The Pension Beaurepas
By
Henry James
I was not rich--on the contrary; and I had been told the
Pension Beaurepas was cheap. I had, moreover, been told that a
boarding-house is a capital place for the study of human nature. I had a fancy for a literary career, and a
friend of mine had said to me, "If you mean to write you ought to go and
live in a boarding-house; there is no other such place to pick up
material." I had read something of
this kind in a letter addressed by Stendhal to his sister: "I have a passionate desire to know
human nature, and have a great mind to live in a boarding-house, where people
cannot conceal their real characters."
I was an admirer of La Chartreuse de Parme,
and it appeared to me that one could not do better than follow in the footsteps
of its author. I remembered, too, the
magnificent boarding-house in Balzac's Pere Goriot,--the "pension bourgeoise
des deux sexes et autres,"
kept by Madame Vauquer, nee De Conflans.
Magnificent, I mean, as a piece of portraiture; the establishment, as an
establishment, was certainly sordid enough, and I hoped for better things from
the Pension Beaurepas. This institution was one of the most esteemed
in
Madame Beaurepas had a niece, a
young woman of some forty odd years; and the two ladies, with the assistance of
a couple of thick-waisted, red-armed peasant women,
kept the house going. If on your exits
and entrances you peeped into the kitchen, it made very little difference; for
Celestine, the cook, had no pretension to be an
invisible functionary or to deal in occult methods. She was always at your service, with a
grateful grin she blacked your boots; she trudged off to fetch a cab; she would
have carried your baggage, if you had allowed her, on her broad little
back. She was always tramping in and
out, between her kitchen and the fountain in the place, where it often seemed
to me that a large part of the preparation for our dinner went forward--the
wringing out of towels and table-cloths, the washing of potatoes and cabbages,
the scouring of saucepans and cleansing of water--bottles. You enjoyed, from the doorstep, a perpetual
back-view of Celestine and of her large, loose, woollen
ankles, as she craned, from the waist, over into the fountain and dabbled in
her various utensils. This sounds as if
life went on in a very make-shift fashion at the Pension Beaurepas--as
if the tone of the establishment were sordid.
But such was not at all the case. We were simply very bourgeois; we practised the good old Genevese
principle of not sacrificing to appearances.
This is an excellent principle--when you have the reality. We had the reality at the Pension Beaurepas: we had it
in the shape of soft short beds, equipped with fluffy duvets; of admirable
coffee, served to us in the morning by Celestine in person, as we lay recumbent
on these downy couches; of copious, wholesome, succulent dinners, conformable
to the best provincial traditions. For
myself, I thought the Pension Beaurepas picturesque,
and this, with me, at that time was a great word. I was young and ingenuous: I had just come from
As commonly happens in boarding-houses, the rustle of
petticoats was, at the Pension Beaurepas, the most
familiar form of the human tread. There was the usual allotment of economical
widows and old maids, and to maintain the balance of the sexes there were only
an old Frenchman and a young American.
It hardly made the matter easier that the old Frenchman came from
One day, a fortnight after my arrival at the Pension Beaurepas, I came back, rather earlier than usual from my academic session; it wanted half an hour of the midday breakfast. I went into the salon with the design of possessing myself of the day's Galignani before one of the little English old maids should have removed it to her virginal bower--a privilege to which Madame Beaurepas frequently alluded as one of the attractions of the establishment. In the salon I found a new-comer, a tall gentleman in a high black hat, whom I immediately recognised as a compatriot. I had often seen him, or his equivalent, in the hotel parlours of my native land. He apparently supposed himself to be at the present moment in a hotel parlour; his hat was on his head, or, rather, half off it--pushed back from his forehead, and rather suspended than poised. He stood before a table on which old newspapers were scattered, one of which he had taken up and, with his eye-glass on his nose, was holding out at arm's-length. It was that honourable but extremely diminutive sheet, the Journal de Geneve, a newspaper of about the size of a pocket-handkerchief. As I drew near, looking for my Galignani, the tall gentleman gave me, over the top of his eye-glass, a somewhat solemn stare. Presently, however, before I had time to lay my hand on the object of my search, he silently offered me the Journal de Geneve.
"It appears," he said, "to be the paper of the country."
"Yes," I answered, "I believe it's the best."
He gazed at it again, still holding it at arm's-length, as if it had been a looking-glass. "Well," he said, "I suppose it's natural a small country should have small papers. You could wrap it up, mountains and all, in one of our dailies!"
I found my Galignani, and went off with it into the garden, where I seated myself on a bench in the shade. Presently I saw the tall gentleman in the hat appear in one of the open windows of the salon, and stand there with his hands in his pockets and his legs a little apart. He looked very much bored, and--I don't know why--I immediately began to feel sorry for him. He was not at all a picturesque personage; he looked like a jaded, faded man of business. But after a little he came into the garden and began to stroll about; and then his restless, unoccupied carriage, and the vague, unacquainted manner in which his eyes wandered over the place, seemed to make it proper that, as an older resident, I should exercise a certain hospitality. I said something to him, and he came and sat down beside me on my bench, clasping one of his long knees in his hands.
"When is it this big breakfast of theirs comes off?" he inquired. "That's what I call it--the little breakfast and the big breakfast. I never thought I should live to see the time when I should care to eat two breakfasts. But a man's glad to do anything over here."
"For myself," I observed, "I find plenty to do."
He turned his head and glanced at me with a dry, deliberate, kind-looking eye. "You're getting used to the life, are you?"
"I like the life very much," I answered, laughing.
"How long have you tried it?"
"Do you mean in this place?"
"Well, I mean anywhere. It seems to me pretty much the same all over."
"I have been in this house only a fortnight," I said.
"Well, what should you say, from what you have seen?" my companion asked.
"Oh," said I, "you can see all there is immediately. It's very simple."
"Sweet simplicity, eh? I'm afraid my two ladies will find it too simple."
"Everything is very good," I went on. "And Madame Beaurepas is a charming old woman. And then it's very cheap."
"Cheap, is it?" my friend repeated meditatively.
"Doesn't it strike you so?" I asked. I thought it very possible he had not inquired the terms. But he appeared not to have heard me; he sat there, clasping his knee and blinking, in a contemplative manner, at the sunshine.
"Are you from the
"Yes, sir," I replied; and I mentioned the place of my nativity.
"I presumed," he said, "that you were American
or English. I'm from the
"Not so many as, I believe, there have sometimes been. There are two or three ladies."
"Well," my interlocutor declared, "I am very fond of ladies' society. I think when it's superior there's nothing comes up to it. I've got two ladies here myself; I must make you acquainted with them."
I rejoined that I should be delighted, and I inquired of my
friend whether he had been long in
"Well, it seems precious long," he said, "but my time's not up yet. We have been here fourteen weeks and a half."
"Are you travelling for pleasure?" I asked.
My companion turned his head again and looked at me--looked at me so long in silence that I at last also turned and met his eyes.
"No, sir," he said presently. "No, sir," he repeated, after a considerable interval.
"Excuse me," said I, for there was something so solemn in his tone that I feared I had been indiscreet.
He took no notice of my ejaculation; he simply continued to look at me. "I'm travelling," he said, at last, "to please the doctors. They seemed to think they would like it."
"Ah, they sent you abroad for your health?"
"They sent me abroad because they were so confoundedly muddled they didn't know what else to do."
"That's often the best thing," I ventured to remark.
"It was a confession of weakness; they wanted me to stop plaguing them. They didn't know enough to cure me, and that's the way they thought they would get round it. I wanted to be cured--I didn't want to be transported. I hadn't done any harm."
I assented to the general proposition of the inefficiency of doctors, and asked my companion if he had been seriously ill.
"I didn't sleep," he said, after some delay.
"Ah, that's very annoying. I suppose you were overworked."
"I didn't eat; I took no interest in my food."
"Well, I hope you both eat and sleep now," I said.
"I couldn't hold a pen," my neighbour went on. "I couldn't sit still. I couldn't walk from my house to the cars--and it's only a little way. I lost my interest in business."
"You needed a holiday," I observed.
"That's what the doctors said. It wasn't so very smart of them. I had been paying strict attention to business for twenty-three years."
"In all that time you have never had a holiday?" I exclaimed with horror.
My companion waited a little. "Sundays," he said at last.
"No wonder, then, you were out of sorts."
"Well, sir," said my friend, "I shouldn't
have been where I was three years ago if I had spent my time travelling round
"You think it's slightly illogical," I remarked.
"Well, sir, the ground I took was, that the worse a man's business is, the more it requires looking after. I shouldn't want to go out to take a walk--not even to go to church--if my house was on fire. My firm is not doing the business it was; it's like a sick child, it requires nursing. What I wanted the doctors to do was to fix me up, so that I could go on at home. I'd have taken anything they'd have given me, and as many times a day. I wanted to be right there; I had my reasons; I have them still. But I came off all the same," said my friend, with a melancholy smile.
I was a great deal younger than he, but there was something
so simple and communicative in his tone, so expressive of a desire to fraternise, and so exempt from any theory of human
differences, that I quite forgot his seniority, and found myself offering him
paternal I advice. "Don't think
about all that," said I.
"Simply enjoy yourself, amuse yourself, get
well. Travel about and see
My friend laid his hand on my knee; he looked at me for some
moments, and I thought he was going to say, "You are very young!" But
he said presently, "YOU have got used to
At breakfast I encountered his ladies--his wife and daughter. They were placed, however, at a distance from me, and it was not until the pensionnaires had dispersed, and some of them, according to custom, had come out into the garden, that he had an opportunity of making me acquainted with them.
"Will you allow me to introduce you to my daughter?" he said, moved apparently by a paternal inclination to provide this young lady with social diversion. She was standing with her mother, in one of the paths, looking about with no great complacency, as I imagined, at the homely characteristics of the place, and old M. Pigeonneau was hovering near, hesitating apparently between the desire to be urbane and the absence of a pretext. "Mrs. Ruck--Miss Sophy Ruck," said my friend, leading me up.
Mrs. Ruck was a large, plump, light-coloured person, with a smooth fair face, a somnolent eye, and an elaborate coiffure. Miss Sophy was a girl of one-and-twenty, very small and very pretty--what I suppose would have been called a lively brunette. Both of these ladies were attired in black silk dresses, very much trimmed; they had an air of the highest elegance.
"Do you think highly of this pension?" inquired Mrs. Ruck, after a few preliminaries.
"It's a little rough, but it seems to me comfortable," I answered.
"Does it take a high rank in
"I imagine it enjoys a very fair fame," I said, smiling.
"I should never dream of comparing it to a
"It's quite a different style," her daughter observed.
Miss Ruck had folded her arms; she was holding her elbows with a pair of white little hands, and she was tapping the ground with a pretty little foot.
"We hardly expected to come to a pension," said Mrs. Ruck. "But we thought we would try; we had heard so much about Swiss pensions. I was saying to Mr. Ruck that I wondered whether this was a favourable specimen. I was afraid we might have made a mistake."
"We knew some people who had been here; they thought everything of Madame Beaurepas," said Miss Sophy. "They said she was a real friend."
"Mr. and Mrs. Parker--perhaps you have heard her speak of them," Mrs. Ruck pursued.
"Madame Beaurepas has had a great many Americans; she is very fond of Americans," I replied.
"Well, I must say I should think she would be, if she compares them with some others."
"Mother is always comparing," observed Miss Ruck.
"Of course I am always comparing," rejoined the elder lady. "I never had a chance till now; I never knew my privileges. Give me an American!" And Mrs. Ruck indulged in a little laugh.
"Well, I must say there are some things I like over here," said Miss Sophy, with courage. And indeed I could see that she was a young woman of great decision.
"You like the shops--that's what you like," her father affirmed.
The young lady addressed herself to me, without heeding this remark. "I suppose you feel quite at home here."
"Oh, he likes it; he has got used to the life!" exclaimed Mr. Ruck.
"I wish you'd teach Mr. Ruck," said his wife. "It seems as if he couldn't get used to anything."
"I'm used to you, my dear," the husband retorted, giving me a humorous look.
"He's intensely restless," continued Mrs. Ruck.
"That's what made me want to come to a pension. I thought he would settle down more."
"I don't think I AM used to you, after all," said her husband.
In view of a possible exchange of conjugal repartee I took
refuge in conversation with Miss Ruck, who seemed
perfectly able to play her part in any colloquy. I learned from this young lady that, with her
parents, after visiting the
"Out of the other window, I hope," said I.
"Yes, one out of each window," she replied promptly. "Father had hard work, I can tell you. We hadn't half finished; there were ever so many places we wanted to go to."
"Your father insisted on coming away?"
"Yes; after we had been there about a month he said he
had enough. He's fearfully restless; he's very much out of health. Mother and I said to him that if he was
restless in
"Have you ordered a great many things?" I asked jocosely.
"Well, I guess we have ordered SOME. Of course we wanted to take advantage of
being in
"And what are his plans?"
"I don't know; he doesn't seem able to make any. His great idea was to get to
"Ah," said I, "there are finer things here
than the jewellers' windows. We are very near some of the most beautiful
scenery in
"I suppose you mean the mountains. Well, we have seen plenty of mountains at home. We used to go to the mountains every summer. We are familiar enough with the mountains. Aren't we, mother?" the young lady demanded, appealing to Mrs. Ruck, who, with her husband, had drawn near again.
"Aren't we what?" inquired the elder lady.
"Aren't we familiar with the mountains?"
"Well, I hope so," said Mrs. Ruck.
Mr. Ruck, with his hands in his pockets, gave me a sociable wink.--"There's nothing much you can tell them!" he said.
The two ladies stood face to face a few moments, surveying each other's garments. "Don't you want to go out?" the young girl at last inquired of her mother.
"Well, I think we had better; we have got to go up to that place."
"To what place?" asked Mr. Ruck.
"To that jeweller's--to that big one."
"They all seemed big enough; they were too big!" And Mr. Ruck gave me another wink.
"That one where we saw the blue cross," said his daughter.
"Oh, come, what do you want of that blue cross?" poor Mr. Ruck demanded.
"She wants to hang it on a black velvet ribbon and tie it round her neck," said his wife.
"A black velvet ribbon? No, I thank you!" cried the young lady. "Do you suppose I would wear that cross on a black velvet ribbon? On a nice little gold chain, if you please--a little narrow gold chain, like an old-fashioned watch-chain. That's the proper thing for that blue cross. I know the sort of chain I mean; I'm going to look for one. When I want a thing," said Miss Ruck, with decision, "I can generally find it."
"Look here, Sophy," her father urged, "you don't want that blue cross."
"I do want it--I happen to want it." And Sophy glanced at me with a little laugh.
Her laugh, which in itself was pretty, suggested that there were various relations in which one might stand to Miss Ruck; but I think I was conscious of a certain satisfaction in not occupying the paternal one. "Don't worry the poor child," said her mother.
"Come on, mother," said Miss Ruck.
"We are going to look about a little," explained the elder lady to me, by way of taking leave.
"I know what that means," remarked Mr. Ruck, as his companions moved away. He stood looking at them a moment, while he raised his hand to his head, behind, and stood rubbing it a little, with a movement that displaced his hat. (I may remark in parenthesis that I never saw a hat more easily displaced than Mr. Ruck's.) I supposed he was going to say something querulous, but I was mistaken. Mr. Ruck was unhappy, but he was very good-natured. "Well, they want to pick up something," he said. "That's the principal interest, for ladies."
Mr. Ruck distinguished me, as the
French say. He honoured
me with his esteem, and, as the days elapsed, with a large portion of his
confidence. Sometimes he bored me a
little, for the tone of his conversation was not cheerful, tending as it did
almost exclusively to a melancholy dirge over the financial prostration of our
common country. "No, sir, business
in the
"They have a tournure de princesse--a distinction supreme," he said to me. "One is surprised to find them in a little pension, at seven francs a day."
"Oh, they don't come for economy," I answered. "They must be rich."
"They don't come for my beaux yeux--for mine," said M. Pigeonneau, sadly. "Perhaps it's for yours, young man. Je vous recommande la mere."
I reflected a moment. "They came on account of Mr. Ruck--because at hotels he's so restless."
M. Pigeonneau gave me a knowing nod. "Of course he is, with such a wife as that--a femme superbe. Madame Ruck is preserved in perfection--a miraculous fraicheur. I like those large, fair, quiet women; they are often, dans l'intimite, the most agreeable. I'll warrant you that at heart Madame Ruck is a finished coquette."
"I rather doubt it," I said.
"You suppose her cold? Ne vous y fiez pas!"
"It is a matter in which I have nothing at stake."
"You young Americans are droll," said M. Pigeonneau; "you never have anything at stake! But the little one, for example; I'll warrant you she's not cold. She is admirably made."
"She is very pretty."
"'She is very pretty!' Vous dites cela d'un ton! When you pay compliments to Mademoiselle Ruck, I hope that's not the way you do it."
"I don't pay compliments to Mademoiselle Ruck."
"Ah, decidedly," said M. Pigeonneau, "you young Americans are droll!"
I should have suspected that these two ladies would not especially commend themselves to Madame Beaurepas; that as a maitresse de salon, which she in some degree aspired to be, she would have found them wanting in a certain flexibility of deportment. But I should have gone quite wrong; Madame Beaurepas had no fault at all to find with her new pensionnaires. "I have no observation whatever to make about them," she said to me one evening. "I see nothing in those ladies which is at all deplace. They don't complain of anything; they don't meddle; they take what's given them; they leave me tranquil. The Americans are often like that. Often, but not always," Madame Beaurepas pursued. "We are to have a specimen to-morrow of a very different sort."
"An American?" I inquired.
"Two Americaines--a mother and a daughter. There are Americans and Americans: when you are difficiles, you are more so than any one, and when you have pretensions--ah, per exemple, it's serious. I foresee that with this little lady everything will be serious, beginning with her cafe au lait. She has been staying at the Pension Chamousset--my concurrent, you know, farther up the street; but she is coming away because the coffee is bad. She holds to her coffee, it appears. I don't know what liquid Madame Chamousset may have invented, but we will do the best we can for her. Only, I know she will make me des histoires about something else. She will demand a new lamp for the salon; vous alles voir cela. She wishes to pay but eleven francs a day for herself and her daughter, tout compris; and for their eleven francs they expect to be lodged like princesses. But she is very 'ladylike'--isn't that what you call it in English? Oh, pour cela, she is ladylike!"
I caught a glimpse on the morrow of this ladylike person,
who was arriving at her new residence as I came in from a walk. She had come in a cab, with her daughter and
her luggage; and, with an air of perfect softness and serenity, she was
disputing the fare as she stood among her boxes, on the steps. She addressed her cabman in a very English
accent, but with extreme precision and correctness. "I wish to be perfectly reasonable, but
I don't wish to encourage you in exorbitant demands. With a franc and a half you are sufficiently
paid. It is not the custom at
"But I am a native, too, moi!" said the cabman, with an angry laugh.
"You seem to me to speak with a German accent,"
continued the lady. "You are probably from
The young lady addressed as "
"White wine, if you please; we prefer white wine. There is none on the table? Then you will please to get some, and to remember to place a bottle of it always here, between my daughter and myself."
"That lady seems to know what she wants," said Mr. Ruck, "and she speaks so I can understand her. I can't understand every one, over here. I should like to make that lady's acquaintance. Perhaps she knows what _I_ want, too; it seems hard to find out. But I don't want any of their sour white wine; that's one of the things I don't want. I expect she'll be an addition to the pension."
Mr. Ruck made the acquaintance of
Mrs. Church that evening in the parlour, being
presented to her by his wife, who presumed on the rights conferred upon herself
by the mutual proximity, at table, of the two ladies. I suspected that in Mrs. Church's view Mrs. Ruck presumed too far.
The fugitive from the Pension Chamousset, as
M. Pigeonneau called her, was a little fresh, plump,
comely woman, looking less than her age, with a round, bright, serious
face. She was very simply and frugally
dressed, not at all in the manner of Mr. Ruck's
companions, and she had an air of quiet distinction which was an excellent
defensive weapon. She exhibited a polite
disposition to listen to what Mr. Ruck might have to
say, but her manner was equivalent to an intimation
that what she valued least in boarding-house life was its social
opportunities. She had placed herself
near a lamp, after carefully screwing it and turning it up,
and she had opened in her lap, with the assistance of a large embroidered
marker, an octavo volume, which I perceived to be in German. To Mrs. Ruck and
her daughter she was evidently a puzzle, with her economical attire and her
expensive culture. The two younger
ladies, however, had begun to fraternise very freely,
and Miss Ruck presently went wandering out of the
room with her arm round the waist of
"But where are those charming young ladies," he
cried, "Miss Ruck and the new-comer, l'aimable transfuge? Their absence has been remarked, and they are
wanting to the brilliancy of the occasion.
Voyez I have selected a glass of syrup--a
generous glass--for Mademoiselle Ruck, and I advise
you, my young friend, if you wish to make a good impression, to put aside one
which you may offer to the other young lady.
What is her name?
Mr. Ruck presently came out of the salon, having concluded his interview with Mrs. Church. Through the open window I saw the latter lady sitting under the lamp with her German octavo, while Mrs. Ruck, established, empty-handed, in an arm-chair near her, gazed at her with an air of fascination.
"Well, I told you she would know what I want," said Mr. Ruck. "She says I want to go up to Appenzell, wherever that is; that I want to drink whey and live in a high latitude--what did she call it?--a high altitude. She seemed to think we ought to leave for Appenzell to-morrow; she'd got it all fixed. She says this ain't a high enough lat--a high enough altitude. And she says I mustn't go too high either; that would be just as bad; she seems to know just the right figure. She says she'll give me a list of the hotels where we must stop, on the way to Appenzell. I asked her if she didn't want to go with as, but she says she'd rather sit still and read. I expect she's a big reader."
The daughter of this accomplished woman now reappeared, in company with Miss Ruck, with whom she had been strolling through the outlying parts of the garden.
"Well," said Miss Ruck, glancing at the red paper lanterns, "are they trying to stick the flower-pots into the trees?"
"It's an illumination in honour of our arrival," the other young girl rejoined. "It's a triumph over Madame Chamousset."
"Meanwhile, at the Pension Chamousset," I ventured to suggest, "they have put out their lights; they are sitting in darkness, lamenting your departure."
She looked at me, smiling; she was standing in the light that came from the house. M. Pigeonneau, meanwhile, who had been awaiting his chance, advanced to Miss Ruck with his glass of syrup. "I have kept it for you, Mademoiselle," he said; "I have jealously guarded it. It is very delicious!"
Miss Ruck looked at him and his syrup, without any motion to take the glass. "Well, I guess it's sour," she said in a moment; and she gave a little shake of her head.
M. Pigeonneau stood staring with his syrup in his hand; then he slowly turned away. He looked about at the rest of us, as if to appeal from Miss Ruck's insensibility, and went to deposit his rejected tribute on a bench.
"Won't you give it to me?" asked
M. Pigeonneau came back with alacrity, and presented the glass with a very low bow. "I adore good manners," murmured the old man.
This incident caused me to look at
"She wants to go to
"I am very sorry--for
"Well, I don't want to say anything against your mother, but I think it's shameful," Miss Ruck pursued.
"Mamma has very good reasons; she will tell you them all."
"Well, I'm sure I don't want to hear them," said Miss Ruck. "You have got a right to go to your own country; every one has a right to go to their own country."
"Mamma is not very patriotic," said Aurora Church, smiling.
"Well, I call that dreadful," her companion declared. "I have heard that there are some Americans like that, but I never believed it."
"There are all sorts of Americans," I said, laughing.
"
"Are you very patriotic?" I asked of the young girl.
"She's right down homesick," said Miss Sophy; "she's dying to go. If I were you my mother would have to take me."
"Mamma is going to take me to
"Well, I declare I never heard of anything so dreadful!" cried Miss Ruck. "It's like something in a story."
"I never heard there was anything very dreadful in
Miss Ruck looked at me a moment. "Well, I don't believe YOU are a good American," she replied, "and I never supposed you were. You had better go in there and talk to Mrs. Church."
"
"It isn't nice if you happen to prefer
"I have no desire to make him angry," said
"It is only Miss Ruck who can
do that," I rejoined. "Have
you been a long time in
"Always."
"I call that wicked!" Miss Sophy declared.
"You might be in a worse place," I continued. "I find
Miss Ruck gave a little laugh. "I was saying that you wanted to pass for a European."
"Yes, I want to pass for a Dalmatian."
Miss Ruck looked at me a moment. "Well, you had better not come home," she said. "No one will speak to you."
"Were you born in these countries?" I asked of her companion.
"Oh, no; I came to
"Wait till you see it again. It's just too lovely," said Miss Sophy.
"It's the grandest country in the world," I added.
Miss Ruck began to toss her head. "Come away, my dear," she said. "If there's a creature I despise it's a man that tries to say funny things about his own country."
"Don't you think one can be tired of
"Possibly--after many years."
"Father was tired of it after three weeks," said Miss Ruck.
"I have been here sixteen years," her friend went on, looking at me with a charming intentness, as if she had a purpose in speaking. "It used to be for my education. I don't know what it's for now."
"She's beautifully educated," said Miss Ruck. "She knows four languages."
"I am not very sure that I know English."
"You should go to
"C'est mon
reve," said
"Have you been all over
She hesitated a moment.
"Everywhere that there's a pension. Mamma is devoted to pensions. We have lived, at one time or another, in
every pension in
"Well, I should think you had seen about enough," said Miss Ruck.
"It's a delightful way of seeing Europe,"
"Your mother doesn't seem to mingle much," observed Miss Ruck, glancing through the window at the scholastic attitude of Mrs. Church.
"No, she doesn't mingle, except in the native society. Though she lives in pensions, she detests them."
"Why does she live in them, then?" asked Miss Sophy, rather resentfully.
"Oh, because we are so poor; it's the cheapest way to
live. We have tried having a cook, but
the cook always steals. Mamma used to
set me to watch her; that's the way I passed my jeunesse--my
belle jeunesse.
We are frightfully poor," the young girl went on, with the same
strange frankness--a curious mixture of girlish grace and conscious
cynicism. "Nous n'avons pas le sou. That's
one of the reasons we don't go back to
"Well, any one can see that you're an American girl," Miss Ruck remarked, in a consolatory manner. "I can tell an American girl a mile off. You've got the American style."
"I'm afraid I haven't the American toilette," said
"Well, your dress was cut in
"Yes," said
"Well, you've got a lovely figure, any way," pursued her companion.
"Ah," said the young girl, "at Avranches, too, my figure was admired." And she looked at me askance, with a certain coquetry. But I was an innocent youth, and I only looked back at her, wondering. She was a great deal nicer than Miss Ruck, and yet Miss Ruck would not have said that. "I try to be like an American girl," she continued; "I do my best, though mamma doesn't at all encourage it. I am very patriotic. I try to copy them, though mamma has brought me up a la francaise; that is, as much as one can in pensions. For instance, I have never been out of the house without mamma; oh, never, never. But sometimes I despair; American girls are so wonderfully frank. I can't be frank, like that. I am always afraid. But I do what I can, as you see. Excusez du peu!"
I thought this young lady at least as outspoken as most of her unexpatriated sisters; there was something almost comical in her despondency. But she had by no means caught, as it seemed to me, the American tone. Whatever her tone was, however, it had a fascination; there was something dainty about it, and yet it was decidedly audacious.
The young ladies began to stroll about the garden again, and I enjoyed their society until M. Pigeonneau's festival came to an end.
Mr. Ruck did not take his departure for Appenzell on the morrow, in spite of the eagerness to witness such an event which he had attributed to Mrs. Church. He continued, on the contrary, for many days after, to hang about the garden, to wander up to the banker's and back again, to engage in desultory conversation with his fellow-boarders, and to endeavour to assuage his constitutional restlessness by perusal of the American journals. But on the morrow I had the honour of making Mrs. Church's acquaintance. She came into the salon, after the midday breakfast, with her German octavo under her arm, and she appealed to me for assistance in selecting a quiet corner.
"Would you very kindly," she said, "move that large fauteuil a little more this way? Not the largest; the one with the little
cushion. The fauteuils here are very insufficient; I must ask Madame Beaurepas for another.
Thank you; a little more to the left, please; that will do. Are you particularly engaged?" she
inquired, after she had seated herself.
"If not, I should like to have some conversation with you. It is some time since I have met a young
American of your--what shall I call it?--your affiliations. I have learned your name from Madame Beaurepas; I think I used to know some of your people. I don't know what has become of all my
friends. I used to have a charming
little circle at home, but now I meet no one I know. Don't you think there is a great difference
between the people one meets and the people one would like to meet? Fortunately, sometimes," added my
interlocutress graciously, "it's quite the same. I suppose you are a specimen, a favourable specimen," she went on, "of young
"Nothing to boast of," I said. "I am studying a little."
"Ah, I am glad to hear that. You are gathering up a little European culture; that's what we lack, you know, at home. No individual can do much, of coarse. But you must not be discouraged; every little counts."
"I see that you, at least, are doing your part," I rejoined gallantly, dropping my eyes on my companion's learned volume.
"Yes, I frankly admit that I am fond of study. There is no one, after all, like the Germans. That is, for facts. For opinions I by no means always go with them. I form my opinions myself. I am sorry to say, however," Mrs. Church continued, "that I can hardly pretend to diffuse my acquisitions. I am afraid I am sadly selfish; I do little to irrigate the soil. I belong--I frankly confess it--to the class of absentees."
"I had the pleasure, last evening," I said,
"of making the acquaintance of your daughter. She told me you had been a long time in
Mrs. Church smiled benignantly. "Can one ever be too long? We shall never leave it."
"Your daughter won't like that," I said, smiling too.
"Has she been taking you into her confidence? She is a more sensible young lady than she sometimes appears. I have taken great pains with her; she is really--I may be permitted to say it--superbly educated."
"She seemed to me a very charming girl," I rejoined. "And I learned that she speaks four languages."
"It is not only that," said Mrs. Church, in a tone which suggested that this might be a very superficial species of culture. "She has made what we call de fortes etudes--such as I suppose you are making now. She is familiar with the results of modern science; she keeps pace with the new historical school."
"Ah," said I, "she has gone much farther than I!"
"You doubtless think I exaggerate, and you force me, therefore, to mention the fact that I am able to speak of such matters with a certain intelligence."
"That is very evident," I said. "But your daughter thinks you ought to take her home." I began to fear, as soon as I had uttered these words, that they savoured of treachery to the young lady, but I was reassured by seeing that they produced on her mother's placid countenance no symptom whatever of irritation.
"My daughter has her little theories," Mrs. Church
observed; "she has, I may say, her illusions. And what wonder! What would youth be without
its illusions?
all. We must allow our children their illusions, must we not? But we must watch over them."
Although she herself seemed proof against discomposure, I found something vaguely irritating in her soft, sweet positiveness.
"American cities," I said, "are the paradise of young girls."
"Do you mean," asked Mrs. Church, "that the young girls who come from those places are angels?"
"Yes," I said, resolutely.
"This young lady--what is her odd name?--with whom my daughter has formed a somewhat precipitate acquaintance: is Miss Ruck an angel? But I won't force you to say anything uncivil. It would be too cruel to make a single exception."
"Well," said I, "at any rate, in
My companion laid her hand for an instant on my arm. "My dear young friend, I know
"I am afraid you don't approve of them," said I, a little brutally.
Brutal indeed my proposition was, and Mrs. Church was not prepared to assent to it in this rough shape. She dropped her eyes on her book, with an air of acute meditation. Then, raising them, "We are very crude," she softly observed--"we are very crude." Lest even this delicately-uttered statement should seem to savour of the vice that she deprecated, she went on to explain. "There are two classes of minds, you know--those that hold back, and those that push forward. My daughter and I are not pushers; we move with little steps. We like the old, trodden paths; we like the old, old world."
"Ah," said I, "you know what you like; there is a great virtue in that."
"Yes, we like
"You're a great conservative," I observed, while I wondered whether I myself could answer this inquiry.
Mrs. Church gave me a smile which was equivalent to a confession. "I wish to retain a LITTLE--just a little. Surely, we have done so much, we might rest a while; we might pause. That is all my feeling--just to stop a little, to wait! I have seen so many changes. I wish to draw in, to draw in--to hold back, to hold back."
"You shouldn't hold your daughter back!" I answered, laughing and getting up. I got up, not by way of terminating our interview, for I perceived Mrs. Church's exposition of her views to be by no means complete, but in order to offer a chair to Miss Aurora, who at this moment drew near. She thanked me and remained standing, but without at first, as I noticed, meeting her mother's eye.
"You have been engaged with your new acquaintance, my dear?" this lady inquired.
"Yes, mamma, dear," said the young girl, gently.
"Do you find her very edifying?"
I ventured to indulge in a respectful laugh. "Your mother has another word for that. But I must not," I added, "be crude."
"Ah, vous m'en
voulez?" inquired Mrs. Church. "And yet I can't pretend I said it in
jest. I feel it too much. We have been having a little social discussion,"
she said to her daughter. "There is
still so much to be said."
"And I wish," she continued, turning to me, "that I could
give you our point of view. Don't you
wish,
"Yes, mamma," said
"We consider ourselves very fortunate in our point of view, don't we, dearest?" mamma demanded.
"Very fortunate, indeed, mamma."
"You see we have acquired an insight into European life," the elder lady pursued. "We have our place at many a European fireside. We find so much to esteem--so much to enjoy. Do we not, my daughter?"
"So very much, mamma," the young girl went on, with a sort of inscrutable submissiveness. I wondered at it; it offered so strange a contrast to the mocking freed