brute beasts which are to the Count's command are yet
themselves not amenable to his spiritual power, for look, these rats that would
come to his call, just as from his castle top he summon the wolves to your
going and to that poor mother's cry, though they come to him, they run
pell-mell from the so little dogs of my friend Arthur. We have other matters before
us, other dangers, other fears, and that monster… He has not used his power
over the brute world for the only or the last time tonight. So be it that he
has gone elsewhere. Good! It has given us opportunity to cry 'check' in some
ways in this chess game, which we play for the stake of human souls. And now
let us go home. The dawn is close at hand, and we have reason to be content
with our first night's work. It may be ordained that we have many nights and
days to follow, if full of peril, but we must go on, and from no danger shall
we shrink."
The house was
silent when we got back, save for some poor creature who was screaming away in
one of the distant wards, and a low, moaning sound from Renfield's room. The
poor wretch was doubtless torturing himself, after the manner of the insane,
with needless thoughts of pain.
I came tiptoe
into our own room, and found Mina asleep, breathing so softly that I had to put
my ear down to hear it. She looks paler than usual. I hope the meeting tonight
has not upset her. I am truly thankful that she is to be left out of our future
work, and even of our deliberations. It is too great a strain for a woman to
bear. I did not think so at first, but I know better now. Therefore I am glad
that it is settled. There may be things which would frighten her to hear, and
yet to conceal them from her might be worse than to tell her if once she
suspected that there was any concealment. Henceforth our work is to be a sealed
book to her, till at least such time as we can tell her that all is finished,
and the earth free from a monster of the nether world. I daresay it will be
difficult to begin to keep silence after such confidence as ours, but I must be
resolute, and tomorrow I shall keep dark over tonight's doings, and shall
refuse to speak of anything that has happened. I rest on the sofa, so as not to
disturb her.
1 October,
later.--I suppose it was natural that we should have all overslept ourselves,
for the day was a busy one, and the night had no rest at all. Even Mina must
have felt its exhaustion, for though I slept till the sun was high, I was awake
before her, and had to call two or three times before she awoke. Indeed, she
was so sound asleep that for a few seconds she did not recognize me, but looked
at me with a sort of blank terror, as one looks who has been waked out of a bad
dream. She complained a little of being tired, and I let her rest till later in
the day. We now know of twenty-one boxes having been removed, and if it be that
several were taken in any of these removals we may be able to trace them all.
Such will, of course, immensely simplify our labor, and the sooner the matter
is attended to the better. I shall look up Thomas Snelling today.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
1 October.--It
was towards noon when I was awakened by the Professor walking into my room. He
was more jolly and cheerful than usual, and it is quite evident that last
night's work has helped to take some of the brooding weight off his mind.
After going over
the adventure of the night he suddenly said, "Your patient interests me
much. May it be that with you I visit him this morning? Or if that you are too
occupy, I can go alone if it may be. It is a new experience to me to find a
lunatic who talk philosophy, and reason so sound."
I had some work
to do which pressed, so I told him that if he would go alone I would be glad,
as then I should not have to keep him waiting, so I called an attendant and
gave him the necessary instructions. Before the Professor left the room I
cautioned him against getting any false impression from my patient.
"But,"
he answered, "I want him to talk of himself and of his delusion as to
consuming live things. He said to Madam Mina, as I see in your diary of
yesterday, that he had once had such a belief. Why do you smile, friend
John?"
"Excuse
me," I said, "but the answer is here." I laid my hand on the
typewritten matter. "When our sane and learned lunatic made that very
statement of how he used to consume life, his mouth was actually nauseous with
the flies and spiders which he had eaten just before Mrs. Harker entered the
room."
Van Helsing
smiled in turn. "Good!" he said. "Your memory is true, friend
John. I should have remembered. And yet it is this very obliquity of thought
and memory which makes mental disease such a fascinating study. Perhaps I may
gain more knowledge out of the folly of this madman than I shall from the
teaching of the most wise. Who knows?"
I went on with
my work, and before long was through that in hand. It seemed that the time had
been very short indeed, but there was Van Helsing back in the study.
"Do I
interrupt?" he asked politely as he stood at the door.
"Not at
all," I answered. "Come in. My work is finished, and I am free. I can
go with you now, if you like."
"It is
needless, I have seen him!"
"Well?"
"I fear that
he does not appraise me at much. Our interview was short. When I entered his
room he was sitting on a stool in the centre, with his elbows on his knees, and
his face was the picture of sullen discontent. I spoke to him as cheerfully as
I could, and with such a measure of respect as I could assume. He made no reply
whatever. 'Don't you know me?' I asked. His answer was not reassuring: 'I know
you well enough; you are the old fool Van Helsing. I wish you would take
yourself and your idiotic brain theories somewhere else. Damn all thick-headed
Dutchmen!' Not a word more would he say, but sat in his implacable sullenness
as indifferent to me as though I had not been in the room at all. Thus departed
for this time my chance of much learning from this so clever lunatic, so I
shall go, if I may, and cheer myself with a few happy words with that sweet
soul Madam Mina. Friend John, it does rejoice me unspeakable that she is no
more to be pained, no more to be worried with our terrible things. Though we
shall much miss her help, it is better so."
"I agree
with you with all my heart," I answered earnestly, for I did not want him
to weaken in this matter. "Mrs. Harker is better out of it. Things are
quite bad enough for us, all men of the world, and who have been in many tight
places in our time, but it is no place for a woman, and if she had remained in
touch with the affair, it would in time infallibly have wrecked her."
So Van Helsing
has gone to confer with Mrs. Harker and Harker, Quincey and Art are all out
following up the clues as to the earth boxes. I shall finish my round of work
and we shall meet tonight.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
1 October.--It
is strange to me to be kept in the dark as I am today, after Jonathan's full
confidence for so many years, to see him manifestly avoid certain matters, and
those the most vital of all. This morning I slept late after the fatigues of
yesterday, and though Jonathan was late too, he was the earlier. He spoke to me
before he went out, never more sweetly or tenderly, but he never mentioned a
word of what had happened in the visit to the Count's house. And yet he must
have known how terribly anxious I was. Poor dear fellow! I suppose it must have
distressed him even more than it did me. They all agreed that it was best that
I should not be drawn further into this awful work, and I acquiesced. But to
think that he keeps anything from me! And now I am crying like a silly fool,
when I know it comes from my husband's great love and from the good, good
wishes of those other strong men.
That has done me
good. Well, some day Jonathan will tell me all. And lest it should ever be that
he should think for a moment that I kept anything from him, I still keep my
journal as usual. Then if he has feared of my trust I shall show it to him,
with every thought of my heart put down for his dear eyes to read. I feel
strangely sad and low-spirited today. I suppose it is the reaction from the
terrible excitement.
Last night I
went to bed when the men had gone, simply because they told me to. I didn't
feel sleepy, and I did feel full of devouring anxiety. I kept thinking over
everything that has been ever since Jonathan came to see me in London, and it all seems like a horrible
tragedy, with fate pressing on relentlessly to some destined end. Everything
that one does seems, no matter how right it may be, to bring on the very thing
which is most to be deplored. If I hadn't gone to Whitby, perhaps poor dear Lucy would be with
us now. She hadn't taken to visiting the churchyard till I came, and if she
hadn't come there in the day time with me she wouldn't have walked in her
sleep. And if she hadn't gone there at night and asleep, that monster couldn't
have destroyed her as he did. Oh, why did I ever go to Whitby? There now, crying again! I wonder
what has come over me today. I must hide it from Jonathan, for if he knew that
I had been crying twice in one morning… I, who never cried on my own account,
and whom he has never caused to shed a tear, the dear fellow would fret his
heart out. I shall put a bold face on, and if I do feel weepy, he shall never
see it. I suppose it is just one of the lessons that we poor women have to
learn…
I can't quite
remember how I fell asleep last night. I remember hearing the sudden barking of
the dogs and a lot of queer sounds, like praying on a very tumultuous scale,
from Mr. Renfield's room, which is somewhere under this. And then there was
silence over everything, silence so profound that it startled me, and I got up
and looked out of the window. All was dark and silent, the black shadows thrown
by the moonlight seeming full of a silent mystery of their own. Not a thing
seemed to be stirring, but all to be grim and fixed as death or fate, so that a
thin streak of white mist, that crept with almost imperceptible slowness across
the grass towards the house, seemed to have a sentience and a vitality of its
own. I think that the digression of my thoughts must have done me good, for
when I got back to bed I found a lethargy creeping over me. I lay a while, but
could not quite sleep, so I got out and looked out of the window again. The
mist was spreading, and was now close up to the house, so that I could see it
lying thick against the wall, as though it were stealing up to the windows. The
poor man was more loud than ever, and though I could not distinguish a word he
said, I could in some way recognize in his tones some passionate entreaty on
his part. Then there was the sound of a struggle, and I knew that the
attendants were dealing with him. I was so frightened that I crept into bed, and
pulled the clothes over my head, putting my fingers in my ears. I was not then
a bit sleepy, at least so I thought, but I must have fallen asleep, for except
dreams, I do not remember anything until the morning, when Jonathan woke me. I
think that it took me an effort and a little time to realize where I was, and
that it was Jonathan who was bending over me. My dream was very peculiar, and
was almost typical of the way that waking thoughts become merged in, or
continued in, dreams.
I thought that I
was asleep, and waiting for Jonathan to come back. I was very anxious about
him, and I was powerless to act, my feet, and my hands, and my brain were
weighted, so that nothing could proceed at the usual pace. And so I slept
uneasily and thought. Then it began to dawn upon me that the air was heavy, and
dank, and cold. I put back the clothes from my face, and found, to my surprise,
that all was dim around. The gaslight which I had left lit for Jonathan, but
turned down, came only like a tiny red spark through the fog, which had
evidently grown thicker and poured into the room. Then it occurred to me that I
had shut the window before I had come to bed. I would have got out to make
certain on the point, but some leaden lethargy seemed to chain my limbs and
even my will. I lay still and endured, that was all. I closed my eyes, but
could still see through my eyelids. (It is wonderful what tricks our dreams
play us, and how conveniently we can imagine.) The mist grew thicker and
thicker and I could see now how it came in, for I could see it like smoke, or
with the white energy of boiling water, pouring in, not through the window, but
through the joinings of the door. It got thicker and thicker, till it seemed as
if it became concentrated into a sort of pillar of cloud in the room, through
the top of which I could see the light of the gas shining like a red eye.
Things began to whirl through my brain just as the cloudy column was now
whirling in the room, and through it all came the scriptural words "a
pillar of cloud by day and of fire by night." Was it indeed such spiritual
guidance that was coming to me in my sleep? But the pillar was composed of both
the day and the night guiding, for the fire was in the red eye, which at the
thought got a new fascination for me, till, as I looked, the fire divided, and
seemed to shine on me through the fog like two red eyes, such as Lucy told me
of in her momentary mental wandering when, on the cliff, the dying sunlight
struck the windows of St. Mary's Church. Suddenly the horror burst upon me that
it was thus that Jonathan had seen those awful women growing into reality
through the whirling mist in the moonlight, and in my dream I must have
fainted, for all became black darkness. The last conscious effort which
imagination made was to show me a livid white face bending over me out of the
mist.
I must be
careful of such dreams, for they would unseat one's reason if there were too
much of them. I would get Dr. Van Helsing or Dr. Seward to prescribe something
for me which would make me sleep, only that I fear to alarm them. Such a dream
at the present time would become woven into their fears for me. Tonight I shall
strive hard to sleep naturally. If I do not, I shall tomorrow night get them to
give me a dose of chloral, that cannot hurt me for once, and it will give me a
good night's sleep. Last night tired me more than if I had not slept at all.
2 October 10
P.M.--Last night I slept, but did not dream. I must have slept soundly, for I
was not waked by Jonathan coming to bed, but the sleep has not refreshed me,
for today I feel terribly weak and spiritless. I spent all yesterday trying to
read, or lying down dozing. In the afternoon, Mr. Renfield asked if he might
see me. Poor man, he was very gentle, and when I came away he kissed my hand
and bade God bless me. Some way it affected me much. I am crying when I think
of him. This is a new weakness, of which I must be careful. Jonathan would be
miserable if he knew I had been crying. He and the others were out till dinner
time, and they all came in tired. I did what I could to brighten them up, and I
suppose that the effort did me good, for I forgot how tired I was. After dinner
they sent me to bed, and all went off to smoke together, as they said, but I
knew that they wanted to tell each other of what had occurred to each during
the day. I could see from Jonathan's manner that he had something important to
communicate. I was not so sleepy as I should have been, so before they went I
asked Dr. Seward to give me a little opiate of some kind, as I had not slept
well the night before. He very kindly made me up a sleeping draught, which he
gave to me, telling me that it would do me no harm, as it was very mild… I have
taken it, and am waiting for sleep, which still keeps aloof. I hope I have not
done wrong, for as sleep begins to flirt with me, a new fear comes: that I may
have been foolish in thus depriving myself of the power of waking. I might want
it. Here comes sleep. Goodnight.
1 October,
evening.--I found Thomas Snelling in his house at Bethnal Green, but unhappily
he was not in a condition to remember anything. The very prospect of beer which
my expected coming had opened to him had proved too much, and he had begun too
early on his expected debauch. I learned, however, from his wife, who seemed a
decent, poor soul, that he was only the assistant of Smollet, who of the two
mates was the responsible person. So off I drove to Walworth, and found Mr.
Joseph Smollet at home and in his shirtsleeves, taking a late tea out of a
saucer. He is a decent, intelligent fellow, distinctly a good, reliable type of
workman, and with a headpiece of his own. He remembered all about the incident
of the boxes, and from a wonderful dog-eared notebook, which he produced from
some mysterious receptacle about the seat of his trousers, and which had
hieroglyphical entries in thick, half-obliterated pencil, he gave me the
destinations of the boxes. There were, he said, six in the cartload which he
took from Carfax and left at 197
Chicksand Street, Mile End New Town, and another
six which he deposited at Jamaica
Lane, Bermondsey. If then the Count meant to
scatter these ghastly refuges of his over London,
these places were chosen as the first of delivery, so that later he might
distribute more fully. The systematic manner in which this was done made me
think that he could not mean to confine himself to two sides of London. He was now fixed
on the far east on the northern shore, on the east of the southern shore, and
on the south. The north and west were surely never meant to be left out of his
diabolical scheme, let alone the City itself and the very heart of fashionable London in the south-west
and west. I went back to Smollet, and asked him if he could tell us if any
other boxes had been taken from Carfax.
He replied,
"Well guv'nor, you've treated me very 'an'some", I had given him half
a sovereign, "an I'll tell yer all I know. I heard a man by the name of
Bloxam say four nights ago in the 'Are an' 'Ounds, in Pincher's Alley, as 'ow
he an' his mate 'ad 'ad a rare dusty job in a old 'ouse at Purfleet. There
ain't a many such jobs as this 'ere, an' I'm thinkin' that maybe Sam Bloxam
could tell ye summut."
I asked if he
could tell me where to find him. I told him that if he could get me the address
it would be worth another half sovereign to him. So he gulped down the rest of
his tea and stood up, saying that he was going to begin the search then and
there.
At the door he
stopped, and said, "Look 'ere, guv'nor, there ain't no sense in me a
keepin' you 'ere. I may find Sam soon, or I mayn't, but anyhow he ain't like to
be in a way to tell ye much tonight. Sam is a rare one when he starts on the
booze. If you can give me a envelope with a stamp on it, and put yer address on
it, I'll find out where Sam is to be found and post it ye tonight. But ye'd
better be up arter 'im soon in the mornin', never mind the booze the night
afore."
This was all
practical, so one of the children went off with a penny to buy an envelope and
a sheet of paper, and to keep the change. When she came back, I addressed the
envelope and stamped it, and when Smollet had again faithfully promised to post
the address when found, I took my way to home. We're on the track anyhow. I am
tired tonight, and I want to sleep. Mina is fast asleep, and looks a little too
pale. Her eyes look as though she had been crying. Poor dear, I've no doubt it
frets her to be kept in the dark, and it may make her doubly anxious about me
and the others. But it is best as it is. It is better to be disappointed and
worried in such a way now than to have her nerve broken. The doctors were quite
right to insist on her being kept out of this dreadful business. I must be
firm, for on me this particular burden of silence must rest. I shall not ever
enter on the subject with her under any circumstances. Indeed, It may not be a
hard task, after all, for she herself has become reticent on the subject, and
has not spoken of the Count or his doings ever since we told her of our
decision.
2 October,
evening--A long and trying and exciting day. By the first post I got my
directed envelope with a dirty scrap of paper enclosed, on which was written
with a carpenter's pencil in a sprawling hand, "Sam Bloxam, Korkrans, 4
Poters Cort, Bartel Street,
Walworth. Arsk for the depite."
I got the letter
in bed, and rose without waking Mina. She looked heavy and sleepy and pale, and
far from well. I determined not to wake her, but that when I should return from
this new search, I would arrange for her going back to Exeter. I think she would be happier in our
own home, with her daily tasks to interest her, than in being here amongst us
and in ignorance. I only saw Dr. Seward for a moment, and told him where I was
off to, promising to come back and tell the rest so soon as I should have found
out anything. I drove to Walworth and found, with some difficulty, Potter's
Court. Mr. Smollet's spelling misled me, as I asked for Poter's Court instead
of Potter's Court. However, when I had found the court, I had no difficulty in
discovering Corcoran's lodging house.
When I asked the
man who came to the door for the "depite," he shook his head, and
said, "I dunno 'im. There ain't no such a person 'ere. I never 'eard of
'im in all my bloomin' days. Don't believe there ain't nobody of that kind
livin' 'ere or anywheres."
I took out
Smollet's letter, and as I read it it seemed to me that the lesson of the
spelling of the name of the court might guide me. "What are you?" I
asked.
"I'm the
depity," he answered.
I saw at once
that I was on the right track. Phonetic spelling had again misled me. A half
crown tip put the deputy's knowledge at my disposal, and I learned that Mr.
Bloxam, who had slept off the remains of his beer on the previous night at
Corcoran's, had left for his work at Poplar at five o'clock that morning. He
could not tell me where the place of work was situated, but he had a vague idea
that it was some kind of a "new-fangled ware'us," and with this
slender clue I had to start for Poplar. It was twelve o'clock before I got any
satisfactory hint of such a building, and this I got at a coffee shop, where
some workmen were having their dinner. One of them suggested that there was
being erected at Cross Angel Street a new "cold storage" building,
and as this suited the condition of a "new-fangled ware'us," I at
once drove to it. An interview with a surly gatekeeper and a surlier foreman,
both of whom were appeased with the coin of the realm, put me on the track of
Bloxam. He was sent for on my suggestion that I was willing to pay his days wages
to his foreman for the privilege of asking him a few questions on a private
matter. He was a smart enough fellow, though rough of speech and bearing. When
I had promised to pay for his information and given him an earnest, he told me
that he had made two journeys between Carfax and a house in Piccadilly, and had
taken from this house to the latter nine great boxes, "main heavy
ones," with a horse and cart hired by him for this purpose.
I asked him if
he could tell me the number of the house in Piccadilly, to which he replied,
"Well, guv'nor, I forgits the number, but it was only a few door from a
big white church, or somethink of the kind, not long built. It was a dusty old
'ouse, too, though nothin' to the dustiness of the 'ouse we tooked the bloomin'
boxes from."
"How did
you get in if both houses were empty?"
"There was
the old party what engaged me a waitin' in the 'ouse at Purfleet. He 'elped me
to lift the boxes and put them in the dray. Curse me, but he was the strongest
chap I ever struck, an' him a old feller, with a white moustache, one that thin
you would think he couldn't throw a shadder."
How this phrase
thrilled through me!
"Why, 'e
took up 'is end o' the boxes like they was pounds of tea, and me a puffin' an'
a blowin' afore I could upend mine anyhow, an' I'm no chicken, neither."
"How did
you get into the house in Piccadilly?" I asked.
"He was
there too. He must 'a started off and got there afore me, for when I rung of
the bell he kem an' opened the door 'isself an' 'elped me carry the boxes into
the 'all."
"The whole
nine?" I asked.
"Yus, there
was five in the first load an' four in the second. It was main dry work, an' I
don't so well remember 'ow I got 'ome."
I interrupted
him, "Were the boxes left in the hall?"
"Yus, it
was a big 'all, an' there was nothin' else in it."
I made one more
attempt to further matters. "You didn't have any key?"
"Never used
no key nor nothink. The old gent, he opened the door 'isself an' shut it again
when I druv off. I don't remember the last time, but that was the beer."
"And you
can't remember the number of the house?"
"No, sir.
But ye needn't have no difficulty about that. It's a 'igh 'un with a stone
front with a bow on it, an' 'igh steps up to the door. I know them steps,
'avin' 'ad to carry the boxes up with three loafers what come round to earn a
copper. The old gent give them shillin's, an' they seein' they got so much,
they wanted more. But 'e took one of them by the shoulder and was like to throw
'im down the steps, till the lot of them went away cussin'."
I thought that
with this description I could find the house, so having paid my friend for his
information, I started off for Piccadilly. I had gained a new painful
experience. The Count could, it was evident, handle the earth boxes himself. If
so, time was precious, for now that he had achieved a certain amount of
distribution, he could, by choosing his own time, complete the task unobserved.
At Piccadilly Circus I discharged my cab, and
walked westward. Beyond the Junior Constitutional I came across the house
described and was satisfied that this was the next of the lairs arranged by
Dracula. The house looked as though it had been long untenanted. The windows
were encrusted with dust, and the shutters were up. All the framework was black
with time, and from the iron the paint had mostly scaled away. It was evident
that up to lately there had been a large notice board in front of the balcony.
It had, however, been roughly torn away, the uprights which had supported it
still remaining. Behind the rails of the balcony I saw there were some loose
boards, whose raw edges looked white. I would have given a good deal to have
been able to see the notice board intact, as it would, perhaps, have given some
clue to the ownership of the house. I remembered my experience of the
investigation and purchase of Carfax, and I could not but feel that if I could
find the former owner there might be some means discovered of gaining access to
the house.
There was at
present nothing to be learned from the Piccadilly side, and nothing could be
done, so I went around to the back to see if anything could be gathered from
this quarter. The mews were active, the Piccadilly houses being mostly in
occupation. I asked one or two of the grooms and helpers whom I saw around if
they could tell me anything about the empty house. One of them said that he
heard it had lately been taken, but he couldn't say from whom. He told me,
however, that up to very lately there had been a notice board of "For
Sale" up, and that perhaps Mitchell, Sons, & Candy the house agents
could tell me something, as he thought he remembered seeing the name of that
firm on the board. I did not wish to seem too eager, or to let my informant
know or guess too much, so thanking him in the usual manner, I strolled away.
It was now growing dusk, and the autumn night was closing in, so I did not lose
any time. Having learned the address of Mitchell, Sons, & Candy from a
directory at the Berkeley,
I was soon at their office in Sackville
Street.
The gentleman
who saw me was particularly suave in manner, but uncommunicative in equal
proportion. Having once told me that the Piccadilly house, which throughout our
interview he called a "mansion," was sold, he considered my business
as concluded. When I asked who had purchased it, he opened his eyes a thought
wider, and paused a few seconds before replying, "It is sold, sir."
"Pardon
me," I said, with equal politeness, "but I have a special reason for
wishing to know who purchased it."
Again he paused
longer, and raised his eyebrows still more. "It is sold, sir," was
again his laconic reply.
"Surely,"
I said, "you do not mind letting me know so much."
"But I do
mind," he answered. "The affairs of their clients are absolutely safe
in the hands of Mitchell, Sons, & Candy."
This was
manifestly a prig of the first water, and there was no use arguing with him. I
thought I had best meet him on his own ground, so I said, "Your clients,
sir, are happy in having so resolute a guardian of their confidence. I am
myself a professional man."
Here I handed him
my card. "In this instance I am not prompted by curiosity, I act on the
part of Lord Godalming, who wishes to know something of the property which was,
he understood, lately for sale."
These words put
a different complexion on affairs. He said, "I would like to oblige you if
I could, Mr. Harker, and especially would I like to oblige his lordship. We
once carried out a small matter of renting some chambers for him when he was
the honourable Arthur Holmwood. If you will let me have his lordship's address I
will consult the House on the subject, and will, in any case, communicate with
his lordship by tonight's post. It will be a pleasure if we can so far deviate
from our rules as to give the required information to his lordship."
I wanted to
secure a friend, and not to make an enemy, so I thanked him, gave the address
at Dr. Seward's and came away. It was now dark, and I was tired and hungry. I
got a cup of tea at the Aerated Bread Company and came down to Purfleet by the
next train.
I found all the
others at home. Mina was looking tired and pale, but she made a gallant effort
to be bright and cheerful. It wrung my heart to think that I had had to keep
anything from her and so caused her inquietude. Thank God, this will be the
last night of her looking on at our conferences, and feeling the sting of our
not showing our confidence. It took all my courage to hold to the wise
resolution of keeping her out of our grim task. She seems somehow more
reconciled, or else the very subject seems to have become repugnant to her, for
when any accidental allusion is made she actually shudders. I am glad we made
our resolution in time, as with such a feeling as this, our growing knowledge
would be torture to her.
I could not tell
the others of the day's discovery till we were alone, so after dinner, followed
by a little music to save appearances even amongst ourselves, I took Mina to
her room and left her to go to bed. The dear girl was more affectionate with me
than ever, and clung to me as though she would detain me, but there was much to
be talked of and I came away. Thank God, the ceasing of telling things has made
no difference between us.
When I came down
again I found the others all gathered round the fire in the study. In the train
I had written my diary so far, and simply read it off to them as the best means
of letting them get abreast of my own information.
When I had
finished Van Helsing said, "This has been a great day's work, friend
Jonathan. Doubtless we are on the track of the missing boxes. If we find them
all in that house, then our work is near the end. But if there be some missing,
we must search until we find them. Then shall we make our final coup, and hunt
the wretch to his real death."
We all sat
silent awhile and all at once Mr. Morris spoke, "Say! How are we going to
get into that house?"
"We got
into the other," answered Lord Godalming quickly.
"But, Art,
this is different. We broke house at Carfax, but we had night and a walled park
to protect us. It will be a mighty different thing to commit burglary in
Piccadilly, either by day or night. I confess I don't see how we are going to
get in unless that agency duck can find us a key of some sort."
Lord Godalming's
brows contracted, and he stood up and walked about the room. By-and-by he
stopped and said, turning from one to another of us, "Quincey's head is
level. This burglary business is getting serious. We got off once all right,
but we have now a rare job on hand. Unless we can find the Count's key
basket."
As nothing could
well be done before morning, and as it would be at least advisable to wait till
Lord Godalming should hear from Mitchell's, we decided not to take any active
step before breakfast time. For a good while we sat and smoked, discussing the
matter in its various lights and bearings. I took the opportunity of bringing
this diary right up to the moment. I am very sleepy and shall go to bed…
Just a line.
Mina sleeps soundly and her breathing is regular. Her forehead is puckered up
into little wrinkles, as though she thinks even in her sleep. She is still too
pale, but does not look so haggard as she did this morning. Tomorrow will, I
hope, mend all this. She will be herself at home in Exeter. Oh, but I am sleepy!
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
1 October.--I am
puzzled afresh about Renfield. His moods change so rapidly that I find it
difficult to keep touch of them, and as they always mean something more than
his own well-being, they form a more than interesting study. This morning, when
I went to see him after his repulse of Van Helsing, his manner was that of a
man commanding destiny. He was, in fact, commanding destiny, subjectively. He
did not really care for any of the things of mere earth, he was in the clouds
and looked down on all the weaknesses and wants of us poor mortals.
I thought I
would improve the occasion and learn something, so I asked him, "What
about the flies these times?"
He smiled on me
in quite a superior sort of way, such a smile as would have become the face of
Malvolio, as he answered me, "The fly, my dear sir, has one striking
feature. It's wings are typical of the aerial powers of the psychic faculties.
The ancients did well when they typified the soul as a butterfly!"
I thought I
would push his analogy to its utmost logically, so I said quickly, "Oh, it
is a soul you are after now, is it?"
His madness
foiled his reason, and a puzzled look spread over his face as, shaking his head
with a decision which I had but seldom seen in him.
He said,
"Oh, no, oh no! I want no souls. Life is all I want." Here he
brightened up. "I am pretty indifferent about it at present. Life is all
right. I have all I want. You must get a new patient, doctor, if you wish to
study zoophagy!"
This puzzled me
a little, so I drew him on. "Then you command life. You are a god, I
suppose?"
He smiled with
an ineffably benign superiority. "Oh no! Far be it from me to arrogate to
myself the attributes of the Deity. I am not even concerned in His especially
spiritual doings. If I may state my intellectual position I am, so far as
concerns things purely terrestrial, somewhat in the position which Enoch
occupied spiritually!"
This was a poser
to me. I could not at the moment recall Enoch's appositeness, so I had to ask a
simple question, though I felt that by so doing I was lowering myself in the
eyes of the lunatic. "And why with Enoch?"
"Because he
walked with God."
I could not see
the analogy, but did not like to admit it, so I harked back to what he had
denied. "So you don't care about life and you don't want souls. Why
not?" I put my question quickly and somewhat sternly, on purpose to
disconcert him.
The effort
succeeded, for an instant he unconsciously relapsed into his old servile
manner, bent low before me, and actually fawned upon me as he replied. "I
don't want any souls, indeed, indeed! I don't. I couldn't use them if I had
them. They would be no manner of use to me. I couldn't eat them or…"
He suddenly
stopped and the old cunning look spread over his face, like a wind sweep on the
surface of the water.
"And
doctor, as to life, what is it after all? When you've got all you require, and
you know that you will never want, that is all. I have friends, good friends,
like you, Dr. Seward." This was said with a leer of inexpressible cunning.
"I know that I shall never lack the means of life!"
I think that
through the cloudiness of his insanity he saw some antagonism in me, for he at
once fell back on the last refuge of such as he, a dogged silence. After a
short time I saw that for the present it was useless to speak to him. He was
sulky, and so I came away.
Later in the day
he sent for me. Ordinarily I would not have come without special reason, but
just at present I am so interested in him that I would gladly make an effort.
Besides, I am glad to have anything to help pass the time. Harker is out,
following up clues, and so are Lord Godalming and Quincey. Van Helsing sits in
my study poring over the record prepared by the Harkers. He seems to think that
by accurate knowledge of all details he will light up on some clue. He does not
wish to be disturbed in the work, without cause. I would have taken him with me
to see the patient, only I thought that after his last repulse he might not
care to go again. There was also another reason. Renfield might not speak so
freely before a third person as when he and I were alone.
I found him
sitting in the middle of the floor on his stool, a pose which is generally
indicative of some mental energy on his part. When I came in, he said at once,
as though the question had been waiting on his lips. "What about
souls?"
It was evident
then that my surmise had been correct. Unconscious cerebration was doing its
work, even with the lunatic. I determined to have the matter out.
"What about
them yourself?" I asked.
He did not reply
for a moment but looked all around him, and up and down, as though he expected
to find some inspiration for an answer.
"I don't
want any souls!" he said in a feeble, apologetic way. The matter seemed
preying on his mind, and so I determined to use it, to "be cruel only to
be kind." So I said, "You like life, and you want life?"
"Oh yes!
But that is all right. You needn't worry about that!"
"But,"
I asked, "how are we to get the life without getting the soul also?"
This seemed to
puzzle him, so I followed it up, "A nice time you'll have some time when
you're flying out here, with the souls of thousands of flies and spiders and
birds and cats buzzing and twittering and moaning all around you. You've got
their lives, you know, and you must put up with their souls!"
Something seemed
to affect his imagination, for he put his fingers to his ears and shut his
eyes, screwing them up tightly just as a small boy does when his face is being
soaped. There was something pathetic in it that touched me. It also gave me a
lesson, for it seemed that before me was a child, only a child, though the
features were worn, and the stubble on the jaws was white. It was evident that
he was undergoing some process of mental disturbance, and knowing how his past
moods had interpreted things seemingly foreign to himself, I thought I would
enter into his mind as well as I could and go with him.
The first step
was to restore confidence, so I asked him, speaking pretty loud so that he
would hear me through his closed ears, "Would you like some sugar to get
your flies around again?"
He seemed to
wake up all at once, and shook his head. With a laugh he replied, "Not
much! Flies are poor things, after all!" After a pause he added, "But
I don't want their souls buzzing round me, all the same."
"Or
spiders?" I went on.
"Blow
spiders! What's the use of spiders? There isn't anything in them to eat
or…" He stopped suddenly as though reminded of a forbidden topic.
"So,
so!" I thought to myself, "this is the second time he has suddenly
stopped at the word 'drink'. What does it mean?"
Renfield seemed
himself aware of having made a lapse, for he hurried on, as though to distract
my attention from it, "I don't take any stock at all in such matters.
'Rats and mice and such small deer,' as Shakespeare has it, 'chicken feed of
the larder' they might be called. I'm past all that sort of nonsense. You might
as well ask a man to eat molecules with a pair of chopsticks, as to try to
interest me about the less carnivora, when I know of what is before me."
"I
see," I said. "You want big things that you can make your teeth meet
in? How would you like to breakfast on an elephant?"
"What
ridiculous nonsense you are talking?" He was getting too wide awake, so I
thought I would press him hard.
"I
wonder," I said reflectively, "what an elephant's soul is like!"
The effect I
desired was obtained, for he at once fell from his high-horse and became a
child again.
"I don't
want an elephant's soul, or any soul at all!" he said. For a few moments
he sat despondently. Suddenly he jumped to his feet, with his eyes blazing and
all the signs of intense cerebral excitement. "To hell with you and your
souls!" he shouted. "Why do you plague me about souls? Haven't I got
enough to worry, and pain, to distract me already, without thinking of
souls?"
He looked so
hostile that I thought he was in for another homicidal fit, so I blew my
whistle.
The instant,
however, that I did so he became calm, and said apologetically, "Forgive
me, Doctor. I forgot myself. You do not need any help. I am so worried in my
mind that I am apt to be irritable. If you only knew the problem I have to
face, and that I am working out, you would pity, and tolerate, and pardon me.
Pray do not put me in a strait waistcoat. I want to think and I cannot think
freely when my body is confined. I am sure you will understand!"
He had evidently
self-control, so when the attendants came I told them not to mind, and they
withdrew. Renfield watched them go. When the door was closed he said with
considerable dignity and sweetness, "Dr. Seward, you have been very
considerate towards me. Believe me that I am very, very grateful to you!"
I thought it
well to leave him in this mood, and so I came away. There is certainly
something to ponder over in this man's state. Several points seem to make what
the American interviewer calls "a story," if one could only get them
in proper order. Here they are:
Will not mention
"drinking."
Fears the
thought of being burdened with the "soul" of anything.
Has no dread of
wanting "life" in the future.
Despises the
meaner forms of life altogether, though he dreads being haunted by their souls.
Logically all
these things point one way! He has assurance of some kind that he will acquire
some higher life.
He dreads the
consequence, the burden of a soul. Then it is a human life he looks to!
And the
assurance…?
Merciful God!
The Count has been to him, and there is some new scheme of terror afoot!
Later.--I went
after my round to Van Helsing and told him my suspicion. He grew very grave,
and after thinking the matter over for a while asked me to take him to
Renfield. I did so. As we came to the door we heard the lunatic within singing
gaily, as he used to do in the time which now seems so long ago.
When we entered
we saw with amazement that he had spread out his sugar as of old. The flies,
lethargic with the autumn, were beginning to buzz into the room. We tried to
make him talk of the subject of our previous conversation, but he would not
attend. He went on with his singing, just as though we had not been present. He
had got a scrap of paper and was folding it into a notebook. We had to come
away as ignorant as we went in.
His is a curious
case indeed. We must watch him tonight.
LETTER,
MITCHELL, SONS & CANDY TO LORD GODALMING.
"1 October.
"My Lord,
"We are at
all times only too happy to meet your wishes. We beg, with regard to the desire
of your Lordship, expressed by Mr. Harker on your behalf, to supply the
following information concerning the sale and purchase of No. 347, Piccadilly.
The original vendors are the executors of the late Mr. Archibald
Winter-Suffield. The purchaser is a foreign nobleman, Count de Ville, who
effected the purchase himself paying the purchase money in notes 'over the
counter,' if your Lordship will pardon us using so vulgar an expression. Beyond
this we know nothing whatever of him.
"We are, my
Lord,
"Your Lordship's
humble servants,
"MITCHELL,
SONS & CANDY."
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
2 October.--I
placed a man in the corridor last night, and told him to make an accurate note
of any sound he might hear from Renfield's room, and gave him instructions that
if there should be anything strange he was to call me. After dinner, when we
had all gathered round the fire in the study, Mrs. Harker having gone to bed,
we discussed the attempts and discoveries of the day. Harker was the only one
who had any result, and we are in great hopes that his clue may be an important
one.
Before going to
bed I went round to the patient's room and looked in through the observation
trap. He was sleeping soundly, his heart rose and fell with regular
respiration.
This morning the
man on duty reported to me that a little after midnight he was restless and
kept saying his prayers somewhat loudly. I asked him if that was all. He
replied that it was all he heard. There was something about his manner, so
suspicious that I asked him point blank if he had been asleep. He denied sleep,
but admitted to having "dozed" for a while. It is too bad that men
cannot be trusted unless they are watched.
Today Harker is
out following up his clue, and Art and Quincey are looking after horses.
Godalming thinks that it will be well to have horses always in readiness, for
when we get the information which we seek there will be no time to lose. We
must sterilize all the imported earth between sunrise and sunset. We shall thus
catch the Count at his weakest, and without a refuge to fly to. Van Helsing is
off to the British Museum looking up some authorities on ancient medicine. The
old physicians took account of things which their followers do not accept, and
the Professor is searching for witch and demon cures which may be useful to us
later.
I sometimes
think we must be all mad and that we shall wake to sanity in strait waistcoats.
Later.--We have
met again. We seem at last to be on the track, and our work of tomorrow may be
the beginning of the end. I wonder if Renfield's quiet has anything to do with
this. His moods have so followed the doings of the Count, that the coming
destruction of the monster may be carried to him some subtle way. If we could
only get some hint as to what passed in his mind, between the time of my
argument with him today and his resumption of fly-catching, it might afford us
a valuable clue. He is now seemingly quiet for a spell… Is he? That wild yell
seemed to come from his room…
The attendant
came bursting into my room and told me that Renfield had somehow met with some
accident. He had heard him yell, and when he went to him found him lying on his
face on the floor, all covered with blood. I must go at once…
3 October.--Let
me put down with exactness all that happened, as well as I can remember, since
last I made an entry. Not a detail that I can recall must be forgotten. In all
calmness I must proceed.
When I came to
Renfield's room I found him lying on the floor on his left side in a glittering
pool of blood. When I went to move him, it became at once apparent that he had
received some terrible injuries. There seemed none of the unity of purpose
between the parts of the body which marks even lethargic sanity. As the face
was exposed I could see that it was horribly bruised, as though it had been
beaten against the floor. Indeed it was from the face wounds that the pool of
blood originated.
The attendant
who was kneeling beside the body said to me as we turned him over, "I
think, sir, his back is broken. See, both his right arm and leg and the whole
side of his face are paralysed." How such a thing could have happened
puzzled the attendant beyond measure. He seemed quite bewildered, and his brows
were gathered in as he said, "I can't understand the two things. He could
mark his face like that by beating his own head on the floor. I saw a young
woman do it once at the Eversfield Asylum before anyone could lay hands on her.
And I suppose he might have broken his neck by falling out of bed, if he got in
an awkward kink. But for the life of me I can't imagine how the two things
occurred. If his back was broke, he couldn't beat his head, and if his face was
like that before the fall out of bed, there would be marks of it."
I said to him,
"Go to Dr. Van Helsing, and ask him to kindly come here at once. I want
him without an instant's delay."
The man ran off,
and within a few minutes the Professor, in his dressing gown and slippers,
appeared. When he saw Renfield on the ground, he looked keenly at him a moment,
and then turned to me. I think he recognized my thought in my eyes, for he said
very quietly, manifestly for the ears of the attendant, "Ah, a sad
accident! He will need very careful watching, and much attention. I shall stay
with you myself, but I shall first dress myself. If you will remain I shall in
a few minutes join you."
The patient was
now breathing stertorously and it was easy to see that he had suffered some
terrible injury.
Van Helsing
returned with extraordinary celerity, bearing with him a surgical case. He had
evidently been thinking and had his mind made up, for almost before he looked
at the patient, he whispered to me, "Send the attendant away. We must be
alone with him when he becomes conscious, after the operation."
I said, "I
think that will do now, Simmons. We have done all that we can at present. You
had better go your round, and Dr. Van Helsing will operate. Let me know
instantly if there be anything unusual anywhere."
The man
withdrew, and we went into a strict examination of the patient. The wounds of
the face were superficial. The real injury was a depressed fracture of the
skull, extending right up through the motor area.
The Professor
thought a moment and said, "We must reduce the pressure and get back to
normal conditions, as far as can be. The rapidity of the suffusion shows the
terrible nature of his injury. The whole motor area seems affected. The
suffusion of the brain will increase quickly, so we must trephine at once or it
may be too late."
As he was
speaking there was a soft tapping at the door. I went over and opened it and
found in the corridor without, Arthur and Quincey in pajamas and slippers; the
former spoke, "I heard your man call up Dr. Van Helsing and tell him of an
accident. So I woke Quincey or rather called for him as he was not asleep.
Things are moving too quickly and too strangely for sound sleep for any of us
these times. I've been thinking that tomorrow night will not see things as they
have been. We'll have to look back, and forward a little more than we have
done. May we come in?"
I nodded, and
held the door open till they had entered, then I closed it again. When Quincey
saw the attitude and state of the patient, and noted the horrible pool on the
floor, he said softly, "My God! What has happened to him? Poor, poor
devil!"
I told him
briefly, and added that we expected he would recover consciousness after the
operation, for a short time, at all events. He went at once and sat down on the
edge of the bed, with Godalming beside him. We all watched in patience.
"We shall
wait," said Van Helsing, "just long enough to fix the best spot for
trephining, so that we may most quickly and perfectly remove the blood clot,
for it is evident that the haemorrhage is increasing."
The minutes
during which we waited passed with fearful slowness. I had a horrible sinking
in my heart, and from Van Helsing's face I gathered that he felt some fear or
apprehension as to what was to come. I dreaded the words Renfield might speak.
I was positively afraid to think. But the conviction of what was coming was on
me, as I have read of men who have heard the death watch. The poor man's
breathing came in uncertain gasps. Each instant he seemed as though he would
open his eyes and speak, but then would follow a prolonged stertorous breath,
and he would relapse into a more fixed insensibility. Inured as I was to sick
beds and death, this suspense grew and grew upon me. I could almost hear the
beating of my own heart, and the blood surging through my temples sounded like
blows from a hammer. The silence finally became agonizing. I looked at my
companions, one after another, and saw from their flushed faces and damp brows
that they were enduring equal torture. There was a nervous suspense over us
all, as though overhead some dread bell would peal out powerfully when we
should least expect it.
At last there
came a time when it was evident that the patient was sinking fast. He might die
at any moment. I looked up at the Professor and caught his eyes fixed on mine.
His face was sternly set as he spoke, "There is no time to lose. His words
may be worth many lives. I have been thinking so, as I stood here. It may be
there is a soul at stake! We shall operate just above the ear."
Without another
word he made the operation. For a few moments the breathing continued to be stertorous.
Then there came a breath so prolonged that it seemed as though it would tear
open his chest. Suddenly his eyes opened, and became fixed in a wild, helpless
stare. This was continued for a few moments, then it was softened into a glad
surprise, and from his lips came a sigh of relief. He moved convulsively, and
as he did so, said, "I'll be quiet, Doctor. Tell them to take off the
strait waistcoat. I have had a terrible dream, and it has left me so weak that
I cannot move. What's wrong with my face? It feels all swollen, and it smarts
dreadfully."
He tried to turn
his head, but even with the effort his eyes seemed to grow glassy again so I
gently put it back. Then Van Helsing said in a quiet grave tone, "Tell us
your dream, Mr. Renfield."
As he heard the
voice his face brightened, through its mutilation, and he said, "That is
Dr. Van Helsing. How good it is of you to be here. Give me some water, my lips
are dry, and I shall try to tell you. I dreamed…"
He stopped and
seemed fainting. I called quietly to Quincey, "The brandy, it is in my
study, quick!" He flew and returned with a glass, the decanter of brandy
and a carafe of water. We moistened the parched lips, and the patient quickly
revived.
It seemed,
however, that his poor injured brain had been working in the interval, for when
he was quite conscious, he looked at me piercingly with an agonized confusion
which I shall never forget, and said, "I must not deceive myself. It was
no dream, but all a grim reality." Then his eyes roved round the room. As they
caught sight of the two figures sitting patiently on the edge of the bed he
went on, "If I were not sure already, I would know from them."
For an instant
his eyes closed, not with pain or sleep but voluntarily, as though he were
bringing all his faculties to bear. When he opened them he said, hurriedly, and
with more energy than he had yet displayed, "Quick, Doctor, quick, I am
dying! I feel that I have but a few minutes, and then I must go back to death,
or worse! Wet my lips with brandy again. I have something that I must say
before I die. Or before my poor crushed brain dies anyhow. Thank you! It was
that night after you left me, when I implored you to let me go away. I couldn't
speak then, for I felt my tongue was tied. But I was as sane then, except in
that way, as I am now. I was in an agony of despair for a long time after you
left me, it seemed hours. Then there came a sudden peace to me. My brain seemed
to become cool again, and I realized where I was. I heard the dogs bark behind
our house, but not where He was!"
As he spoke, Van
Helsing's eyes never blinked, but his hand came out and met mine and gripped it
hard. He did not, however, betray himself. He nodded slightly and said,
"Go on," in a low voice.
Renfield
proceeded. "He came up to the window in the mist, as I had seen him often
before, but he was solid then, not a ghost, and his eyes were fierce like a
man's when angry. He was laughing with his red mouth, the sharp white teeth
glinted in the moonlight when he turned to look back over the belt of trees, to
where the dogs were barking. I wouldn't ask him to come in at first, though I
knew he wanted to, just as he had wanted all along. Then he began promising me
things, not in words but by doing them."
He was
interrupted by a word from the Professor, "How?"
"By making
them happen. Just as he used to send in the flies when the sun was shining.
Great big fat ones with steel and sapphire on their wings. And big moths, in
the night, with skull and cross-bones on their backs."
Van Helsing
nodded to him as he whispered to me unconsciously, "The Acherontia Atropos
of the Sphinges, what you call the 'Death's-head Moth'?"
The patient went
on without stopping, "Then he began to whisper. 'Rats, rats, rats!
Hundreds, thousands, millions of them, and every one a life. And dogs to eat
them, and cats too. All lives! All red blood, with years of life in it, and not
merely buzzing flies!' I laughed at him, for I wanted to see what he could do.
Then the dogs howled, away beyond the dark trees in His house. He beckoned me
to the window. I got up and looked out, and He raised his hands, and seemed to
call out without using any words. A dark mass spread over the grass, coming on
like the shape of a flame of fire. And then He moved the mist to the right and
left, and I could see that there were thousands of rats with their eyes blazing
red, like His only smaller. He held up his hand, and they all stopped, and I
thought he seemed to be saying, 'All these lives will I give you, ay, and many
more and greater, through countless ages, if you will fall down and worship
me!' And then a red cloud, like the colour of blood, seemed to close over my
eyes, and before I knew what I was doing, I found myself opening the sash and
saying to Him, 'Come in, Lord and Master!' The rats were all gone, but He slid
into the room through the sash, though it was only open an inch wide, just as
the Moon herself has often come in through the tiniest crack and has stood
before me in all her size and splendour."
His voice was
weaker, so I moistened his lips with the brandy again, and he continued, but it
seemed as though his memory had gone on working in the interval for his story
was further advanced. I was about to call him back to the point, but Van
Helsing whispered to me, "Let him go on. Do not interrupt him. He cannot
go back, and maybe could not proceed at all if once he lost the thread of his
thought."
He proceeded,
"All day I waited to hear from him, but he did not send me anything, not
even a blowfly, and when the moon got up I was pretty angry with him. When he
did slide in through the window, though it was shut, and did not even knock, I
got mad with him. He sneered at me, and his white face looked out of the mist
with his red eyes gleaming, and he went on as though he owned the whole place,
and I was no one. He didn't even smell the same as he went by me. I couldn't
hold him. I thought that, somehow, Mrs. Harker had come into the room."
The two men
sitting on the bed stood up and came over, standing behind him so that he could
not see them, but where they could hear better. They were both silent, but the
Professor started and quivered. His face, however, grew grimmer and sterner
still. Renfield went on without noticing, "When Mrs. Harker came in to see
me this afternoon she wasn't the same. It was like tea after the teapot has
been watered." Here we all moved, but no one said a word.
He went on,
"I didn't know that she was here till she spoke, and she didn't look the
same. I don't care for the pale people. I like them with lots of blood in them,
and hers all seemed to have run out. I didn't think of it at the time, but when
she went away I began to think, and it made me mad to know that He had been
taking the life out of her." I could feel that the rest quivered, as I
did; but we remained otherwise still. "So when He came tonight I was ready
for Him. I saw the mist stealing in, and I grabbed it tight. I had heard that
madmen have unnatural strength. And as I knew I was a madman, at times anyhow,
I resolved to use my power. Ay, and He felt it too, for He had to come out of
the mist to struggle with me. I held tight, and I thought I was going to win,
for I didn't mean Him to take any more of her life, till I saw His eyes. They
burned into me, and my strength became like water. He slipped through it, and
when I tried to cling to Him, He raised me up and flung me down. There was a
red cloud before me, and a noise like thunder, and the mist seemed to steal
away under the door."
His voice was
becoming fainter and his breath more stertorous. Van Helsing stood up
instinctively.
"We know
the worst now," he said. "He is here, and we know his purpose. It may
not be too late. Let us be armed, the same as we were the other night, but lose
no time, there is not an instant to spare."
There was no
need to put our fear, nay our conviction, into words, we shared them in common.
We all hurried and took from our rooms the same things that we had when we
entered the Count's house. The Professor had his ready, and as we met in the
corridor he pointed to them significantly as he said, "They never leave
me, and they shall not till this unhappy business is over. Be wise also, my
friends. It is no common enemy that we deal with Alas! Alas! That dear Madam
Mina should suffer!" He stopped, his voice was breaking, and I do not know
if rage or terror predominated in my own heart.
Outside the
Harkers' door we paused. Art and Quincey held back, and the latter said,
"Should we disturb her?"
"We
must," said Van Helsing grimly. "If the door be locked, I shall break
it in."
"May it not
frighten her terribly? It is unusual to break into a lady's room!"
Van Helsing said
solemnly, "You are always right. But this is life and death. All chambers
are alike to the doctor. And even were they not they are all as one to me
tonight. Friend John, when I turn the handle, if the door does not open, do you
put your shoulder down and shove; and you too, my friends. Now!"
He turned the
handle as he spoke, but the door did not yield. We threw ourselves against it.
With a crash it burst open, and we almost fell headlong into the room. The
Professor did actually fall, and I saw across him as he gathered himself up
from hands and knees. What I saw appalled me. I felt my hair rise like bristles
on the back of my neck, and my heart seemed to stand still.
The moonlight
was so bright that through the thick yellow blind the room was light enough to
see. On the bed beside the window lay Jonathan Harker, his face flushed and
breathing heavily as though in a stupor. Kneeling on the near edge of the bed
facing outwards was the white-clad figure of his wife. By her side stood a
tall, thin man, clad in black. His face was turned from us, but the instant we
saw we all recognized the Count, in every way, even to the scar on his
forehead. With his left hand he held both Mrs. Harker's hands, keeping them
away with her arms at full tension. His right hand gripped her by the back of
the neck, forcing her face down on his bosom. Her white nightdress was smeared
with blood, and a thin stream trickled down the man's bare chest which was
shown by his torn-open dress. The attitude of the two had a terrible
resemblance to a child forcing a kitten's nose into a saucer of milk to compel
it to drink. As we burst into the room, the Count turned his face, and the
hellish look that I had heard described seemed to leap into it. His eyes flamed
red with devilish passion. The great nostrils of the white aquiline nose opened
wide and quivered at the edge, and the white sharp teeth, behind the full lips
of the blood dripping mouth, clamped together like those of a wild beast. With
a wrench, which threw his victim back upon the bed as though hurled from a
height, he turned and sprang at us. But by this time the Professor had gained
his feet, and was holding towards him the envelope which contained the Sacred
Wafer. The Count suddenly stopped, just as poor Lucy had done outside the tomb,
and cowered back. Further and further back he cowered, as we, lifting our
crucifixes, advanced. The moonlight suddenly failed, as a great black cloud
sailed across the sky. And when the gaslight sprang up under Quincey's match,
we saw nothing but a faint vapour. This, as we looked, trailed under the door,
which with the recoil from its bursting open, had swung back to its old
position. Van Helsing, Art, and I moved forward to Mrs. Harker, who by this
time had drawn her breath and with it had given a scream so wild, so
ear-piercing, so despairing that it seems to me now that it will ring in my
ears till my dying day. For a few seconds she lay in her helpless attitude and disarray.
Her face was ghastly, with a pallor which was accentuated by the blood which
smeared her lips and cheeks and chin. From her throat trickled a thin stream of
blood. Her eyes were mad with terror. Then she put before her face her poor
crushed hands, which bore on their whiteness the red mark of the Count's
terrible grip, and from behind them came a low desolate wail which made the
terrible scream seem only the quick expression of an endless grief. Van Helsing
stepped forward and drew the coverlet gently over her body, whilst Art, after
looking at her face for an instant despairingly, ran out of the room.
Van Helsing
whispered to me, "Jonathan is in a stupor such as we know the Vampire can
produce. We can do nothing with poor Madam Mina for a few moments till she
recovers herself. I must wake him!"
He dipped the
end of a towel in cold water and with it began to flick him on the face, his
wife all the while holding her face between her hands and sobbing in a way that
was heart breaking to hear. I raised the blind, and looked out of the window.
There was much moonshine, and as I looked I could see Quincey Morris run across
the lawn and hide himself in the shadow of a great yew tree. It puzzled me to
think why he was doing this. But at the instant I heard Harker's quick
exclamation as he woke to partial consciousness, and turned to the bed. On his
face, as there might well be, was a look of wild amazement. He seemed dazed for
a few seconds, and then full consciousness seemed to burst upon him all at
once, and he started up.
His wife was
aroused by the quick movement, and turned to him with her arms stretched out,
as though to embrace him. Instantly, however, she drew them in again, and
putting her elbows together, held her hands before her face, and shuddered till
the bed beneath her shook.
"In God's
name what does this mean?" Harker cried out. "Dr. Seward, Dr. Van
Helsing, what is it? What has happened? What is wrong? Mina, dear what is it?
What does that blood mean? My God, my God! Has it come to this!" And,
raising himself to his knees, he beat his hands wildly together. "Good God
help us! Help her! Oh, help her!"
With a quick
movement he jumped from bed, and began to pull on his clothes, all the man in
him awake at the need for instant exertion. "What has happened? Tell me
all about it!" he cried without pausing. "Dr. Van Helsing, you love
Mina, I know. Oh, do something to save her. It cannot have gone too far yet.
Guard her while I look for him!"
His wife,
through her terror and horror and distress, saw some sure danger to him.
Instantly forgetting her own grief, she seized hold of him and cried out.
"No! No!
Jonathan, you must not leave me. I have suffered enough tonight, God knows,
without the dread of his harming you. You must stay with me. Stay with these
friends who will watch over you!" Her expression became frantic as she
spoke. And, he yielding to her, she pulled him down sitting on the bedside, and
clung to him fiercely.
Van Helsing and
I tried to calm them both. The Professor held up his golden crucifix, and said
with wonderful calmness, "Do not fear, my dear. We are here, and whilst
this is close to you no foul thing can approach. You are safe for tonight, and
we must be calm and take counsel together."
She shuddered
and was silent, holding down her head on her husband's breast. When she raised
it, his white nightrobe was stained with blood where her lips had touched, and
where the thin open wound in the neck had sent forth drops. The instant she saw
it she drew back, with a low wail, and whispered, amidst choking sobs.
"Unclean,
unclean! I must touch him or kiss him no more. Oh, that it should be that it is
I who am now his worst enemy, and whom he may have most cause to fear."
To this he spoke
out resolutely, "Nonsense, Mina. It is a shame to me to hear such a word.
I would not hear it of you. And I shall not hear it from you. May God judge me
by my deserts, and punish me with more bitter suffering than even this hour, if
by any act or will of mine anything ever come between us!"
He put out his
arms and folded her to his breast. And for a while she lay there sobbing. He
looked at us over her bowed head, with eyes that blinked damply above his
quivering nostrils. His mouth was set as steel.
After a while
her sobs became less frequent and more faint, and then he said to me, speaking
with a studied calmness which I felt tried his nervous power to the utmost.
"And now,
Dr. Seward, tell me all about it. Too well I know the broad fact. Tell me all
that has been."
I told him
exactly what had happened and he listened with seeming impassiveness, but his
nostrils twitched and his eyes blazed as I told how the ruthless hands of the
Count had held his wife in that terrible and horrid position, with her mouth to
the open wound in his breast. It interested me, even at that moment, to see
that whilst the face of white set passion worked convulsively over the bowed
head, the hands tenderly and lovingly stroked the ruffled hair. Just as I had
finished, Quincey and Godalming knocked at the door. They entered in obedience
to our summons. Van Helsing looked at me questioningly. I understood him to
mean if we were to take advantage of their coming to divert if possible the
thoughts of the unhappy husband and wife from each other and from themselves.
So on nodding acquiescence to him he asked them what they had seen or done. To
which Lord Godalming answered.
"I could
not see him anywhere in the passage, or in any of our rooms. I looked in the
study but, though he had been there, he had gone. He had, however…" He
stopped suddenly, looking at the poor drooping figure on the bed.
Van Helsing said
gravely, "Go on, friend Arthur. We want here no more concealments. Our
hope now is in knowing all. Tell freely!"
So Art went on,
"He had been there, and though it could only have been for a few seconds,
he made rare hay of the place. All the manuscript had been burned, and the blue
flames were flickering amongst the white ashes. The cylinders of your
phonograph too were thrown on the fire, and the wax had helped the
flames."
Here I interrupted.
"Thank God there is the other copy in the safe!"
His face lit for
a moment, but fell again as he went on. "I ran downstairs then, but could
see no sign of him. I looked into Renfield's room, but there was no trace there
except…" Again he paused.
"Go on,"
said Harker hoarsely. So he bowed his head and moistening his lips with his
tongue, added, "except that the poor fellow is dead."
Mrs. Harker
raised her head, looking from one to the other of us she said solemnly,
"God's will be done!"
I could not but
feel that Art was keeping back something. But, as I took it that it was with a
purpose, I said nothing.
Van Helsing
turned to Morris and asked, "And you, friend Quincey, have you any to
tell?"
"A
little," he answered. "It may be much eventually, but at present I
can't say. I thought it well to know if possible where the Count would go when
he left the house. I did not see him, but I saw a bat rise from Renfield's
window, and flap westward. I expected to see him in some shape go back to
Carfax, but he evidently sought some other lair. He will not be back tonight,
for the sky is reddening in the east, and the dawn is close. We must work
tomorrow!"
He said the
latter words through his shut teeth. For a space of perhaps a couple of minutes
there was silence, and I could fancy that I could hear the sound of our hearts
beating.
Then Van Helsing
said, placing his hand tenderly on Mrs. Harker's head, "And now, Madam
Mina, poor dear, dear, Madam Mina, tell us exactly what happened. God knows
that I do not want that you be pained, but it is need that we know all. For now
more than ever has all work to be done quick and sharp, and in deadly earnest.
The day is close to us that must end all, if it may be so, and now is the
chance that we may live and learn."
The poor dear
lady shivered, and I could see the tension of her nerves as she clasped her
husband closer to her and bent her head lower and lower still on his breast.
Then she raised her head proudly, and held out one hand to Van Helsing who took
it in his, and after stooping and kissing it reverently, held it fast. The
other hand was locked in that of her husband, who held his other arm thrown
round her protectingly. After a pause in which she was evidently ordering her
thoughts, she began.
"I took the
sleeping draught which you had so kindly given me, but for a long time it did
not act. I seemed to become more wakeful, and myriads of horrible fancies began
to crowd in upon my mind. All of them connected with death, and vampires, with
blood, and pain, and trouble." Her husband involuntarily groaned as she
turned to him and said lovingly, "Do not fret, dear. You must be brave and
strong, and help me through the horrible task. If you only knew what an effort
it is to me to tell of this fearful thing at all, you would understand how much
I need your help. Well, I saw I must try to help the medicine to its work with
my will, if it was to do me any good, so I resolutely set myself to sleep. Sure
enough sleep must soon have come to me, for I remember no more. Jonathan coming
in had not waked me, for he lay by my side when next I remember. There was in
the room the same thin white mist that I had before noticed. But I forget now
if you know of this. You will find it in my diary which I shall show you later.
I felt the same vague terror which had come to me before and the same sense of
some presence. I turned to wake Jonathan, but found that he slept so soundly
that it seemed as if it was he who had taken the sleeping draught, and not I. I
tried, but I could not wake him. This caused me a great fear, and I looked
around terrified. Then indeed, my heart sank within me. Beside the bed, as if
he had stepped out of the mist, or rather as if the mist had turned into his
figure, for it had entirely disappeared, stood a tall, thin man, all in black.
I knew him at once from the description of the others. The waxen face, the high
aquiline nose, on which the light fell in a thin white line, the parted red
lips, with the sharp white teeth showing between, and the red eyes that I had
seemed to see in the sunset on the windows of St. Mary's Church at Whitby. I
knew, too, the red scar on his forehead where Jonathan had struck him. For an
instant my heart stood still, and I would have screamed out, only that I was
paralyzed. In the pause he spoke in a sort of keen, cutting whisper, pointing
as he spoke to Jonathan.
"'Silence!
If you make a sound I shall take him and dash his brains out before your very
eyes.' I was appalled and was too bewildered to do or say anything. With a
mocking smile, he placed one hand upon my shoulder and, holding me tight, bared
my throat with the other, saying as he did so, 'First, a little refreshment to
reward my exertions. You may as well be quiet. It is not the first time, or the
second, that your veins have appeased my thirst!' I was bewildered, and
strangely enough, I did not want to hinder him. I suppose it is a part of the
horrible curse that such is, when his touch is on his victim. And oh, my God,
my God, pity me! He placed his reeking lips upon my throat!" Her husband
groaned again. She clasped his hand harder, and looked at him pityingly, as if
he were the injured one, and went on.
"I felt my
strength fading away, and I was in a half swoon. How long this horrible thing
lasted I know not, but it seemed that a long time must have passed before he
took his foul, awful, sneering mouth away. I saw it drip with the fresh
blood!" The remembrance seemed for a while to overpower her, and she
drooped and would have sunk down but for her husband's sustaining arm. With a
great effort she recovered herself and went on.
"Then he
spoke to me mockingly, 'And so you, like the others, would play your brains
against mine. You would help these men to hunt me and frustrate me in my
design! You know now, and they know in part already, and will know in full
before long, what it is to cross my path. They should have kept their energies
for use closer to home. Whilst they played wits against me, against me who
commanded nations, and intrigued for them, and fought for them, hundreds of
years before they were born, I was countermining them. And you, their best
beloved one, are now to me, flesh of my flesh, blood of my blood, kin of my
kin, my bountiful wine-press for a while, and shall be later on my companion
and my helper. You shall be avenged in turn, for not one of them but shall
minister to your needs. But as yet you are to be punished for what you have
done. You have aided in thwarting me. Now you shall come to my call. When my
brain says "Come!" to you, you shall cross land or sea to do my
bidding. And to that end this!'
"With that
he pulled open his shirt, and with his long sharp nails opened a vein in his
breast. When the blood began to spurt out, he took my hands in one of his,
holding them tight, and with the other seized my neck and pressed my mouth to
the wound, so that I must either suffocate or swallow some to the… Oh, my God!
My God! What have I done? What have I done to deserve such a fate, I who have
tried to walk in meekness and righteousness all my days. God pity me! Look down
on a poor soul in worse than mortal peril. And in mercy pity those to whom she
is dear!" Then she began to rub her lips as though to cleanse them from
pollution.
As she was
telling her terrible story, the eastern sky began to quicken, and everything
became more and more clear. Harker was still and quiet; but over his face, as
the awful narrative went on, came a grey look which deepened and deepened in
the morning light, till when the first red streak of the coming dawn shot up,
the flesh stood darkly out against the whitening hair.
We have arranged
that one of us is to stay within call of the unhappy pair till we can meet
together and arrange about taking action.
Of this I am
sure. The sun rises today on no more miserable house in all the great round of
its daily course.
3 October.--As I
must do something or go mad, I write this diary. It is now six o'clock, and we
are to meet in the study in half an hour and take something to eat, for Dr. Van
Helsing and Dr. Seward are agreed that if we do not eat we cannot work our
best. Our best will be, God knows, required today. I must keep writing at every
chance, for I dare not stop to think. All, big and little, must go down.
Perhaps at the end the little things may teach us most. The teaching, big or
little, could not have landed Mina or me anywhere worse than we are today.
However, we must trust and hope. Poor Mina told me just now, with the tears
running down her dear cheeks, that it is in trouble and trial that our faith is
tested. That we must keep on trusting, and that God will aid us up to the end.
The end! Oh my God! What end?… To work! To work!
When Dr. Van
Helsing and Dr. Seward had come back from seeing poor Renfield, we went gravely
into what was to be done. First, Dr. Seward told us that when he and Dr. Van
Helsing had gone down to the room below they had found Renfield lying on the
floor, all in a heap. His face was all bruised and crushed in, and the bones of
the neck were broken.
Dr. Seward asked
the attendant who was on duty in the passage if he had heard anything. He said
that he had been sitting down, he confessed to half dozing, when he heard loud
voices in the room, and then Renfield had called out loudly several times,
"God! God! God!" After that there was a sound of falling, and when he
entered the room he found him lying on the floor, face down, just as the
doctors had seen him. Van Helsing asked if he had heard "voices" or
"a voice," and he said he could not say. That at first it had seemed
to him as if there were two, but as there was no one in the room it could have
been only one. He could swear to it, if required, that the word "God"
was spoken by the patient.
Dr. Seward said
to us, when we were alone, that he did not wish to go into the matter. The
question of an inquest had to be considered, and it would never do to put
forward the truth, as no one would believe it. As it was, he thought that on
the attendant's evidence he could give a certificate of death by misadventure
in falling from bed. In case the coroner should demand it, there would be a
formal inquest, necessarily to the same result.
When the
question began to be discussed as to what should be our next step, the very
first thing we decided was that Mina should be in full confidence. That nothing
of any sort, no matter how painful, should be kept from her. She herself agreed
as to its wisdom, and it was pitiful to see her so brave and yet so sorrowful,
and in such a depth of despair.
"There must
be no concealment," she said. "Alas! We have had too much already.
And besides there is nothing in all the world that can give me more pain than I
have already endured, than I suffer now! Whatever may happen, it must be of new
hope or of new courage to me!"
Van Helsing was
looking at her fixedly as she spoke, and said, suddenly but quietly, "But
dear Madam Mina, are you not afraid. Not for yourself, but for others from
yourself, after what has happened?"
Her face grew
set in its lines, but her eyes shone with the devotion of a martyr as she
answered, "Ah no! For my mind is made up!"
"To
what?" he asked gently, whilst we were all very still, for each in our own
way we had a sort of vague idea of what she meant.
Her answer came
with direct simplicity, as though she was simply stating a fact, "Because
if I find in myself, and I shall watch keenly for it, a sign of harm to any
that I love, I shall die!"
"You would
not kill yourself?" he asked, hoarsely.
"I would.
If there were no friend who loved me, who would save me such a pain, and so
desperate an effort!" She looked at him meaningly as she spoke.
He was sitting
down, but now he rose and came close to her and put his hand on her head as he
said solemnly. "My child, there is such an one if it were for your good.
For myself I could hold it in my account with God to find such an euthanasia
for you, even at this moment if it were best. Nay, were it safe! But my
child…"
For a moment he
seemed choked, and a great sob rose in his throat. He gulped it down and went
on, "There are here some who would stand between you and death. You must
not die. You must not die by any hand, but least of all your own. Until the
other, who has fouled your sweet life, is true dead you must not die. For if he
is still with the quick Undead, your death would make you even as he is. No,
you must live! You must struggle and strive to live, though death would seem a
boon unspeakable. You must fight Death himself, though he come to you in pain
or in joy. By the day, or the night, in safety or in peril! On your living soul
I charge you that you do not die. Nay, nor think of death, till this great evil
be past."
The poor dear
grew white as death, and shook and shivered, as I have seen a quicksand shake
and shiver at the incoming of the tide. We were all silent. We could do
nothing. At length she grew more calm and turning to him said sweetly, but oh
so sorrowfully, as she held out her hand, "I promise you, my dear friend,
that if God will let me live, I shall strive to do so. Till, if it may be in
His good time, this horror may have passed away from me."
She was so good
and brave that we all felt that our hearts were strengthened to work and endure
for her, and we began to discuss what we were to do. I told her that she was to
have all the papers in the safe, and all the papers or diaries and phonographs we
might hereafter use, and was to keep the record as she had done before. She was
pleased with the prospect of anything to do, if "pleased" could be
used in connection with so grim an interest.
As usual Van
Helsing had thought ahead of everyone else, and was prepared with an exact
ordering of our work.
"It is
perhaps well," he said, "that at our meeting after our visit to
Carfax we decided not to do anything with the earth boxes that lay there. Had
we done so, the Count must have guessed our purpose, and would doubtless have
taken measures in advance to frustrate such an effort with regard to the
others. But now he does not know our intentions. Nay, more, in all probability,
he does not know that such a power exists to us as can sterilize his lairs, so
that he cannot use them as of old.
"We are now
so much further advanced in our knowledge as to their disposition that, when we
have examined the house in Piccadilly, we may track the very last of them.
Today then, is ours, and in it rests our hope. The sun that rose on our sorrow
this morning guards us in its course. Until it sets tonight, that monster must
retain whatever form he now has. He is confined within the limitations of his
earthly envelope. He cannot melt into thin air nor disappear through cracks or
chinks or crannies. If he go through a doorway, he must open the door like a
mortal. And so we have this day to hunt out all his lairs and sterilize them.
So we shall, if we have not yet catch him and destroy him, drive him to bay in
some place where the catching and the destroying shall be, in time, sure."
Here I started
up for I could not contain myself at the thought that the minutes and seconds
so preciously laden with Mina's life and happiness were flying from us, since
whilst we talked action was impossible. But Van Helsing held up his hand
warningly.
"Nay,
friend Jonathan," he said, "in this, the quickest way home is the
longest way, so your proverb say. We shall all act and act with desperate
quick, when the time has come. But think, in all probable the key of the
situation is in that house in Piccadilly. The Count may have many houses which
he has bought. Of them he will have deeds of purchase, keys and other things.
He will have paper that he write on. He will have his book of cheques. There
are many belongings that he must have somewhere. Why not in this place so
central, so quiet, where he come and go by the front or the back at all hours,
when in the very vast of the traffic there is none to notice. We shall go there
and search that house. And when we learn what it holds, then we do what our
friend Arthur call, in his phrases of hunt 'stop the earths' and so we run down
our old fox, so? Is it not?"
"Then let
us come at once," I cried, "we are wasting the precious, precious
time!"
The Professor
did not move, but simply said, "And how are we to get into that house in
Piccadilly?"
"Any
way!" I cried. "We shall break in if need be."
"And your
police? Where will they be, and what will they say?"
I was staggered,
but I knew that if he wished to delay he had a good reason for it. So I said,
as quietly as I could, "Don't wait more than need be. You know, I am sure,
what torture I am in."
"Ah, my
child, that I do. And indeed there is no wish of me to add to your anguish. But
just think, what can we do, until all the world be at movement. Then will come
our time. I have thought and thought, and it seems to me that the simplest way
is the best of all. Now we wish to get into the house, but we have no key. Is
it not so?" I nodded.
"Now
suppose that you were, in truth, the owner of that house, and could not still
get in. And think there was to you no conscience of the housebreaker, what
would you do?"
"I should
get a respectable locksmith, and set him to work to pick the lock for me."
"And your
police, they would interfere, would they not?"
"Oh no! Not
if they knew the man was properly employed."
"Then,"
he looked at me as keenly as he spoke, "all that is in doubt is the
conscience of the employer, and the belief of your policemen as to whether or
not that employer has a good conscience or a bad one. Your police must indeed
be zealous men and clever, oh so clever, in reading the heart, that they
trouble themselves in such matter. No, no, my friend Jonathan, you go take the
lock off a hundred empty houses in this your London, or of any city in the
world, and if you do it as such things are rightly done, and at the time such
things are rightly done, no one will interfere. I have read of a gentleman who
owned a so fine house in London, and when he
went for months of summer to Switzerland
and lock up his house, some burglar come and broke window at back and got in.
Then he went and made open the shutters in front and walk out and in through
the door, before the very eyes of the police. Then he have an auction in that
house, and advertise it, and put up big notice. And when the day come he sell
off by a great auctioneer all the goods of that other man who own them. Then he
go to a builder, and he sell him that house, making an agreement that he pull
it down and take all away within a certain time. And your police and other
authority help him all they can. And when that owner come back from his holiday
in Switzerland
he find only an empty hole where his house had been. This was all done en
regle, and in our work we shall be en regle too. We shall not go so early that
the policemen who have then little to think of, shall deem it strange. But we
shall go after ten o'clock, when there are many about, and such things would be
done were we indeed owners of the house."
I could not but
see how right he was and the terrible despair of Mina's face became relaxed in
thought. There was hope in such good counsel.
Van Helsing went
on, "When once within that house we may find more clues. At any rate some
of us can remain there whilst the rest find the other places where there be
more earth boxes, at Bermondsey and Mile End."
Lord Godalming
stood up. "I can be of some use here," he said. "I shall wire to
my people to have horses and carriages where they will be most
convenient."
"Look here,
old fellow," said Morris, "it is a capital idea to have all ready in
case we want to go horse backing, but don't you think that one of your snappy
carriages with its heraldic adornments in a byway of Walworth or Mile End would
attract too much attention for our purpose? It seems to me that we ought to
take cabs when we go south or east. And even leave them somewhere near the
neighbourhood we are going to."
"Friend
Quincey is right!" said the Professor. "His head is what you call in
plane with the horizon. It is a difficult thing that we go to do, and we do not
want no peoples to watch us if so it may."
Mina took a
growing interest in everything and I was rejoiced to see that the exigency of
affairs was helping her to forget for a time the terrible experience of the
night. She was very, very pale, almost ghastly, and so thin that her lips were
drawn away, showing her teeth in somewhat of prominence. I did not mention this
last, lest it should give her needless pain, but it made my blood run cold in
my veins to think of what had occurred with poor Lucy when the Count had sucked
her blood. As yet there was no sign of the teeth growing sharper, but the time
as yet was short, and there was time for fear.
When we came to
the discussion of the sequence of our efforts and of the disposition of our
forces, there were new sources of doubt. It was finally agreed that before
starting for Piccadilly we should destroy the Count's lair close at hand. In
case he should find it out too soon, we should thus be still ahead of him in our
work of destruction. And his presence in his purely material shape, and at his
weakest, might give us some new clue.
As to the
disposal of forces, it was suggested by the Professor that, after our visit to
Carfax, we should all enter the house in Piccadilly. That the two doctors and I
should remain there, whilst Lord Godalming and Quincey found the lairs at
Walworth and Mile End and destroyed them. It was possible, if not likely, the
Professor urged, that the Count might appear in Piccadilly during the day, and
that if so we might be able to cope with him then and there. At any rate, we
might be able to follow him in force. To this plan I strenuously objected, and
so far as my going was concerned, for I said that I intended to stay and
protect Mina. I thought that my mind was made up on the subject, but Mina would
not listen to my objection. She said that there might be some law matter in
which I could be useful. That amongst the Count's papers might be some clue
which I could understand out of my experience in Transylvania.
And that, as it was, all the strength we could muster was required to cope with
the Count's extraordinary power. I had to give in, for Mina's resolution was
fixed. She said that it was the last hope for her that we should all work together.
"As for
me," she said, "I have no fear. Things have been as bad as they can
be. And whatever may happen must have in it some element of hope or comfort.
Go, my husband! God can, if He wishes it, guard me as well alone as with any
one present."
So I started up
crying out, "Then in God's name let us come at once, for we are losing
time. The Count may come to Piccadilly earlier than we think."
"Not
so!" said Van Helsing, holding up his hand.
"But
why?" I asked.
"Do you
forget," he said, with actually a smile, "that last night he
banqueted heavily, and will sleep late?"
Did I forget!
Shall I ever… can I ever! Can any of us ever forget that terrible scene! Mina
struggled hard to keep her brave countenance, but the pain overmastered her and
she put her hands before her face, and shuddered whilst she moaned. Van Helsing
had not intended to recall her frightful experience. He had simply lost sight
of her and her part in the affair in his intellectual effort.
When it struck
him what he said, he was horrified at his thoughtlessness and tried to comfort
her.
"Oh, Madam
Mina," he said, "dear, dear, Madam Mina, alas! That I of all who so
reverence you should have said anything so forgetful. These stupid old lips of
mine and this stupid old head do not deserve so, but you will forget it, will
you not?" He bent low beside her as he spoke.
She took his
hand, and looking at him through her tears, said hoarsely, "No, I shall
not forget, for it is well that I remember. And with it I have so much in
memory of you that is sweet, that I take it all together. Now, you must all be
going soon. Breakfast is ready, and we must all eat that we may be
strong."
Breakfast was a
strange meal to us all. We tried to be cheerful and encourage each other, and
Mina was the brightest and most cheerful of us. When it was over, Van Helsing
stood up and said, "Now, my dear friends, we go forth to our terrible
enterprise. Are we all armed, as we were on that night when first we visited
our enemy's lair. Armed against ghostly as well as carnal attack?"
We all assured
him.
"Then it is
well. Now, Madam Mina, you are in any case quite safe here until the sunset.
And before then we shall return… if… We shall return! But before we go let me
see you armed against personal attack. I have myself, since you came down,
prepared your chamber by the placing of things of which we know, so that He may
not enter. Now let me guard yourself. On your forehead I touch this piece of
Sacred Wafer in the name of the Father, the Son, and…"
There was a
fearful scream which almost froze our hearts to hear. As he had placed the
Wafer on Mina's forehead, it had seared it… had burned into the flesh as though
it had been a piece of white-hot metal. My poor darling's brain had told her
the significance of the fact as quickly as her nerves received the pain of it,
and the two so overwhelmed her that her overwrought nature had its voice in
that dreadful scream.
But the words to
her thought came quickly. The echo of the scream had not ceased to ring on the
air when there came the reaction, and she sank on her knees on the floor in an
agony of abasement. Pulling her beautiful hair over her face, as the leper of
old his mantle, she wailed out.
"Unclean!
Unclean! Even the Almighty shuns my polluted flesh! I must bear this mark of
shame upon my forehead until the Judgement Day."
They all paused.
I had thrown myself beside her in an agony of helpless grief, and putting my
arms around held her tight. For a few minutes our sorrowful hearts beat
together, whilst the friends around us turned away their eyes that ran tears
silently. Then Van Helsing turned and said gravely. So gravely that I could not
help feeling that he was in some way inspired, and was stating things outside
himself.
"It may be
that you may have to bear that mark till God himself see fit, as He most surely
shall, on the Judgement Day, to redress all wrongs of the earth and of His
children that He has placed thereon. And oh, Madam Mina, my dear, my dear, may
we who love you be there to see, when that red scar, the sign of God's knowledge
of what has been, shall pass away, and leave your forehead as pure as the heart
we know. For so surely as we live, that scar shall pass away when God sees
right to lift the burden that is hard upon us. Till then we bear our Cross, as
His Son did in obedience to His Will. It may be that we are chosen instruments
of His good pleasure, and that we ascend to His bidding as that other through
stripes and shame. Through tears and blood. Through doubts and fear, and all
that makes the difference between God and man."
There was hope
in his words, and comfort. And they made for resignation. Mina and I both felt
so, and simultaneously we each took one of the old man's hands and bent over
and kissed it. Then without a word we all knelt down together, and all holding
hands, swore to be true to each other. We men pledged ourselves to raise the
veil of sorrow from the head of her whom, each in his own way, we loved. And we
prayed for help and guidance in the terrible task which lay before us. It was
then time to start. So I said farewell to Mina, a parting which neither of us
shall forget to our dying day, and we set out.
To one thing I
have made up my mind. If we find out that Mina must be a vampire in the end,
then she shall not go into that unknown and terrible land alone. I suppose it
is thus that in old times one vampire meant many. Just as their hideous bodies
could only rest in sacred earth, so the holiest love was the recruiting
sergeant for their ghastly ranks.
We entered
Carfax without trouble and found all things the same as on the first occasion.
It was hard to believe that amongst so prosaic surroundings of neglect and dust
and decay there was any ground for such fear as already we knew. Had not our
minds been made up, and had there not been terrible memories to spur us on, we
could hardly have proceeded with our task. We found no papers, or any sign of
use in the house. And in the old chapel the great boxes looked just as we had
seen them last.
Dr. Van Helsing
said to us solemnly as we stood before him, "And now, my friends, we have
a duty here to do. We must sterilize this earth, so sacred of holy memories,
that he has brought from a far distant land for such fell use. He has chosen
this earth because it has been holy. Thus we defeat him with his own weapon,
for we make it more holy still. It was sanctified to such use of man, now we
sanctify it to God."
As he spoke he
took from his bag a screwdriver and a wrench, and very soon the top of one of
the cases was thrown open. The earth smelled musty and close, but we did not
somehow seem to mind, for our attention was concentrated on the Professor.
Taking from his box a piece of the Sacred Wafer he laid it reverently on the
earth, and then shutting down the lid began to screw it home, we aiding him as
he worked.
One by one we
treated in the same way each of the great boxes, and left them as we had found
them to all appearance. But in each was a portion of the Host. When we closed
the door behind us, the Professor said solemnly, "So much is already done.
It may be that with all the others we can be so successful, then the sunset of
this evening may shine of Madam Mina's forehead all white as ivory and with no
stain!"
As we passed
across the lawn on our way to the station to catch our train we could see the
front of the asylum. I looked eagerly, and in the window of my own room saw
Mina. I waved my hand to her, and nodded to tell that our work there was
successfully accomplished. She nodded in reply to show that she understood. The
last I saw, she was waving her hand in farewell. It was with a heavy heart that
we sought the station and just caught the train, which was steaming in as we
reached the platform. I have written this in the train.
Piccadilly,
12:30 o'clock.--Just before we reached Fenchurch Street Lord Godalming said to
me, "Quincey and I will find a locksmith. You had better not come with us
in case there should be any difficulty. For under the circumstances it wouldn't
seem so bad for us to break into an empty house. But you are a solicitor and
the Incorporated Law Society might tell you that you should have known
better."
I demurred as to
my not sharing any danger even of odium, but he went on, "Besides, it will
attract less attention if there are not too many of us. My title will make it
all right with the locksmith, and with any policeman that may come along. You
had better go with Jack and the Professor and stay in the Green Park.
Somewhere in sight of the house, and when you see the door opened and the smith
has gone away, do you all come across. We shall be on the lookout for you, and
shall let you in."
"The advice
is good!" said Van Helsing, so we said no more. Godalming and Morris
hurried off in a cab, we following in another. At the corner of Arlington Street
our contingent got out and strolled into the Green Park.
My heart beat as I saw the house on which so much of our hope was centred,
looming up grim and silent in its deserted condition amongst its more lively
and spruce-looking neighbours. We sat down on a bench within good view, and
began to smoke cigars so as to attract as little attention as possible. The
minutes seemed to pass with leaden feet as we waited for the coming of the
others.
At length we saw
a four-wheeler drive up. Out of it, in leisurely fashion, got Lord Godalming
and Morris. And down from the box descended a thick-set working man with his
rush-woven basket of tools. Morris paid the cabman, who touched his hat and
drove away. Together the two ascended the steps, and Lord Godalming pointed out
what he wanted done. The workman took off his coat leisurely and hung it on one
of the spikes of the rail, saying something to a policeman who just then
sauntered along. The policeman nodded acquiescence, and the man kneeling down
placed his bag beside him. After searching through it, he took out a selection
of tools which he proceeded to lay beside him in orderly fashion. Then he stood
up, looked in the keyhole, blew into it, and turning to his employers, made
some remark. Lord Godalming smiled, and the man lifted a good sized bunch of
keys. Selecting one of them, he began to probe the lock, as if feeling his way
with it. After fumbling about for a bit he tried a second, and then a third.
All at once the door opened under a slight push from him, and he and the two
others entered the hall. We sat still. My own cigar burnt furiously, but Van
Helsing's went cold altogether. We waited patiently as we saw the workman come
out and bring his bag. Then he held the door partly open, steadying it with his
knees, whilst he fitted a key to the lock. This he finally handed to Lord
Godalming, who took out his purse and gave him something. The man touched his
hat, took his bag, put on his coat and departed. Not a soul took the slightest
notice of the whole transaction.
When the man had
fairly gone, we three crossed the street and knocked at the door. It was
immediately opened by Quincey Morris, beside whom stood Lord Godalming lighting
a cigar.
"The place
smells so vilely," said the latter as we came in. It did indeed smell
vilely. Like the old chapel at Carfax. And with our previous experience it was
plain to us that the Count had been using the place pretty freely. We moved to
explore the house, all keeping together in case of attack, for we knew we had a
strong and wily enemy to deal with, and as yet we did not know whether the
Count might not be in the house.
In the dining
room, which lay at the back of the hall, we found eight boxes of earth. Eight
boxes only out of the nine which we sought! Our work was not over, and would
never be until we should have found the missing box.
First we opened
the shutters of the window which looked out across a narrow stone flagged yard
at the blank face of a stable, pointed to look like the front of a miniature
house. There were no windows in it, so we were not afraid of being overlooked.
We did not lose any time in examining the chests. With the tools which we had
brought with us we opened them, one by one, and treated them as we had treated
those others in the old chapel. It was evident to us that the Count was not at
present in the house, and we proceeded to search for any of his effects.
After a cursory
glance at the rest of the rooms, from basement to attic, we came to the
conclusion that the dining room contained any effects which might belong to the
Count. And so we proceeded to minutely examine them. They lay in a sort of
orderly disorder on the great dining room table.
There were title
deeds of the Piccadilly house in a great bundle, deeds of the purchase of the
houses at Mile End and Bermondsey, notepaper, envelopes, and pens and ink. All
were covered up in thin wrapping paper to keep them from the dust. There were
also a clothes brush, a brush and comb, and a jug and basin. The latter
containing dirty water which was reddened as if with blood. Last of all was a
little heap of keys of all sorts and sizes, probably those belonging to the
other houses.
When we had
examined this last find, Lord Godalming and Quincey Morris taking accurate
notes of the various addresses of the houses in the East and the South, took
with them the keys in a great bunch, and set out to destroy the boxes in these
places. The rest of us are, with what patience we can, waiting their return, or
the coming of the Count.
3 October.--The
time seemed terribly long whilst we were waiting for the coming of Godalming
and Quincey Morris. The Professor tried to keep our minds active by using them
all the time. I could see his beneficent purpose, by the side glances which he
threw from time to time at Harker. The poor fellow is overwhelmed in a misery
that is appalling to see. Last night he was a frank, happy-looking man, with
strong, youthful face, full of energy, and with dark brown hair. Today he is a
drawn, haggard old man, whose white hair matches well with the hollow burning eyes
and grief-written lines of his face. His energy is still intact. In fact, he is
like a living flame. This may yet be his salvation, for if all go well, it will
tide him over the despairing period. He will then, in a kind of way, wake again
to the realities of life. Poor fellow, I thought my own trouble was bad enough,
but his… !
The Professor
knows this well enough, and is doing his best to keep his mind active. What he
has been saying was, under the circumstances, of absorbing interest. So well as
I can remember, here it is:
"I have
studied, over and over again since they came into my hands, all the papers
relating to this monster, and the more I have studied, the greater seems the
necessity to utterly stamp him out. All through there are signs of his advance.
Not only of his power, but of his knowledge of it. As I learned from the
researches of my friend Arminius of Buda-Pesth, he was in life a most wonderful
man. Soldier, statesman, and alchemist--which latter was the highest
development of the science knowledge of his time. He had a mighty brain, a
learning beyond compare, and a heart that knew no fear and no remorse. He dared
even to attend the Scholomance, and there was no branch of knowledge of his
time that he did not essay.
"Well, in
him the brain powers survived the physical death. Though it would seem that
memory was not all complete. In some faculties of mind he has been, and is,
only a child. But he is growing, and some things that were childish at the
first are now of man's stature. He is experimenting, and doing it well. And if
it had not been that we have crossed his path he would be yet, he may be yet if
we fail, the father or furtherer of a new order of beings, whose road must lead
through Death, not Life."
Harker groaned
and said, "And this is all arrayed against my darling! But how is he
experimenting? The knowledge may help us to defeat him!"
"He has all
along, since his coming, been trying his power, slowly but surely. That big
child-brain of his is working. Well for us, it is as yet a child-brain. For had
he dared, at the first, to attempt certain things he would long ago have been
beyond our power. However, he means to succeed, and a man who has centuries
before him can afford to wait and to go slow. Festina lente may well be his motto."
"I fail to
understand," said Harker wearily. "Oh, do be more plain to me!
Perhaps grief and trouble are dulling my brain."
The Professor
laid his hand tenderly on his shoulder as he spoke, "Ah, my child, I will
be plain. Do you not see how, of late, this monster has been creeping into
knowledge experimentally. How he has been making use of the zoophagous patient
to effect his entry into friend John's home. For your Vampire, though in all
afterwards he can come when and how he will, must at the first make entry only
when asked thereto by an inmate. But these are not his most important
experiments. Do we not see how at the first all these so great boxes were moved
by others. He knew not then but that must be so. But all the time that so great
child-brain of his was growing, and he began to consider whether he might not
himself move the box. So he began to help. And then, when he found that this be
all right, he try to move them all alone. And so he progress, and he scatter
these graves of him. And none but he know where they are hidden.
"He may
have intend to bury them deep in the ground. So that only he use them in the
night, or at such time as he can change his form, they do him equal well, and
none may know these are his hiding place! But, my child, do not despair, this
knowledge came to him just too late! Already all of his lairs but one be
sterilize as for him. And before the sunset this shall be so. Then he have no
place where he can move and hide. I delayed this morning that so we might be
sure. Is there not more at stake for us than for him? Then why not be more
careful than him? By my clock it is one hour and already, if all be well,
friend Arthur and Quincey are on their way to us. Today is our day, and we must
go sure, if slow, and lose no chance. See! There are five of us when those
absent ones return."
Whilst we were
speaking we were startled by a knock at the hall door, the double postman's
knock of the telegraph boy. We all moved out to the hall with one impulse, and
Van Helsing, holding up his hand to us to keep silence, stepped to the door and
opened it. The boy handed in a dispatch. The Professor closed the door again,
and after looking at the direction, opened it and read aloud.
"Look out
for D. He has just now, 12:45, come from Carfax hurriedly and hastened towards
the South. He seems to be going the round and may want to see you: Mina."
There was a
pause, broken by Jonathan Harker's voice, "Now, God be thanked, we shall
soon meet!"
Van Helsing
turned to him quickly and said, "God will act in His own way and time. Do
not fear, and do not rejoice as yet. For what we wish for at the moment may be
our own undoings."
"I care for
nothing now," he answered hotly, "except to wipe out this brute from
the face of creation. I would sell my soul to do it!"
"Oh, hush,
hush, my child!" said Van Helsing. "God does not purchase souls in
this wise, and the Devil, though he may purchase, does not keep faith. But God
is merciful and just, and knows your pain and your devotion to that dear Madam
Mina. Think you, how her pain would be doubled, did she but hear your wild
words. Do not fear any of us, we are all devoted to this cause, and today shall
see the end. The time is coming for action. Today this Vampire is limit to the
powers of man, and till sunset he may not change. It will take him time to
arrive here, see it is twenty minutes past one, and there are yet some times
before he can hither come, be he never so quick. What we must hope for is that
my Lord Arthur and Quincey arrive first."
About half an
hour after we had received Mrs. Harker's telegram, there came a quiet, resolute
knock at the hall door. It was just an ordinary knock, such as is given hourly
by thousands of gentlemen, but it made the Professor's heart and mine beat
loudly. We looked at each other, and together moved out into the hall. We each
held ready to use our various armaments, the spiritual in the left hand, the
mortal in the right. Van Helsing pulled back the latch, and holding the door
half open, stood back, having both hands ready for action. The gladness of our
hearts must have shown upon our faces when on the step, close to the door, we
saw Lord Godalming and Quincey Morris. They came quickly in and closed the door
behind them, the former saying, as they moved along the hall:
"It is all
right. We found both places. Six boxes in each and we destroyed them all."
"Destroyed?"
asked the Professor.
"For
him!" We were silent for a minute, and then Quincey said, "There's
nothing to do but to wait here. If, however, he doesn't turn up by five o'clock,
we must start off. For it won't do to leave Mrs. Harker alone after
sunset."
"He will be
here before long now," said Van Helsing, who had been consulting his
pocketbook. "Nota bene, in Madam's telegram he went south from Carfax.
That means he went to cross the river, and he could only do so at slack of
tide, which should be something before one o'clock. That he went south has a
meaning for us. He is as yet only suspicious, and he went from Carfax first to
the place where he would suspect interference least. You must have been at
Bermondsey only a short time before him. That he is not here already shows that
he went to Mile End next. This took him some time, for he would then have to be
carried over the river in some way. Believe me, my friends, we shall not have
long to wait now. We should have ready some plan of attack, so that we may
throw away no chance. Hush, there is no time now. Have all your arms! Be
ready!" He held up a warning hand as he spoke, for we all could hear a key
softly inserted in the lock of the hall door.
I could not but
admire, even at such a moment, the way in which a dominant spirit asserted
itself. In all our hunting parties and adventures in different parts of the
world, Quincey Morris had always been the one to arrange the plan of action,
and Arthur and I had been accustomed to obey him implicitly. Now, the old habit
seemed to be renewed instinctively. With a swift glance around the room, he at
once laid out our plan of attack, and without speaking a word, with a gesture,
placed us each in position. Van Helsing, Harker, and I were just behind the
door, so that when it was opened the Professor could guard it whilst we two
stepped between the incomer and the door. Godalming behind and Quincey in front
stood just out of sight ready to move in front of the window. We waited in a
suspense that made the seconds pass with nightmare slowness. The slow, careful
steps came along the hall. The Count was evidently prepared for some surprise,
at least he feared it.
Suddenly with a
single bound he leaped into the room. Winning a way past us before any of us
could raise a hand to stay him. There was something so pantherlike in the
movement, something so unhuman, that it seemed to sober us all from the shock
of his coming. The first to act was Harker, who with a quick movement, threw
himself before the door leading into the room in the front of the house. As the
Count saw us, a horrible sort of snarl passed over his face, showing the
eyeteeth long and pointed. But the evil smile as quickly passed into a cold
stare of lion-like disdain. His expression again changed as, with a single
impulse, we all advanced upon him. It was a pity that we had not some better
organized plan of attack, for even at the moment I wondered what we were to do.
I did not myself know whether our lethal weapons would avail us anything.
Harker evidently
meant to try the matter, for he had ready his great Kukri knife and made a
fierce and sudden cut at him. The blow was a powerful one; only the diabolical
quickness of the Count's leap back saved him. A second less and the trenchant
blade had shorn through his heart. As it was, the point just cut the cloth of
his coat, making a wide gap whence a bundle of bank notes and a stream of gold
fell out. The expression of the Count's face was so hellish, that for a moment
I feared for Harker, though I saw him throw the terrible knife aloft again for
another stroke. Instinctively I moved forward with a protective impulse,
holding the Crucifix and Wafer in my left hand. I felt a mighty power fly along
my arm, and it was without surprise that I saw the monster cower back before a
similar movement made spontaneously by each one of us. It would be impossible
to describe the expression of hate and baffled malignity, of anger and hellish
rage, which came over the Count's face. His waxen hue became greenish-yellow by
the contrast of his burning eyes, and the red scar on the forehead showed on
the pallid skin like a palpitating wound. The next instant, with a sinuous dive
he swept under Harker's arm, ere his blow could fall, and grasping a handful of
the money from the floor, dashed across the room, threw himself at the window.
Amid the crash and glitter of the falling glass, he tumbled into the flagged
area below. Through the sound of the shivering glass I could hear the
"ting" of the gold, as some of the sovereigns fell on the flagging.
We ran over and
saw him spring unhurt from the ground. He, rushing up the steps, crossed the
flagged yard, and pushed open the stable door. There he turned and spoke to us.
"You think
to baffle me, you with your pale faces all in a row, like sheep in a butcher's.
You shall be sorry yet, each one of you! You think you have left me without a
place to rest, but I have more. My revenge is just begun! I spread it over
centuries, and time is on my side. Your girls that you all love are mine
already. And through them you and others shall yet be mine, my creatures, to do
my bidding and to be my jackals when I want to feed. Bah!"
With a
contemptuous sneer, he passed quickly through the door, and we heard the rusty
bolt creak as he fastened it behind him. A door beyond opened and shut. The
first of us to speak was the Professor. Realizing the difficulty of following
him through the stable, we moved toward the hall.
"We have
learnt something… much! Notwithstanding his brave words, he fears us. He fears
time, he fears want! For if not, why he hurry so? His very tone betray him, or
my ears deceive. Why take that money? You follow quick. You are hunters of the
wild beast, and understand it so. For me, I make sure that nothing here may be
of use to him, if so that he returns."
As he spoke he
put the money remaining in his pocket, took the title deeds in the bundle as
Harker had left them, and swept the remaining things into the open fireplace,
where he set fire to them with a match.
Godalming and
Morris had rushed out into the yard, and Harker had lowered himself from the
window to follow the Count. He had, however, bolted the stable door, and by the
time they had forced it open there was no sign of him. Van Helsing and I tried
to make inquiry at the back of the house. But the mews was deserted and no one
had seen him depart.
It was now late
in the afternoon, and sunset was not far off. We had to recognize that our game
was up. With heavy hearts we agreed with the Professor when he said, "Let
us go back to Madam Mina. Poor, poor dear Madam Mina. All we can do just now is
done, and we can there, at least, protect her. But we need not despair. There
is but one more earth box, and we must try to find it. When that is done all
may yet be well."
I could see that
he spoke as bravely as he could to comfort Harker. The poor fellow was quite
broken down, now and again he gave a low groan which he could not suppress. He
was thinking of his wife.
With sad hearts
we came back to my house, where we found Mrs. Harker waiting us, with an
appearance of cheerfulness which did honour to her bravery and unselfishness.
When she saw our faces, her own became as pale as death. For a second or two
her eyes were closed as if she were in secret prayer.
And then she
said cheerfully, "I can never thank you all enough. Oh, my poor
darling!"
As she spoke,
she took her husband's grey head in her hands and kissed it.
"Lay your
poor head here and rest it. All will yet be well, dear! God will protect us if
He so will it in His good intent." The poor fellow groaned. There was no
place for words in his sublime misery.
We had a sort of
perfunctory supper together, and I think it cheered us all up somewhat. It was,
perhaps, the mere animal heat of food to hungry people, for none of us had
eaten anything since breakfast, or the sense of companionship may have helped
us, but anyhow we were all less miserable, and saw the morrow as not altogether
without hope.
True to our
promise, we told Mrs. Harker everything which had passed. And although she grew
snowy white at times when danger had seemed to threaten her husband, and red at
others when his devotion to her was manifested, she listened bravely and with
calmness. When we came to the part where Harker had rushed at the Count so
recklessly, she clung to her husband's arm, and held it tight as though her
clinging could protect him from any harm that might come. She said nothing,
however, till the narration was all done, and matters had been brought up to
the present time.
Then without
letting go her husband's hand she stood up amongst us and spoke. Oh, that I
could give any idea of the scene. Of that sweet, sweet, good, good woman in all
the radiant beauty of her youth and animation, with the red scar on her
forehead, of which she was conscious, and which we saw with grinding of our
teeth, remembering whence and how it came. Her loving kindness against our grim
hate. Her tender faith against all our fears and doubting. And we, knowing that
so far as symbols went, she with all her goodness and purity and faith, was
outcast from God.
"Jonathan,"
she said, and the word sounded like music on her lips it was so full of love
and tenderness, "Jonathan dear, and you all my true, true friends, I want you
to bear something in mind through all this dreadful time. I know that you must
fight. That you must destroy even as you destroyed the false Lucy so that the
true Lucy might live hereafter. But it is not a work of hate. That poor soul
who has wrought all this misery is the saddest case of all. Just think what
will be his joy when he, too, is destroyed in his worser part that his better
part may have spiritual immortality. You must be pitiful to him, too, though it
may not hold your hands from his destruction."
As she spoke I
could see her husband's face darken and draw together, as though the passion in
him were shriveling his being to its core. Instinctively the clasp on his
wife's hand grew closer, till his knuckles looked white. She did not flinch
from the pain which I knew she must have suffered, but looked at him with eyes
that were more appealing than ever.
As she stopped
speaking he leaped to his feet, almost tearing his hand from hers as he spoke.
"May God
give him into my hand just for long enough to destroy that earthly life of him
which we are aiming at. If beyond it I could send his soul forever and ever to
burning hell I would do it!"
"Oh, hush!
Oh, hush in the name of the good God. Don't say such things, Jonathan, my
husband, or you will crush me with fear and horror. Just think, my dear… I have
been thinking all this long, long day of it… that… perhaps… some day… I, too,
may need such pity, and that some other like you, and with equal cause for
anger, may deny it to me! Oh, my husband! My husband, indeed I would have
spared you such a thought had there been another way. But I pray that God may
not have treasured your wild words, except as the heart-broken wail of a very
loving and sorely stricken man. Oh, God, let these poor white hairs go in evidence
of what he has suffered, who all his life has done no wrong, and on whom so
many sorrows have come."
We men were all
in tears now. There was no resisting them, and we wept openly. She wept, too,
to see that her sweeter counsels had prevailed. Her husband flung himself on
his knees beside her, and putting his arms round her, hid his face in the folds
of her dress. Van Helsing beckoned to us and we stole out of the room, leaving
the two loving hearts alone with their God.
Before they
retired the Professor fixed up the room against any coming of the Vampire, and
assured Mrs. Harker that she might rest in peace. She tried to school herself
to the belief, and manifestly for her husband's sake, tried to seem content. It
was a brave struggle, and was, I think and believe, not without its reward. Van
Helsing had placed at hand a bell which either of them was to sound in case of
any emergency. When they had retired, Quincey, Godalming, and I arranged that
we should sit up, dividing the night between us, and watch over the safety of
the poor stricken lady. The first watch falls to Quincey, so the rest of us
shall be off to bed as soon as we can.
Godalming has
already turned in, for his is the second watch. Now that my work is done I,
too, shall go to bed.
JONATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
3-4 October,
close to midnight.--I thought yesterday would never end. There was over me a
yearning for sleep, in some sort of blind belief that to wake would be to find
things changed, and that any change must now be for the better. Before we
parted, we discussed what our next step was to be, but we could arrive at no
result. All we knew was that one earth box remained, and that the Count alone
knew where it was. If he chooses to lie hidden, he may baffle us for years. And
in the meantime, the thought is too horrible, I dare not think of it even now.
This I know, that if ever there was a woman who was all perfection, that one is
my poor wronged darling. I loved her a thousand times more for her sweet pity
of last night, a pity that made my own hate of the monster seem despicable.
Surely God will not permit the world to be the poorer by the loss of such a
creature. This is hope to me. We are all drifting reefwards now, and faith is
our only anchor. Thank God! Mina is sleeping, and sleeping without dreams. I
fear what her dreams might be like, with such terrible memories to ground them
in. She has not been so calm, within my seeing, since the sunset. Then, for a
while, there came over her face a repose which was like spring after the blasts
of March. I thought at the time that it was the softness of the red sunset on
her face, but somehow now I think it has a deeper meaning. I am not sleepy
myself, though I am weary… weary to death. However, I must try to sleep. For
there is tomorrow to think of, and there is no rest for me until…
Later--I must
have fallen asleep, for I was awakened by Mina, who was sitting up in bed, with
a startled look on her face. I could see easily, for we did not leave the room
in darkness. She had placed a warning hand over my mouth, and now she whispered
in my ear, "Hush! There is someone in the corridor!" I got up softly,
and crossing the room, gently opened the door.
Just outside,
stretched on a mattress, lay Mr. Morris, wide awake. He raised a warning hand
for silence as he whispered to me, "Hush! Go back to bed. It is all right.
One of us will be here all night. We don't mean to take any chances!"
His look and
gesture forbade discussion, so I came back and told Mina. She sighed and
positively a shadow of a smile stole over her poor, pale face as she put her
arms round me and said softly, "Oh, thank God for good brave men!"
With a sigh she sank back again to sleep. I write this now as I am not sleepy,
though I must try again.
4 October,
morning.--Once again during the night I was wakened by Mina. This time we had
all had a good sleep, for the grey of the coming dawn was making the windows
into sharp oblongs, and the gas flame was like a speck rather than a disc of
light.
She said to me
hurriedly, "Go, call the Professor. I want to see him at once."
"Why?"
I asked.
"I have an
idea. I suppose it must have come in the night, and matured without my knowing
it. He must hypnotize me before the dawn, and then I shall be able to speak. Go
quick, dearest, the time is getting close."
I went to the
door. Dr. Seward was resting on the mattress, and seeing me, he sprang to his
feet.
"Is
anything wrong?" he asked, in alarm.
"No,"
I replied. "But Mina wants to see Dr. Van Helsing at once."
"I will
go," he said, and hurried into the Professor's room.
Two or three
minutes later Van Helsing was in the room in his dressing gown, and Mr. Morris
and Lord Godalming were with Dr. Seward at the door asking questions. When the
Professor saw Mina a smile, a positive smile ousted the anxiety of his face.
He rubbed his
hands as he said, "Oh, my dear Madam Mina, this is indeed a change. See!
Friend Jonathan, we have got our dear Madam Mina, as of old, back to us
today!" Then turning to her, he said cheerfully, "And what am I to do
for you? For at this hour you do not want me for nothing."
"I want you
to hypnotize me!" she said. "Do it before the dawn, for I feel that
then I can speak, and speak freely. Be quick, for the time is short!"
Without a word he motioned her to sit up in bed.
Looking fixedly
at her, he commenced to make passes in front of her, from over the top of her
head downward, with each hand in turn. Mina gazed at him fixedly for a few
minutes, during which my own heart beat like a trip hammer, for I felt that
some crisis was at hand. Gradually her eyes closed, and she sat, stock still.
Only by the gentle heaving of her bosom could one know that she was alive. The
Professor made a few more passes and then stopped, and I could see that his
forehead was covered with great beads of perspiration. Mina opened her eyes,
but she did not seem the same woman. There was a far-away look in her eyes, and
her voice had a sad dreaminess which was new to me. Raising his hand to impose
silence, the Professor motioned to me to bring the others in. They came on
tiptoe, closing the door behind them, and stood at the foot of the bed, looking
on. Mina appeared not to see them. The stillness was broken by Van Helsing's
voice speaking in a low level tone which would not break the current of her
thoughts.
"Where are
you?" The answer came in a neutral way.
"I do not
know. Sleep has no place it can call its own." For several minutes there
was silence. Mina sat rigid, and the Professor stood staring at her fixedly.
The rest of us
hardly dared to breathe. The room was growing lighter. Without taking his eyes
from Mina's face, Dr. Van Helsing motioned me to pull up the blind. I did so,
and the day seemed just upon us. A red streak shot up, and a rosy light seemed
to diffuse itself through the room. On the instant the Professor spoke again.
"Where are
you now?"
The answer came
dreamily, but with intention. It were as though she were interpreting
something. I have heard her use the same tone when reading her shorthand notes.
"I do not
know. It is all strange to me!"
"What do you
see?"
"I can see
nothing. It is all dark."
"What do
you hear?" I could detect the strain in the Professor's patient voice.
"The
lapping of water. It is gurgling by, and little waves leap. I can hear them on
the outside."
"Then you
are on a ship?'"
We all looked at
each other, trying to glean something each from the other. We were afraid to
think.
The answer came
quick, "Oh, yes!"
"What else
do you hear?"
"The sound
of men stamping overhead as they run about. There is the creaking of a chain,
and the loud tinkle as the check of the capstan falls into the ratchet."
"What are
you doing?"
"I am
still, oh so still. It is like death!" The voice faded away into a deep
breath as of one sleeping, and the open eyes closed again.
By this time the
sun had risen, and we were all in the full light of day. Dr. Van Helsing placed
his hands on Mina's shoulders, and laid her head down softly on her pillow. She
lay like a sleeping child for a few moments, and then, with a long sigh, awoke
and stared in wonder to see us all around her.
"Have I
been talking in my sleep?" was all she said. She seemed, however, to know
the situation without telling, though she was eager to know what she had told.
The Professor repeated the conversation, and she said, "Then there is not
a moment to lose. It may not be yet too late!"
Mr. Morris and
Lord Godalming started for the door but the Professor's calm voice called them
back.
"Stay, my
friends. That ship, wherever it was, was weighing anchor at the moment in your
so great Port of London. Which of them is it that you seek? God be thanked that
we have once again a clue, though whither it may lead us we know not. We have
been blind somewhat. Blind after the manner of men, since we can look back we
see what we might have seen looking forward if we had been able to see what we
might have seen! Alas, but that sentence is a puddle, is it not? We can know
now what was in the Count's mind, when he seize that money, though Jonathan's
so fierce knife put him in the danger that even he dread. He meant escape. Hear
me, ESCAPE! He saw that with but one earth box left, and a pack of men
following like dogs after a fox, this London was no place for him. He have take
his last earth box on board a ship, and he leave the land. He think to escape,
but no! We follow him. Tally Ho! As friend Arthur would say when he put on his
red frock! Our old fox is wily. Oh! So wily, and we must follow with wile. I,
too, am wily and I think his mind in a little while. In meantime we may rest
and in peace, for there are between us which he do not want to pass, and which
he could not if he would. Unless the ship were to touch the land, and then only
at full or slack tide. See, and the sun is just rose, and all day to sunset is
us. Let us take bath, and dress, and have breakfast which we all need, and
which we can eat comfortably since he be not in the same land with us."
Mina looked at
him appealingly as she asked, "But why need we seek him further, when he
is gone away from us?"
He took her hand
and patted it as he replied, "Ask me nothing as yet. When we have
breakfast, then I answer all questions." He would say no more, and we
separated to dress.
After breakfast
Mina repeated her question. He looked at her gravely for a minute and then said
sorrowfully, "Because my dear, dear Madam Mina, now more than ever must we
find him even if we have to follow him to the jaws of Hell!"
She grew paler
as she asked faintly, "Why?"
"Because,"
he answered solemnly, "he can live for centuries, and you are but mortal
woman. Time is now to be dreaded, since once he put that mark upon your
throat."
I was just in
time to catch her as she fell forward in a faint.
SPOKEN BY VAN
HELSING
This to Jonathan
Harker.
You are to stay
with your dear Madam Mina. We shall go to make our search, if I can call it so,
for it is not search but knowing, and we seek confirmation only. But do you
stay and take care of her today. This is your best and most holiest office.
This day nothing can find him here.
Let me tell you
that so you will know what we four know already, for I have tell them. He, our
enemy, have gone away. He have gone back to his Castle in Transylvania.
I know it so well, as if a great hand of fire wrote it on the wall. He have
prepare for this in some way, and that last earth box was ready to ship
somewheres. For this he took the money. For this he hurry at the last, lest we
catch him before the sun go down. It was his last hope, save that he might hide
in the tomb that he think poor Miss Lucy, being as he thought like him, keep
open to him. But there was not of time. When that fail he make straight for his
last resource, his last earth-work I might say did I wish double entente. He is
clever, oh so clever! He know that his game here was finish. And so he decide
he go back home. He find ship going by the route he came, and he go in it.
We go off now to
find what ship, and whither bound. When we have discover that, we come back and
tell you all. Then we will comfort you and poor Madam Mina with new hope. For
it will be hope when you think it over, that all is not lost. This very
creature that we pursue, he take hundreds of years to get so far as London. And yet in one
day, when we know of the disposal of him we drive him out. He is finite, though
he is powerful to do much harm and suffers not as we do. But we are strong,
each in our purpose, and we are all more strong together. Take heart afresh,
dear husband of Madam Mina. This battle is but begun and in the end we shall
win. So sure as that God sits on high to watch over His children. Therefore be
of much comfort till we return.
VAN HELSING.
JONATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
4 October.--When
I read to Mina, Van Helsing's message in the phonograph, the poor girl
brightened up considerably. Already the certainty that the Count is out of the
country has given her comfort. And comfort is strength to her. For my own part,
now that his horrible danger is not face to face with us, it seems almost
impossible to believe in it. Even my own terrible experiences in Castle Dracula
seem like a long forgotten dream. Here in the crisp autumn air in the bright
sunlight.
Alas! How can I
disbelieve! In the midst of my thought my eye fell on the red scar on my poor
darling's white forehead. Whilst that lasts, there can be no disbelief. Mina
and I fear to be idle, so we have been over all the diaries again and again.
Somehow, although the reality seem greater each time, the pain and the fear
seem less. There is something of a guiding purpose manifest throughout, which
is comforting. Mina says that perhaps we are the instruments of ultimate good.
It may be! I shall try to think as she does. We have never spoken to each other
yet of the future. It is better to wait till we see the Professor and the
others after their investigations.
The day is
running by more quickly than I ever thought a day could run for me again. It is
now three o'clock.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
5 October, 5
P.M.--Our meeting for report. Present: Professor Van Helsing, Lord Godalming,
Dr. Seward, Mr. Quincey Morris, Jonathan Harker, Mina Harker.
Dr. Van Helsing
described what steps were taken during the day to discover on what boat and
whither bound Count Dracula made his escape.
"As I knew
that he wanted to get back to Transylvania, I felt sure that he must go by the
Danube mouth, or by somewhere in the Black Sea,
since by that way he come. It was a dreary blank that was before us. Omme
ignotum pro magnifico, and so with heavy hearts we start to find what ships
leave for the Black Sea last night. He was in sailing ship, since Madam Mina
tell of sails being set. These not so important as to go in your list of the
shipping in the Times, and so we go, by suggestion of Lord Godalming, to your
Lloyd's, where are note of all ships that sail, however so small. There we find
that only one Black Sea bound ship go out with
the tide. She is the Czarina Catherine, and she sail from Doolittle's Wharf for
Varna, and thence to other ports and up the Danube. 'So!' said I, 'this is the ship whereon is the
Count.' So off we go to Doolittle's Wharf, and there we find a man in an
office. From him we inquire of the goings of the Czarina Catherine. He swear
much, and he red face and loud of voice, but he good fellow all the same. And
when Quincey give him something from his pocket which crackle as he roll it up,
and put it in a so small bag which he have hid deep in his clothing, he still
better fellow and humble servant to us. He come with us, and ask many men who
are rough and hot. These be better fellows too when they have been no more
thirsty. They say much of blood and bloom, and of others which I comprehend
not, though I guess what they mean. But nevertheless they tell us all things
which we want to know.
"They make
known to us among them, how last afternoon at about five o'clock comes a man so
hurry. A tall man, thin and pale, with high nose and teeth so white, and eyes
that seem to be burning. That he be all in black, except that he have a hat of
straw which suit not him or the time. That he scatter his money in making quick
inquiry as to what ship sails for the Black Sea
and for where. Some took him to the office and then to the ship, where he will
not go aboard but halt at shore end of gangplank, and ask that the captain come
to him. The captain come, when told that he will be pay well, and though he
swear much at the first he agree to term. Then the thin man go and some one
tell him where horse and cart can be hired. He go there and soon he come again,
himself driving cart on which a great box. This he himself lift down, though it
take several to put it on truck for the ship. He give much talk to captain as
to how and where his box is to be place. But the captain like it not and swear
at him in many tongues, and tell him that if he like he can come and see where
it shall be. But he say 'no,' that he come not yet, for that he have much to
do. Whereupon the captain tell him that he had better be quick, with blood, for
that his ship will leave the place, of blood, before the turn of the tide, with
blood. Then the thin man smile and say that of course he must go when he think
fit, but he will be surprise if he go quite so soon. The captain swear again,
polyglot, and the thin man make him bow, and thank him, and say that he will so
far intrude on his kindness as to come aboard before the sailing. Final the
captain, more red than ever, and in more tongues, tell him that he doesn't want
no Frenchmen, with bloom upon them and also with blood, in his ship, with blood
on her also. And so, after asking where he might purchase ship forms, he
departed.
"No one
knew where he went 'or bloomin' well cared' as they said, for they had
something else to think of, well with blood again. For it soon became apparent
to all that the Czarina Catherine would not sail as was expected. A thin mist
began to creep up from the river, and it grew, and grew. Till soon a dense fog
enveloped the ship and all around her. The captain swore polyglot, very
polyglot, polyglot with bloom and blood, but he could do nothing. The water
rose and rose, and he began to fear that he would lose the tide altogether. He
was in no friendly mood, when just at full tide, the thin man came up the
gangplank again and asked to see where his box had been stowed. Then the
captain replied that he wished that he and his box, old and with much bloom and
blood, were in hell. But the thin man did not be offend, and went down with the
mate and saw where it was place, and came up and stood awhile on deck in fog.
He must have come off by himself, for none notice him. Indeed they thought not
of him, for soon the fog begin to melt away, and all was clear again. My
friends of the thirst and the language that was of bloom and blood laughed, as
they told how the captain's swears exceeded even his usual polyglot, and was
more than ever full of picturesque, when on questioning other mariners who were
on movement up and down the river that hour, he found that few of them had seen
any of fog at all, except where it lay round the wharf. However, the ship went
out on the ebb tide, and was doubtless by morning far down the river mouth. She
was then, when they told us, well out to sea.
"And so, my
dear Madam Mina, it is that we have to rest for a time, for our enemy is on the
sea, with the fog at his command, on his way to the Danube
mouth. To sail a ship takes time, go she never so quick. And when we start to
go on land more quick, and we meet him there. Our best hope is to come on him
when in the box between sunrise and sunset. For then he can make no struggle,
and we may deal with him as we should. There are days for us, in which we can
make ready our plan. We know all about where he go. For we have seen the owner
of the ship, who have shown us invoices and all papers that can be. The box we
seek is to be landed in Varna,
and to be given to an agent, one Ristics who will there present his credentials.
And so our merchant friend will have done his part. When he ask if there be any
wrong, for that so, he can telegraph and have inquiry made at Varna, we say
'no,' for what is to be done is not for police or of the customs. It must be
done by us alone and in our own way."
When Dr. Van
Helsing had done speaking, I asked him if he were certain that the Count had
remained on board the ship. He replied, "We have the best proof of that,
your own evidence, when in the hypnotic trance this morning."
I asked him again
if it were really necessary that they should pursue the Count, for oh! I dread
Jonathan leaving me, and I know that he would surely go if the others went. He
answered in growing passion, at first quietly. As he went on, however, he grew
more angry and more forceful, till in the end we could not but see wherein was
at least some of that personal dominance which made him so long a master
amongst men.
"Yes, it is
necessary, necessary, necessary! For your sake in the first, and then for the
sake of humanity. This monster has done much harm already, in the narrow scope
where he find himself, and in the short time when as yet he was only as a body
groping his so small measure in darkness and not knowing. All this have I told
these others. You, my dear Madam Mina, will learn it in the phonograph of my
friend John, or in that of your husband. I have told them how the measure of
leaving his own barren land, barren of peoples, and coming to a new land where
life of man teems till they are like the multitude of standing corn, was the
work of centuries. Were another of the Undead, like him, to try to do what he
has done, perhaps not all the centuries of the world that have been, or that
will be, could aid him. With this one, all the forces of nature that are occult
and deep and strong must have worked together in some wonderous way. The very
place, where he have been alive, Undead for all these centuries, is full of
strangeness of the geologic and chemical world. There are deep caverns and
fissures that reach none know whither. There have been volcanoes, some of whose
openings still send out waters of strange properties, and gases that kill or
make to vivify. Doubtless, there is something magnetic or electric in some of
these combinations of occult forces which work for physical life in strange
way, and in himself were from the first some great qualities. In a hard and
warlike time he was celebrate that he have more iron nerve, more subtle brain,
more braver heart, than any man. In him some vital principle have in strange
way found their utmost. And as his body keep strong and grow and thrive, so his
brain grow too. All this without that diabolic aid which is surely to him. For
it have to yield to the powers that come from, and are, symbolic of good. And
now this is what he is to us. He have infect you, oh forgive me, my dear, that
I must say such, but it is for good of you that I speak. He infect you in such
wise, that even if he do no more, you have only to live, to live in your own
old, sweet way, and so in time, death, which is of man's common lot and with
God's sanction, shall make you like to him. This must not be! We have sworn
together that it must not. Thus are we ministers of God's own wish. That the
world, and men for whom His Son die, will not be given over to monsters, whose
very existence would defame Him. He have allowed us to redeem one soul already,
and we go out as the old knights of the Cross to redeem more. Like them we
shall travel towards the sunrise. And like them, if we fall, we fall in good
cause."
He paused and I
said, "But will not the Count take his rebuff wisely? Since he has been
driven from England,
will he not avoid it, as a tiger does the village from which he has been
hunted?"
"Aha!"
he said, "your simile of the tiger good, for me, and I shall adopt him.
Your maneater, as they of India call the tiger who has once tasted blood of the
human, care no more for the other prey, but prowl unceasing till he get him.
This that we hunt from our village is a tiger, too, a maneater, and he never
cease to prowl. Nay, in himself he is not one to retire and stay afar. In his
life, his living life, he go over the Turkey frontier and attack his
enemy on his own ground. He be beaten back, but did he stay? No! He come again,
and again, and again. Look at his persistence and endurance. With the
child-brain that was to him he have long since conceive the idea of coming to a
great city. What does he do? He find out the place of all the world most of
promise for him. Then he deliberately set himself down to prepare for the task.
He find in patience just how is his strength, and what are his powers. He study
new tongues. He learn new social life, new environment of old ways, the
politics, the law, the finance, the science, the habit of a new land and a new
people who have come to be since he was. His glimpse that he have had, whet his
appetite only and enkeen his desire. Nay, it help him to grow as to his brain.
For it all prove to him how right he was at the first in his surmises. He have
done this alone, all alone! From a ruin tomb in a forgotten land. What more may
he not do when the greater world of thought is open to him. He that can smile
at death, as we know him. Who can flourish in the midst of diseases that kill
off whole peoples. Oh! If such an one was to come from God, and not the Devil,
what a force for good might he not be in this old world of ours. But we are
pledged to set the world free. Our toil must be in silence, and our efforts all
in secret. For in this enlightened age, when men believe not even what they
see, the doubting of wise men would be his greatest strength. It would be at
once his sheath and his armor, and his weapons to destroy us, his enemies, who
are willing to peril even our own souls for the safety of one we love. For the
good of mankind, and for the honour and glory of God."
After a general
discussion it was determined that for tonight nothing be definitely settled.
That we should all sleep on the facts, and try to think out the proper
conclusions. Tomorrow, at breakfast, we are to meet again, and after making our
conclusions known to one another, we shall decide on some definite cause of
action…
I feel a
wonderful peace and rest tonight. It is as if some haunting presence were
removed from me. Perhaps…
My surmise was
not finished, could not be, for I caught sight in the mirror of the red mark
upon my forehead, and I knew that I was still unclean.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
5 October.--We
all arose early, and I think that sleep did much for each and all of us. When
we met at early breakfast there was more general cheerfulness than any of us
had ever expected to experience again.
It is really
wonderful how much resilience there is in human nature. Let any obstructing
cause, no matter what, be removed in any way, even by death, and we fly back to
first principles of hope and enjoyment. More than once as we sat around the
table, my eyes opened in wonder whether the whole of the past days had not been
a dream. It was only when I caught sight of the red blotch on Mrs. Harker's
forehead that I was brought back to reality. Even now, when I am gravely
revolving the matter, it is almost impossible to realize that the cause of all
our trouble is still existent. Even Mrs. Harker seems to lose sight of her
trouble for whole spells. It is only now and again, when something recalls it
to her mind, that she thinks of her terrible scar. We are to meet here in my
study in half an hour and decide on our course of action. I see only one
immediate difficulty, I know it by instinct rather than reason. We shall all
have to speak frankly. And yet I fear that in some mysterious way poor Mrs.
Harker's tongue is tied. I know that she forms conclusions of her own, and from
all that has been I can guess how brilliant and how true they must be. But she
will not, or cannot, give them utterance. I have mentioned this to Van Helsing,
and he and I are to talk it over when we are alone. I suppose it is some of
that horrid poison which has got into her veins beginning to work. The Count
had his own purposes when he gave her what Van Helsing called "the
Vampire's baptism of blood." Well, there may be a poison that distills
itself out of good things. In an age when the existence of ptomaines is a
mystery we should not wonder at anything! One thing I know, that if my instinct
be true regarding poor Mrs. Harker's silences, then there is a terrible
difficulty, an unknown danger, in the work before us. The same power that
compels her silence may compel her speech. I dare not think further, for so I
should in my thoughts dishonour a noble woman!
Later.--When the
Professor came in, we talked over the state of things. I could see that he had
something on his mind, which he wanted to say, but felt some hesitancy about
broaching the subject. After beating about the bush a little, he said,
"Friend John, there is something that you and I must talk of alone, just
at the first at any rate. Later, we may have to take the others into our
confidence."
Then he stopped,
so I waited. He went on, "Madam Mina, our poor, dear Madam Mina is
changing."
A cold shiver ran
through me to find my worst fears thus endorsed. Van Helsing continued.
"With the
sad experience of Miss Lucy, we must this time be warned before things go too
far. Our task is now in reality more difficult than ever, and this new trouble
makes every hour of the direst importance. I can see the characteristics of the
vampire coming in her face. It is now but very, very slight. But it is to be
seen if we have eyes to notice without prejudge. Her teeth are sharper, and at
times her eyes are more hard. But these are not all, there is to her the
silence now often, as so it was with Miss Lucy. She did not speak, even when
she wrote that which she wished to be known later. Now my fear is this. If it
be that she can, by our hypnotic trance, tell what the Count see and hear, is
it not more true that he who have hypnotize her first, and who have drink of
her very blood and make her drink of his, should if he will, compel her mind to
disclose to him that which she know?"
I nodded
acquiescence. He went on, "Then, what we must do is to prevent this. We
must keep her ignorant of our intent, and so she cannot tell what she know not.
This is a painful task! Oh, so painful that it heartbreak me to think of it,
but it must be. When today we meet, I must tell her that for reason which we
will not to speak she must not more be of our council, but be simply guarded by
us."
He wiped his
forehead, which had broken out in profuse perspiration at the thought of the
pain which he might have to inflict upon the poor soul already so tortured. I
knew that it would be some sort of comfort to him if I told him that I also had
come to the same conclusion. For at any rate it would take away the pain of
doubt. I told him, and the effect was as I expected.
It is now close
to the time of our general gathering. Van Helsing has gone away to prepare for
the meeting, and his painful part of it. I really believe his purpose is to be
able to pray alone.
Later.--At the
very outset of our meeting a great personal relief was experienced by both Van
Helsing and myself. Mrs. Harker had sent a message by her husband to say that
she would not join us at present, as she thought it better that we should be
free to discuss our movements without her presence to embarrass us. The
Professor and I looked at each other for an instant, and somehow we both seemed
relieved. For my own part, I thought that if Mrs. Harker realized the danger
herself, it was much pain as well as much danger averted. Under the
circumstances we agreed, by a questioning look and answer, with finger on lip,
to preserve silence in our suspicions, until we should have been able to confer
alone again. We went at once into our Plan of Campaign.
Van Helsing
roughly put the facts before us first, "The Czarina Catherine left the Thames yesterday morning. It will take her at the
quickest speed she has ever made at least three weeks to reach Varna. But we can travel overland to the same
place in three days. Now, if we allow for two days less for the ship's voyage,
owing to such weather influences as we know that the Count can bring to bear,
and if we allow a whole day and night for any delays which may occur to us,
then we have a margin of nearly two weeks.
"Thus, in
order to be quite safe, we must leave here on 17th at latest. Then we shall at
any rate be in Varna a day before the ship arrives, and able to make such
preparations as may be necessary. Of course we shall all go armed, armed
against evil things, spiritual as well as physical."
Here Quincey
Morris added, "I understand that the Count comes from a wolf country, and
it may be that he shall get there before us. I propose that we add Winchesters
to our armament. I have a kind of belief in a Winchester when there is any
trouble of that sort around. Do you remember, Art, when we had the pack after
us at Tobolsk? What wouldn't we have given then for a repeater apiece!"
"Good!"
said Van Helsing, "Winchesters it shall be. Quincey's head is level at
times, but most so when there is to hunt, metaphor be more dishonour to science
than wolves be of danger to man. In the meantime we can do nothing here. And as
I think that Varna is not familiar to any of us, why not go there more soon? It
is as long to wait here as there. Tonight and tomorrow we can get ready, and
then if all be well, we four can set out on our journey."
"We
four?" said Harker interrogatively, looking from one to another of us.
"Of
course!" answered the Professor quickly. "You must remain to take
care of your so sweet wife!"
Harker was
silent for awhile and then said in a hollow voice, "Let us talk of that
part of it in the morning. I want to consult with Mina."
I thought that
now was the time for Van Helsing to warn him not to disclose our plan to her,
but he took no notice. I looked at him significantly and coughed. For answer he
put his finger to his lips and turned away.
JONATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
5 October,
afternoon.--For some time after our meeting this morning I could not think. The
new phases of things leave my mind in a state of wonder which allows no room
for active thought. Mina's determination not to take any part in the discussion
set me thinking. And as I could not argue the matter with her, I could only
guess. I am as far as ever from a solution now. The way the others received it,
too puzzled me. The last time we talked of the subject we agreed that there was
to be no more concealment of anything amongst us. Mina is sleeping now, calmly
and sweetly like a little child. Her lips are curved and her face beams with
happiness. Thank God, there are such moments still for her.
Later.--How strange
it all is. I sat watching Mina's happy sleep, and I came as near to being happy
myself as I suppose I shall ever be. As the evening drew on, and the earth took
its shadows from the sun sinking lower, the silence of the room grew more and
more solemn to me.
All at once Mina
opened her eyes, and looking at me tenderly said, "Jonathan, I want you to
promise me something on your word of honour. A promise made to me, but made
holily in God's hearing, and not to be broken though I should go down on my
knees and implore you with bitter tears. Quick, you must make it to me at
once."
"Mina,"
I said, "a promise like that, I cannot make at once. I may have no right
to make it."
"But, dear
one," she said, with such spiritual intensity that her eyes were like pole
stars, "it is I who wish it. And it is not for myself. You can ask Dr. Van
Helsing if I am not right. If he disagrees you may do as you will. Nay, more if
you all agree, later you are absolved from the promise."
"I
promise!" I said, and for a moment she looked supremely happy. Though to
me all happiness for her was denied by the red scar on her forehead.
She said,
"Promise me that you will not tell me anything of the plans formed for the
campaign against the Count. Not by word, or inference, or implication, not at
any time whilst this remains to me!" And she solemnly pointed to the scar.
I saw that she was in earnest, and said solemnly, "I promise!" and as
I said it I felt that from that instant a door had been shut between us.
Later,
midnight.--Mina has been bright and cheerful all the evening. So much so that
all the rest seemed to take courage, as if infected somewhat with her gaiety.
As a result even I myself felt as if the pall of gloom which weighs us down
were somewhat lifted. We all retired early. Mina is now sleeping like a little
child. It is wonderful thing that her faculty of sleep remains to her in the
midst of her terrible trouble. Thank God for it, for then at least she can
forget her care. Perhaps her example may affect me as her gaiety did tonight. I
shall try it. Oh! For a dreamless sleep.
6 October,
morning.--Another surprise. Mina woke me early, about the same time as
yesterday, and asked me to bring Dr. Van Helsing. I thought that it was another
occasion for hypnotism, and without question went for the Professor. He had
evidently expected some such call, for I found him dressed in his room. His
door was ajar, so that he could hear the opening of the door of our room. He
came at once. As he passed into the room, he asked Mina if the others might
come, too.
"No,"
she said quite simply, "it will not be necessary. You can tell them just
as well. I must go with you on your journey."
Dr. Van Helsing
was as startled as I was. After a moment's pause he asked, "But why?"
"You must
take me with you. I am safer with you, and you shall be safer, too."
"But why,
dear Madam Mina? You know that your safety is our solemnest duty. We go into
danger, to which you are, or may be, more liable than any of us from… from
circumstances… things that have been." He paused embarrassed.
As she replied,
she raised her finger and pointed to her forehead. "I know. That is why I
must go. I can tell you now, whilst the sun is coming up. I may not be able
again. I know that when the Count wills me I must go. I know that if he tells
me to come in secret, I must by wile. By any device to hoodwink, even
Jonathan." God saw the look that she turned on me as she spoke, and if
there be indeed a Recording Angel that look is noted to her ever-lasting
honour. I could only clasp her hand. I could not speak. My emotion was too
great for even the relief of tears.
She went on.
"You men are brave and strong. You are strong in your numbers, for you can
defy that which would break down the human endurance of one who had to guard
alone. Besides, I may be of service, since you can hypnotize me and so learn
that which even I myself do not know."
Dr. Van Helsing
said gravely, "Madam Mina, you are, as always, most wise. You shall with
us come. And together we shall do that which we go forth to achieve."
When he had
spoken, Mina's long spell of silence made me look at her. She had fallen back
on her pillow asleep. She did not even wake when I had pulled up the blind and
let in the sunlight which flooded the room. Van Helsing motioned to me to come
with him quietly. We went to his room, and within a minute Lord Godalming, Dr.
Seward, and Mr. Morris were with us also.
He told them
what Mina had said, and went on. "In the morning we shall leave for Varna.
We have now to deal with a new factor, Madam Mina. Oh, but her soul is true. It
is to her an agony to tell us so much as she has done. But it is most right,
and we are warned in time. There must be no chance lost, and in Varna we must
be ready to act the instant when that ship arrives."
"What shall
we do exactly?" asked Mr. Morris laconically.
The Professor
paused before replying, "We shall at the first board that ship. Then, when
we have identified the box, we shall place a branch of the wild rose on it.
This we shall fasten, for when it is there none can emerge, so that at least
says the superstition. And to superstition must we trust at the first. It was
man's faith in the early, and it have its root in faith still. Then, when we
get the opportunity that we seek, when none are near to see, we shall open the
box, and… and all will be well."
"I shall
not wait for any opportunity," said Morris. "When I see the box I
shall open it and destroy the monster, though there were a thousand men looking
on, and if I am to be wiped out for it the next moment!" I grasped his
hand instinctively and found it as firm as a piece of steel. I think he
understood my look. I hope he did.
"Good
boy," said Dr. Van Helsing. "Brave boy. Quincey is all man. God bless
him for it. My child, believe me none of us shall lag behind or pause from any
fear. I do but say what we may do… what we must do. But, indeed, indeed we
cannot say what we may do. There are so many things which may happen, and their
ways and their ends are so various that until the moment we may not say. We
shall all be armed, in all ways. And when the time for the end has come, our
effort shall not be lack. Now let us today put all our affairs in order. Let
all things which touch on others dear to us, and who on us depend, be complete.
For none of us can tell what, or when, or how, the end may be. As for me, my
own affairs are regulate, and as I have nothing else to do, I shall go make
arrangements for the travel. I shall have all tickets and so forth for our
journey."
There was
nothing further to be said, and we parted. I shall now settle up all my affairs
of earth, and be ready for whatever may come.
Later.--It is
done. My will is made, and all complete. Mina if she survive is my sole heir.
If it should not be so, then the others who have been so good to us shall have
remainder.
It is now
drawing towards the sunset. Mina's uneasiness calls my attention to it. I am
sure that there is something on her mind which the time of exact sunset will
reveal. These occasions are becoming harrowing times for us all. For each
sunrise and sunset opens up some new danger, some new pain, which however, may
in God's will be means to a good end. I write all these things in the diary
since my darling must not hear them now. But if it may be that she can see them
again, they shall be ready. She is calling to me.
11 October,
Evening.--Jonathan Harker has asked me to note this, as he says he is hardly
equal to the task, and he wants an exact record kept.
I think that
none of us were surprised when we were asked to see Mrs. Harker a little before
the time of sunset. We have of late come to understand that sunrise and sunset
are to her times of peculiar freedom. When her old self can be manifest without
any controlling force subduing or restraining her, or inciting her to action.
This mood or condition begins some half hour or more before actual sunrise or
sunset, and lasts till either the sun is high, or whilst the clouds are still
aglow with the rays streaming above the horizon. At first there is a sort of
negative condition, as if some tie were loosened, and then the absolute freedom
quickly follows. When, however, the freedom ceases the change back or relapse
comes quickly, preceded only by a spell of warning silence.
Tonight, when we
met, she was somewhat constrained, and bore all the signs of an internal
struggle. I put it down myself to her making a violent effort at the earliest
instant she could do so.
A very few
minutes, however, gave her complete control of herself. Then, motioning her
husband to sit beside her on the sofa where she was half reclining, she made
the rest of us bring chairs up close.
Taking her
husband's hand in hers, she began, "We are all here together in freedom,
for perhaps the last time! I know that you will always be with me to the
end." This was to her husband whose hand had, as we could see, tightened
upon her. "In the morning we go out upon our task, and God alone knows
what may be in store for any of us. You are going to be so good to me to take
me with you. I know that all that brave earnest men can do for a poor weak
woman, whose soul perhaps is lost, no, no, not yet, but is at any rate at
stake, you will do. But you must remember that I am not as you are. There is a
poison in my blood, in my soul, which may destroy me, which must destroy me,
unless some relief comes to us. Oh, my friends, you know as well as I do, that
my soul is at stake. And though I know there is one way out for me, you must
not and I must not take it!" She looked appealingly to us all in turn,
beginning and ending with her husband.
"What is
that way?" asked Van Helsing in a hoarse voice. "What is that way,
which we must not, may not, take?"
"That I may
die now, either by my own hand or that of another, before the greater evil is
entirely wrought. I know, and you know, that were I once dead you could and
would set free my immortal spirit, even as you did my poor Lucy's. Were death,
or the fear of death, the only thing that stood in the way I would not shrink
to die here now, amidst the friends who love me. But death is not all. I cannot
believe that to die in such a case, when there is hope before us and a bitter
task to be done, is God's will. Therefore, I on my part, give up here the
certainty of eternal rest, and go out into the dark where may be the blackest
things that the world or the nether world holds!"
We were all
silent, for we knew instinctively that this was only a prelude. The faces of
the others were set, and Harker's grew ashen grey. Perhaps, he guessed better
than any of us what was coming.
She continued,
"This is what I can give into the hotch-pot." I could not but note
the quaint legal phrase which she used in such a place, and with all
seriousness. "What will each of you give? Your lives I know," she
went on quickly, "that is easy for brave men. Your lives are God's, and
you can give them back to Him, but what will you give to me?" She looked
again questioningly, but this time avoided her husband's face. Quincey seemed
to understand, he nodded, and her face lit up. "Then I shall tell you
plainly what I want, for there must be no doubtful matter in this connection
between us now. You must promise me, one and all, even you, my beloved husband,
that should the time come, you will kill me."
"What is
that time?" The voice was Quincey's, but it was low and strained.
"When you
shall be convinced that I am so changed that it is better that I die that I may
live. When I am thus dead in the flesh, then you will, without a moment's
delay, drive a stake through me and cut off my head, or do whatever else may be
wanting to give me rest!"
Quincey was the
first to rise after the pause. He knelt down before her and taking her hand in
his said solemnly, "I'm only a rough fellow, who hasn't, perhaps, lived as
a man should to win such a distinction, but I swear to you by all that I hold
sacred and dear that, should the time ever come, I shall not flinch from the
duty that you have set us. And I promise you, too, that I shall make all
certain, for if I am only doubtful I shall take it that the time has
come!"
"My true
friend!" was all she could say amid her fast-falling tears, as bending
over, she kissed his hand.
"I swear
the same, my dear Madam Mina!" said Van Helsing. "And I!" said
Lord Godalming, each of them in turn kneeling to her to take the oath. I
followed, myself.
Then her husband
turned to her wan-eyed and with a greenish pallor which subdued the snowy
whiteness of his hair, and asked, "And must I, too, make such a promise,
oh, my wife?"
"You too,
my dearest," she said, with infinite yearning of pity in her voice and eyes.
"You must not shrink. You are nearest and dearest and all the world to me.
Our souls are knit into one, for all life and all time. Think, dear, that there
have been times when brave men have killed their wives and their womenkind, to
keep them from falling into the hands of the enemy. Their hands did not falter
any the more because those that they loved implored them to slay them. It is
men's duty towards those whom they love, in such times of sore trial! And oh,
my dear, if it is to be that I must meet death at any hand, let it be at the
hand of him that loves me best. Dr. Van Helsing, I have not forgotten your
mercy in poor Lucy's case to him who loved." She stopped with a flying
blush, and changed her phrase, "to him who had best right to give her peace.
If that time shall come again, I look to you to make it a happy memory of my
husband's life that it was his loving hand which set me free from the awful
thrall upon me."
"Again I
swear!" came the Professor's resonant voice.
Mrs. Harker
smiled, positively smiled, as with a sigh of relief she leaned back and said,
"And now one word of warning, a warning which you must never forget. This
time, if it ever come, may come quickly and unexpectedly, and in such case you
must lose no time in using your opportunity. At such a time I myself might be…
nay! If the time ever come, shall be, leagued with your enemy against you.
"One more
request," she became very solemn as she said this, "it is not vital
and necessary like the other, but I want you to do one thing for me, if you
will."
We all
acquiesced, but no one spoke. There was no need to speak.
"I want you
to read the Burial Service." She was interrupted by a deep groan from her
husband. Taking his hand in hers, she held it over her heart, and continued.
"You must read it over me some day. Whatever may be the issue of all this
fearful state of things, it will be a sweet thought to all or some of us. You,
my dearest, will I hope read it, for then it will be in your voice in my memory
forever, come what may!"
"But oh, my
dear one," he pleaded, "death is afar off from you."
"Nay,"
she said, holding up a warning hand. "I am deeper in death at this moment
than if the weight of an earthly grave lay heavy upon me!"
"Oh, my
wife, must I read it?" he said, before he began.
"It would
comfort me, my husband!" was all she said, and he began to read when she
had got the book ready.
How can I, how
could anyone, tell of that strange scene, its solemnity, its gloom, its
sadness, its horror, and withal, its sweetness. Even a sceptic, who can see
nothing but a travesty of bitter truth in anything holy or emotional, would
have been melted to the heart had he seen that little group of loving and
devoted friends kneeling round that stricken and sorrowing lady; or heard the
tender passion of her husband's voice, as in tones so broken and emotional that
often he had to pause, he read the simple and beautiful service from the Burial
of the Dead. I cannot go on… words… and v-voices… f-fail m-me!
She was right in
her instinct. Strange as it was, bizarre as it may hereafter seem even to us
who felt its potent influence at the time, it comforted us much. And the
silence, which showed Mrs. Harker's coming relapse from her freedom of soul,
did not seem so full of despair to any of us as we had dreaded.
JONATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
15 October,
Varna.--We left Charing Cross on the morning of the 12th, got to Paris the same night, and
took the places secured for us in the Orient Express. We traveled night and
day, arriving here at about five o'clock. Lord Godalming went to the Consulate
to see if any telegram had arrived for him, whilst the rest of us came on to
this hotel, "the Odessus." The journey may have had incidents. I was,
however, too eager to get on, to care for them. Until the Czarina Catherine comes
into port there will be no interest for me in anything in the wide world. Thank
God! Mina is well, and looks to be getting stronger. Her colour is coming back.
She sleeps a great deal. Throughout the journey she slept nearly all the time.
Before sunrise and sunset, however, she is very wakeful and alert. And it has
become a habit for Van Helsing to hypnotize her at such times. At first, some
effort was needed, and he had to make many passes. But now, she seems to yield
at once, as if by habit, and scarcely any action is needed. He seems to have
power at these particular moments to simply will, and her thoughts obey him. He
always asks her what she can see and hear.
She answers to
the first, "Nothing, all is dark."
And to the
second, "I can hear the waves lapping against the ship, and the water
rushing by. Canvas and cordage strain and masts and yards creak. The wind is
high… I can hear it in the shrouds, and the bow throws back the foam."
It is evident
that the Czarina Catherine is still at sea, hastening on her way to Varna. Lord Godalming has
just returned. He had four telegrams, one each day since we started, and all to
the same effect. That the Czarina Catherine had not been reported to Lloyd's
from anywhere. He had arranged before leaving London that his agent should send him every
day a telegram saying if the ship had been reported. He was to have a message
even if she were not reported, so that he might be sure that there was a watch
being kept at the other end of the wire.
We had dinner
and went to bed early. Tomorrow we are to see the Vice Consul, and to arrange,
if we can, about getting on board the ship as soon as she arrives. Van Helsing
says that our chance will be to get on the boat between sunrise and sunset. The
Count, even if he takes the form of a bat, cannot cross the running water of
his own volition, and so cannot leave the ship. As he dare not change to man's
form without suspicion, which he evidently wishes to avoid, he must remain in
the box. If, then, we can come on board after sunrise, he is at our mercy, for
we can open the box and make sure of him, as we did of poor Lucy, before he
wakes. What mercy he shall get from us all will not count for much. We think
that we shall not have much trouble with officials or the seamen. Thank God! This
is the country where bribery can do anything, and we are well supplied with
money. We have only to make sure that the ship cannot come into port between
sunset and sunrise without our being warned, and we shall be safe. Judge
Moneybag will settle this case, I think!
16
October.--Mina's report still the same. Lapping waves and rushing water,
darkness and favouring winds. We are evidently in good time, and when we hear
of the Czarina Catherine we shall be ready. As she must pass the Dardanelles we are sure to have some report.
17
October.--Everything is pretty well fixed now, I think, to welcome the Count on
his return from his tour. Godalming told the shippers that he fancied that the
box sent aboard might contain something stolen from a friend of his, and got a
half consent that he might open it at his own risk. The owner gave him a paper
telling the Captain to give him every facility in doing whatever he chose on
board the ship, and also a similar authorization to his agent at Varna. We have seen the
agent, who was much impressed with Godalming's kindly manner to him, and we are
all satisfied that whatever he can do to aid our wishes will be done.
We have already
arranged what to do in case we get the box open. If the Count is there, Van
Helsing and Seward will cut off his head at once and drive a stake through his
heart. Morris and Godalming and I shall prevent interference, even if we have
to use the arms which we shall have ready. The Professor says that if we can so
treat the Count's body, it will soon after fall into dust. In such case there
would be no evidence against us, in case any suspicion of murder were aroused.
But even if it were not, we should stand or fall by our act, and perhaps some
day this very script may be evidence to come between some of us and a rope. For
myself, I should take the chance only too thankfully if it were to come. We
mean to leave no stone unturned to carry out our intent. We have arranged with
certain officials that the instant the Czarina Catherine is seen, we are to be
informed by a special messenger.
24 October.--A
whole week of waiting. Daily telegrams to Godalming, but only the same story.
"Not yet reported." Mina's morning and evening hypnotic answer is
unvaried. Lapping waves, rushing water, and creaking masts.
TELEGRAM,
OCTOBER 24TH RUFUS SMITH, LLOYD'S, LONDON, TO
LORD GODALMING, CARE OF H. B. M. VICE CONSUL, VARNA
"Czarina
Catherine reported this morning from Dardanelles."
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
25 October.--How
I miss my phonograph! To write a diary with a pen is irksome to me! But Van
Helsing says I must. We were all wild with excitement yesterday when Godalming
got his telegram from Lloyd's. I know now what men feel in battle when the call
to action is heard. Mrs. Harker, alone of our party, did not show any signs of
emotion. After all, it is not strange that she did not, for we took special
care not to let her know anything about it, and we all tried not to show any
excitement when we were in her presence. In old days she would, I am sure, have
noticed, no matter how we might have tried to conceal it. But in this way she
is greatly changed during the past three weeks. The lethargy grows upon her,
and though she seems strong and well, and is getting back some of her colour,
Van Helsing and I are not satisfied. We talk of her often. We have not,
however, said a word to the others. It would break poor Harker's heart,
certainly his nerve, if he knew that we had even a suspicion on the subject.
Van Helsing examines, he tells me, her teeth very carefully, whilst she is in
the hypnotic condition, for he says that so long as they do not begin to
sharpen there is no active danger of a change in her. If this change should
come, it would be necessary to take steps! We both know what those steps would
have to be, though we do not mention our thoughts to each other. We should
neither of us shrink from the task, awful though it be to contemplate.
"Euthanasia" is an excellent and a comforting word! I am grateful to
whoever invented it.
It is only about
24 hours' sail from the Dardanelles to here, at the rate the Czarina Catherine
has come from London.
She should therefore arrive some time in the morning, but as she cannot
possibly get in before noon, we are all about to retire early. We shall get up
at one o'clock, so as to be ready.
25 October,
Noon.--No news yet of the ship's arrival. Mrs. Harker's hypnotic report this
morning was the same as usual, so it is possible that we may get news at any
moment. We men are all in a fever of excitement, except Harker, who is calm.
His hands are cold as ice, and an hour ago I found him whetting the edge of the
great Ghoorka knife which he now always carries with him. It will be a bad
lookout for the Count if the edge of that "Kukri" ever touches his
throat, driven by that stern, ice-cold hand!
Van Helsing and
I were a little alarmed about Mrs. Harker today. About noon she got into a sort
of lethargy which we did not like. Although we kept silence to the others, we
were neither of us happy about it. She had been restless all the morning, so
that we were at first glad to know that she was sleeping. When, however, her
husband mentioned casually that she was sleeping so soundly that he could not
wake her, we went to her room to see for ourselves. She was breathing naturally
and looked so well and peaceful that we agreed that the sleep was better for
her than anything else. Poor girl, she has so much to forget that it is no
wonder that sleep, if it brings oblivion to her, does her good.
Later.--Our
opinion was justified, for when after a refreshing sleep of some hours she woke
up, she seemed brighter and better than she had been for days. At sunset she
made the usual hypnotic report. Wherever he may be in the Black
Sea, the Count is hurrying to his destination. To his doom, I
trust!
26
October.--Another day and no tidings of the Czarina Catherine. She ought to be
here by now. That she is still journeying somewhere is apparent, for Mrs.
Harker's hypnotic report at sunrise was still the same. It is possible that the
vessel may be lying by, at times, for fog. Some of the steamers which came in
last evening reported patches of fog both to north and south of the port. We
must continue our watching, as the ship may now be signalled any moment.
27 October,
Noon.--Most strange. No news yet of the ship we wait for. Mrs. Harker reported
last night and this morning as usual. "Lapping waves and rushing
water," though she added that "the waves were very faint." The
telegrams from London
have been the same, "no further report." Van Helsing is terribly
anxious, and told me just now that he fears the Count is escaping us.
He added
significantly, "I did not like that lethargy of Madam Mina's. Souls and
memories can do strange things during trance." I was about to ask him
more, but Harker just then came in, and he held up a warning hand. We must try
tonight at sunset to make her speak more fully when in her hypnotic state.
28
October.--Telegram. Rufus Smith, London, to Lord
Godalming, care H. B. M. Vice Consul, Varna
"Czarina
Catherine reported entering Galatz at one
o'clock today."
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
28
October.--When the telegram came announcing the arrival in Galatz
I do not think it was such a shock to any of us as might have been expected.
True, we did not know whence, or how, or when, the bolt would come. But I think
we all expected that something strange would happen. The day of arrival at Varna made us
individually satisfied that things would not be just as we had expected. We
only waited to learn where the change would occur. None the less, however, it
was a surprise. I suppose that nature works on such a hopeful basis that we
believe against ourselves that things will be as they ought to be, not as we
should know that they will be. Transcendentalism is a beacon to the angels,
even if it be a will-o'-the-wisp to man. Van Helsing raised his hand over his
head for a moment, as though in remonstrance with the Almighty. But he said not
a word, and in a few seconds stood up with his face sternly set.
Lord Godalming
grew very pale, and sat breathing heavily. I was myself half stunned and looked
in wonder at one after another. Quincey Morris tightened his belt with that
quick movement which I knew so well. In our old wandering days it meant
"action." Mrs. Harker grew ghastly white, so that the scar on her
forehead seemed to burn, but she folded her hands meekly and looked up in
prayer. Harker smiled, actually smiled, the dark, bitter smile of one who is
without hope, but at the same time his action belied his words, for his hands
instinctively sought the hilt of the great Kukri knife and rested there.
"When does
the next train start for Galatz?" said
Van Helsing to us generally.
"At 6:30
tomorrow morning!" We all started, for the answer came from Mrs. Harker.
"How on
earth do you know?" said Art.
"You
forget, or perhaps you do not know, though Jonathan does and so does Dr. Van
Helsing, that I am the train fiend. At home in Exeter I always used to make up the time
tables, so as to be helpful to my husband. I found it so useful sometimes, that
I always make a study of the time tables now. I knew that if anything were to
take us to Castle Dracula we should go by Galatz, or at any rate through Bucharest, so I learned
the times very carefully. Unhappily there are not many to learn, as the only
train tomorrow leaves as I say."
"Wonderful
woman!" murmured the Professor.
"Can't we
get a special?" asked Lord Godalming.
Van Helsing
shook his head, "I fear not. This land is very different from yours or
mine. Even if we did have a special, it would probably not arrive as soon as
our regular train. Moreover, we have something to prepare. We must think. Now
let us organize. You, friend Arthur, go to the train and get the tickets and
arrange that all be ready for us to go in the morning. Do you, friend Jonathan,
go to the agent of the ship and get from him letters to the agent in Galatz, with authority to make a search of the ship just
as it was here. Quincey Morris, you see the Vice Consul, and get his aid with
his fellow in Galatz and all he can do to make our way smooth, so that no times
be lost when over the Danube. John will stay with Madam Mina and me, and we
shall consult. For so if time be long you may be delayed. And it will not
matter when the sun set, since I am here with Madam to make report."
"And
I," said Mrs. Harker brightly, and more like her old self than she had
been for many a long day, "shall try to be of use in all ways, and shall
think and write for you as I used to do. Something is shifting from me in some
strange way, and I feel freer than I have been of late!"
The three
younger men looked happier at the moment as they seemed to realize the
significance of her words. But Van Helsing and I, turning to each other, met
each a grave and troubled glance. We said nothing at the time, however.
When the three
men had gone out to their tasks Van Helsing asked Mrs. Harker to look up the
copy of the diaries and find him the part of Harker's journal at the Castle.
She went away to get it.
When the door
was shut upon her he said to me, "We mean the same! Speak out!"
"Here is
some change. It is a hope that makes me sick, for it may deceive us."
"Quite so.
Do you know why I asked her to get the manuscript?"
"No!"
said I, "unless it was to get an opportunity of seeing me alone."
"You are in
part right, friend John, but only in part. I want to tell you something. And
oh, my friend, I am taking a great, a terrible, risk. But I believe it is
right. In the moment when Madam Mina said those words that arrest both our
understanding, an inspiration came to me. In the trance of three days ago the
Count sent her his spirit to read her mind. Or more like he took her to see him
in his earth box in the ship with water rushing, just as it go free at rise and
set of sun. He learn then that we are here, for she have more to tell in her
open life with eyes to see ears to hear than he, shut as he is, in his coffin
box. Now he make his most effort to escape us. At present he want her not.
"He is sure
with his so great knowledge that she will come at his call. But he cut her off,
take her, as he can do, out of his own power, that so she come not to him. Ah!
There I have hope that our man brains that have been of man so long and that
have not lost the grace of God, will come higher than his child-brain that lie
in his tomb for centuries, that grow not yet to our stature, and that do only
work selfish and therefore small. Here comes Madam Mina. Not a word to her of
her trance! She knows it not, and it would overwhelm her and make despair just
when we want all her hope, all her courage, when most we want all her great
brain which is trained like man's brain, but is of sweet woman and have a
special power which the Count give her, and which he may not take away
altogether, though he think not so. Hush! Let me speak, and you shall learn.
Oh, John, my friend, we are in awful straits. I fear, as I never feared before.
We can only trust the good God. Silence! Here she comes!"
I thought that
the Professor was going to break down and have hysterics, just as he had when
Lucy died, but with a great effort he controlled himself and was at perfect
nervous poise when Mrs. Harker tripped into the room, bright and happy looking
and, in the doing of work, seemingly forgetful of her misery. As she came in,
she handed a number of sheets of typewriting to Van Helsing. He looked over
them gravely, his face brightening up as he read.
Then holding the
pages between his finger and thumb he said, "Friend John, to you with so
much experience already, and you too, dear Madam Mina, that are young, here is
a lesson. Do not fear ever to think. A half thought has been buzzing often in
my brain, but I fear to let him loose his wings. Here now, with more knowledge,
I go back to where that half thought come from and I find that he be no half
thought at all. That be a whole thought, though so young that he is not yet
strong to use his little wings. Nay, like the 'Ugly Duck' of my friend Hans
Andersen, he be no duck thought at all, but a big swan thought that sail nobly
on big wings, when the time come for him to try them. See I read here what
Jonathan have written.
"That other
of his race who, in a later age, again and again, brought his forces over The
Great River into Turkey Land, who when he was beaten back, came again, and
again, and again, though he had to come alone from the bloody field where his
troops were being slaughtered, since he knew that he alone could ultimately
triumph.
"What does
this tell us? Not much? No! The Count's child thought see nothing, therefore he
speak so free. Your man thought see nothing. My man thought see nothing, till
just now. No! But there comes another word from some one who speak without
thought because she, too, know not what it mean, what it might mean. Just as
there are elements which rest, yet when in nature's course they move on their
way and they touch, the pouf! And there comes a flash of light, heaven wide,
that blind and kill and destroy some. But that show up all earth below for
leagues and leagues. Is it not so? Well, I shall explain. To begin, have you
ever study the philosophy of crime? 'Yes' and 'No.' You, John, yes, for it is a
study of insanity. You, no, Madam Mina, for crime touch you not, not but once.
Still, your mind works true, and argues not a particulari ad universale. There
is this peculiarity in criminals. It is so constant, in all countries and at
all times, that even police, who know not much from philosophy, come to know it
empirically, that it is. That is to be empiric. The criminal always work at one
crime, that is the true criminal who seems predestinate to crime, and who will
of none other. This criminal has not full man brain. He is clever and cunning
and resourceful, but he be not of man stature as to brain. He be of child brain
in much. Now this criminal of ours is predestinate to crime also. He, too, have
child brain, and it is of the child to do what he have done. The little bird,
the little fish, the little animal learn not by principle, but empirically. And
when he learn to do, then there is to him the ground to start from to do more.
'Dos pou sto,' said Archimedes. 'Give me a fulcrum, and I shall move the
world!' To do once, is the fulcrum whereby child brain become man brain. And
until he have the purpose to do more, he continue to do the same again every
time, just as he have done before! Oh, my dear, I see that your eyes are
opened, and that to you the lightning flash show all the leagues," for
Mrs. Harker began to clap her hands and her eyes sparkled.
He went on,
"Now you shall speak. Tell us two dry men of science what you see with
those so bright eyes." He took her hand and held it whilst he spoke. His
finger and thumb closed on her pulse, as I thought instinctively and
unconsciously, as she spoke.
"The Count
is a criminal and of criminal type. Nordau and Lombroso would so classify him,
and qua criminal he is of an imperfectly formed mind. Thus, in a difficulty he
has to seek resource in habit. His past is a clue, and the one page of it that
we know, and that from his own lips, tells that once before, when in what Mr.
Morris would call a 'tight place,' he went back to his own country from the
land he had tried to invade, and thence, without losing purpose, prepared
himself for a new effort. He came again better equipped for his work, and won.
So he came to London to invade a new land. He was beaten, and when all hope of
success was lost, and his existence in danger, he fled back over the sea to his
home. Just as formerly he had fled back over the Danube from Turkey Land."
"Good,
good! Oh, you so clever lady!" said Van Helsing, enthusiastically, as he
stooped and kissed her hand. A moment later he said to me, as calmly as though
we had been having a sick room consultation, "Seventy-two only, and in all
this excitement. I have hope."
Turning to her
again, he said with keen expectation, "But go on. Go on! There is more to
tell if you will. Be not afraid. John and I know. I do in any case, and shall
tell you if you are right. Speak, without fear!"
"I will try
to. But you will forgive me if I seem too egotistical."
"Nay! Fear
not, you must be egotist, for it is of you that we think."
"Then, as
he is criminal he is selfish. And as his intellect is small and his action is
based on selfishness, he confines himself to one purpose. That purpose is
remorseless. As he fled back over the Danube, leaving his forces to be cut to
pieces, so now he is intent on being safe, careless of all. So his own
selfishness frees my soul somewhat from the terrible power which he acquired
over me on that dreadful night. I felt it! Oh, I felt it! Thank God, for His
great mercy! My soul is freer than it has been since that awful hour. And all
that haunts me is a fear lest in some trance or dream he may have used my
knowledge for his ends."
The Professor
stood up, "He has so used your mind, and by it he has left us here in Varna, whilst the ship that carried him rushed through enveloping
fog up to Galatz, where, doubtless, he had
made preparation for escaping from us. But his child mind only saw so far. And
it may be that as ever is in God's Providence, the very thing that the evil
doer most reckoned on for his selfish good, turns out to be his chiefest harm.
The hunter is taken in his own snare, as the great Psalmist says. For now that
he think he is free from every trace of us all, and that he has escaped us with
so many hours to him, then his selfish child brain will whisper him to sleep.
He think, too, that as he cut himself off from knowing your mind, there can be
no knowledge of him to you. There is where he fail! That terrible baptism of
blood which he give you makes you free to go to him in spirit, as you have as
yet done in your times of freedom, when the sun rise and set. At such times you
go by my volition and not by his. And this power to good of you and others, you
have won from your suffering at his hands. This is now all more precious that
he know it not, and to guard himself have even cut himself off from his
knowledge of our where. We, however, are not selfish, and we believe that God
is with us through all this blackness, and these many dark hours. We shall
follow him, and we shall not flinch, even if we peril ourselves that we become
like him. Friend John, this has been a great hour, and it have done much to
advance us on our way. You must be scribe and write him all down, so that when
the others return from their work you can give it to them, then they shall know
as we do."
And so I have
written it whilst we wait their return, and Mrs. Harker has written with the
typewriter all since she brought the MS to us.
29
October.--This is written in the train from Varna
to Galatz. Last night we all assembled a
little before the time of sunset. Each of us had done his work as well as he
could, so far as thought, and endeavour, and opportunity go, we are prepared
for the whole of our journey, and for our work when we get to Galatz.
When the usual time came round Mrs. Harker prepared herself for her hypnotic
effort, and after a longer and more serious effort on the part of Van Helsing
than has been usually necessary, she sank into the trance. Usually she speaks
on a hint, but this time the Professor had to ask her questions, and to ask
them pretty resolutely, before we could learn anything. At last her answer
came.
"I can see
nothing. We are still. There are no waves lapping, but only a steady swirl of
water softly running against the hawser. I can hear men's voices calling, near
and far, and the roll and creak of oars in the rowlocks. A gun is fired
somewhere, the echo of it seems far away. There is tramping of feet overhead,
and ropes and chains are dragged along. What is this? There is a gleam of light.
I can feel the air blowing upon me."
Here she
stopped. She had risen, as if impulsively, from where she lay on the sofa, and
raised both her hands, palms upwards, as if lifting a weight. Van Helsing and I
looked at each other with understanding. Quincey raised his eyebrows slightly
and looked at her intently, whilst Harker's hand instinctively closed round the
hilt of his Kukri. There was a long pause. We all knew that the time when she
could speak was passing, but we felt that it was useless to say anything.
Suddenly she sat
up, and as she opened her eyes said sweetly, "Would none of you like a cup
of tea? You must all be so tired!"
We could only
make her happy, and so acqueisced. She bustled off to get tea. When she had
gone Van Helsing said, "You see, my friends. He is close to land. He has
left his earth chest. But he has yet to get on shore. In the night he may lie
hidden somewhere, but if he be not carried on shore, or if the ship do not
touch it, he cannot achieve the land. In such case he can, if it be in the
night, change his form and jump or fly on shore, then, unless he be carried he
cannot escape. And if he be carried, then the customs men may discover what the
box contain. Thus, in fine, if he escape not on shore tonight, or before dawn,
there will be the whole day lost to him. We may then arrive in time. For if he
escape not at night we shall come on him in daytime, boxed up and at our mercy.
For he dare not be his true self, awake and visible, lest he be
discovered."
There was no
more to be said, so we waited in patience until the dawn, at which time we
might learn more from Mrs. Harker.
Early this
morning we listened, with breathless anxiety, for her response in her trance.
The hypnotic stage was even longer in coming than before, and when it came the
time remaining until full sunrise was so short that we began to despair. Van
Helsing seemed to throw his whole soul into the effort. At last, in obedience
to his will she made reply.
"All is
dark. I hear lapping water, level with me, and some creaking as of wood on
wood." She paused, and the red sun shot up. We must wait till tonight.
And so it is
that we are travelling towards Galatz in an
agony of expectation. We are due to arrive between two and three in the
morning. But already, at Bucharest,
we are three hours late, so we cannot possibly get in till well after sunup.
Thus we shall have two more hypnotic messages from Mrs. Harker! Either or both
may possibly throw more light on what is happening.
Later.--Sunset
has come and gone. Fortunately it came at a time when there was no distraction.
For had it occurred whilst we were at a station, we might not have secured the
necessary calm and isolation. Mrs. Harker yielded to the hypnotic influence
even less readily than this morning. I am in fear that her power of reading the
Count's sensations may die away, just when we want it most. It seems to me that
her imagination is beginning to work. Whilst she has been in the trance
hitherto she has confined herself to the simplest of facts. If this goes on it
may ultimately mislead us. If I thought that the Count's power over her would
die away equally with her power of knowledge it would be a happy thought. But I
am afraid that it may not be so.
When she did
speak, her words were enigmatical, "Something is going out. I can feel it
pass me like a cold wind. I can hear, far off, confused sounds, as of men
talking in strange tongues, fierce falling water, and the howling of
wolves." She stopped and a shudder ran through her, increasing in
intensity for a few seconds, till at the end, she shook as though in a palsy.
She said no more, even in answer to the Professor's imperative questioning.
When she woke from the trance, she was cold, and exhausted, and languid, but
her mind was all alert. She could not remember anything, but asked what she had
said. When she was told, she pondered over it deeply for a long time and in
silence.
30 October, 7
A.M.--We are near Galatz now, and I may not
have time to write later. Sunrise
this morning was anxiously looked for by us all. Knowing of the increasing
difficulty of procuring the hypnotic trance, Van Helsing began his passes
earlier than usual. They produced no effect, however, until the regular time,
when she yielded with a still greater difficulty, only a minute before the sun
rose. The Professor lost no time in his questioning.
Her answer came
with equal quickness, "All is dark. I hear water swirling by, level with
my ears, and the creaking of wood on wood. Cattle low far off. There is another
sound, a queer one like…" She stopped and grew white, and whiter still.
"Go on, go
on! Speak, I command you!" said Van Helsing in an agonized voice. At the
same time there was despair in his eyes, for the risen sun was reddening even
Mrs. Harker's pale face. She opened her eyes, and we all started as she said,
sweetly and seemingly with the utmost unconcern.
"Oh,
Professor, why ask me to do what you know I can't? I don't remember
anything." Then, seeing the look of amazement on our faces, she said,
turning from one to the other with a troubled look, "What have I said?
What have I done? I know nothing, only that I was lying here, half asleep, and
heard you say 'go on! speak, I command you!' It seemed so funny to hear you
order me about, as if I were a bad child!"
"Oh, Madam
Mina," he said, sadly, "it is proof, if proof be needed, of how I
love and honour you, when a word for your good, spoken more earnest than ever,
can seem so strange because it is to order her whom I am proud to obey!"
The whistles are
sounding. We are nearing Galatz. We are on
fire with anxiety and eagerness.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
30 October.--Mr.
Morris took me to the hotel where our rooms had been ordered by telegraph, he
being the one who could best be spared, since he does not speak any foreign
language. The forces were distributed much as they had been at Varna, except that Lord Godalming went to the
Vice Consul, as his rank might serve as an immediate guarantee of some sort to
the official, we being in extreme hurry. Jonathan and the two doctors went to
the shipping agent to learn particulars of the arrival of the Czarina
Catherine.
Later.--Lord
Godalming has returned. The Consul is away, and the Vice Consul sick. So the
routine work has been attended to by a clerk. He was very obliging, and offered
to do anything in his power.
JONATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
30 October.--At
nine o'clock Dr. Van Helsing, Dr. Seward, and I called on Messrs. Mackenzie
& Steinkoff, the agents of the London
firm of Hapgood. They had received a wire from London, in answer to Lord Godalming's telegraphed
request, asking them to show us any civility in their power. They were more
than kind and courteous, and took us at once on board the Czarina Catherine,
which lay at anchor out in the river harbor. There we saw the Captain, Donelson
by name, who told us of his voyage. He said that in all his life he had never
had so favourable a run.
"Man!"
he said, "but it made us afeard, for we expect it that we should have to
pay for it wi' some rare piece o' ill luck, so as to keep up the average. It's
no canny to run frae London to the Black Sea wi' a wind ahint ye, as though the Deil himself
were blawin' on yer sail for his ain purpose. An' a' the time we could no speer
a thing. Gin we were nigh a ship, or a port, or a headland, a fog fell on us
and travelled wi' us, till when after it had lifted and we looked out, the deil
a thing could we see. We ran by Gibraltar wi'
oot bein' able to signal. An' til we came to the Dardanelles
and had to wait to get our permit to pass, we never were within hail o' aught.
At first I inclined to slack off sail and beat about till the fog was lifted.
But whiles, I thocht that if the Deil was minded to get us into the Black Sea quick, he was like to do it whether we would or
no. If we had a quick voyage it would be no to our miscredit wi' the owners, or
no hurt to our traffic, an' the Old Mon who had served his ain purpose wad be
decently grateful to us for no hinderin' him."
This mixture of
simplicity and cunning, of superstition and commercial reasoning, aroused Van
Helsing, who said, "Mine friend, that Devil is more clever than he is
thought by some, and he know when he meet his match!"
The skipper was
not displeased with the compliment, and went on, "When we got past the
Bosphorus the men began to grumble. Some o' them, the Roumanians, came and
asked me to heave overboard a big box which had been put on board by a queer
lookin' old man just before we had started frae London. I had seen them speer
at the fellow, and put out their twa fingers when they saw him, to guard them
against the evil eye. Man! but the supersteetion of foreigners is pairfectly
rideeculous! I sent them aboot their business pretty quick, but as just after a
fog closed in on us I felt a wee bit as they did anent something, though I
wouldn't say it was again the big box. Well, on we went, and as the fog didn't
let up for five days I joost let the wind carry us, for if the Deil wanted to
get somewheres, well, he would fetch it up a'reet. An' if he didn't, well, we'd
keep a sharp lookout anyhow. Sure eneuch, we had a fair way and deep water all
the time. And two days ago, when the mornin' sun came through the fog, we found
ourselves just in the river opposite Galatz.
The Roumanians were wild, and wanted me right or wrong to take out the box and
fling it in the river. I had to argy wi' them aboot it wi' a handspike. An'
when the last o' them rose off the deck wi' his head in his hand, I had
convinced them that, evil eye or no evil eye, the property and the trust of my
owners were better in my hands than in the river Danube. They had, mind ye,
taken the box on the deck ready to fling in, and as it was marked Galatz via Varna, I thocht I'd let
it lie till we discharged in the port an' get rid o't althegither. We didn't do
much clearin' that day, an' had to remain the nicht at anchor. But in the
mornin', braw an' airly, an hour before sunup, a man came aboard wi' an order,
written to him from England,
to receive a box marked for one Count Dracula. Sure eneuch the matter was one
ready to his hand. He had his papers a' reet, an' glad I was to be rid o' the
dam' thing, for I was beginnin' masel' to feel uneasy at it. If the Deil did
have any luggage aboord the ship, I'm thinkin' it was nane ither than that
same!"
"What was
the name of the man who took it?" asked Dr. Van Helsing with restrained
eagerness.
"I'll be
tellin' ye quick!" he answered, and stepping down to his cabin, produced a
receipt signed "Immanuel Hildesheim." Burgen-strasse 16 was the
address. We found out that this was all the Captain knew, so with thanks we
came away.
We found Hildesheim in his office,
a Hebrew of rather the Adelphi Theatre type, with a nose like a sheep, and a
fez. His arguments were pointed with specie, we doing the punctuation, and with
a little bargaining he told us what he knew. This turned out to be simple but
important. He had received a letter from Mr. de Ville of London,
telling him to receive, if possible before sunrise so as to avoid customs, a
box which would arrive at Galatz in the
Czarina Catherine. This he was to give in charge to a certain Petrof Skinsky,
who dealt with the Slovaks who traded down the river to the port. He had been
paid for his work by an English bank note, which had been duly cashed for gold
at the Danube International Bank. When Skinsky had come to him, he had taken
him to the ship and handed over the box, so as to save porterage. That was all
he knew.
We then sought
for Skinsky, but were unable to find him. One of his neighbors, who did not
seem to bear him any affection, said that he had gone away two days before, no
one knew whither. This was corroborated by his landlord, who had received by
messenger the key of the house together with the rent due, in English money.
This had been between ten and eleven o'clock last night. We were at a
standstill again.
Whilst we were
talking one came running and breathlessly gasped out that the body of Skinsky
had been found inside the wall of the churchyard of St. Peter, and that the
throat had been torn open as if by some wild animal. Those we had been speaking
with ran off to see the horror, the women crying out. "This is the work of
a Slovak!" We hurried away lest we should have been in some way drawn into
the affair, and so detained.
As we came home
we could arrive at no definite conclusion. We were all convinced that the box was
on its way, by water, to somewhere, but where that might be we would have to
discover. With heavy hearts we came home to the hotel to Mina.
When we met
together, the first thing was to consult as to taking Mina again into our
confidence. Things are getting desperate, and it is at least a chance, though a
hazardous one. As a preliminary step, I was released from my promise to her.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
30 October,
evening.--They were so tired and worn out and dispirited that there was nothing
to be done till they had some rest, so I asked them all to lie down for half an
hour whilst I should enter everything up to the moment. I feel so grateful to
the man who invented the "Traveller's" typewriter, and to Mr. Morris
for getting this one for me. I should have felt quite astray doing the work if
I had to write with a pen…
It is all done.
Poor dear, dear Jonathan, what he must have suffered, what he must be suffering
now. He lies on the sofa hardly seeming to breathe, and his whole body appears
in collapse. His brows are knit. His face is drawn with pain. Poor fellow,
maybe he is thinking, and I can see his face all wrinkled up with the
concentration of his thoughts. Oh! if I could only help at all. I shall do what
I can.
I have asked Dr.
Van Helsing, and he has got me all the papers that I have not yet seen. Whilst
they are resting, I shall go over all carefully, and perhaps I may arrive at
some conclusion. I shall try to follow the Professor's example, and think
without prejudice on the facts before me…
I do believe
that under God's providence I have made a discovery. I shall get the maps and
look over them.
I am more than
ever sure that I am right. My new conclusion is ready, so I shall get our party
together and read it. They can judge it. It is well to be accurate, and every
minute is precious.
MINA HARKER'S
MEMORANDUM
(ENTERED IN HER
JOURNAL)
Ground of
inquiry.--Count Dracula's problem is to get back to his own place.
(a) He must be
brought back by some one. This is evident; for had he power to move himself as
he wished he could go either as man, or wolf, or bat, or in some other way. He
evidently fears discovery or interference, in the state of helplessness in
which he must be, confined as he is between dawn and sunset in his wooden box.
(b) How is he to
be taken?--Here a process of exclusions may help us. By road, by rail, by
water?
1. By
Road.--There are endless difficulties, especially in leaving the city.
(x) There are
people. And people are curious, and investigate. A hint, a surmise, a doubt as
to what might be in the box, would destroy him.
(y) There are,
or there may be, customs and octroi officers to pass.
(z) His pursuers
might follow. This is his highest fear. And in order to prevent his being
betrayed he has repelled, so far as he can, even his victim, me!
2. By
Rail.--There is no one in charge of the box. It would have to take its chance
of being delayed, and delay would be fatal, with enemies on the track. True, he
might escape at night. But what would he be, if left in a strange place with no
refuge that he could fly to? This is not what he intends, and he does not mean
to risk it.
3. By
Water.--Here is the safest way, in one respect, but with most danger in
another. On the water he is powerless except at night. Even then he can only
summon fog and storm and snow and his wolves. But were he wrecked, the living
water would engulf him, helpless, and he would indeed be lost. He could have
the vessel drive to land, but if it were unfriendly land, wherein he was not
free to move, his position would still be desperate.
We know from the
record that he was on the water, so what we have to do is to ascertain what
water.
The first thing
is to realize exactly what he has done as yet. We may, then, get a light on
what his task is to be.
Firstly.--We
must differentiate between what he did in London
as part of his general plan of action, when he was pressed for moments and had
to arrange as best he could.
Secondly.--We
must see, as well as we can surmise it from the facts we know of, what he has
done here.
As to the first,
he evidently intended to arrive at Galatz, and sent invoice to Varna
to deceive us lest we should ascertain his means of exit from England. His
immediate and sole purpose then was to escape. The proof of this, is the letter
of instructions sent to Immanuel Hildesheim to clear and take away the box
before sunrise. There is also the instruction to Petrof Skinsky. These we must
only guess at, but there must have been some letter or message, since Skinsky
came to Hildesheim.
That, so far,
his plans were successful we know. The Czarina Catherine made a phenomenally
quick journey. So much so that Captain Donelson's suspicions were aroused. But
his superstition united with his canniness played the Count's game for him, and
he ran with his favouring wind through fogs and all till he brought up
blindfold at Galatz. That the Count's
arrangements were well made, has been proved. Hildesheim cleared the box, took it off, and
gave it to Skinsky. Skinsky took it, and here we lose the trail. We only know
that the box is somewhere on the water, moving along. The customs and the
octroi, if there be any, have been avoided.
Now we come to
what the Count must have done after his arrival, on land, at Galatz.
The box was
given to Skinsky before sunrise. At sunrise the Count could appear in his own
form. Here, we ask why Skinsky was chosen at all to aid in the work? In my
husband's diary, Skinsky is mentioned as dealing with the Slovaks who trade
down the river to the port. And the man's remark, that the murder was the work
of a Slovak, showed the general feeling against his class. The Count wanted
isolation.
My surmise is
this, that in London
the Count decided to get back to his castle by water, as the most safe and
secret way. He was brought from the castle by Szgany, and probably they
delivered their cargo to Slovaks who took the boxes to Varna,
for there they were shipped to London.
Thus the Count had knowledge of the persons who could arrange this service.
When the box was on land, before sunrise or after sunset, he came out from his
box, met Skinsky and instructed him what to do as to arranging the carriage of
the box up some river. When this was done, and he knew that all was in train,
he blotted out his traces, as he thought, by murdering his agent.
I have examined
the map and find that the river most suitable for the Slovaks to have ascended
is either the Pruth or the Sereth. I read in the typescript that in my trance I
heard cows low and water swirling level with my ears and the creaking of wood.
The Count in his box, then, was on a river in an open boat, propelled probably
either by oars or poles, for the banks are near and it is working against
stream. There would be no such if floating down stream.
Of course it may
not be either the Sereth or the Pruth, but we may possibly investigate further.
Now of these two, the Pruth is the more easily navigated, but the Sereth is, at
Fundu, joined by the Bistritza which runs up round the Borgo Pass.
The loop it makes is manifestly as close to Dracula's castle as can be got by
water.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL--CONTINUED
When I had done
reading, Jonathan took me in his arms and kissed me. The others kept shaking me
by both hands, and Dr. Van Helsing said, "Our dear Madam Mina is once more
our teacher. Her eyes have been where we were blinded. Now we are on the track
once again, and this time we may succeed. Our enemy is at his most helpless.
And if we can come on him by day, on the water, our task will be over. He has a
start, but he is powerless to hasten, as he may not leave this box lest those
who carry him may suspect. For them to suspect would be to prompt them to throw
him in the stream where he perish. This he knows, and will not. Now men, to our
Council of War, for here and now, we must plan what each and all shall
do."
"I shall get
a steam launch and follow him," said Lord Godalming.
"And I,
horses to follow on the bank lest by chance he land," said Mr. Morris.
"Good!"
said the Professor, "both good. But neither must go alone. There must be
force to overcome force if need be. The Slovak is strong and rough, and he
carries rude arms." All the men smiled, for amongst them they carried a
small arsenal.
Said Mr. Morris,
"I have brought some Winchesters. They are pretty handy in a crowd, and
there may be wolves. The Count, if you remember, took some other precautions.
He made some requisitions on others that Mrs. Harker could not quite hear or
understand. We must be ready at all points."
Dr. Seward said,
"I think I had better go with Quincey. We have been accustomed to hunt
together, and we two, well armed, will be a match for whatever may come along.
You must not be alone, Art. It may be necessary to fight the Slovaks, and a
chance thrust, for I don't suppose these fellows carry guns, would undo all our
plans. There must be no chances, this time. We shall not rest until the Count's
head and body have been separated, and we are sure that he cannot
reincarnate."
He looked at
Jonathan as he spoke, and Jonathan looked at me. I could see that the poor dear
was torn about in his mind. Of course he wanted to be with me. But then the
boat service would, most likely, be the one which would destroy the… the…
Vampire. (Why did I hesitate to write the word?)
He was silent
awhile, and during his silence Dr. Van Helsing spoke, "Friend Jonathan,
this is to you for twice reasons. First, because you are young and brave and
can fight, and all energies may be needed at the last. And again that it is
your right to destroy him. That, which has wrought such woe to you and yours.
Be not afraid for Madam Mina. She will be my care, if I may. I am old. My legs
are not so quick to run as once. And I am not used to ride so long or to pursue
as need be, or to fight with lethal weapons. But I can be of other service. I
can fight in other way. And I can die, if need be, as well as younger men. Now
let me say that what I would is this. While you, my Lord Godalming and friend
Jonathan go in your so swift little steamboat up the river, and whilst John and
Quincey guard the bank where perchance he might be landed, I will take Madam
Mina right into the heart of the enemy's country. Whilst the old fox is tied in
his box, floating on the running stream whence he cannot escape to land, where
he dares not raise the lid of his coffin box lest his Slovak carriers should in
fear leave him to perish, we shall go in the track where Jonathan went, from
Bistritz over the Borgo, and find our way to the Castle of Dracula. Here, Madam
Mina's hypnotic power will surely help, and we shall find our way, all dark and
unknown otherwise, after the first sunrise when we are near that fateful place.
There is much to be done, and other places to be made sanctify, so that that
nest of vipers be obliterated."
Here Jonathan
interrupted him hotly, "Do you mean to say, Professor Van Helsing, that
you would bring Mina, in her sad case and tainted as she is with that devil's
illness, right into the jaws of his deathtrap? Not for the world! Not for
Heaven or Hell!"
He became almost
speechless for a minute, and then went on, "Do you know what the place is?
Have you seen that awful den of hellish infamy, with the very moonlight alive
with grisly shapes, and every speck of dust that whirls in the wind a devouring
monster in embryo? Have you felt the Vampire's lips upon your throat?"
Here he turned
to me, and as his eyes lit on my forehead he threw up his arms with a cry,
"Oh, my God, what have we done to have this terror upon us?" and he
sank down on the sofa in a collapse of misery.
The Professor's
voice, as he spoke in clear, sweet tones, which seemed to vibrate in the air,
calmed us all.
"Oh, my
friend, it is because I would save Madam Mina from that awful place that I
would go. God forbid that I should take her into that place. There is work,
wild work, to be done before that place can be purify. Remember that we are in
terrible straits. If the Count escape us this time, and he is strong and subtle
and cunning, he may choose to sleep him for a century, and then in time our
dear one," he took my hand, "would come to him to keep him company,
and would be as those others that you, Jonathan, saw. You have told us of their
gloating lips. You heard their ribald laugh as they clutched the moving bag
that the Count threw to them. You shudder, and well may it be. Forgive me that
I make you so much pain, but it is necessary. My friend, is it not a dire need
for that which I am giving, possibly my life? If it were that any one went into
that place to stay, it is I who would have to go to keep them company."
"Do as you
will," said Jonathan, with a sob that shook him all over, "we are in
the hands of God!"
Later.--Oh, it
did me good to see the way that these brave men worked. How can women help
loving men when they are so earnest, and so true, and so brave! And, too, it
made me think of the wonderful power of money! What can it not do when basely
used. I felt so thankful that Lord Godalming is rich, and both he and Mr.
Morris, who also has plenty of money, are willing to spend it so freely. For if
they did not, our little expedition could not start, either so promptly or so
well equipped, as it will within another hour. It is not three hours since it
was arranged what part each of us was to do. And now Lord Godalming and
Jonathan have a lovely steam launch, with steam up ready to start at a moment's
notice. Dr. Seward and Mr. Morris have half a dozen good horses, well
appointed. We have all the maps and appliances of various kinds that can be
had. Professor Van Helsing and I are to leave by the 11:40 train tonight for
Veresti, where we are to get a carriage to drive to the Borgo Pass. We are
bringing a good deal of ready money, as we are to buy a carriage and horses. We
shall drive ourselves, for we have no one whom we can trust in the matter. The
Professor knows something of a great many languages, so we shall get on all
right. We have all got arms, even for me a large bore revolver. Jonathan would
not be happy unless I was armed like the rest. Alas! I cannot carry one arm
that the rest do, the scar on my forehead forbids that. Dear Dr. Van Helsing
comforts me by telling me that I am fully armed as there may be wolves. The
weather is getting colder every hour, and there are snow flurries which come
and go as warnings.
Later.--It took
all my courage to say goodbye to my darling. We may never meet again. Courage,
Mina! The Professor is looking at you keenly. His look is a warning. There must
be no tears now, unless it may be that God will let them fall in gladness.
JONATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
30 October,
night.--I am writing this in the light from the furnace door of the steam
launch. Lord Godalming is firing up. He is an experienced hand at the work, as
he has had for years a launch of his own on the Thames, and another on the
Norfolk Broads. Regarding our plans, we finally decided that Mina's guess was
correct, and that if any waterway was chosen for the Count's escape back to his
Castle, the Sereth and then the Bistritza at its junction, would be the one. We
took it, that somewhere about the 47th degree, north latitude, would be the
place chosen for crossing the country between the river and the Carpathians. We
have no fear in running at good speed up the river at night. There is plenty of
water, and the banks are wide enough apart to make steaming, even in the dark,
easy enough. Lord Godalming tells me to sleep for a while, as it is enough for
the present for one to be on watch. But I cannot sleep, how can I with the
terrible danger hanging over my darling, and her going out into that awful
place…
My only comfort
is that we are in the hands of God. Only for that faith it would be easier to die
than to live, and so be quit of all the trouble. Mr. Morris and Dr. Seward were
off on their long ride before we started. They are to keep up the right bank,
far enough off to get on higher lands where they can see a good stretch of
river and avoid the following of its curves. They have, for the first stages,
two men to ride and lead their spare horses, four in all, so as not to excite
curiosity. When they dismiss the men, which shall be shortly, they shall
themselves look after the horses. It may be necessary for us to join forces. If
so they can mount our whole party. One of the saddles has a moveable horn, and
can be easily adapted for Mina, if required.
It is a wild
adventure we are on. Here, as we are rushing along through the darkness, with
the cold from the river seeming to rise up and strike us, with all the
mysterious voices of the night around us, it all comes home. We seem to be
drifting into unknown places and unknown ways. Into a whole world of dark and
dreadful things. Godalming is shutting the furnace door…
31
October.--Still hurrying along. The day has come, and Godalming is sleeping. I
am on watch. The morning is bitterly cold, the furnace heat is grateful, though
we have heavy fur coats. As yet we have passed only a few open boats, but none
of them had on board any box or package of anything like the size of the one we
seek. The men were scared every time we turned our electric lamp on them, and
fell on their knees and prayed.
1 November,
evening.--No news all day. We have found nothing of the kind we seek. We have
now passed into the Bistritza, and if we are wrong in our surmise our chance is
gone. We have overhauled every boat, big and little. Early this morning, one
crew took us for a Government boat, and treated us accordingly. We saw in this
a way of smoothing matters, so at Fundu, where the Bistritza runs into the
Sereth, we got a Roumanian flag which we now fly conspicuously. With every boat
which we have overhauled since then this trick has succeeded. We have had every
deference shown to us, and not once any objection to whatever we chose to ask
or do. Some of the Slovaks tell us that a big boat passed them, going at more
than usual speed as she had a double crew on board. This was before they came
to Fundu, so they could not tell us whether the boat turned into the Bistritza
or continued on up the Sereth. At Fundu we could not hear of any such boat, so
she must have passed there in the night. I am feeling very sleepy. The cold is
perhaps beginning to tell upon me, and nature must have rest some time.
Godalming insists that he shall keep the first watch. God bless him for all his
goodness to poor dear Mina and me.
2 November,
morning.--It is broad daylight. That good fellow would not wake me. He says it
would have been a sin to, for I slept peacefully and was forgetting my trouble.
It seems brutally selfish to me to have slept so long, and let him watch all
night, but he was quite right. I am a new man this morning. And, as I sit here
and watch him sleeping, I can do all that is necessary both as to minding the
engine, steering, and keeping watch. I can feel that my strength and energy are
coming back to me. I wonder where Mina is now, and Van Helsing. They should
have got to Veresti about noon on Wednesday. It would take them some time to
get the carriage and horses. So if they had started and travelled hard, they
would be about now at the Borgo Pass. God guide and help them! I am afraid to
think what may happen. If we could only go faster. But we cannot. The engines
are throbbing and doing their utmost. I wonder how Dr. Seward and Mr. Morris
are getting on. There seem to be endless streams running down the mountains
into this river, but as none of them are very large, at present, at all events,
though they are doubtless terrible in winter and when the snow melts, the
horsemen may not have met much obstruction. I hope that before we get to
Strasba we may see them. For if by that time we have not overtaken the Count,
it may be necessary to take counsel together what to do next.
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
2
November.--Three days on the road. No news, and no time to write it if there
had been, for every moment is precious. We have had only the rest needful for
the horses. But we are both bearing it wonderfully. Those adventurous days of
ours are turning up useful. We must push on. We shall never feel happy till we
get the launch in sight again.
3 November.--We
heard at Fundu that the launch had gone up the Bistritza. I wish it wasn't so
cold. There are signs of snow coming. And if it falls heavy it will stop us. In
such case we must get a sledge and go on, Russian fashion.
4
November.--Today we heard of the launch having been detained by an accident
when trying to force a way up the rapids. The Slovak boats get up all right, by
aid of a rope and steering with knowledge. Some went up only a few hours
before. Godalming is an amateur fitter himself, and evidently it was he who put
the launch in trim again.
Finally, they
got up the rapids all right, with local help, and are off on the chase afresh.
I fear that the boat is not any better for the accident, the peasantry tell us
that after she got upon smooth water again, she kept stopping every now and
again so long as she was in sight. We must push on harder than ever. Our help
may be wanted soon.
MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL
31
October.--Arrived at Veresti at noon. The Professor tells me that this morning
at dawn he could hardly hypnotize me at all, and that all I could say was,
"dark and quiet." He is off now buying a carriage and horses. He says
that he will later on try to buy additional horses, so that we may be able to
change them on the way. We have something more than 70 miles before us. The
country is lovely, and most interesting. If only we were under different
conditions, how delightful it would be to see it all. If Jonathan and I were
driving through it alone what a pleasure it would be. To stop and see people,
and learn something of their life, and to fill our minds and memories with all
the colour and picturesqueness of the whole wild, beautiful country and the
quaint people! But, alas!
Later.--Dr. Van
Helsing has returned. He has got the carriage and horses. We are to have some
dinner, and to start in an hour. The landlady is putting us up a huge basket of
provisions. It seems enough for a company of soldiers. The Professor encourages
her, and whispers to me that it may be a week before we can get any food again.
He has been shopping too, and has sent home such a wonderful lot of fur coats
and wraps, and all sorts of warm things. There will not be any chance of our
being cold.
We shall soon be
off. I am afraid to think what may happen to us. We are truly in the hands of
God. He alone knows what may be, and I pray Him, with all the strength of my
sad and humble soul, that He will watch over my beloved husband. That whatever
may happen, Jonathan may know that I loved him and honoured him more than I can
say, and that my latest and truest thought will be always for him.
1 November.--All
day long we have travelled, and at a good speed. The horses seem to know that
they are being kindly treated, for they go willingly their full stage at best
speed. We have now had so many changes and find the same thing so constantly
that we are encouraged to think that the journey will be an easy one. Dr. Van
Helsing is laconic, he tells the farmers that he is hurrying to Bistritz, and
pays them well to make the exchange of horses. We get hot soup, or coffee, or
tea, and off we go. It is a lovely country. Full of beauties of all imaginable
kinds, and the people are brave, and strong, and simple, and seem full of nice
qualities. They are very, very superstitious. In the first house where we
stopped, when the woman who served us saw the scar on my forehead, she crossed
herself and put out two fingers towards me, to keep off the evil eye. I believe
they went to the trouble of putting an extra amount of garlic into our food,
and I can't abide garlic. Ever since then I have taken care not to take off my
hat or veil, and so have escaped their suspicions. We are travelling fast, and
as we have no driver with us to carry tales, we go ahead of scandal. But I
daresay that fear of the evil eye will follow hard behind us all the way. The
Professor seems tireless. All day he would not take any rest, though he made me
sleep for a long spell. At sunset time he hypnotized me, and he says I answered
as usual, "darkness, lapping water and creaking wood." So our enemy
is still on the river. I am afraid to think of Jonathan, but somehow I have now
no fear for him, or for myself. I write this whilst we wait in a farmhouse for
the horses to be ready. Dr. Van Helsing is sleeping. Poor dear, he looks very
tired and old and grey, but his mouth is set as firmly as a conqueror's. Even
in his sleep he is intense with resolution. When we have well started I must
make him rest whilst I drive. I shall tell him that we have days before us, and
he must not break down when most of all his strength will be needed… All is
ready. We are off shortly.
2 November,
morning.--I was successful, and we took turns driving all night. Now the day is
on us, bright though cold. There is a strange heaviness in the air. I say
heaviness for want of a better word. I mean that it oppresses us both. It is
very cold, and only our warm furs keep us comfortable. At dawn Van Helsing
hypnotized me. He says I answered "darkness, creaking wood and roaring
water," so the river is changing as they ascend. I do hope that my darling
will not run any chance of danger, more than need be, but we are in God's hands.
2 November,
night.--All day long driving. The country gets wilder as we go, and the great
spurs of the Carpathians, which at Veresti seemed so far from us and so low on
the horizon, now seem to gather round us and tower in front. We both seem in
good spirits. I think we make an effort each to cheer the other, in the doing
so we cheer ourselves. Dr. Van Helsing says that by morning we shall reach the Borgo Pass.
The houses are very few here now, and the Professor says that the last horse we
got will have to go on with us, as we may not be able to change. He got two in
addition to the two we changed, so that now we have a rude four-in-hand. The
dear horses are patient and good, and they give us no trouble. We are not
worried with other travellers, and so even I can drive. We shall get to the
Pass in daylight. We do not want to arrive before. So we take it easy, and have
each a long rest in turn. Oh, what will tomorrow bring to us? We go to seek the
place where my poor darling suffered so much. God grant that we may be guided
aright, and that He will deign to watch over my husband and those dear to us
both, and who are in such deadly peril. As for me, I am not worthy in His
sight. Alas! I am unclean to His eyes, and shall be until He may deign to let
me stand forth in His sight as one of those who have not incurred His wrath.
MEMORANDUM BY
ABRAHAM VAN HELSING
4
November.--This to my old and true friend John Seward, M.D., of Purfleet, London, in case I may not
see him. It may explain. It is morning, and I write by a fire which all the
night I have kept alive, Madam Mina aiding me. It is cold, cold. So cold that
the grey heavy sky is full of snow, which when it falls will settle for all
winter as the ground is hardening to receive it. It seems to have affected
Madam Mina. She has been so heavy of head all day that she was not like
herself. She sleeps, and sleeps, and sleeps! She who is usual so alert, have
done literally nothing all the day. She even have lost her appetite. She make
no entry into her little diary, she who write so faithful at every pause.
Something whisper to me that all is not well. However, tonight she is more vif.
Her long sleep all day have refresh and restore her, for now she is all sweet
and bright as ever. At sunset I try to hypnotize her, but alas! with no effect.
The power has grown less and less with each day, and tonight it fail me
altogether. Well, God's will be done, whatever it may be, and whithersoever it
may lead!
Now to the
historical, for as Madam Mina write not in her stenography, I must, in my
cumbrous old fashion, that so each day of us may not go unrecorded.
We got to the Borgo Pass
just after sunrise yesterday morning. When I saw the signs of the dawn I got
ready for the hypnotism. We stopped our carriage, and got down so that there
might be no disturbance. I made a couch with furs, and Madam Mina, lying down,
yield herself as usual, but more slow and more short time than ever, to the
hypnotic sleep. As before, came the answer, "darkness and the swirling of
water." Then she woke, bright and radiant and we go on our way and soon
reach the Pass. At this time and place, she become all on fire with zeal. Some
new guiding power be in her manifested, for she point to a road and say,
"This is the way."
"How know
you it?" I ask.
"Of course
I know it," she answer, and with a pause, add, "Have not my Jonathan
travelled it and wrote of his travel?"
At first I think
somewhat strange, but soon I see that there be only one such byroad. It is used
but little, and very different from the coach road from the Bukovina
to Bistritz, which is more wide and hard, and more of use.
So we came down
this road. When we meet other ways, not always were we sure that they were
roads at all, for they be neglect and light snow have fallen, the horses know
and they only. I give rein to them, and they go on so patient. By and by we
find all the things which Jonathan have note in that wonderful diary of him.
Then we go on for long, long hours and hours. At the first, I tell Madam Mina
to sleep. She try, and she succeed. She sleep all the time, till at the last, I
feel myself to suspicious grow, and attempt to wake her. But she sleep on, and
I may not wake her though I try. I do not wish to try too hard lest I harm her.
For I know that she have suffer much, and sleep at times be all-in-all to her.
I think I drowse myself, for all of sudden I feel guilt, as though I have done
something. I find myself bolt up, with the reins in my hand, and the good
horses go along jog, jog, just as ever. I look down and find Madam Mina still
asleep. It is now not far off sunset time, and over the snow the light of the
sun flow in big yellow flood, so that we throw great long shadow on where the
mountain rise so steep. For we are going up, and up, and all is oh so wild and
rocky, as though it were the end of the world.
Then I arouse
Madam Mina. This time she wake with not much trouble, and then I try to put her
to hypnotic sleep. But she sleep not, being as though I were not. Still I try
and try, till all at once I find her and myself in dark, so I look round, and
find that the sun have gone down. Madam Mina laugh, and I turn and look at her.
She is now quite awake, and look so well as I never saw her since that night at
Carfax when we first enter the Count's house. I am amaze, and not at ease then.
But she is so bright and tender and thoughtful for me that I forget all fear. I
light a fire, for we have brought supply of wood with us, and she prepare food
while I undo the horses and set them, tethered in shelter, to feed. Then when I
return to the fire she have my supper ready. I go to help her, but she smile,
and tell me that she have eat already. That she was so hungry that she would
not wait. I like it not, and I have grave doubts. But I fear to affright her,
and so I am silent of it. She help me and I eat alone, and then we wrap in fur
and lie beside the fire, and I tell her to sleep while I watch. But presently I
forget all of watching. And when I sudden remember that I watch, I find her
lying quiet, but awake, and looking at me with so bright eyes. Once, twice more
the same occur, and I get much sleep till before morning. When I wake I try to
hypnotize her, but alas! though she shut her eyes obedient, she may not sleep.
The sun rise up, and up, and up, and then sleep come to her too late, but so
heavy that she will not wake. I have to lift her up, and place her sleeping in
the carriage when I have harnessed the horses and made all ready. Madam still
sleep, and she look in her sleep more healthy and more redder than before. And
I like it not. And I am afraid, afraid, afraid! I am afraid of all things, even
to think but I must go on my way. The stake we play for is life and death, or
more than these, and we must not flinch.
5 November,
morning.--Let me be accurate in everything, for though you and I have seen some
strange things together, you may at the first think that I, Van Helsing, am
mad. That the many horrors and the so long strain on nerves has at the last
turn my brain.
All yesterday we
travel, always getting closer to the mountains, and moving into a more and more
wild and desert land. There are great, frowning precipices and much falling
water, and Nature seem to have held sometime her carnival. Madam Mina still
sleep and sleep. And though I did have hunger and appeased it, I could not
waken her, even for food. I began to fear that the fatal spell of the place was
upon her, tainted as she is with that Vampire baptism. "Well," said I
to myself, "if it be that she sleep all the day, it shall also be that I
do not sleep at night." As we travel on the rough road, for a road of an
ancient and imperfect kind there was, I held down my head and slept.
Again I waked
with a sense of guilt and of time passed, and found Madam Mina still sleeping,
and the sun low down. But all was indeed changed. The frowning mountains seemed
further away, and we were near the top of a steep rising hill, on summit of
which was such a castle as Jonathan tell of in his diary. At once I exulted and
feared. For now, for good or ill, the end was near.
I woke Madam
Mina, and again tried to hypnotize her, but alas! unavailing till too late.
Then, ere the great dark came upon us, for even after down sun the heavens
reflected the gone sun on the snow, and all was for a time in a great twilight.
I took out the horses and fed them in what shelter I could. Then I make a fire,
and near it I make Madam Mina, now awake and more charming than ever, sit
comfortable amid her rugs. I got ready food, but she would not eat, simply
saying that she had not hunger. I did not press her, knowing her unavailingness.
But I myself eat, for I must needs now be strong for all. Then, with the fear
on me of what might be, I drew a ring so big for her comfort, round where Madam
Mina sat. And over the ring I passed some of the wafer, and I broke it fine so
that all was well guarded. She sat still all the time, so still as one dead.
And she grew whiter and even whiter till the snow was not more pale, and no
word she said. But when I drew near, she clung to me, and I could know that the
poor soul shook her from head to feet with a tremor that was pain to feel.
I said to her
presently, when she had grown more quiet, "Will you not come over to the
fire?" for I wished to make a test of what she could. She rose obedient,
but when she have made a step she stopped, and stood as one stricken.
"Why not go
on?" I asked. She shook her head, and coming back, sat down in her place.
Then, looking at me with open eyes, as of one waked from sleep, she said
simply, "I cannot!" and remained silent. I rejoiced, for I knew that
what she could not, none of those that we dreaded could. Though there might be
danger to her body, yet her soul was safe!
Presently the
horses began to scream, and tore at their tethers till I came to them and
quieted them. When they did feel my hands on them, they whinnied low as in joy,
and licked at my hands and were quiet for a time. Many times through the night
did I come to them, till it arrive to the cold hour when all nature is at
lowest, and every time my coming was with quiet of them. In the cold hour the
fire began to die, and I was about stepping forth to replenish it, for now the
snow came in flying sweeps and with it a chill mist. Even in the dark there was
a light of some kind, as there ever is over snow, and it seemed as though the
snow flurries and the wreaths of mist took shape as of women with trailing
garments. All was in dead, grim silence only that the horses whinnied and
cowered, as if in terror of the worst. I began to fear, horrible fears. But
then came to me the sense of safety in that ring wherein I stood. I began too,
to think that my imaginings were of the night, and the gloom, and the unrest
that I have gone through, and all the terrible anxiety. It was as though my
memories of all Jonathan's horrid experience were befooling me. For the snow flakes
and the mist began to wheel and circle round, till I could get as though a
shadowy glimpse of those women that would have kissed him. And then the horses
cowered lower and lower, and moaned in terror as men do in pain. Even the
madness of fright was not to them, so that they could break away. I feared for
my dear Madam Mina when these weird figures drew near and circled round. I
looked at her, but she sat calm, and smiled at me. When I would have stepped to
the fire to replenish it, she caught me and held me back, and whispered, like a
voice that one hears in a dream, so low it was.
"No! No! Do
not go without. Here you are safe!"
I turned to her,
and looking in her eyes said, "But you? It is for you that I fear!"
Whereat she
laughed, a laugh low and unreal, and said, "Fear for me! Why fear for me?
None safer in all the world from them than I am," and as I wondered at the
meaning of her words, a puff of wind made the flame leap up, and I see the red
scar on her forehead. Then, alas! I knew. Did I not, I would soon have learned,
for the wheeling figures of mist and snow came closer, but keeping ever without
the Holy circle. Then they began to materialize till, if God have not taken
away my reason, for I saw it through my eyes. There were before me in actual
flesh the same three women that Jonathan saw in the room, when they would have
kissed his throat. I knew the swaying round forms, the bright hard eyes, the
white teeth, the ruddy colour, the voluptuous lips. They smiled ever at poor
dear Madam Mina. And as their laugh came through the silence of the night, they
twined their arms and pointed to her, and said in those so sweet tingling tones
that Jonathan said were of the intolerable sweetness of the water glasses,
"Come, sister. Come to us. Come!"
In fear I turned
to my poor Madam Mina, and my heart with gladness leapt like flame. For oh! the
terror in her sweet eyes, the repulsion, the horror, told a story to my heart
that was all of hope. God be thanked she was not, yet, of them. I seized some
of the firewood which was by me, and holding out some of the Wafer, advanced on
them towards the fire. They drew back before me, and laughed their low horrid
laugh. I fed the fire, and feared them not. For I knew that we were safe within
the ring, which she could not leave no more than they could enter. The horses
had ceased to moan, and lay still on the ground. The snow fell on them softly,
and they grew whiter. I knew that there was for the poor beasts no more of
terror.
And so we
remained till the red of the dawn began to fall through the snow gloom. I was
desolate and afraid, and full of woe and terror. But when that beautiful sun
began to climb the horizon life was to me again. At the first coming of the
dawn the horrid figures melted in the whirling mist and snow. The wreaths of
transparent gloom moved away towards the castle, and were lost.
Instinctively,
with the dawn coming, I turned to Madam Mina, intending to hypnotize her. But
she lay in a deep and sudden sleep, from which I could not wake her. I tried to
hypnotize through her sleep, but she made no response, none at all, and the day
broke. I fear yet to stir. I have made my fire and have seen the horses, they
are all dead. Today I have much to do here, and I keep waiting till the sun is
up high. For there may be places where I must go, where that sunlight, though
snow and mist obscure it, will be to me a safety.
I will
strengthen me with breakfast, and then I will do my terrible work. Madam Mina
still sleeps, and God be thanked! She is calm in her sleep…
JONATHAN
HARKER'S JOURNAL
4 November,
evening.--The accident to the launch has been a terrible thing for us. Only for
it we should have overtaken the boat long ago, and by now my dear Mina would
have been free. I fear to think of her, off on the wolds near that horrid
place. We have got horses, and we follow on the track. I note this whilst
Godalming is getting ready. We have our arms. The Szgany must look out if they
mean to fight. Oh, if only Morris and Seward were with us. We must only hope!
If I write no more Goodby Mina! God bless and keep you.
DR. SEWARD'S
DIARY
5
November.--With the dawn we saw the body of Szgany before us dashing away from
the river with their leiter wagon. They surrounded it in a cluster, and hurried
along as though beset. The snow is falling lightly and there is a strange
excitement in the air. It may be our own feelings, but the depression is
strange. Far off I hear the howling of wolves. The snow brings them down from
the mountains, and there are dangers to all of us, and from all sides. The
horses are nearly ready, and we are soon off. We ride to death of some one. God
alone knows who, or where, or what, or when, or how it may be…
DR. VAN
HELSING'S MEMORANDUM
5 November,
afternoon.--I am at least sane. Thank God for that mercy at all events, though
the proving it has been dreadful. When I left Madam Mina sleeping within the
Holy circle, I took my way to the castle. The blacksmith hammer which I took in
the carriage from Veresti was useful, though the doors were all open I broke
them off the rusty hinges, lest some ill intent or ill chance should close
them, so that being entered I might not get out. Jonathan's bitter experience
served me here. By memory of his diary I found my way to the old chapel, for I
knew that here my work lay. The air was oppressive. It seemed as if there was
some sulphurous fume, which at times made me dizzy. Either there was a roaring
in my ears or I heard afar off the howl of wolves. Then I bethought me of my
dear Madam Mina, and I was in terrible plight. The dilemma had me between his
horns.
Her, I had not
dare to take into this place, but left safe from the Vampire in that Holy
circle. And yet even there would be the wolf! I resolve me that my work lay
here, and that as to the wolves we must submit, if it were God's will. At any
rate it was only death and freedom beyond. So did I choose for her. Had it but
been for myself the choice had been easy, the maw of the wolf were better to
rest in than the grave of the Vampire! So I make my choice to go on with my
work.
I knew that
there were at least three graves to find, graves that are inhabit. So I search,
and search, and I find one of them. She lay in her Vampire sleep, so full of
life and voluptuous beauty that I shudder as though I have come to do murder.
Ah, I doubt not that in the old time, when such things were, many a man who set
forth to do such a task as mine, found at the last his heart fail him, and then
his nerve. So he delay, and delay, and delay, till the mere beauty and the
fascination of the wanton Undead have hypnotize him. And he remain on and on,
till sunset come, and the Vampire sleep be over. Then the beautiful eyes of the
fair woman open and look love, and the voluptuous mouth present to a kiss, and
the man is weak. And there remain one more victim in the Vampire fold. One more
to swell the grim and grisly ranks of the Undead!…
There is some
fascination, surely, when I am moved by the mere presence of such an one, even
lying as she lay in a tomb fretted with age and heavy with the dust of
centuries, though there be that horrid odour such as the lairs of the Count
have had. Yes, I was moved. I, Van Helsing, with all my purpose and with my
motive for hate. I was moved to a yearning for delay which seemed to paralyze
my faculties and to clog my very soul. It may have been that the need of
natural sleep, and the strange oppression of the air were beginning to overcome
me. Certain it was that I was lapsing into sleep, the open eyed sleep of one
who yields to a sweet fascination, when there came through the snow-stilled air
a long, low wail, so full of woe and pity that it woke me like the sound of a
clarion. For it was the voice of my dear Madam Mina that I heard.
Then I braced
myself again to my horrid task, and found by wrenching away tomb tops one other
of the sisters, the other dark one. I dared not pause to look on her as I had
on her sister, lest once more I should begin to be enthrall. But I go on
searching until, presently, I find in a high great tomb as if made to one much
beloved that other fair sister which, like Jonathan I had seen to gather
herself out of the atoms of the mist. She was so fair to look on, so radiantly
beautiful, so exquisitely voluptuous, that the very instinct of man in me,
which calls some of my sex to love and to protect one of hers, made my head
whirl with new emotion. But God be thanked, that soul wail of my dear Madam
Mina had not died out of my ears. And, before the spell could be wrought
further upon me, I had nerved myself to my wild work. By this time I had
searched all the tombs in the chapel, so far as I could tell. And as there had
been only three of these Undead phantoms around us in the night, I took it that
there were no more of active Undead existent. There was one great tomb more
lordly than all the rest. Huge it was, and nobly proportioned. On it was but
one word.
DRACULA
This then was
the Undead home of the King Vampire, to whom so many more were due. Its
emptiness spoke eloquent to make certain what I knew. Before I began to restore
these women to their dead selves through my awful work, I laid in Dracula's
tomb some of the Wafer, and so banished him from it, Undead, for ever.
Then began my
terrible task, and I dreaded it. Had it been but one, it had been easy,
comparative. But three! To begin twice more after I had been through a deed of
horror. For it was terrible with the sweet Miss Lucy, what would it not be with
these strange ones who had survived through centuries, and who had been
strengthened by the passing of the years. Who would, if they could, have fought
for their foul lives…
Oh, my friend
John, but it was butcher work. Had I not been nerved by thoughts of other dead,
and of the living over whom hung such a pall of fear, I could not have gone on.
I tremble and tremble even yet, though till all was over, God be thanked, my
nerve did stand. Had I not seen the repose in the first place, and the gladness
that stole over it just ere the final dissolution came, as realization that the
soul had been won, I could not have gone further with my butchery. I could not
have endured the horrid screeching as the stake drove home, the plunging of
writhing form, and lips of bloody foam. I should have fled in terror and left
my work undone. But it is over! And the poor souls, I can pity them now and
weep, as I think of them placid each in her full sleep of death for a short
moment ere fading. For, friend John, hardly had my knife severed the head of
each, before the whole body began to melt away and crumble into its native
dust, as though the death that should have come centuries ago had at last
assert himself and say at once and loud, "I am here!"
Before I left
the castle I so fixed its entrances that never more can the Count enter there
Undead.
When I stepped
into the circle where Madam Mina slept, she woke from her sleep and, seeing me,
cried out in pain that I had endured too much.
"Come!"
she said, "come away from this awful place! Let us go to meet my husband
who is, I know, coming towards us." She was looking thin and pale and
weak. But her eyes were pure and glowed with fervour. I was glad to see her
paleness and her illness, for my mind was full of the fresh horror of that
ruddy vampire sleep.
And so with
trust and hope, and yet full of fear, we go eastward to meet our friends, and
him, whom Madam Mina tell me that she know are coming to meet us.
MINA HARKER'S
JOURNAL
6 November.--It
was late in the afternoon when the Professor and I took our way towards the
east whence I knew Jonathan was coming. We did not go fast, though the way was
steeply downhill, for we had to take heavy rugs and wraps with us. We dared not
face the possibility of being left without warmth in the cold and the snow. We
had to take some of our provisions too, for we were in a perfect desolation,
and so far as we could see through the snowfall, there was not even the sign of
habitation. When we had gone about a mile, I was tired with the heavy walking
and sat down to rest. Then we looked back and saw where the clear line of
Dracula's castle cut the sky. For we were so deep under the hill whereon it was
set that the angle of perspective of the Carpathian mountains was far below it.
We saw it in all its grandeur, perched a thousand feet on the summit of a sheer
precipice, and with seemingly a great gap between it and the steep of the
adjacent mountain on any side. There was something wild and uncanny about the
place. We could hear the distant howling of wolves. They were far off, but the
sound, even though coming muffled through the deadening snowfall, was full of
terror. I knew from the way Dr. Van Helsing was searching about that he was
trying to seek some strategic point, where we would be less exposed in case of
attack. The rough roadway still led downwards. We could trace it through the
drifted snow.
In a little
while the Professor signalled to me, so I got up and joined him. He had found a
wonderful spot, a sort of natural hollow in a rock, with an entrance like a
doorway between two boulders. He took me by the hand and drew me in.
"See!"
he said, "here you will be in shelter. And if the wolves do come I can
meet them one by one."
He brought in
our furs, and made a snug nest for me, and got out some provisions and forced
them upon me. But I could not eat, to even try to do so was repulsive to me,
and much as I would have liked to please him, I could not bring myself to the
attempt. He looked very sad, but did not reproach me. Taking his field glasses
from the case, he stood on the top of the rock, and began to search the
horizon.
Suddenly he
called out, "Look! Madam Mina, look! Look!"
I sprang up and
stood beside him on the rock. He handed me his glasses and pointed. The snow
was now falling more heavily, and swirled about fiercely, for a high wind was
beginning to blow. However, there were times when there were pauses between the
snow flurries and I could see a long way round. From the height where we were
it was possible to see a great distance. And far off, beyond the white waste of
snow, I could see the river lying like a black ribbon in kinks and curls as it
wound its way. Straight in front of us and not far off, in fact so near that I
wondered we had not noticed before, came a group of mounted men hurrying along.
In the midst of them was a cart, a long leiter wagon which swept from side to
side, like a dog's tail wagging, with each stern inequality of the road.
Outlined against the snow as they were, I could see from the men's clothes that
they were peasants or gypsies of some kind.
On the cart was
a great square chest. My heart leaped as I saw it, for I felt that the end was
coming. The evening was now drawing close, and well I knew that at sunset the
Thing, which was till then imprisoned there, would take new freedom and could
in any of many forms elude pursuit. In fear I turned to the Professor. To my
consternation, however, he was not there. An instant later, I saw him below me.
Round the rock he had drawn a circle, such as we had found shelter in last
night.
When he had
completed it he stood beside me again saying, "At least you shall be safe
here from him!" He took the glasses from me, and at the next lull of the
snow swept the whole space below us. "See," he said, "they come
quickly. They are flogging the horses, and galloping as hard as they can."
He paused and
went on in a hollow voice, "They are racing for the sunset. We may be too
late. God's will be done!" Down came another blinding rush of driving
snow, and the whole landscape was blotted out. It soon passed, however, and
once more his glasses were fixed on the plain.
Then came a
sudden cry, "Look! Look! Look! See, two horsemen follow fast, coming up
from the south. It must be Quincey and John. Take the glass. Look before the
snow blots it all out!" I took it and looked. The two men might be Dr.
Seward and Mr. Morris. I knew at all events that neither of them was Jonathan.
At the same time I knew that Jonathan was not far off. Looking around I saw on
the north side of the coming party two other men, riding at breakneck speed.
One of them I knew was Jonathan, and the other I took, of course, to be Lord
Godalming. They too, were pursuing the party with the cart. When I told the
Professor he shouted in glee like a schoolboy, and after looking intently till
a snow fall made sight impossible, he laid his Winchester rifle ready for use
against the boulder at the opening of our shelter.
"They are
all converging," he said. "When the time comes we shall have gypsies
on all sides." I got out my revolver ready to hand, for whilst we were
speaking the howling of wolves came louder and closer. When the snow storm
abated a moment we looked again. It was strange to see the snow falling in such
heavy flakes close to us, and beyond, the sun shining more and more brightly as
it sank down towards the far mountain tops. Sweeping the glass all around us I
could see here and there dots moving singly and in twos and threes and larger
numbers. The wolves were gathering for their prey.
Every instant
seemed an age whilst we waited. The wind came now in fierce bursts, and the
snow was driven with fury as it swept upon us in circling eddies. At times we
could not see an arm's length before us. But at others, as the hollow sounding
wind swept by us, it seemed to clear the air space around us so that we could
see afar off. We had of late been so accustomed to watch for sunrise and
sunset, that we knew with fair accuracy when it would be. And we knew that
before long the sun would set. It was hard to believe that by our watches it
was less than an hour that we waited in that rocky shelter before the various
bodies began to converge close upon us. The wind came now with fiercer and more
bitter sweeps, and more steadily from the north. It seemingly had driven the
snow clouds from us, for with only occasional bursts, the snow fell. We could
distinguish clearly the individuals of each party, the pursued and the
pursuers. Strangely enough those pursued did not seem to realize, or at least
to care, that they were pursued. They seemed, however, to hasten with redoubled
speed as the sun dropped lower and lower on the mountain tops.
Closer and
closer they drew. The Professor and I crouched down behind our rock, and held
our weapons ready. I could see that he was determined that they should not
pass. One and all were quite unaware of our presence.
All at once two
voices shouted out to "Halt!" One was my Jonathan's, raised in a high
key of passion. The other Mr. Morris' strong resolute tone of quiet command.
The gypsies may not have known the language, but there was no mistaking the
tone, in whatever tongue the words were spoken. Instinctively they reined in,
and at the instant Lord Godalming and Jonathan dashed up at one side and Dr.
Seward and Mr. Morris on the other. The leader of the gypsies, a splendid
looking fellow who sat his horse like a centaur, waved them back, and in a
fierce voice gave to his companions some word to proceed. They lashed the
horses which sprang forward. But the four men raised their Winchester rifles,
and in an unmistakable way commanded them to stop. At the same moment Dr. Van
Helsing and I rose behind the rock and pointed our weapons at them. Seeing that
they were surrounded the men tightened their reins and drew up. The leader
turned to them and gave a word at which every man of the gypsy party drew what
weapon he carried, knife or pistol, and held himself in readiness to attack.
Issue was joined in an instant.
The leader, with
a quick movement of his rein, threw his horse out in front, and pointed first
to the sun, now close down on the hill tops, and then to the castle, said
something which I did not understand. For answer, all four men of our party
threw themselves from their horses and dashed towards the cart. I should have
felt terrible fear at seeing Jonathan in such danger, but that the ardor of
battle must have been upon me as well as the rest of them. I felt no fear, but
only a wild, surging desire to do something. Seeing the quick movement of our
parties, the leader of the gypsies gave a command. His men instantly formed
round the cart in a sort of undisciplined endeavour, each one shouldering and
pushing the other in his eagerness to carry out the order.
In the midst of
this I could see that Jonathan on one side of the ring of men, and Quincey on
the other, were forcing a way to the cart. It was evident that they were bent
on finishing their task before the sun should set. Nothing seemed to stop or
even to hinder them. Neither the levelled weapons nor the flashing knives of
the gypsies in front, nor the howling of the wolves behind, appeared to even
attract their attention. Jonathan's impetuosity, and the manifest singleness of
his purpose, seemed to overawe those in front of him. Instinctively they
cowered aside and let him pass. In an instant he had jumped upon the cart, and
with a strength which seemed incredible, raised the great box, and flung it
over the wheel to the ground. In the meantime, Mr. Morris had had to use force
to pass through his side of the ring of Szgany. All the time I had been
breathlessly watching Jonathan I had, with the tail of my eye, seen him
pressing desperately forward, and had seen the knives of the gypsies flash as
he won a way through them, and they cut at him. He had parried with his great
bowie knife, and at first I thought that he too had come through in safety. But
as he sprang beside Jonathan, who had by now jumped from the cart, I could see
that with his left hand he was clutching at his side, and that the blood was
spurting through his fingers. He did not delay notwithstanding this, for as
Jonathan, with desperate energy, attacked one end of the chest, attempting to
prize off the lid with his great Kukri knife, he attacked the other frantically
with his bowie. Under the efforts of both men the lid began to yield. The nails
drew with a screeching sound, and the top of the box was thrown back.
By this time the
gypsies, seeing themselves covered by the Winchesters, and at the mercy of Lord
Godalming and Dr. Seward, had given in and made no further resistance. The sun
was almost down on the mountain tops, and the shadows of the whole group fell
upon the snow. I saw the Count lying within the box upon the earth, some of
which the rude falling from the cart had scattered over him. He was deathly
pale, just like a waxen image, and the red eyes glared with the horrible
vindictive look which I knew so well.
As I looked, the
eyes saw the sinking sun, and the look of hate in them turned to triumph.
But, on the
instant, came the sweep and flash of Jonathan's great knife. I shrieked as I
saw it shear through the throat. Whilst at the same moment Mr. Morris's bowie
knife plunged into the heart.
It was like a
miracle, but before our very eyes, and almost in the drawing of a breath, the
whole body crumbled into dust and passed from our sight.
I shall be glad
as long as I live that even in that moment of final dissolution, there was in
the face a look of peace, such as I never could have imagined might have rested
there.
The Castle of
Dracula now stood out against the red sky, and every stone of its broken
battlements was articulated against the light of the setting sun.
The gypsies,
taking us as in some way the cause of the extraordinary disappearance of the
dead man, turned, without a word, and rode away as if for their lives. Those
who were unmounted jumped upon the leiter wagon and shouted to the horsemen not
to desert them. The wolves, which had withdrawn to a safe distance, followed in
their wake, leaving us alone.
Mr. Morris, who
had sunk to the ground, leaned on his elbow, holding his hand pressed to his
side. The blood still gushed through his fingers. I flew to him, for the Holy
circle did not now keep me back; so did the two doctors. Jonathan knelt behind
him and the wounded man laid back his head on his shoulder. With a sigh he
took, with a feeble effort, my hand in that of his own which was unstained.
He must have
seen the anguish of my heart in my face, for he smiled at me and said, "I am
only too happy to have been of service! Oh, God!" he cried suddenly,
struggling to a sitting posture and pointing to me. "It was worth for this
to die! Look! Look!"
The sun was now
right down upon the mountain top, and the red gleams fell upon my face, so that
it was bathed in rosy light. With one impulse the men sank on their knees and a
deep and earnest "Amen" broke from all as their eyes followed the
pointing of his finger.
The dying man
spoke, "Now God be thanked that all has not been in vain! See! The snow is
not more stainless than her forehead! The curse has passed away!"
And, to our
bitter grief, with a smile and in silence, he died, a gallant gentleman.
NOTE
Seven years ago
we all went through the flames. And the happiness of some of us since then is,
we think, well worth the pain we endured. It is an added joy to Mina and to me
that our boy's birthday is the same day as that on which Quincey Morris died.
His mother holds, I know, the secret belief that some of our brave friend's
spirit has passed into him. His bundle of names links all our little band of
men together. But we call him Quincey.
In the summer of
this year we made a journey to Transylvania, and went over the old ground which
was, and is, to us so full of vivid and terrible memories. It was almost
impossible to believe that the things which we had seen with our own eyes and
heard with our own ears were living truths. Every trace of all that had been
was blotted out. The castle stood as before, reared high above a waste of
desolation.
When we got home
we were talking of the old time, which we could all look back on without
despair, for Godalming and Seward are both happily married. I took the papers
from the safe where they had been ever since our return so long ago. We were
struck with the fact, that in all the mass of material of which the record is
composed, there is hardly one authentic document. Nothing but a mass of
typewriting, except the later notebooks of Mina and Seward and myself, and Van
Helsing's memorandum. We could hardly ask any one, even did we wish to, to
accept these as proofs of so wild a story. Van Helsing summed it all up as he
said, with our boy on his knee.
"We want no
proofs. We ask none to believe us! This boy will some day know what a brave and
gallant woman his mother is. Already he knows her sweetness and loving care.
Later on he will understand how some men so loved her, that they did dare much
for her sake."
JONATHAN HARKER
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