By
I had taken Mrs. Prest into my confidence; in truth without
her I should have made but little advance, for the fruitful idea in the whole
business dropped from her friendly lips. It was she who invented the short cut,
who severed the Gordian knot. It is not supposed to be the nature of women to
rise as a general thing to the largest and most liberal view--I mean of a
practical scheme; but it has struck me that they sometimes throw off a bold
conception--such as a man would not have risen to--with singular serenity.
"Simply ask them to take you in on the footing of a lodger"--I don't
think that unaided I should have risen to that. I was beating about the bush,
trying to be ingenious, wondering by what combination of arts I might become an
acquaintance, when she offered this happy suggestion that the way to become an
acquaintance was first to become an inmate.
Her actual knowledge of the Misses Bordereau was scarcely larger than
mine, and indeed I had brought with me from
Mrs. Prest knew nothing about the papers, but she was
interested in my curiosity, as she was always interested in the joys and
sorrows of her friends. As we went,
however, in her gondola, gliding there under the sociable hood with the bright Venetian
picture framed on either side by the movable window, I could see that she was
amused by my infatuation, the way my interest in the papers had become a fixed
idea. "One would think you expected
to find in them the answer to the riddle of the universe," she said; and I
denied the impeachment only by replying that if I had to choose between that
precious solution and a bundle of Jeffrey Aspern's letters I knew indeed which
would appear to me the greater boon. She
pretended to make light of his genius, and I took no pains to defend him. One doesn't defend one's god: one's god is in
himself a defense. Besides, today, after
his long comparative obscuration, he hangs high in the heaven of our
literature, for all the world to see; he is a part of the light by which we
walk. The most I said was that he was no doubt not a woman's poet: to which she
rejoined aptly enough that he had been at least Miss Bordereau's. The strange
thing had been for me to discover in
The niece, according to Mrs. Prest, was not so old, and she
risked the conjecture that she was only a grandniece. This was possible; I had
nothing but my share in the very limited knowledge of my English fellow
worshipper John Cumnor, who had never seen the couple. The world, as I say, had recognized Jeffrey
Aspern, but Cumnor and I had recognized him most. The multitude, today, flocked
to his temple, but of that temple he and I regarded ourselves as the ministers.
We held, justly, as I think, that we had done more for his memory than anyone
else, and we had done it by opening lights into his life. He had nothing to fear
from us because he had nothing to fear from the truth, which alone at such a
distance of time we could be interested in establishing. His early death had been the only dark spot
in his life, unless the papers in Miss Bordereau's hands should perversely
bring out others. There had been an impression about 1825 that he had
"treated her badly," just as there had been an impression that he had
"served," as the
It was certainly strange beyond all strangeness, and I shall
not take up space with attempting to explain it, that whereas in all these
other lines of research we had to deal with phantoms and dust, the mere echoes
of echoes, the one living source of information that had lingered on into our
time had been unheeded by us. Every one of Aspern's contemporaries had,
according to our belief, passed away; we had not been able to look into a
single pair of eyes into which his had looked or to feel a transmitted contact
in any aged hand that his had touched. Most dead of all did poor Miss Bordereau
appear, and yet she alone had survived.
We exhausted in the course of months our wonder that we had not found
her out sooner, and the substance of our explanation was that she had kept so
quiet. The poor lady on the whole had had reason for doing so. But it was a
revelation to us that it was possible to keep so quiet as that in the latter
half of the nineteenth century--the age of newspapers and telegrams and
photographs and interviewers. And she had taken no great trouble about it
either: she had not hidden herself away in an undiscoverable hole; she had
boldly settled down in a city of exhibition. The only secret of her safety that
we could perceive was that
The gondola stopped, the old palace was there; it was a
house of the class which in
I forget what answer I made to this--I was given up to two
other reflections. The first of these
was that if the old lady lived in such a big, imposing house she could not be
in any sort of misery and therefore would not be tempted by a chance to let a
couple of rooms. I expressed this idea
to Mrs. Prest, who gave me a very logical reply. "If she didn't live in a big house how
could it be a question of her having rooms to spare? If she were not amply
lodged herself you would lack ground to approach her. Besides, a big house here, and especially in
this quartier perdu, proves nothing at all: it is perfectly compatible with a
state of penury. Dilapidated old palazzi, if you will go out of the way for
them, are to be had for five shillings a year.
And as for the people who live in them--no, until you have explored
I sat looking out on all this with Mrs. Prest (it was
covered with the golden glow of
"Dearest lady," I exclaimed, "excuse the impatience of my tone when I suggest that you must have forgotten the very fact (surely I communicated it to you) which pushed me to throw myself upon your ingenuity. The old woman won't have the documents spoken of; they are personal, delicate, intimate, and she hasn't modern notions, God bless her! If I should sound that note first I should certainly spoil the game. I can arrive at the papers only by putting her off her guard, and I can put her off her guard only by ingratiating diplomatic practices. Hypocrisy, duplicity are my only chance. I am sorry for it, but for Jeffrey Aspern's sake I would do worse still. First I must take tea with her; then tackle the main job." And I told over what had happened to John Cumnor when he wrote to her. No notice whatever had been taken of his first letter, and the second had been answered very sharply, in six lines, by the niece. "Miss Bordereau requested her to say that she could not imagine what he meant by troubling them. They had none of Mr. Aspern's papers, and if they had should never think of showing them to anyone on any account whatever. She didn't know what he was talking about and begged he would let her alone." I certainly did not want to be met that way.
"Well," said Mrs. Prest after a moment, provokingly, "perhaps after all they haven't any of his things. If they deny it flat how are you sure?"
"John Cumnor is sure, and it would take me long to tell you how his conviction, or his very strong presumption--strong enough to stand against the old lady's not unnatural fib--has built itself up. Besides, he makes much of the internal evidence of the niece's letter."
"The internal evidence?"
"Her calling him 'Mr. Aspern.'"
"I don't see what that proves."
"It proves familiarity, and familiarity implies the possession of mementoes, or relics. I can't tell you how that 'Mr.' touches me--how it bridges over the gulf of time and brings our hero near to me--nor what an edge it gives to my desire to see Juliana. You don't say, 'Mr.' Shakespeare."
"Would I, any more, if I had a box full of his letters?"
"Yes, if he had been your lover and someone wanted them!" And I added that John Cumnor was so convinced, and so all the more convinced by Miss Bordereau's tone, that he would have come himself to Venice on the business were it not that for him there was the obstacle that it would be difficult to disprove his identity with the person who had written to them, which the old ladies would be sure to suspect in spite of dissimulation and a change of name. If they were to ask him point-blank if he were not their correspondent it would be too awkward for him to lie; whereas I was fortunately not tied in that way. I was a fresh hand and could say no without lying.
"But you will have to change your name," said Mrs. Prest. "Juliana lives out of the world as much as it is possible to live, but none the less she has probably heard of Mr. Aspern's editors; she perhaps possesses what you have published."
"I have thought of that," I returned; and I drew out of my pocketbook a visiting card, neatly engraved with a name that was not my own.
"You are very extravagant; you might have written it," said my companion.
"This looks more genuine."
"Certainly, you are prepared to go far! But it will be awkward about your letters; they won't come to you in that mask."
"My banker will take them in, and I will go every day to fetch them. It will give me a little walk."
"Shall you only depend upon that?" asked Mrs. Prest. "Aren't you coming to see me?"
"Oh, you will have left
"She will recognize his hand," my companion suggested.
"On the envelope he can disguise it."
"Well, you're a precious pair! Doesn't it occur to you that even if you are able to say you are not Mr. Cumnor in person they may still suspect you of being his emissary?"
"Certainly, and I see only one way to parry that."
"And what may that be?"
I hesitated a moment. "To make love to the niece."
"Ah," cried Mrs. Prest, "wait till you see her!"
"I must work the garden--I must work the garden,"
I said to myself, five minutes later, as I waited, upstairs, in the long, dusky
sala, where the bare scagliola floor gleamed vaguely in a chink of the closed
shutters. The place was impressive but
it looked cold and cautious. Mrs. Prest
had floated away, giving me a rendezvous at the end of half an hour by some
neighboring water steps; and I had been let into the house, after pulling the
rusty bell wire, by a little red-headed, white-faced maidservant, who was very
young and not ugly and wore clicking pattens and a shawl in the fashion of a
hood. She had not contented herself with opening the door from above by the
usual arrangement of a creaking pulley, though she had looked down at me first
from an upper window, dropping the inevitable challenge which in
I had not meant by my private ejaculation that I must myself cultivate the soil of the tangled enclosure which lay beneath the windows, but the lady who came toward me from the distance over the hard, shining floor might have supposed as much from the way in which, as I went rapidly to meet her, I exclaimed, taking care to speak Italian: "The garden, the garden--do me the pleasure to tell me if it's yours!"
She stopped short, looking at me with wonder; and then, "Nothing here is mine," she answered in English, coldly and sadly.
"Oh, you are English; how delightful!" I remarked, ingenuously. "But surely the garden belongs to the house?"
"Yes, but the house doesn't belong to me." She was a long, lean, pale person, habited apparently in a dull-colored dressing gown, and she spoke with a kind of mild literalness. She did not ask me to sit down, any more than years before (if she were the niece) she had asked Mrs. Prest, and we stood face to face in the empty pompous hall.
"Well then, would you kindly tell me to whom I must address myself? I'm afraid you'll think me odiously intrusive, but you know I MUST have a garden--upon my honor I must!"
Her face was not young, but it was simple; it was not fresh, but it was mild. She had large eyes which were not bright, and a great deal of hair which was not "dressed," and long fine hands which were--possibly--not clean. She clasped these members almost convulsively as, with a confused, alarmed look, she broke out, "Oh, don't take it away from us; we like it ourselves!"
"You have the use of it then?"
"Oh, yes. If it wasn't for that!" And she gave a shy, melancholy smile.
"Isn't it a luxury, precisely? That's why, intending to be in Venice some weeks, possibly all summer, and having some literary work, some reading and writing to do, so that I must be quiet, and yet if possible a great deal in the open air--that's why I have felt that a garden is really indispensable. I appeal to your own experience," I went on, smiling. "Now can't I look at yours?"
"I don't know, I don't understand," the poor woman murmured, planted there and letting her embarrassed eyes wander all over my strangeness.
"I mean only from one of those windows--such grand ones
as you have here--if you will let me open the shutters." And I walked
toward the back of the house. When I had
advanced halfway I stopped and waited, as if I took it for granted she would
accompany me. I had been of necessity
very abrupt, but I strove at the same time to give her the impression of
extreme courtesy. "I have been looking at furnished rooms all over the
place, and it seems impossible to find any with a garden attached. Naturally in
a place like
"There are none to speak of down there." She came nearer to me, as if, though she mistrusted me, I had drawn her by an invisible thread. I went on again, and she continued as she followed me: "We have a few, but they are very common. It costs too much to cultivate them; one has to have a man."
"Why shouldn't I be the man?" I asked.
"I'll work without wages; or rather I'll put in a gardener. You shall have the sweetest flowers in
She protested at this, with a queer little sigh which might also have been a gush of rapture at the picture I presented. Then she observed, "We don't know you--we don't know you."
"You know me as much as I know you: that is much more, because you know my name. And if you are English I am almost a countryman."
"We are not English," said my companion, watching me helplessly while I threw open the shutters of one of the divisions of the wide high window.
"You speak the language so beautifully: might I ask what you are?" Seen from above the garden was certainly shabby; but I perceived at a glance that it had great capabilities. She made no rejoinder, she was so lost in staring at me, and I exclaimed, "You don't mean to say you are also by chance American?"
"I don't know; we used to be."
"Used to be? Surely you haven't changed?"
"It's so many years ago--we are nothing."
"So many years that you have been living here? Well, I don't wonder at that; it's a grand old house. I suppose you all use the garden," I went on, "but I assure you I shouldn't be in your way. I would be very quiet and stay in one corner."
"We all use it?" she repeated after me, vaguely, not coming close to the window but looking at my shoes. She appeared to think me capable of throwing her out.
"I mean all your family, as many as you are."
"There is only one other; she is very old--she never goes down."
"Only one other, in all this great house!" I feigned to be not only amazed but almost scandalized. "Dear lady, you must have space then to spare!"
"To spare?" she repeated, in the same dazed way.
"Why, you surely don't live (two quiet women--I see YOU are quiet, at any rate) in fifty rooms!" Then with a burst of hope and cheer I demanded: "Couldn't you let me two or three? That would set me up!"
I had not struck the note that translated my purpose, and I need not reproduce the whole of the tune I played. I ended by making my interlocutress believe that I was an honorable person, though of course I did not even attempt to persuade her that I was not an eccentric one. I repeated that I had studies to pursue; that I wanted quiet; that I delighted in a garden and had vainly sought one up and down the city; that I would undertake that before another month was over the dear old house should be smothered in flowers. I think it was the flowers that won my suit, for I afterward found that Miss Tita (for such the name of this high tremulous spinster proved somewhat incongruously to be) had an insatiable appetite for them. When I speak of my suit as won I mean that before I left her she had promised that she would refer the question to her aunt. I inquired who her aunt might be and she answered, "Why, Miss Bordereau!" with an air of surprise, as if I might have been expected to know. There were contradictions like this in Tita Bordereau which, as I observed later, contributed to make her an odd and affecting person. It was the study of the two ladies to live so that the world should not touch them, and yet they had never altogether accepted the idea that it never heard of them. In Tita at any rate a grateful susceptibility to human contact had not died out, and contact of a limited order there would be if I should come to live in the house.
"We have never done anything of the sort; we have never had a lodger or any kind of inmate." So much as this she made a point of saying to me. "We are very poor, we live very badly. The rooms are very bare--that you might take; they have nothing in them. I don't know how you would sleep, how you would eat."
"With your permission, I could easily put in a bed and a few tables and chairs. C'est la moindre des choses and the affair of an hour or two. I know a little man from whom I can hire what I should want for a few months, for a trifle, and my gondolier can bring the things round in his boat. Of course in this great house you must have a second kitchen, and my servant, who is a wonderfully handy fellow" (this personage was an evocation of the moment), "can easily cook me a chop there. My tastes and habits are of the simplest; I live on flowers!" And then I ventured to add that if they were very poor it was all the more reason they should let their rooms. They were bad economists--I had never heard of such a waste of material.
I saw in a moment that the good lady had never before been spoken to in that way, with a kind of humorous firmness which did not exclude sympathy but was on the contrary founded on it. She might easily have told me that my sympathy was impertinent, but this by good fortune did not occur to her. I left her with the understanding that she would consider the matter with her aunt and that I might come back the next day for their decision.
"The aunt will refuse; she will think the whole proceeding very louche!" Mrs. Prest declared shortly after this, when I had resumed my place in her gondola. She had put the idea into my head and now (so little are women to be counted on) she appeared to take a despondent view of it. Her pessimism provoked me and I pretended to have the best hopes; I went so far as to say that I had a distinct presentiment that I should succeed. Upon this Mrs. Prest broke out, "Oh, I see what's in your head! You fancy you have made such an impression in a quarter of an hour that she is dying for you to come and can be depended upon to bring the old one round. If you do get in you'll count it as a triumph."
I did count it as a triumph, but only for the editor (in the last analysis), not for the man, who had not the tradition of personal conquest. When I went back on the morrow the little maidservant conducted me straight through the long sala (it opened there as before in perfect perspective and was lighter now, which I thought a good omen) into the apartment from which the recipient of my former visit had emerged on that occasion. It was a large shabby parlor, with a fine old painted ceiling and a strange figure sitting alone at one of the windows. They come back to me now almost with the palpitation they caused, the successive feelings that accompanied my consciousness that as the door of the room closed behind me I was really face to face with the Juliana of some of Aspern's most exquisite and most renowned lyrics. I grew used to her afterward, though never completely; but as she sat there before me my heart beat as fast as if the miracle of resurrection had taken place for my benefit. Her presence seemed somehow to contain his, and I felt nearer to him at that first moment of seeing her than I ever had been before or ever have been since. Yes, I remember my emotions in their order, even including a curious little tremor that took me when I saw that the niece was not there. With her, the day before, I had become sufficiently familiar, but it almost exceeded my courage (much as I had longed for the event) to be left alone with such a terrible relic as the aunt. She was too strange, too literally resurgent. Then came a check, with the perception that we were not really face to face, inasmuch as she had over her eyes a horrible green shade which, for her, served almost as a mask. I believed for the instant that she had put it on expressly, so that from underneath it she might scrutinize me without being scrutinized herself. At the same time it increased the presumption that there was a ghastly death's-head lurking behind it. The divine Juliana as a grinning skull--the vision hung there until it passed. Then it came to me that she WAS tremendously old--so old that death might take her at any moment, before I had time to get what I wanted from her. The next thought was a correction to that; it lighted up the situation. She would die next week, she would die tomorrow--then I could seize her papers. Meanwhile she sat there neither moving nor speaking. She was very small and shrunken, bent forward, with her hands in her lap. She was dressed in black, and her head was wrapped in a piece of old black lace which showed no hair.
My emotion keeping me silent she spoke first, and the remark she made was exactly the most unexpected.
"Our house is very far from the center, but the little canal is very comme il faut."
"It's the sweetest corner of
"Please to sit down there. I hear very well," she said quietly, as
if perhaps I had been shouting at her; and the chair she pointed to was at a
certain distance. I took possession of it, telling her that I was perfectly
aware that I had intruded, that I had not been properly introduced and could
only throw myself upon her indulgence. Perhaps the other lady, the one I had
had the honor of seeing the day before, would have explained to her about the
garden. That was literally what had given me courage to take a step so
unconventional. I had fallen in love at
sight with the whole place (she herself probably was so used to it that she did
not know the impression it was capable of making on a stranger), and I had felt
it was really a case to risk something.
Was her own kindness in receiving me a sign that I was not wholly out in
my calculation? It would render me extremely
happy to think so. I could give her my word of honor that I was a most
respectable, inoffensive person and that as an inmate they would be barely
conscious of my existence. I would
conform to any regulations, any restrictions if they would only let me enjoy
the garden. Moreover I should be delighted to give her references, guarantees;
they would be of the very best, both in
She listened to me in perfect stillness and I felt that she was looking at me with great attention, though I could see only the lower part of her bleached and shriveled face. Independently of the refining process of old age it had a delicacy which once must have been great. She had been very fair, she had had a wonderful complexion. She was silent a little after I had ceased speaking; then she inquired, "If you are so fond of a garden why don't you go to terra firma, where there are so many far better than this?"
"Oh, it's the combination!" I answered, smiling; and then, with rather a flight of fancy, "It's the idea of a garden in the middle of the sea."
"It's not in the middle of the sea; you can't see the water."
I stared a moment, wondering whether she wished to convict me of fraud. "Can't see the water? Why, dear madam, I can come up to the very gate in my boat."
She appeared inconsequent, for she said vaguely in reply to this, "Yes, if you have got a boat. I haven't any; it's many years since I have been in one of the gondolas." She uttered these words as if the gondolas were a curious faraway craft which she knew only by hearsay.
"Let me assure you of the pleasure with which I would put mine at your service!" I exclaimed. I had scarcely said this, however, before I became aware that the speech was in questionable taste and might also do me the injury of making me appear too eager, too possessed of a hidden motive. But the old woman remained impenetrable and her attitude bothered me by suggesting that she had a fuller vision of me than I had of her. She gave me no thanks for my somewhat extravagant offer but remarked that the lady I had seen the day before was her niece; she would presently come in. She had asked her to stay away a little on purpose, because she herself wished to see me at first alone. She relapsed into silence, and I asked myself why she had judged this necessary and what was coming yet; also whether I might venture on some judicious remark in praise of her companion. I went so far as to say that I should be delighted to see her again: she had been so very courteous to me, considering how odd she must have thought me--a declaration which drew from Miss Bordereau another of her whimsical speeches.
"She has very good manners; I bred her up myself!" I was on the point of saying that that accounted for the easy grace of the niece, but I arrested myself in time, and the next moment the old woman went on: "I don't care who you may be--I don't want to know; it signifies very little today." This had all the air of being a formula of dismissal, as if her next words would be that I might take myself off now that she had had the amusement of looking on the face of such a monster of indiscretion. Therefore I was all the more surprised when she added, with her soft, venerable quaver, "You may have as many rooms as you like--if you will pay a good deal of money."
I hesitated but for a single instant, long enough to ask myself what she meant in particular by this condition. First it struck me that she must have really a large sum in her mind; then I reasoned quickly that her idea of a large sum would probably not correspond to my own. My deliberation, I think, was not so visible as to diminish the promptitude with which I replied, "I will pay with pleasure and of course in advance whatever you may think is proper to ask me."
"Well then, a thousand francs a month," she rejoined instantly, while her baffling green shade continued to cover her attitude.
The figure, as they say, was startling and my logic had been at fault. The sum she had mentioned was, by the Venetian measure of such matters, exceedingly large; there was many an old palace in an out-of-the-way corner that I might on such terms have enjoyed by the year. But so far as my small means allowed I was prepared to spend money, and my decision was quickly taken. I would pay her with a smiling face what she asked, but in that case I would give myself the compensation of extracting the papers from her for nothing. Moreover if she had asked five times as much I should have risen to the occasion; so odious would it have appeared to me to stand chaffering with Aspern's Juliana. It was queer enough to have a question of money with her at all. I assured her that her views perfectly met my own and that on the morrow I should have the pleasure of putting three months' rent into her hand. She received this announcement with serenity and with no apparent sense that after all it would be becoming of her to say that I ought to see the rooms first. This did not occur to her and indeed her serenity was mainly what I wanted. Our little bargain was just concluded when the door opened and the younger lady appeared on the threshold. As soon as Miss Bordereau saw her niece she cried out almost gaily, "He will give three thousand--three thousand tomorrow!"
Miss Tita stood still, with her patient eyes turning from one of us to the other; then she inquired, scarcely above her breath, "Do you mean francs?"
"Did you mean francs or dollars?" the old woman asked of me at this.
"I think francs were what you said," I answered, smiling.
"That is very good," said Miss Tita, as if she had become conscious that her own question might have looked overreaching.
"What do YOU know? You are ignorant," Miss Bordereau remarked; not with acerbity but with a strange, soft coldness.
"Yes, of money--certainly of money!" Miss Tita hastened to exclaim.
"I am sure you have your own branches of knowledge," I took the liberty of saying, genially. There was something painful to me, somehow, in the turn the conversation had taken, in the discussion of the rent.
"She had a very good education when she was young. I looked into that myself," said Miss Bordereau. Then she added, "But she has learned nothing since."
"I have always been with you," Miss Tita rejoined very mildly, and evidently with no intention of making an epigram.
"Yes, but for that!" her aunt declared with more satirical force. She evidently meant that but for this her niece would never have got on at all; the point of the observation however being lost on Miss Tita, though she blushed at hearing her history revealed to a stranger. Miss Bordereau went on, addressing herself to me: "And what time will you come tomorrow with the money?"
"The sooner the better. If it suits you I will come at noon."
"I am always here but I have my hours," said the old woman, as if her convenience were not to be taken for granted.
"You mean the times when you receive?"
"I never receive. But I will see you at noon, when you come with the money."
"Very good, I shall be punctual;" and I added, "May I shake hands with you, on our contract?" I thought there ought to be some little form, it would make me really feel easier, for I foresaw that there would be no other. Besides, though Miss Bordereau could not today be called personally attractive and there was something even in her wasted antiquity that bade one stand at one's distance, I felt an irresistible desire to hold in my own for a moment the hand that Jeffrey Aspern had pressed.
For a minute she made no answer, and I saw that my proposal failed to meet with her approbation. She indulged in no movement of withdrawal, which I half-expected; she only said coldly, "I belong to a time when that was not the custom."
I felt rather snubbed but I exclaimed good humoredly to Miss Tita, "Oh, you will do as well!" I shook hands with her while she replied, with a small flutter, "Yes, yes, to show it's all arranged!"
"Shall you bring the money in gold?" Miss Bordereau demanded, as I was turning to the door.
I looked at her for a moment. "Aren't you a little afraid, after all, of keeping such a sum as that in the house?" It was not that I was annoyed at her avidity but I was really struck with the disparity between such a treasure and such scanty means of guarding it.
"Whom should I be afraid of if I am not afraid of you?" she asked with her shrunken grimness.
"Ah well," said I, laughing, "I shall be in point of fact a protector and I will bring gold if you prefer."
"Thank you," the old woman returned with dignity and with an inclination of her head which evidently signified that I might depart. I passed out of the room, reflecting that it would not be easy to circumvent her. As I stood in the sala again I saw that Miss Tita had followed me, and I supposed that as her aunt had neglected to suggest that I should take a look at my quarters it was her purpose to repair the omission. But she made no such suggestion; she only stood there with a dim, though not a languid smile, and with an effect of irresponsible, incompetent youth which was almost comically at variance with the faded facts of her person. She was not infirm, like her aunt, but she struck me as still more helpless, because her inefficiency was spiritual, which was not the case with Miss Bordereau's. I waited to see if she would offer to show me the rest of the house, but I did not precipitate the question, inasmuch as my plan was from this moment to spend as much of my time as possible in her society. I only observed at the end of a minute:
"I have had better fortune than I hoped. It was very kind of her to see me. Perhaps you said a good word for me."
"It was the idea of the money," said Miss Tita.
"And did you suggest that?"
"I told her that you would perhaps give a good deal."
"What made you think that?"
"I told her I thought you were rich."
"And what put that idea into your head?"
"I don't know; the way you talked."
"Dear me, I must talk differently now," I declared. "I'm sorry to say it's not the case."
"Well," said Miss Tita, "I think that in
"And I infer that that's where your aunt would like me to be."
"She said your apartments ought to be very distinct."
"That certainly would be best." And I listened with respect while she told me that up above I was free to take whatever I liked; that there was another staircase, but only from the floor on which we stood, and that to pass from it to the garden-story or to come up to my lodging I should have in effect to cross the great hall. This was an immense point gained; I foresaw that it would constitute my whole leverage in my relations with the two ladies. When I asked Miss Tita how I was to manage at present to find my way up she replied with an access of that sociable shyness which constantly marked her manner.
"Perhaps you can't. I don't see--unless I should go with you." She evidently had not thought of this before.
We ascended to the upper floor and visited a long succession of empty rooms. The best of them looked over the garden; some of the others had a view of the blue lagoon, above the opposite rough-tiled housetops. They were all dusty and even a little disfigured with long neglect, but I saw that by spending a few hundred francs I should be able to convert three or four of them into a convenient habitation. My experiment was turning out costly, yet now that I had all but taken possession I ceased to allow this to trouble me. I mentioned to my companion a few of the things that I should put in, but she replied rather more precipitately than usual that I might do exactly what I liked; she seemed to wish to notify me that the Misses Bordereau would take no overt interest in my proceedings. I guessed that her aunt had instructed her to adopt this tone, and I may as well say now that I came afterward to distinguish perfectly (as I believed) between the speeches she made on her own responsibility and those the old lady imposed upon her. She took no notice of the unswept condition of the rooms and indulged in no explanations nor apologies. I said to myself that this was a sign that Juliana and her niece (disenchanting idea!) were untidy persons, with a low Italian standard; but I afterward recognized that a lodger who had forced an entrance had no locus standi as a critic. We looked out of a good many windows, for there was nothing within the rooms to look at, and still I wanted to linger. I asked her what several different objects in the prospect might be, but in no case did she appear to know. She was evidently not familiar with the view--it was as if she had not looked at it for years--and I presently saw that she was too preoccupied with something else to pretend to care for it. Suddenly she said--the remark was not suggested:
"I don't know whether it will make any difference to you, but the money is for me."
"The money?"
"The money you are going to bring."
"Why, you'll make me wish to stay here two or three years." I spoke as benevolently as possible, though it had begun to act on my nerves that with these women so associated with Aspern the pecuniary question should constantly come back.
"That would be very good for me," she replied, smiling.
"You put me on my honor!"
She looked as if she failed to understand this, but went on: "She wants me to have more. She thinks she is going to die."
"Ah, not soon, I hope!" I exclaimed with genuine feeling. I had perfectly considered the possibility that she would destroy her papers on the day she should feel her end really approach. I believed that she would cling to them till then, and I think I had an idea that she read Aspern's letters over every night or at least pressed them to her withered lips. I would have given a good deal to have a glimpse of the latter spectacle. I asked Miss Tita if the old lady were seriously ill, and she replied that she was only very tired--she had lived so very, very long. That was what she said herself--she wanted to die for a change. Besides, all her friends were dead long ago; either they ought to have remained or she ought to have gone. That was another thing her aunt often said--she was not at all content.
"But people don't die when they like, do they?" Miss Tita inquired. I took the liberty of asking why, if there was actually enough money to maintain both of them, there would not be more than enough in case of her being left alone. She considered this difficult problem a moment and then she said, "Oh, well, you know, she takes care of me. She thinks that when I'm alone I shall be a great fool, I shall not know how to manage."
"I should have supposed that you took care of her. I'm afraid she is very proud."
"Why, have you discovered that already?" Miss Tita cried with the glimmer of an illumination in her face.
"I was shut up with her there for a considerable time, and she struck me, she interested me extremely. It didn't take me long to make my discovery. She won't have much to say to me while I'm here."
"No, I don't think she will," my companion averred.
"Do you suppose she has some suspicion of me?"
Miss Tita's honest eyes gave me no sign that I had touched a mark. "I shouldn't think so--letting you in after all so easily."
"Oh, so easily! she has covered her risk. But where is it that one could take an advantage of her?"
"I oughtn't to tell you if I knew, ought I?" And Miss Tita added, before I had time to reply to this, smiling dolefully, "Do you think we have any weak points?"
"That's exactly what I'm asking. You would only have to mention them for me to respect them religiously."
She looked at me, at this, with that air of timid but candid and even gratified curiosity with which she had confronted me from the first; and then she said, "There is nothing to tell. We are terribly quiet. I don't know how the days pass. We have no life."
"I wish I might think that I should bring you a little."
"Oh, we know what we want," she went on. "It's all right."
There were various things I desired to ask her: how in the world they did live; whether they
had any friends or visitors, any relations in
"Oh, I must stay with my aunt," she returned, without looking at me. And at the same moment, abruptly, without any ceremony of parting, she quitted me and disappeared, leaving me to make my own way downstairs. I remained a while longer, wandering about the bright desert (the sun was pouring in) of the old house, thinking the situation over on the spot. Not even the pattering little serva came to look after me, and I reflected that after all this treatment showed confidence.
Perhaps it did, but all the same, six weeks later, toward
the middle of June, the moment when Mrs. Prest undertook her annual migration,
I had made no measurable advance. I was obliged to confess to her that I had no
results to speak of. My first step had been unexpectedly rapid, but there was
no appearance that it would be followed by a second. I was a thousand miles
from taking tea with my hostesses--that privilege of which, as I reminded Mrs.
Prest, we both had had a vision. She
reproached me with wanting boldness, and I answered that even to be bold you
must have an opportunity: you may push on through a breach but you can't batter
down a dead wall. She answered that the
breach I had already made was big enough to admit an army and accused me of
wasting precious hours in whimpering in her salon when I ought to have been
carrying on the struggle in the field.
It is true that I went to see her very often, on the theory that it
would console me (I freely expressed my discouragement) for my want of success
on my own premises. But I began to
perceive that it did not console me to be perpetually chaffed for my scruples,
especially when I was really so vigilant; and I was rather glad when my
derisive friend closed her house for the summer. She had expected to gather
amusement from the drama of my intercourse with the Misses Bordereau, and she
was disappointed that the intercourse, and consequently the drama, had not come
off. "They'll lead you on to your ruin," she said before she left
It was a fact that up to that time I had not, save on a single brief occasion, had even a moment's contact with my queer hostesses. The exception had occurred when I carried them according to my promise the terrible three thousand francs. Then I found Miss Tita waiting for me in the hall, and she took the money from my hand so that I did not see her aunt. The old lady had promised to receive me, but she apparently thought nothing of breaking that vow. The money was contained in a bag of chamois leather, of respectable dimensions, which my banker had given me, and Miss Tita had to make a big fist to receive it. This she did with extreme solemnity, though I tried to treat the affair a little as a joke. It was in no jocular strain, yet it was with simplicity, that she inquired, weighing the money in her two palms: "Don't you think it's too much?" To which I replied that that would depend upon the amount of pleasure I should get for it. Hereupon she turned away from me quickly, as she had done the day before, murmuring in a tone different from any she had used hitherto: "Oh, pleasure, pleasure--there's no pleasure in this house!"
After this, for a long time, I never saw her, and I wondered
that the common chances of the day should not have helped us to meet. It could
only be evident that she was immensely on her guard against them; and in
addition to this the house was so big that for each other we were lost in
it. I used to look out for her hopefully
as I crossed the sala in my comings and goings, but I was not rewarded with a
glimpse of the tail of her dress. It was as if she never peeped out of her
aunt's apartment. I used to wonder what she did there week after week and year
after year. I had never encountered such
a violent parti pris of seclusion; it was more than keeping quiet--it was like
hunted creatures feigning death. The two
ladies appeared to have no visitors whatever and no sort of contact with the
world. I judged at least that people could not have come to the house and that
Miss Tita could not have gone out without my having some observation of it. I did what I disliked myself for doing
(reflecting that it was only once in a way): I questioned my servant about
their habits and let him divine that I should be interested in any information
he could pick up. But he picked up amazingly little for a knowing Venetian: it
must be added that where there is a perpetual fast there are very few crumbs on
the floor. His cleverness in other ways
was sufficient, if it was not quite all that I had attributed to him on the
occasion of my first interview with Miss Tita. He had helped my gondolier to
bring me round a boatload of furniture; and when these articles had been
carried to the top of the palace and distributed according to our associated
wisdom he organized my household with such promptitude as was consistent with
the fact that it was composed exclusively of himself. He made me in short as comfortable as I could
be with my indifferent prospects. I should have been glad if he had fallen in
love with Miss Bordereau's maid or, failing this, had taken her in aversion;
either event might have brought about some kind of catastrophe, and a
catastrophe might have led to some parley. It was my idea that she would have
been sociable, and I myself on various occasions saw her flit to and fro on
domestic errands, so that I was sure she was accessible. But I tasted of no
gossip from that fountain, and I afterward learned that Pasquale's affections
were fixed upon an object that made him heedless of other women. This was a
young lady with a powdered face, a yellow cotton gown, and much leisure, who
used often to come to see him. She practiced, at her convenience, the art of a
stringer of beads (these ornaments are made in
It seemed to me a proof of the old lady's determination to
have nothing to do with me that she should never have sent me a receipt for my
three months' rent. For some days I
looked out for it and then, when I had given it up, I wasted a good deal of
time in wondering what her reason had been for neglecting so indispensable and
familiar a form. At first I was tempted to send her a reminder, after which I
relinquished the idea (against my judgment as to what was right in the
particular case), on the general ground of wishing to keep quiet. If Miss Bordereau suspected me of ulterior
aims she would suspect me less if I should be businesslike, and yet I consented
not to be so. It was possible she
intended her omission as an impertinence, a visible irony, to show how she
could overreach people who attempted to overreach her. On that hypothesis it
was well to let her see that one did not notice her little tricks. The real reading of the matter, I afterward
perceived, was simply the poor old woman's desire to emphasize the fact that I
was in the enjoyment of a favor as rigidly limited as it had been liberally
bestowed. She had given me part of her house, and now she would not give me
even a morsel of paper with her name on it. Let me say that even at first this
did not make me too miserable, for the whole episode was essentially delightful
to me. I foresaw that I should have a summer after my own literary heart, and
the sense of holding my opportunity was much greater than the sense of losing
it. There could be no Venetian business
without patience, and since I adored the place I was much more in the spirit of
it for having laid in a large provision. That spirit kept me perpetual company
and seemed to look out at me from the revived immortal face--in which all his
genius shone--of the great poet who was my prompter. I had invoked him and he
had come; he hovered before me half the time; it was as if his bright ghost had
returned to earth to tell me that he regarded the affair as his own no less
than mine and that we should see it fraternally, cheerfully to a conclusion. It
was as if he had said, "Poor dear, be easy with her; she has some natural
prejudices; only give her time. Strange as it may appear to you she was very
attractive in 1820. Meanwhile are we not in
I lingered in the sala when I went to and fro; I used to watch--as long as I thought decent--the door that led to Miss Bordereau's part of the house. A person observing me might have supposed I was trying to cast a spell upon it or attempting some odd experiment in hypnotism. But I was only praying it would open or thinking what treasure probably lurked behind it. I hold it singular, as I look back, that I should never have doubted for a moment that the sacred relics were there; never have failed to feel a certain joy at being under the same roof with them. After all they were under my hand--they had not escaped me yet; and they made my life continuous, in a fashion, with the illustrious life they had touched at the other end. I lost myself in this satisfaction to the point of assuming--in my quiet extravagance--that poor Miss Tita also went back, went back, as I used to phrase it. She did indeed, the gentle spinster, but not quite so far as Jeffrey Aspern, who was simply hearsay to her, quite as he was to me. Only she had lived for years with Juliana, she had seen and handled the papers and (even though she was stupid) some esoteric knowledge had rubbed off on her. That was what the old woman represented--esoteric knowledge; and this was the idea with which my editorial heart used to thrill. It literally beat faster often, of an evening, when I had been out, as I stopped with my candle in the re-echoing hall on my way up to bed. It was as if at such a moment as that, in the stillness, after the long contradiction of the day, Miss Bordereau's secrets were in the air, the wonder of her survival more palpable. These were the acute impressions. I had them in another form, with more of a certain sort of reciprocity, during the hours that I sat in the garden looking up over the top of my book at the closed windows of my hostess. In these windows no sign of life ever appeared; it was as if, for fear of my catching a glimpse of them, the two ladies passed their days in the dark. But this only proved to me that they had something to conceal; which was what I had wished to demonstrate. Their motionless shutters became as expressive as eyes consciously closed, and I took comfort in thinking that at all events through invisible themselves they saw me between the lashes.
I made a point of spending as much time as possible in the garden, to justify the picture I had originally given of my horticultural passion. And I not only spent time, but (hang it! as I said) I spent money. As soon as I had got my rooms arranged and could give the proper thought to the matter I surveyed the place with a clever expert and made terms for having it put in order. I was sorry to do this, for personally I liked it better as it was, with its weeds and its wild, rough tangle, its sweet, characteristic Venetian shabbiness. I had to be consistent, to keep my promise that I would smother the house in flowers. Moreover I formed this graceful project that by flowers I would make my way--I would succeed by big nosegays. I would batter the old women with lilies--I would bombard their citadel with roses. Their door would have to yield to the pressure when a mountain of carnations should be piled up against it. The place in truth had been brutally neglected. The Venetian capacity for dawdling is of the largest, and for a good many days unlimited litter was all my gardener had to show for his ministrations. There was a great digging of holes and carting about of earth, and after a while I grew so impatient that I had thoughts of sending for my bouquets to the nearest stand. But I reflected that the ladies would see through the chinks of their shutters that they must have been bought and might make up their minds from this that I was a humbug. So I composed myself and finally, though the delay was long, perceived some appearances of bloom. This encouraged me, and I waited serenely enough till they multiplied. Meanwhile the real summer days arrived and began to pass, and as I look back upon them they seem to me almost the happiest of my life. I took more and more care to be in the garden whenever it was not too hot. I had an arbor arranged and a low table and an armchair put into it; and I carried out books and portfolios (I had always some business of writing in hand), and worked and waited and mused and hoped, while the golden hours elapsed and the plants drank in the light and the inscrutable old palace turned pale and then, as the day waned, began to flush in it and my papers rustled in the wandering breeze of the Adriatic.
Considering how little satisfaction I got from it at first
it is remarkable that I should not have grown more tired of wondering what
mystic rites of ennui the Misses Bordereau celebrated in their darkened rooms;
whether this had always been the tenor of their life and how in previous years
they had escaped elbowing their neighbors. It was clear that they must have had
other habits and other circumstances; that they must once have been young or at
least middle-aged. There was no end to the questions it was possible to ask
about them and no end to the answers it was not possible to frame. I had known
many of my country-people in
I asked myself these things as I sat spinning theories about
her in my arbor and the bees droned in the flowers. It was incontestable that,
whether for right or for wrong, most readers of certain of Aspern's poems
(poems not as ambiguous as the sonnets--scarcely more divine, I think--of
Shakespeare) had taken for granted that Juliana had not always adhered to the
steep footway of renunciation. There hovered about her name a perfume of
reckless passion, an intimation that she had not been exactly as the
respectable young person in general. Was
this a sign that her singer had betrayed her, had given her away, as we say
nowadays, to posterity? Certain it is that it would have been difficult to put
one's finger on the passage in which her fair fame suffered an imputation.
Moreover was not any fame fair enough that was so sure of duration and was
associated with works immortal through their beauty? It was a part of my idea
that the young lady had had a foreign lover (and an unedifying tragical
rupture) before her meeting with Jeffrey Aspern. She had lived with her father and sister in a
queer old-fashioned, expatriated, artistic
I was seldom at home in the evening, for when I attempted to
occupy myself in my apartments the lamplight brought in a swarm of noxious
insects, and it was too hot for closed windows. Accordingly I spent the late
hours either on the water (the moonlight of
One evening about the middle of July I came in earlier than
usual--I forget what chance had led to this--and instead of going up to my
quarters made my way into the garden.
The temperature was very high; it was such a night as one would gladly
have spent in the open air, and I was in no hurry to go to bed. I had floated home in my gondola, listening
to the slow splash of the oar in the narrow dark canals, and now the only
thought that solicited me was the vague reflection that it would be pleasant to
recline at one's length in the fragrant darkness on a garden bench. The odor of the canal was doubtless at the
bottom of that aspiration and the breath of the garden, as I entered it, gave
consistency to my purpose. It was
delicious--just such an air as must have trembled with Romeo's vows when he
stood among the flowers and raised his arms to his mistress's balcony. I looked
at the windows of the palace to see if by chance the example of
I hasten to add that she did nothing of the kind; she did not even shake hands with me. It was a gratification to her to see me and presently she told me why--because she was nervous when she was out-of-doors at night alone. The plants and bushes looked so strange in the dark, and there were all sorts of queer sounds--she could not tell what they were--like the noises of animals. She stood close to me, looking about her with an air of greater security but without any demonstration of interest in me as an individual. Then I guessed that nocturnal prowlings were not in the least her habit, and I was also reminded (I had been struck with the circumstance in talking with her before I took possession) that it was impossible to overestimate her simplicity.
"You speak as if you were lost in the backwoods," I said, laughing. "How you manage to keep out of this charming place when you have only three steps to take to get into it is more than I have yet been able to discover. You hide away mighty well so long as I am on the premises, I know; but I had a hope that you peeped out a little at other times. You and your poor aunt are worse off than Carmelite nuns in their cells. Should you mind telling me how you exist without air, without exercise, without any sort of human contact? I don't see how you carry on the common business of life."
She looked at me as if I were talking some strange tongue, and her answer was so little of an answer that I was considerably irritated. "We go to bed very early--earlier than you would believe." I was on the point of saying that this only deepened the mystery when she gave me some relief by adding, "Before you came we were not so private. But I never have been out at night."
"Never in these fragrant alleys, blooming here under your nose?"
"Ah," said Miss Tita, "they were never nice till now!" There was an unmistakable reference in this and a flattering comparison, so that it seemed to me I had gained a small advantage. As it would help me to follow it up to establish a sort of grievance I asked her why, since she thought my garden nice, she had never thanked me in any way for the flowers I had been sending up in such quantities for the previous three weeks. I had not been discouraged--there had been, as she would have observed, a daily armful; but I had been brought up in the common forms and a word of recognition now and then would have touched me in the right place.
"Why I didn't know they were for me!"
"They were for both of you. Why should I make a difference?"
Miss Tita reflected as if she might by thinking of a reason for that, but she failed to produce one. Instead of this she asked abruptly, "Why in the world do you want to know us?"
"I ought after all to make a difference," I replied. "That question is your aunt's; it isn't yours. You wouldn't ask it if you hadn't been put up to it."
"She didn't tell me to ask you," Miss Tita replied without confusion; she was the oddest mixture of the shrinking and the direct.
"Well, she has often wondered about it herself and
expressed her wonder to you. She has
insisted on it, so that she has put the idea into your head that I am
insufferably pushing. Upon my word I think I have been very discreet. And how
completely your aunt must have lost every tradition of sociability, to see
anything out of the way in the idea that respectable intelligent people, living
as we do under the same roof, should occasionally exchange a remark! What could
be more natural? We are of the same
country, and we have at least some of the same tastes, since, like you, I am
intensely fond of
My interlocutress appeared incapable of grasping more than
one clause in any proposition, and she declared quickly, eagerly, as if she
were answering my whole speech: "I
am not in the least fond of
"Has she always kept you back so?" I went on, to show her that I could be as irrelevant as herself.
"She told me to come out tonight; she has told me very often," said Miss Tita. "It is I who wouldn't come. I don't like to leave her."
"Is she too weak, is she failing?" I demanded, with more emotion, I think, than I intended to show. I judged this by the way her eyes rested upon me in the darkness. It embarrassed me a little, and to turn the matter off I continued genially: "Do let us sit down together comfortably somewhere, and you will tell me all about her."
Miss Tita made no resistance to this. We found a bench less secluded, less
confidential, as it were, than the one in the arbor; and we were still sitting
there when I heard midnight ring out from those clear bells of
I scarcely knew what to think of all this--of Miss Tita's sudden conversion to sociability and of the strange circumstance that the more the old lady appe